/lesgen/ - Lesbian General

LET'S GOOOO the janitors deleted cacas attempt to snipe the OP, we don't have to look at her shitty AI slop for the next ~24 hours. WE PREVAIL!

the el*ction was st*len

and I don't have to look at her ai slop because I have a job and hobbies

I deleted it myself because having two threads up is stupid. You should seek help, this level of obsession isn't healthy.

First of all, I appreciate your cordiality. Second of all, never turn the OP pic into soulless AI slop ever again.

Help Abt homelessmess fear? Being required to register with the government as a man fear? Hrt fear? What shud I do in life? How to establish sex appearance? Life pointlessness? Surgery hip replacing money worry? Whether to buy hot dogs to add to my curry tmrw?

The last thing a member of the audience a big conservative conference about how trans people are bad would think is that a trans person would show up and talk to them. Probably nobody would even think twice, much less say something or boo. Trans people mentally acknowledge each other all the time. It's harder to not be clocked at all by another tranner, but context clues are important here. If you're protesting against pride events nobody would think you're trans because it wouldn't make sense.

I don't need meds I need caca to start being a tripfag so I can filter her posts

All I can think of is drowning in soft pale thighs. I want my jaw and tongue to go numb crushed under a plush ass. From there maybe 69? Strap to prepped hole? Praise kink where I have her ride the strap? Or maybe she feels spicy and wants control?

The wait to a date has me thinking all kinds of things. I have a few days to float on this feeling and I'm loving it. She's so cute in both her photos and mannerisms. She's into all the cool things and I get the feeling she'll enjoy the treasure trove of bullshit I adore. Stupid shows like danger 5 and dark place. Live music at Reggies then drinking with the band. There's a ton of things I could show her and she's technically lived in the city longer than I have since I'm a suburb kid.

Hype hype hype. I want to go work out instead of go out drinking with my sister.

Hmmm ok. Then what wud u suggest to establish sex appearance? A lot of trans go to these college campus conservative events and ask questions to the mic. Hmmm. What else is left? I simply want to know if I look male or femLe. I've spent so much time and money on this. Shudnt people be able to easily tell a trans is trans if looks male and use their eyes?

Like the Algerian boxer for example. They said was trans based on eyes.

Unrelated but I imagine you walk with a peculiar gait.

i visited george romero's grave today
i also took my polaroid with me, the photo is a bit overexposed because i keep fearing underexposure
but that's okie

Why? The hip anatomy meme? Isn't there some way to test this irl? That's all I want. I've spent so much time and money on this. I simply want to enter the belly of the beast to see for sure. Ive tried everything at this point. I once even met a transwoman to whom I implied was cisgender prior. Eh it's ok. I'll think on it and figure it out. They knew the akrgerian Olympic boxer was trans based on looks. I'll just stick to plan and do a few more women only stuff then retire.

I imagine you walk strange because your mind is flooded with self-criticism 24/7. Theres a MtF meme comparing how a MtF and a cis female behave out and about. The MtF is sweating profusely and unsure of every interaction while the cis female just wants to get her chores done so she can go home and sit on her ass.
People on stimulants trying to hide it act the same. Twitchy and talking fast, but DEFINITELY sober bro. They just had ONE drink before they left the house.

how many goats do I have to sacrifice to have another tranny on my arms holy shit im so tired of being prison t4c

i think i got shadowbanned on reddit for being too honest and real about my opinions on israel

still engaging with laffers

we never learn

Oh yeah. I actually take benzos when I do tests. Id never in a million years be able to speak in front of a crowd without it

So paranoid and panicked tho. Just saw a post on discord Abt how trump.is going to pass a bill to say there's only men and women assigned at birth and ban all hrt and surgeries

He'd be destroying a profitable industry if he outlawed everything related to transgender care. He's not gonna do those things.

Since I'm already blog posting to no one the one thing I'm really worried about is my back issues. I'm down to do so many things but my back goes into spasms so easily these days. It's debilitating. I use Marijuana edibles to be able to function well enough to go to shows. Thankfully the people at the pit are always keeping an eye out for people like me. Just saw streetlight manifesto on Sunday. Spent most of the time high, drunk, and in spasms having the time of my life. When waves of pain took over I could close my eyes and still lose myself in the energy of the crowd.

So at this point in my life, I'd take her to a Koffin Kats show at Reggies and encourage her to get in the pit even though I can't join her. It's practically the point! Get the band to notice you, they'll join you for drinks! But I can't physically do it myself. I hope that's enough.

someone take over reassuring laffers for me I need to cook

They get more money from evangelicals than the trans surgeons sadly.
Is there a way to force people to register nationally as men besides passport? Or just that? Maybe am cool as long as I move back to CA and am panicking. Feel slightly better.

Test ideas?

If u were gonna buy something cool to fill the void inside u what would u buy rn

Colorful energy drinks
Non fiction books
a Anon Babble pass
jk I'm a wiz at captcha.

oversized fleece snorlax hoodie

Im like that triggered lib stereotype whose paranoid Abt trump and who trump lives rent free in head. Instead of being like angry tho I'm just like paranoid and neurotic and scared etc
Thoughts? Will there be a national sex registry I'll have to join and state I'm a man on? Will he ban hrt for adults?

Sweet tea, cute clothes, veggie tempura.

Have you seen a specialist for your mental health? I'm no doctor but sometimes I'm curious if you have obsessive compulsive disorder.

im thinking ill buy a macbook or something or fly to japan or whatever something random and spontaneous because i crave that

I've been to therapists and psychiatrists. I get benzos from there. There's nothing wrong with me tho really I'm just super neurotic and always sad since always in a state of fight or flight panic and this cursed to be perma unhappy. Maybe wud help ancestors mate and survive winter tho. I was on ssri but have been off a few weeks. Gonna go back on in a week or so.

Will they create a national sex registry seperate from the passport that u have to sign up.for as a man?

an airplane ticket

Why do you feel trapped with cis women?

falling for the big pharma trans profit meme

hrt is incredibly cheap and his entire cabinet is all about ideology first

Getting prescribed benzos for neuroticism is wild. Have you hurt yourself before? No, don't answer that. I feel like a troll questioning you. I wish you were more aware of your vulnerability.

Non fiction books

which ones. the other day I bought thousand plateaus even though im too stupid to understand deleuze lol

i wanna! im waiting for the usual sales the airlines do here idk where i should visit tho... id love to see so much

I guess technically is OCD related but like I said I don't believe there's anything "wrong" with me besides being a cringe robot. Everyone is a bit different. Benzos help with severe panic or tests so I use them maybe a few times a month for those

There's so much fun non-fiction out there anon senpai. Biographies and memoirs are designed to be pop-literature. Always a good time. Dreamseller by Brandon Novak (2008) was good.
If you want something serious, Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl (1947) is phenomenal.
A booming non-fiction author right now is Malcolm Gladwell. I think his books are fun to read.

Damn you weren't kidding. I haven't read Malcom Gladwell in well over a decade. Prolific fuck.

most of them feel like they're in a completely different universe. yea they're cool pretty and all the wavelengths are all wrong. we match but we dont *match* you know? not to mention the "accidentally getting treated like their bf" thing. the last cis girl I hanged with let "he or his" slip several times while talking about me. im also head over heels for another trans woman for ages now but she isnt into me so it's kinda hard to pretend i care romantically for others when i can't get her out my head

Oh you're young. Yeah that really sucks. People fuck up even when they care because this shit is needlessly complicated. It just is. I'm a cis woman. I had one 3 year relationship and a 1 year relationship with trans women. I never, ever thought of them as my boyfriend. I'm a more masc woman so I'm the one who takes care of things. I make the orders over the phone.

It sucks being a trans woman into women that aren't experienced in dating women. Even then, some femmes want their woman to basically be a surrogate man. This works out for some butches in a classic, gender conforming way. Trans women that don't want to be butch getting the butch treatment? No fun.

young

I'm probably older than you lol
Just sick of dating cis people all together tbqh

im not going to but i drew a cowbug on the touchpad
i hate it

He/him

May I ask if u look female in appearance? This is one reason I've never considered any relationship with bio female unfortunately. The boyfriend thing. Always a bit curious on it. Sometimes is independent of appearance and sometimes is related, like people slipping up organically.

Really? Then we must filter through different crowds. I'm in my 30s. Been rural and city. I don't blame you at all! I'm going for trans women because they've been my longest relationships hahaha. I don't like how cis women want me to act like a man for them based off my experiences. I'd buy you a drink or roll you one or whatever. You get it.

not giving you a (you) lafargue but the only people who misgender me nowadays are exact cis women ive hooked up with

It's so unfair to tell us you were making a meme and then not tell us what the meme was about, now we are just going to have to worry forever, this is worse than when you-know-who promised the video of Luz have a melty but then never delivered

Nice cowbug btw

Do u do PIV? I'm basically I'm asking if the REASON they gender u he/him is because they accidentally slipped up and like a news anchor talking to Caitlyn Jenner OR if they think of u as their boyfriend because u TOLD them u were trans or they think of you as trans and therefore a man.
Does that make sense?

engaging with laff

laffy taffy is kino tho

"Laf" is a human being with feelings yeah. Even if they seem like a robot. I simply wanna know why they were misgendered. Since people g under trans he/him for different reasons. For example Fox news genders all trans he even those that look 100% female. On the flip side a woke news anchor might accidentally call lia Thomas or Caitlyn Jenner he because they sound or look male and it's a genuine mistake and apologize. Do u kinda understand? Like I'm wondering if they gendered male because they found out was trans or because of something else. Or would they gender she if they never got told was traNs, is the question.

piss

I wish laffy would make vlogs of her going to turning point meetings and interacting with people and doing these experiments she talks about. I'd be able to reassure her further.

No but really what is it with cis women and wanting to just be fucked? I know some gay bottoms like this as well. I had a bizarre dry spell where I was finger fucking and eating out cis women trying to find one that was willing to do anything to me. Then I find an amazing cool trans woman and no matter how I ate out her asshole she couldn't chill out and let me peg her. She kept getting cold feet. She even got SRS, I waited a year, and she still couldn't share that side of herself with me. I can provide opportunist but I don't want to pry.

Now I dream of a woman that let's me peg her. She accepts that I can't pound her like a man due to my back but I'll eat her out like she's never experienced if SHE LET'S ME. Everyone is a freak until you try to get freaky :(

Sorry I'm post lifting drunk and about to get alcohol drunk. Wooo garage gym.

Punished L vlogs would be keeeeeeeeno. She'd be like ReportOfTheWeek but better.
Cait gets misgendered because she was a revered male athlete for YEARS before transitioning.

I would totally edit videos for her

Let's all pitch in to get Punished L a ham radio. I'll forfeit $5.

thank you, i really suck at drawing on the computer.. also its not even that good theyre just screaming about killing me and themselves over a jacket for 5 minutes

What's there even to do in Japan desu why is it actually so popular now every normie ik wants to go
I could take like 5k and go for a week r smth ig but is it literally just pokemon and Anime

why is it actually so popular now every normie ik wants to go

anime
if you want some cool stuff tho, you should start looking at what people that live locally would find neat, especially the people that immigrated since they kind of have a feel for what might appeal to outsiders while still not being as big of hotspots as like, tokyo or some shit
there's some cool "edo period" inspired towns and areas with nice food, some really beautiful nature in northern japan, etc.
i'd really love to go to some northern japanese places and visit a hot spring during the winter there
the snow can get really insane but the landscapes can be so beautiful

Go to the temples and collect stamps. Visit giant department stores and gawk at the thousands of different washing machines. Stroll around a fish market and see how many species you can identify. Smack some cis asian pussy at a 7/11. The world is your kotatsu.

Yeh but u get my point Abt misgendering by accident since u subconsciously see a man vs malicious intent after u learn somebody is trans

I'll make a cat YouTube channel when I adopt cats if Alive

go to shibuya and laugh at drunk people

but laffers what do you think abt doing videos? too worrisome?

whaaat take me with you!!

I AM the drunk person I drink to treat my anxiety :3
Damn so it's just staring at slop and speaking to asian women. Sounds fun for nerdy cis guys but not really a work focused aroace tranny.
Normies like anime???
Yeah tho I'd like to see outside of Tokyo but hopefully not somewhere super racist either lol.
I like Miku maybe I could go to a Miku concert

yes normies like anime that shit is mainstream now. miku concerts are hype as fuck

Ok bet

I went to Miku Expo in London it was decent but too many children.
Felt weird like I was too old to be there and I'm only 24. TWENTY FOUR IS YOUNG ITS YOUNG IM STILL A KID

TWENTY FOUR IS YOUNG

oh no no no no no

now

sakura card captor used to air on public tv here

Ok bet

my discord is ratscallion

there are no young people in japan you will fit right in

Yes I don't like shooting or videoing face it can create worry and self conscious anxiety. I prefer to go by mirror and occasional objective still pics

My cope is that what matters r preventing age markers..I hope to do so thru early 30s then die

You could honestly do better than befriend/speak to an avoidant bitterhon weeaboo.
:( I wasted my youth posting here and being depressed and still can't escape my transphobic family because rent/housing is doomed
We got yugioh and pokemon here and almost nothing else. Basically if it wasn't to sell slop merch it didn't air.

still can't escape my transphobic family because rent/housing is doomed

:(

how come you're so nervous all the time. you need a friend.

Turn that frown upside down!

I dunno, genetics maybe, or extreme strict parenting and too many beatings at a young age. I like friendship a lot. I used to have a platonic life partner named Mira. I have a few friends now too but yeh. Hope to spend more time on friendship activities

Should I have curry with ramen noodles? Or leftover hamburger buns and hot dogs? Leaning towards the latter but wanted ur input

Sorry to be clear id have curry sauce on the hot dogs and hamburgers.

nah i'm a suicidal weeaboo. if you got the money to take me with you to japan than do it >:)

i really hate being ugly and having no friends but i don't really have a way out of it

same. might as well force yourself to talk to people and look nice though. you'll be hateable either way so have fun with the npcs.

laffers podcast when

lol i am so much further down the life spiral than you think

are you a bedridden cripple?

Hauwk tag podcast buy abt worries and binge eating...don't think would be popular. I also don't own a camera or a table with proper chairs. I also wud never wanna fill myself due to anxiety

are your irl friends men laf

what is your most underrated yuri ship?

discord podcast laffers imagine this

im recording a long vocaroo

Trigger Warning: Popcorn eating noises, and my voice is hurt from severe acid reflux last night from 2 pizzers
voca.ro/1b9r6hBSycyU

im an old girl that reads about chaos magick