Unsure how to phrase this so I'll just risk sounding like a retard.
I'm pretty sure im incurably chaser-pilled and don't really know what to do about that. I mean I do try my best to respect trans women, see them as real women (sometimes to their protestation or argument, admittedly), so I don't actively try to hurt them or anything, and I don't really use trans slurs (even when trans people ask me to, I feel uncomfortable about it). I have added people or looked for people because they were trans, but I did still make sure they were interesting, talked to them first, and had an excuse more than JUST they were trans, but it was definitely an influencing factor, and often has been the primary factor.
Here's the line: I will always prefer a trans girl to a cis girl, and probably to a guy. Not just romantically or sexually, but I mean even in shit like youtube videos, if someone is an autistic trans girl I will give way more attention. If a trans girl is talking, i'll pay more attention and be more interested. If a trans girl wants something, i'm more likely to get it for her. If a trans girl rambles about something stupid, i'll pay attention longer. If a trans girl wants sexual stuff, that tends to be better in various ways (details omitted). I could go on, but I think i've established the point here.
probably unrelated but i guess its worth noting that i do genuinely care about trans rights and stuff like that. Not just for the obvious reasons I might support that kind of thing. Also worth noting is that i'm non-binary (though really that's a technicality since I don't "identify" as anything), and that my first couple of healthy relationships were with trans people.
So like, what the fuck do I even do at this point? This is beyond just like "oh i like tgirls" or even like "oh yeah i wanna fuck a dickgirl". Like that stuff is fetishizing sure, but that's ALL it is. this is BEYOND fetishizing. This is digivolved chaserdom. I'm something worse, somehow.
Incurable chaserdom
take ur pills alice
congrats anon. you're the world's strongest (and most ethical) chaser.
now get in my room we're playing devil may cry with the coop mod while you listen to me talk about card games
sorry to break it to you but you’re a transbian, theymabs are women
way too many fucking words dude you are obviously a woman
nigga kys
op im begging you to take your pills
amab
worship trannies
"""non-binary"""
obvious transgender GET ON ESTROGEN
to be honest that does sound pretty nice, and I HAVE been needing an excuse to play dmc for the first time.
...the only card game I know how to play is blackjack though. But I am pretty good at it.
i'd be bisexual in either case.
or just autistic.
i dont "worship" them. I have SOME degree of dignity. A lot of people are obsessed with celebrity shit, and that's not really worship. I don't see how this is that different.
besides, can't get E here anyway. poor + red state.
besides, can't get E here anyway. poor + red state
Egg moment
okay so we're going to have small little progression-style yugioh duels where more mechanics are slowly introduced and we dick around with premade decks and and
you're also getting fed T blockers because you're like 3 steps away from transbianmaxxing and twink death comes for all
I can try but I've never been good at stuff like that. Plus, buying that many cards sounds like a LOT of money. I don't even buy video games i play.
Also, I don't really think i'm transbianmaxxing. Sometimes I want tits, sometimes I'm horrified by the idea. Reasonably, I want to be androgynous most of the time. Even if I had access to a character creator, the only things i'd fix would be my forehead, and body hair. I'm pretty cool with everything else. I mean, i might fix a scar here and there, but you get my point. Plus, I really like being able to cum and have my dick work properly.
we're using online simulators. and also torrenting together.
oh my god you're like 70% literally me before starting HRT. forehead is prime brainworm material. i'm calling you good girl and stuff until i notice that it makes you uncomfortable and definitely not feeding you the girl pills through a kiss without you noticing (kidding, consent is important :])
I enjoy being called a good girl and a good boy, so I'm actually okay with that.
...also i'm pretty sure i've done that girl pill kiss thing before. That was consensual, though.
oh my god just transition already i'm killing you i'm killing you with a big rock
anon you're an egg/repper and that's okay. just dont' turn into a john 50 (still calling you a girl while consensually making out on my broken messy bed though)
I'm not a repper. i don't want to be a girl. I gave a girl HER pills, and then we made out.
whatever you say, anon.
you're still cute (and the pill thing's also super hot).
the pills things super hot
agree. i have a thing for pinkpilling, AND an oral fixation, so...
Reading through this like "lol they're just gonna call him trans" only for you to reveal that you're just trans
yeah but im not mtf or anything though. im trans by technicality, since i don't care about gender roles
so you're getting pinkpilled by meeeeeeee sorryyyyy :33333
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Didn't read any of that but I am a very simple man, I like dnb
You don't care about gender roles because you're disconnected to your assigned gender and not allowing yourself to be one with your obsession
no im the one who pinkpills OTHERS
nice. i know most of my dnb from code ment, but what i've listened to is respectable.
no, i'm really not. i dont want a vagina, i dont really want breasts most of the time. I really just want to be androgynous. i've tried to identify as a girl before and I didn't like it.
what if i say pretty please, anon. are you going to make a girl cry?
(shitposting, you do you man :] go and be the world's best ethical totally not trans chaser, shitty girls like me appreciate it <3)
Youre going to make ME cry if you don't subject me to a 2 hour card game/DMC rant.
(ah, sorry. i'm VERY used to the whole "youre an egg" thing, so I just assume its serious, since it usually is).
okay so mirage edge back Y (while holding) let go midair, yamato y y pause y (weave some jds if you feel like it), beowulf forward y, y, teleport, mirage edge, y y pause spam y, teleport while midair bewulf forward y, yamato back y, yamato y y y spam y (while charging SDT), let go of SDT and quickly summon doppelganger, do the big damage 5 hit yamato combo and JCend if you feel like it
card game rant
(md banlist, going second, board brakers approach)
right so you special fenrir search scarekash, normal a scare link into lightheart and depending on if you have starfrost or reichheart in your hand you search for the other (combo branches if you have neither lets just imagine that you do), pop light with visas revive light special reichheart next to light (all the specials should be in defense so you draw 1) and search the revive, synchro into baronne, revive a scare from grave, link the scare and lightheart into cross sheep, banish starfrost and reichheart from grave for astraloud in the crossheep zone, pop a monster, crossheep bring back a whatever and go into whatever 2-monster link 3(or 2!) you want (i go for equimax big number go boom, sprelf is probably more correct since it has protection or unicorn because of the spin but oh well, you can also go into closed moon for fiendsmith if you find space in the extra once it comes out in md), banish a scare from grave special scarekash, baronne pop anything and swing for a billion
pfft i dont think i understood any of that
just a preview of what will happen if you materialize into my shitty room <3
well how do i materialize, then?
figure it out, i'm a poor little nerdtran can't do anything on my own
maybe if you have a tag we can work something out
mayhaps i do...
do you, anon? i'll be kind enough to say hi first :]
jut made one. filename in picrel is the tag.
too stupid to figure it out. look for picrel in the boymoder recents.
im feeling deja vu reading yalls convo because ive seen this exact sort of exchange play out before lmao. but literally its in the fucking filename of the pic in the post cmon anonette i dont want to see this potential discord romance not come to fruition
also to why not just put it in your post anyway i dont get why ppl are scared of having their tag on the archive its not a big deal
the discord tag is the name of the file i posted. it's this right here.
i've had people make a "philmarillion" for me before :/
SORRY BYSTANDER ANON I'M STUPID ("chaser"anon i hope you like failgirls)
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To be perfectly honest I feel the same way except I'm a man and I have no desire to look like the other sex. I used to be ok with the dick but now I find it repulsive, I also don't want shit dick either, so asses also gross me out. I do like post ops but if they are done right
It's not to know i'm not alone.
Also, what do you think the reasoning for that is? I mean, it's not a sex thing, obviously, but it's not kinship either. Just general personality?
I'm not sure what it is but I have worked with a couple ftms at my job and felt very comfortable around them for some reason. Of course, I doubt they were actually trans because they put bare minimum effort into it and still looked very much like girls. They were probably just doing it to be trendy and I thought one of them was very cute
Historically, there were male guardians of eunuch priestesses. In Rome for example, men wore pinecone rings to show sympathy with Attis. Essentially what you're feeling is religious reverence, but in modern times we're not supposed to recognize or acknowledge it. You see the divine in the consorts of the goddess. A proxy for the thing itself. And in most cases that's for the best, for gods inspire madness; they obliterate.
Probably because they were closer to being guys? So youre more comfortable due to social differences, but can still remain attracted due to them still having boobs and whatnot? Just a guess.
I don't see the divine in anything. Religion isn't something I care about, outside of human rights and intellectual interest. Not because i think it's cringe or lame, but because I don't think about it at all, really. I have no real interest in the question. It's interesting to study, but I have no interest in whether or not it's "real". It's interesting in the same way studying biology is interesting. That would make me an athiest implicitly, but not explicitly. Or to put it more simply, I lack a belief in anything because of apathy, not because of hatred of the idea.
Even if I did believe in something, I can assure you with utmost confidence it would not be based on Roman culture and traditions, given my level of interest in Rome compared to literally any other historical group.
They only adopted it. It was foreign to their culture actually. To put it another way, we can feel many things we have no awareness of. Your mind leans toward books and hollow rites, and maybe even potlucks, but that isn't what I'm talking about at all.
It could be from New Orleans for all I care, my interest in anything Roman is 0. Even if I believed in something polytheistic, and it was PIE based, pretty much any other option would be more appealing to me than that of Rome.
Also, my mind doesnt lean towards rites, since like I said I don't believe anything. There's no "rites" to follow. I hate potlucks. I also don't really like books that much. More than the average American, but that bar is indescribably low.
I also think using romans as the exemplar of trans-aligned religious cultures is unwise, to say the least, even if you are a Romeophile (which I'm not claiming you are, to be clear).
I just wanna make out with trans girls and like them. I don't think there's any religious angle. Especially since I'm not religious and don't really do any religious rituals.
Another day, another discord raid anti-chaser propaganda thread. Aren't you tired of this, transbian vermin?
what would that even accomplishing? like, how would that "own chasers", exactly?
it’s about influencing autistic trannies away from safe men and towards t4t polyamory and exploitation
and how exactly would my post do that?