I WISH I WAS A CUTE SHOTA BOY!!!!!!!!!

i wish i was dating a cute shota boy

me too
I wanna be a little kid playfully bullied by his big gay bro and his huge pecs
No feds, I don't want a shota, I wanna BE THE shota, not a pedo, wouldn’t work on reverse. When I was a kid I was always so aroused by bigger boys...wish I could deage

autopedophilia

I never got why this was supposed to be some shutdown epic own response, as if someone called this was supposed to feel destroyed and ashamed the way someone getting called a pedophile would be.

Pedos hurt people and want to fuck kids, things very possible that happen every day.
I want to be the kid, something physically impossible and with no approximations even feasible in reality. If any victim arises in these fantasy scenarios, I am that victim.
How are the two related in any possible way?

i just want my innocence back i want to be ab;e enjoy life again

stop being hateful

same

it's just that people don't wanna talk about pedophilia at all and stay away from the topic. so labeling it as "UR A PEDO!" is easier than actually talking about why it happens and how this stuff develops.

it's because people think that you're projecting and want to be the adult actually, so like, you imagine being a kid being intimate with someone older but actually you like the idea of the child getting molested, that arouses you, and of couse that's retarded becauase I am a fucking sub, I do not want to impose myself onto someone but the exact opposite, I want that big brother ass to suffocate me and then cuddle in his huge arms and I'm pretty confident I'm not the one wishing for the huge arms. It's this kind of twisted normie, pearl clutcher mentality really, plus what this anon said people don't wanna talk about paedos even when it's about treating their illness

based. i wish i had a big brother to squeeze my tiny body.

tfw no big bro to cuddle and kiss with

people already shit and piss themselves about shows like big mouth and call it CP. normies just aren't going to understand how it works especially stuff like DDLG, ageplay, and autopedophilia.

it's weird yes but not pedophilia even criminologists know that it's not a crime and different from child sex abuse.

this stuff is more common than you think i found an interesting study about it.

journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/0956797616677082#articleShareContainer

This seems to be exploring a completely different vector though, the sample was entirely composed of pedophiles just to see the incidence of autopedophilia in them.
I'm not one and neither are most subs that extremize their need to be vulnerable and thus "lovable" by doms.

An autopedophilic fantasy in which you're using your age as a way to dominate other kids has zero overlap with one in which you're being molested.
In fact, it has negative overlap. Someone in the former group has a mental makeup that is almost ensured to be mutually exclusive with the latter.

Another reason to be wary of the study is that it was started as a way to confirm the theory that pedohebephilia is an external self-idealization paraphilia.
The researchers chose a polling method that would favor reaching the conclusion they wanted to reach from the start, and their sample is made up entirely of pedophiles.
I repeat, they used a sample of exclusively pedophiles and then claimed that an incidence of APP in them was a sign that pedophilia is an ETII like AGP, in an effort to conflate autopedophilia with attraction to children.

This is just another reminder of how sociological studies or anything that's being """studied""" starting from surveys usually isn't science.

Literally most of us mtfs/HRT femboys+twinks are the same way. We were fine being cute boys but then age hit us and forced us to get on HRT. It's still cope though and nothing like we once had

How are the two related in any possible way?

well, the implication is that you want to have sex with pedophiles. many people find that idea repulsive

yeah but at the end of the day it's just a fantasy it's not real. no actual child is getting harmed its literally all in there head. no one is really getting harmed if two adults like doing ageplay. yes it's weird but people act like it's fucking illegal.

I have POCD and this thread is upsetting me, also I'm quite interested to hear these anons opinions on POCD

if you have POCD you should probably just leave. as for my opinion it's just a mental illness caused by trauma that's all. i don't think it has anything to do with ageplay or ddlg it's a completely separate thing.

It really worries me, and also I'm interested to hear your opinion on the seperation between like, drawn things (like the images in this thread) versus attraction to real children, how does it conflate do you think?

pedophilia is a paraphilia/sexual disorder while the drawings are just artistic expression in a more taboo way. you can't be diagnosed with pedophilia just because you like lolis or whatever. it has to be attraction to real children past the appropriate age. i also know that some people use these drawings to cope so it wouldn't surprise me if anyone went through sexual abuse as a kid.

me personally i think my fascination with it stims from my CSA and the brain copes in weird fucked up ways like how rape victims develop a rape kink or get sexually turned on by their trauma i think it's similar to that. also POCD sounds awful i suspected that i had it at a point but my intrusive thoughts have settled down during the past years.

wtf has this thread turn into? POST CUTE SHOTAS NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

anyone got any tips for being more shota-like? im ftm and don't wanna take too much testosterone where i look like a gay bear but not too little where im just a woman or tomboy lite.

it is so cruel nothing feels better than the boys twink love phase it had its problems but there is nothing now but bitterness and cynicism and trooning is almost a defense mechanism . i doubt transbians understand that

i wish i knew how to make friends

we can be frends anon uwu

men are attracted to neoteny and no i just want be young again it isn't about sex

even if i am a loser insomniac

yessss

i am pre hrt but if you are interested drop discord

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