/chasergen/

Qott: What's the best sandwich?
Qott2: Could you beat cap'n crunch in a fistfight?

I miss peak TF2

falafel gyro
no

Hello chasergen. Hello Dude.

What's on everyone's mind?

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same :<

Watching shows with your trans gf and she falls asleep on you and drools all over, but you let her because she looks really peaceful

qott

I don't like this QOTT, sandwiches are just good. I can't pick a best one

qott2

He has a gun

wishing you would leave

Do chasers for trans men exist. And why

Hi dog!!
I just woke up and I'm about to go shower

they're called lesbians

gm chat! waow just in time for a new thread!!

Qott

I like smoked salmon and avocado

I'm about to shower too wowww.
Why?

Women who are scared of men and/or dicks

mmm smoked salmon is yummy yummy

Qott: any sandwich with a lot of meat and coleslaw in it
Qott2: I was voted most likely to win a fight in my major

Don't be mean to my brother :(
Woaah

i don't like you
you either

yeah it's so good, one of my favorite foods

:( vagine is gross do penis ones exist

Qott2: No.

I guess cis men who really like tomboys but you'd have to be clocky as hell

Oh :(

Yo what’s up

I don't like this QOTT

They can’t all be winners.

These stake sandwiches I made a bit ago

Sensitive prostate kind souled trans gf

same, salmon in all forms is so good
my fav is probably gravlax

steak* holy shit I'm braindead

Damn that is amazing. I need to see if mine is still around

gravlax is great, especially for an eggs benedict

Based post

me when I get my hands on cap’n crunch

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gravlax

Makes me think of Nils

i am soooo tempted to order a ton of food tonight
i fear for the future of my diet discipline
hypothetically, just thinking aloud, if i were to order a ton of deliveryslop salty unhealthy restaurant food, what should i get?

i can't do eggs Benedict, the hollandaise is too rich for me
i like to just have it on a piece of rye bread
working class finnish food

If your talking fast food I always love binging Taco Bell when I’m drunk

But Thai is my vote for non fast food

what do u get at taco bell
i haven't found anything i like there

I can't eat Taco Bell sober, but drunk Taco Bell is an incredible experience. I can even fuck with frozen gas station burritos if I'm fucked up enough

I like the nachos, spicy potato tacos and chalupa

biggaymandude

hm i will try a potato taco if i go there again

My face when the boymoder forgot to clean they bussy

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had taco bell last night and now feel bloated all day don't do it

If I were a Cap'n would you crunch me?

I still eat it sober but my Taco Bell eating has reduced greatly as I have been drinking less. But the $7 box is still a decent deal

Smoked salmon sounds good right now

No gag reflex trans gf who lights up when she talks about her interests

Pichu is too cute

would you actually be Cap’n Crunch or would you be a clone of Cap’n Crunch?

Hell yeah

Fat boymoder
Fat anxious boymoder

Please cite your sources

Plap Plap plap

breeding Ava's tight new pussy

Finally some high quality posts up in this bitch

boymoders are not for plap

She's attractive, has fun hair, fun piercings, loves animals, cares for a beautiful cat, analyzes the lore of her hobbies like Bionacle and LoZ, is into art. She's incredibly kind. She's a cute, pretty, fun, and cool person.

I see

im gonna get your pregnant

That's fake

Correct, they are men.

oxygen is not for inhaling

I couldn't replace the original Cap'n

tit gap

it's over

Ava is for handholding and cuddling

Capitaine Crounch

has never seen a cis woman in her life

most women have them

they can't all be winners

It's just too hard to answer :(

Marie is smelly

I believe that no doubt

Trans gf who always cheers you up and feels like a broken trash compactor inside when she cums

extremely based

Trans gf who freaks out on you weekly
That's what I've got

wow

You need to go outside, anon.

Idk but my feelings are hurt too :(
They're probably just taking out their own insecurities on us so I won't blame them, I just hope they find support <3

I just got home

Rubbing Ava's clit while you empty your balls in her pussy

You're describing a person who sounds like they should have a fun bubbly person yet she's online dooming 24/7

Yeah!

holding ava's hands while you cum together

Let him cook

Yes the bubbly Zelda lore deep diver. She's shy and cute.

the arrogance to suggest that neither of you have dislikable qualities therefore it must be something going on with me

The Pichu simps scare me.

then you aren’t guilty of his sins, I shall pear you ..I mean spare you
*takes a bite out of a big crunchy pear*

:< i shower daily and wear fruity smelling body lotion
well either that or this almond vanilla body oil i have
i also have some rose scented oil i like to put a bit behind my ears so i can smell the roses all day

You can talk to me if you need to anon <3 I'm here for you whenever you need!

Did you delete your old Discord account?

Tell me why

it truly is baffling rav

it got deleted a while ago idk why musta been one of the Anon Babble servers i was in
why?

Pichu simps, rise up and strike this heretic down

Falling asleep on Ava's huge tits after knocking her up

Why is my dick so small >:c I can't have hoes with a small dick it's over for jadebros

lol

Trans girls, does your perineum pass?

I remember talking to you like 8 months ago but I noticed it says deleted account now

Mine is small and damaged, I'm not even on hormones. It's OK

hrt now faggot

BUT TIMUR HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO AQUIRE HOES SO WHEN PEOPLE SAY PUT A GIRL ON I HAVE SOMEONE TO CALL???

I just want you to be happy anon :(

I wasn’t hating on you I was saying my qott were a little weak today.

I don't want to become female.
Is this ghetto rap lyrics?

You're a tranny dumbass just put on a flat cage and a giant strap you have no expectations for slinging actual dick

I will make jade my hoe

gotta remember to tie my hair up when i smoke or else it smells ashy :<

Oh no it's fine. Just for me personally it's too hard to answer
Like how am I going to pick between a Philly, cucumber sandwich, French dip, cold cut, (would a melt count? If so) various melts... etc :(

Nigga be on grooby girls sucking dick thinking he boutta get hoes

Who psyopped trannies into thinking smoking is cool like what the hell
Shit is so nasty and this demographic is in a Big Ciggies strangelhold

It was too difficult for me to answer too. The second was easy.

transbian-4-transbians don't have standards they're all invited to the polycule

If she smokes weed she's fine but I don't like tobacco smokers at all, vaping included. It's near deal breaker status.

Yeah bro here's that good-smelling girl I was telling you about

i smoke weed
well i was supposed to be quitting but i caved and bought one (1) preroll

They're all mentally ill

No fair I asked the question and I don’t even have an answer myself.

nobody loves me everybody hates me i guess I'll just go eat worms

Yeah. I mean cpt would just shoot me is my guess soo
How could you do this to us

went from perfect gf to shit tier in one post

cute

story of my fucken life

Raven does it bother you to have Russian twin brother?

now I'm def gonna go smoke

Vape smokers are so cringe but at least they don't stink
You really have to tell them to not be constantly ripping blue cloudberry puffs inside your house though or they'll do it every minute subconsciously

Krissukibussy

Not as long as you accept the AK is garbage <3

You let them into your house? I don't.

I need to go shower but I'm so sleepy and can't get out of bed :(

I love my AK

Get out of bed and go shower.

I pushed my bitch sister out of bed once and she stabbed me. What you will do when I push you out? Go fucking shower.

AAAAAA I HAVE TO PUT ON MAKE UP AND STUFF BUT I DONT WANNA REEEEEEEEEE

fuck do you even know about this, jit

Oh :(
Aye aye!
I'd probably apologize for upsetting you :')

Why you hate AK?

Why did that anon say I'm not gay the other night? I've always been gay

It's ugly and 7.62 is trash :)

Describes me

Ak's look so cool. My brother knows a guy who can get them

I have one of this somewhere but it's the classic black and white one

Oiled up cheeks.

Real

No :(
Get me a P90

weedfren :3
i feel like audrey hepburn using this thing
have u all ever seen breakfast at Tiffany's i thought it would be boring cuz it's old but it's actually so so good

I'll get you a pp9inch hows that

i think im winning, my dysphoria has evolved from intense pain into resignation and suicidal apathy! looked in a mirror and didn't feel bad anymore, just felt nothingness and like im waiting in line to die! score!

sup again chasergen feel free to kill me with knives and large rocks for blogposting in a pre-bumplimit thread

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gonna make me bring my tryhard trip back

Depersonalization is actually a worsened state of dysphoria

lollll i remember this time
see u in 6 months girl

uh oh, what's gonna happen in 6 months?

I want to smother you in hugs until you pass out and can't think anymore. Ur brain defective baka

You're a girl

was just a random amount of time, in truth it took me about a year to move from intense pain and regret to apathy and suicidal ideation, and about another year to move from that to cracking and being like i can't go on like this i have to try transitioning even if it makes me a freak

P90

I think it's both really cool, and also would not want to use it in a real scenario

oh i see, well ive been on hormones for like 2.5 years now so idk how much more cracking there is to do loll

Cute vibe desu

I love you

oh mb

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eggs benedict

I must try that one day - do you ever visit Anon Babble?

And how are you spending Xmas?

Yeah stop reposting that to me. I love you and all your flaws.

trans gf who doesn't think she's good enough but she is

not to get all evangelion teenager on you but i kinda doubt anybody can really know anybody else just from posting on Anon Babble, that's what i mean by versions of ourselves

Was a 35yr old goth girl but realized I'm just an angel who tries to be demonic but I actually get terrified at that stuff and lately I see a white light over my head all the time

Thanks schizoposter, very cool

Light energies are real, I don't pray I visualize beams of purple and green light shooting out of me into others

eggs benedict is great but very filling, I don't really use any other boards though just this one

I'm spending christmas with family

You're describing at least 60% of trans gfs

Yeah obviously. I don't know you I'm just being hyperbolic. It would be impossible for me to actually be in love with you. I really only use that strong of language because you have such an intense hatred of yourself. When really you're a great person inside and out.

100% of trans gfs are good enough

biggaytrapman is doing it again. settle down there Bob

Yeah idk I just see a bright light in my head nowadays and idk why
I realized angels are what I should look into especially with my tulpa coming back and changing forms

Definitely not
Some are really bad actually

oh ok. that explanation is comforting, to know it's a response to counter negativity

Stop gockblocking biggaymanbrodude

Please look into psychiatry fuh nigga

Why? It's just adaption to reality

bigsimpbaldgaymantracuckdude

I don’t know who this is but I enjoy how the name continues to grow

weed is bullshit
I'm not even having fun

i spoke to two tranners irl today they were sexy

Can I come live in your big house

Take a tolerance break

it's not big
i did

Cuddling.

Scooting her butt closer while cuddling.

wish someone wanted to cuddle me

Crunching

The cuddling where you both want to fuck but neither of you knows that the other one wants to fuck yet

has anybody seen mantra?

cornball?

wanted to let the thread know im thinking "iwnbaw" on repeat but i won't post "iwnbaw" in this thread

how about I hit you in the head with a bat

Hi, everyone. I feel good. I just did an intense two hour workout. Every rep was for trans women.

i wish i was attracted to breasts. it seems so convenient and easy to be attracted to breasts

we all have a baby within us

If I'm cuddling a tw I wanna fuck in all holes, hard

I've returned from my shower :)

I took a bath.

You're probably right.. But it's REALLY cool loll

bread

positive health gains

cute propaganda

older chasers i must ask, does life get better? sometimes i feel as if i wasted a lot of my youth to mental illness, and although transitioning has helped me with a lot of stuff, there is this looming idea in the back of my head that i’m not doing enough. it could be that i romanticize life all too much, that when i am in the position where i do not need to work to survive or i am not being active, i suddenly think of all that life could be. when i’m working though the idea that life becomes something that is more of a journey than a punchcard becomes the thought. it’s been 2 weeks since i moved back home and although i have taken large strides in terms of furthering career i still can’t help but feel like it’s never enough. i want to live, not merely survive. i fear the hedonism i indulge in as a means to feel like life offers more than stagnation. i miss when life had some vitality to it. i’m not doing bad by any means but, idk. maybe it’s loneliness, but lethargy makes me wish to not interact with others also

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I'm gonna take a bath on Friday or Saturday <3
I hope it was nice :)

I physically cringe every time I make or go to a dating app. Why am I like this?

It was nice. Was very warm and comfy. But It's cold out and my hairs wet, with an open window right beside me. That's less comfy.

older chasers i must ask, does life get better

Not necessarily. It can. You really only can be young once. You have to do what you can to improve, and even then it might not work.

Where the fuck is Ava

Close your window, silly

No!

You've probably lived more life than everyone in here combined tbhwy
Like 10x more than me, personally

That's fair. It's worth the fresh air, I'm the same way :)

Yes and no. I do like being in my 30s I feel like I’m slightly better than I was in my 20s. The social anxiety is less and I feel like I’m slightly more atractive now, but at the same time my optimism and trust in people is gone.

maybe, i think i tend to believe that if im not going 150 down the freeway of life and almost spinning out then im not living, but then i tend to do bad if im doing that

older chasers i must ask, does life get better?

Yes, but here's the thing. Accepting that it's not gonna be that great is part of how it gets better.

I wasn't in it too

fffffuuuucccckkkk

ahaa, without me?

what do you define as better? To adore and adore beyond the veil and through the ether? Or is that only part of the equation?

:(

?

:)

nice camel toe

:)

jesus christ they butchered you

Specially mediocre but enthusiastic and intimate trans gf who always seems to remember that thing you mentioned you liked weeks ago

Sexually mediocre*

gf who always seems to remember that thing you mentioned you liked weeks ago

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

how awful lol

smallgaymantraduderetardguybro

I remember everything said to me.

gf material

I forget everything said to me

What's wrong anon?

not gf material

That's a shame.

I'll never have this

Have you tried being urself?

It really is about the little things that let your partner know you care

I rely on these to carry me because I'm bad at saying it directly.

ur butiful

had a shirt with this on it in high school

Im so AGP it hurts

Trans gf to take on dates and emotionally spoil

What are you good at?

Yeah, I know.

Dom goth gf with 9inch dick

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i hope you find that

Paying attention. Being reliable.

ALSO I SOMEHOW FUCKING LOST WEIGHT DESPITE EATING MORE WTF IS THIS?

:'(

Trans gf who likes her dick head non-fetishistically teased while she gets fucked

mfw I was just about to ask you, right before your transbian arc

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ew

considering it's practically a clit on a stick im not sure anybody would mind

nigga shes been doing transbian porn for grooby girls for years now

This isn't transbiangen, Jade Slade of Grooby Girls

I thought you weren't supposed to play with the dick. I thought it was impolite.

That's gay-for-pay, so doesnt count

It should be caged or she should have an orchi.

trips confirm this is true

trans trips are all transbians

"This isn't transbiangen"

lol

This is the strangest way to word this I think, thanks

Where

whoa based

Marie entering created a shift
The transbians were here but they were pretending at least

OwO!

I got a fat tummy

Don't pee in your buttcrack kayla you psycho

More

boys make the best girls

Ay bro check your transphobic goonerisms

Shhh, you aren't supposed to say the quiet part out loud

God kayla looks so soft and feminine.

just wait until she starts spamming pics of her hard cock everywhere

Romantic (not just sexual) tension building with your platonic trans friend until one day you're sitting at home thinking about asking her out and worried she'll say no, but at the same time she's sitting at home worried you're never going to ask her out

Doing a chest workout rn

Fucking gross

lmao told you

I have like 10 rubber bands at the base. Hopefully I fall asleep and have to have it amputated

fuck my gay tranny life

No ones wants to see your disgusting dick, you gross sex pest nazi

How about I fuck your gay tranny mouth and ass instead?

wut

the first person is how someone was with me, but i was not like the second person. instead i friend-dumped her because i could tell she was gathering the confidence to approach me romantically and i wanted to shut her down early. fuck that.

for you retards that were doubting trannies had an MEF castration fetish
kayla has made countless threads about this actually

please provide:
- income
- height
-hairline status
- religion
-age
- weight
and i may potentially (maybe) consider

wat do i have to do to make chasergen like meeeee
i post tits and ass, i share my interests but everyone's just like ewww transbian marie gtfo

be my gf and I'll like you

$300k/yr
6'4"
Immaculate
Sedevacantist Rene Girard fan
23
210

im not bpd wtf

too short
also >catholic convert

You're the top tranner in here imo

liar

I'd take you out on a date, but I dont feel like wasting hours of my life in traffic just for you to spaz out and cancel on me

eastern part of the same county as you

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east LA county

ngmi

You're actually fun to talk to. I'm not here to goon and collect pics, so that matters a lot imo

Hi meemaw, how was your day?

im moving to finland in a few months anyways

yay ty anon this made me feel a bit better

im naked and lying on the floor covered in piss sweat grime and crust

yeah it's your personality desu

ily

sounds grim, you have any grub today at least? I had pasta but I'm thinking about getting some tacos for the protein before it gets too late

<3
i had some cafeteria slop at work and now i need to figure out how im going to eat dinner in my empty apartment with nothing in it not even a single fork

Cool. Even more of a reason to not even try. Too bad, since you're cute, sexy, funny, I always thought your voice was adorable. I hope you find a Finn BF who actually makes you happy

LA county is bigger than some states

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I hope these retarded ass crybabies actually move this time around (they won’t)

Even more of a reason to not even try. Too bad, since you're cute, sexy, funny, I always thought your voice was adorable

The rizz king has logged on.

i got new clothes :D

What'd you get?

linen pants & blazer & a plain white tee
not sexy sorry but i am excited. will be good for interviews & so on, i am wearing the pants now & they are vvery comfy

I believe in you, you're a hard workin' lady and by golly you deserve this meal to fuel your girlbossing tomorrow <3
iirc the Greater LA area has about the same land area as the state of Indiana
She's got a finnish citizenship and family already there, I'm sure she'll manage it just fine, bub

i am going to flirt with trans women on the app "grindr"

post results

Nice I was going to do that one time (more like flirt with the femgays since I hear nearly all the trans girls there are escorts) but they require your phone number and email so they can later hand you over to the gay deathcamps so I ended up not signing up

They got passing tranoids on there?

Wasn't expecting sexy, lol. New clothes always feel good.

when i used it i was the only passing tranny out of 100k ppl in my metro
got lots of attention but never fucked lole

80085

I like you, you are my digital friend

They got passing tranoids on there?

no. passing isn't real

I envy what you have, anon..

Good luck friend

If we're digital friends is it because we're both using computers, or is it because we're typing with our fingers?

bitch cant even hold an uber ‘job’ and you think she can move to finland just like that lmao
transbian logic

transbian logic

Half the internet runs on that

malding behavior

Why log on and decide to bring down the nicest tranny here?

yup I'm thinking it's over for krissucels

my parents r helping me...
i already have a place to stay for as long as i need (my grandma's old house since she doesn't live there anymore) and its already paid for and i have a bunch of family in town
all i rly need is a basic job to cover the cost of food and I'm good, at least for as long as it takes to find something better

nicest tranny here

lol lmao

Hey if you want people to not dislike you you should probably not do your transbianning openly in the chaser thread

am a bit concerned about hrt process in finland, will ask my psychiatrist to write me a letter certifying i have gd
he sorta did that for my ffs but can't hurt to have one that's more general just like hey this bitch is a tranny
then maybe i can get them to just keep me on my prescription since I've been on it for years
idk
i am determined to make it work, whatever happens

catholicism destroyed any chance i had at a regular sexuality

Leave.

Tryna clock if bro is ftm or just gyno surgery

prob ftm
i wonder what it's like being ftm on grindr
i never saw any on there until the past year or so

Is grindr as bad as people say?

so so over
how can i compete when the world is full of trannies with bigger boobs and narrower faces who transitioned younger than me

Damn LA got a lot of minorities

ya it's pretty awful i hate how it makes u watch ads like bitch wtf I'm trying to get dick not mobile games

LEBRON JAMES

damn you're right.

bitch wtf I'm trying to get dick not mobile games

Holy shit, I didn't expect you to be so direct

wat im just trying to get laughs

Sure, girl

makes u watch ads

lol wtf
i hate apps but I sucks at in person stuff

I've only ever had one grindr hookup
most of the guys on there creep me out
dude i hooked up with was some dadbod pixar animator so i figured he would be clean/safe
he had good weed it got me high af, i haven't been that high since

or idk if it was pixar or Sony or whatever, one of those

You sounds kinda trashy desu

What is that guy thinking with the shaving cream on his face?

It's insane to me that men are so retarded that they actually cannot immediately tell that asian CDs and trannies are completely digitally morphing their faces into some weird slop that doesn't exist

Like you try to tell gooners it's fake and they get so mad about it lol they swear it's real

idk i just rly wanted to get fucked at the time

this used whore is giving me trashy vibes

woah tell me more

just thinking about scientist who have worked hard on something for years or maybe even their whole life and then die and someone else solves the thing years later and they will never know

it's boomergooners who don't have an eye for spotting ai sludge signs

Anyways how are you all doing?
Had a good dinner?

david hilbert, one of the greatest mathematicians ever, put together a list of problems which he considered to be the most difficult and important in mathematics
this was at the very start of the 20th century
within years of his death a few of the ones he considered the hardest were solved lol

dadbod

Women preference in men body get me confuse from time to time

the Greater LA area...same land area as the state of Indiana

Not sure about that

How do you think it got so populated?

is that the hotel dude

wat

I am not enjoy the vibeshift marie is inflicting on us

Yes, I had a massive dinner to recover from the workout I did for trans women.

thicc pork chop

mountain of white rice

kale

maybe 3 pints of whole milk

grow, my muscles. I must lift my tranner EFFORTLESSLY and she must feel SAFE

hilbert's hotel, the infinite sets problem with an infinite hotel or something

lmao some of those are big states

i wish i was someone else

LA County isn't the same thing as the greater LA area. I chose my words with intention

too late ive already flirted with a 19 year old puppygirl on grindr and now she is coming over to choke on my feminine penis

I don't want to be mean, but I haven't ever seen a passing Asian trans woman.

That's opposite to the normal sentiment and it's not only based on facemorphs
Though I think they do get a buff via asian features being seen as feminine in general in the west

nice that sounds good

she must feel SAFE

My goal as well
But you are you.

Sedevacantist Rene Girard fan

interesting. explain this

i should probably kill myself then

ohhh
ya that's him lol
mathematics was in an interesting place in the early 20th century
set theory and notions of different sizes of infinity had only recently been established
the guy who kind of fathered set theory was called georg cantor and much of the mathematical community hated him for it, they literally thought his work was an abomination and one famous mathematician called him a corruptor of the youth
now set theory is a basic part of any higher level math curriculum
hilbert was one of cantor's defenders
but at the start of the 20th century, a lot of mathematicians believed they were on the cusp of something profound - they were trying to establish sort of a complete theory of mathematics, a system in which any truth could be proven and there were no contradictions
more than that, ppl thought they might be able to discover a general algorithm for proving any true statement
essentially, mathematicians thought they were on the cusp of understanding all of mathematics
hilbert famously said in this conference in the 30s "we must know. we shall know."
no sooner than he said that, those dreams began to unravel
my favorite mathematician ever, kurt gödel, showed that any system of mathematics complex enough to do anything useful, was necessarily incomplete- there were true statements which could not be proven to be true within that system
not only that, he showed that a system of mathematics that is free of contradictions cannot prove that it is free of contradictions, so not only can we never know all of math- we can't even know if our system of math is flawed or not
not long after, Alan Turing showed a general algorithm for proving true statements was impossible
with that, the dream was dead
they put "we must know. we shall know." on hilbert's tombstone

That was the part of the post that was supposed to make it extra obvious I was lying. Only someone who was pretending to be cooler than they are but who was out of touch with what's normal would brag about being a Sedevacantist who reads Renee Girard online. It's the gayest part of the post.

the trvthnvke is that east asians are the most sexually dimorphic race of all
northern chinese and korean men literally all have square chad jaws and huge skulls while the women are TINY

Are you doing a bsc in mathematics?

I'm not sure if it's because I've seen more Asian faces, but a lot of them have clocky features

i genuinely think i might be one of the most disgusting people alive

i already did lol, graduated 3 years ago

do tranners like guys who listen to them talk their ear off about their fav media

probably not.
Would be better to just live and keep trying to get better.

Take a shower stinky

oh. boring. i thought i found a RS male

You make me feel dumb

probably but i feel like there's a hole in my chest and nothing i can do can fill it
i'm physically clean but spiritually degenerate

it ok im dumb too

I am uni drop out level of dumb

spiritually degenerate

how come

i am grad school dropout level dumb
that only makes me like one level less dumb than u, by those metrics

im high school level drop out of stupid foolish idiot

I know I’m not the best person to be giving advice but giving up isn’t the right choice

How did that happen

tranny

you didnt choose the tranny life, it chose you. Nothing to feel ashamed about

there's a lot to be ashamed of anon. i hate myself more than you could know.

I wonder what it was like in Philadelphia 60 years ago vs today. Vibes wise I mean.

for one thing everyone smoked back then, everywhere. like if you took a modern zoomer and put them back then they'd be dying

i have a few memories from when i was quite small of being in Finland when smoking was still normal
crazy how the smell of cigarettes used to just be what cities smelled like

anyone got a 30 minute or longer YouTube video about aliens, the future, time travel that I could fall to sleep to?

have u seen lemmino
he has some cool alien stuff

i hate myself more than you could know.

I believe you, I just don't understand what's so degenerate or wrong about your existence compared to mine. You're just seeking out happiness and fulfillment, same as me.

i'm a man who wants to be a woman and chemically castrated himself in a poor attempt at it. you're a fully formed man.

men don't want what you wanted. You wanted it because you're a woman, and in your self-loathing you call yourself a degenerate man when you never were one to begin with.

crazy how the smell of cigarettes used to just be what cities smelled like

lol, you look young though, so I'm guessing they held on to smoking culture a little longer than we did. it started here in 2001. first they banned it in certain places like government buildings, schools, hospitals. but a lot of businesses still allowed it. restaurants had smoking and non smoking sections. I think it was like 2010 when they finally decided its not allowed inside any business.

god i miss being a math student
seeing mathematical truth was like hearing music
i loved it
since i stopped studying math, my only consistent source of joy has gone

so go back to school

i was born in 99 so that sounds about right, i was like 2-3 years old i think
maybe 4
in those memories

never heard of him. I'll look it up now. thank you
cant you just start again? or do it on your own

i wish that were true but i'm not a woman and i never will be and it's time for me to stop running from that. i just wish i was brave enough to end it. i appreciate you trying to humor me though

my grades weren't good enough to get into a math graduate program
besides, now i need to work

do it on your own

ya maybe.. it's just not the same as getting to learn from real life mathematicians and talk to them about math and be introduced constantly to delightful new topics and problems and stuff

The why files on YouTube :)

Eating out at restaurants was always awful because they smelled like cigarette smoke even if you were in non smoking

sharing your passion with someone who also loves the same thing is nice. most people hate math. but if you are good at it, or have a degree in math, a lot of businesses will want you as the numbers person... because everyone hates math

Go for your master degree and then your phd

What if I'm a HS AND uni drop out?

sometimes i see young trans women on twitter living out their college years as women, having fun, studying math and getting father than i did
as much as i enjoyed math it took everything i had to keep my head above the water
i would spend hours a day curled up in a ball on my floor waiting to feel numb again
i can't lie, it hurts seeing younger people get to do more than i could and not be weighed down in the way i was
my life feels like a write off sometimes

AAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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this is what i mean when i said its your personality

i want to go on a french wine tasting tour

I wish you peace in this life so you never feel you need to end it prematurely. I wasn't trying to humor you, I really do believe you're a woman and I will go to my death someday still believing that.

I love him and hecklefish. I need to see if he's released anything new

You still pretty young desu, you can still work your way till a phd

what if im a HS and community college drop out? which is worse..

:/ sorry for being sad ig
I'm not exaggerating when i say i used to spend hours curled up on the floor

why do you care? why do you believe that? i feel like i'm drowning in all the lies some days.

I am hiding this post as it has slightly embiggened the width of my mobile layout

plap plap plap

It's official
Being a brainlet causes chaserism

how it feels to study wine

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why can't i do it? why does fear of death hold me back so much? i'm scared of what comes next but i hate what's right now

I finally got some crab rangoon

stay your hand, knave!

I kind of want to have kids and lb be their elementary school teacher

why

Heck yea. That's my absolute favorite channel <3

But I'm not a chaser

Trans are the final chaser

Don't hurt yourself anon.

I can imagine you explaining things to kids. you have a soft nice voice. and you are very pretty

but my existence hurts everyone

Same, sometimes I question myself what is keeping me alive

It doesn't hurt me

Why do I care in general? I guess this world needs more compassion in it and too many people go without it for too long. Everyone deserves it, including you.
Why do I believe it? Because the lengths you have already gone through, the pain that you have gone through, it's foreign to me and my own perception of being a man. I just do not see someone like me going through any of this trouble or being in this much pain over a circumstance of birth that I feel neutral about most days, or even good about on others. I'm not unfamiliar with suicidality, but my reasoning related to feeling not man enough, not feeling too much like one.
I know you must feel like everything feels upside down compared to how you see it, and that it feels like a trick when I try to tell you how I see the world, I just don't really want anything from you. I have zero intentions of gaining anything from you. All I want is to offer you what I can, if at all possible.

I highly suspect he uses to fish to say the actual true things so he can just deny it as comedy, also so the Clintons don't kill him

How?

This sounds very implausible.

That’s not real. It would hurt people more if you were gone. You just can’t see that

Ouch!

you don't know me
my family is so uncomfortable with my transness they refuse to be publicly associated with me. i'm not allowed to be in public around them or talk about where i'm from at all and they've told everyone i'm living far away as a man. i keep losing friends due to life circumstances or fuckups on my end and the ones i still have don't understand me. i have a shitty job and use money for dumb shit when someone else could use that money for more. the people i try to help don't need me and i just foist myself on them. i'm a net negative balance for the universe. i know i deserve it all for being a tranny but i'm not strong enough to accept it anymore.

very good. is this new?
I'm gonna put this one on the fridge

Why does he look so dum

wanna see smth cool
if u start at the center of an image and go around in a spiral, counting pixels and filling them in when the count is a prime number, this structure emerges
in other words, the prime numbers are not completely random
questions about the structure of the prime numbers are notoriously hard to solve and in general we know very little about them, but they're clearly non random
it's called the ulam spiral

i wish this world was nicer to trans women.

Beautiful.

It's an older shrimp cat. It was drawn in september.

Look in a mirror for once, pal. Why do you look so dumb?

i know i deserve it all for being a tranny

No, you don't. Your family is in the wrong.

is it just me or does staring at this long enough make it look like Nikocado's asshole? I think that says a lot about our universe..thank you for sharing, Marie. It's beautiful

Why do you look so dumb?

I was drawn by the same person

iwnbaw.
i need a machete man to macheteify me. that is to say, want die

You need a bf

You are a woman

why? i don't deserve it.
then why does it hurt so much? i feel like a dead weight on their backs. they all are so disgusted by me even as they try to hide it.

What's the difference between the super high quality area and the mass produce areas? Could the mass production areas switch to a high quality high value style?

go around in a spiral

Idgi, what's the significance if the spiral is being created by a person intentionally

gay bf

I've done irreparable damage to the people of this thread, posting that asshole.

They are in the wrong not you

i'm ugly and mannish and selfish and unstable and transgender regardless of whether it's warranted or not bad action towards me is karmically good

You are heavily mistreated and its undeserving. There is nothing wrong, broken or disgusting with you. You are a beautiful woman that people don't see value on it.

Also, family isn't just who have a blood relation with you, they are also who you choose to have by your side. You are not a dead weight on your family, you can and should be a full grown woman strong enough to stand on your own

That's really fucked up that your family treats you that way and I'm sorry for the situation that you are in. You deserve to be yourself and be happy. They're the problem not you. You really shouldn't feel bad about spending your money that you earned. Think about the all the stupid shit rich people buy all the time. The fat guy that invented Minecraft spent hundreds of thousands of dollars putting candy and soda tubes on his walls and he fucked over all his former employees. You seem like someone that would do well with an actual support structure and not a mountain of transphobia and hate disguised as a family. Are there any trans or LGBT groups that you can start hanging out with?

I love you grape mommy

wonder how wine grapes would do in indiana clay. we have wild grapes, they're smaller and grow in the woods. never tried them though

also I cant remember the last time I've eaten grapes, I need to buy some soon, recommendations?

it's not being created intentionally. if they were randomly distributed, it would just look like tv snow regardless of if u went around in a spiral or not

looping this to hear professor LB yap in my ear and maybe one day I'll become a wine aficionado too

why? i don't deserve it.

You do. Not a single trans person deserves the treatment you've had by your own kin and community. It hurts because you've been wronged and unfortunately there's no karmic justice in this world to rectify that. You are not disgusting. You're a human being just trying to get by and maybe find love or happiness or an honest living, same as the rest of us.

clearer pic

Salvadorean hand

whoa

What do the larger, smaller, and different t colored dots mean?

you don't even know what i look like! how can you say i'm beautiful? i can't stand on my own, i live with my shitty fucking dad who always talks about how i abandoned god and how i'm wildly unstable and incapable of taking care of myself and have no idea how the real world works. i think about detransitioning to make them happy, but i would end up killing myself anyways so why not just cut to the quick
i want to spend my money on things that are important or save it but i end up buying food or jewelry or clothes or comping my friends or stupid shit. i can't think ahead at all. i don't think LGBT groups are my speed.

I don’t know you, but even if that was true it dosent make you less valuable or less deserving of life.

my legs are so white you can't look directly at them like the sun. i have sun damage on my arms/hands tho from living in the desert also don't get sassy with macheteman

no matter how you look, there's nothing wrong with being trans. you're family are religious so you're getting it worse

you guys just don't get it.

I may have discovered a deeper meaning..

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You are right. I will not understand what it feels like. Just try to be safe

ugly trannies with centaurus bodies are extroverted like this person, while pretty trannies with delicate features think they're ugly, this is tranny 101 guys

Those are muscadine grapes. They're tasty but have a seed in them. I have them all over my property and I just kinda graze on them in the fall.

i fucking hate that i am gonna be safe because i'm too weak to actually do anything, i won't even let myself have liquor tonight because this stupid sense of preservation is too ingrained in me. i fucking hate how much i want to be alive i hate that i like living i wish i could enjoy dying and just get it done

It's because testosterone makes people more confident.

seems to be the case with every wild version of a commercial crop. smaller and less meat. humans selectively bred them to have more of the good parts for the store versions

That's a good theory. Also being self-reglective is a sign of higher intelligence, while low IQ is correlated with lack of self awareness.

make me some pupusas, macheteman. Extra curtido

Yeah, you need to learn to stand on your own them. Save your money and go to uni/community college, eventually rent a place

Hmm
Oh absolutely lol
Let's I not forget Mt. Motherfuckin Hayes

i have a uni degree, i graduated in the spring and moved back in with my dad because the job market has been really hard. i think if i were on my own i'd be ok. i used to really like being me.

Idk why choosing to live is weak. It’s fucking hard to live every day. Living is the brave choice.

This is the best i can do, i don't cook for sassy trannies.
She aight but she's probably 12 feet tall. I could ride her around on her back like a t rex I've trained to twerk while pillaging villages

There's better varieties of american grape. Fox grapes are much juicier and they're wild and thats why they were domesticated instead of the more sour, small muscadine.

Do you ever cuddle with your dad?

why do people like you exist

Also when you find the article it just plays twerking clips on a playlist unrelated to the story, so they know what they're doing.

You are on Anon Babble, to be fair.

i said cuddling, what's wrong with cuddling? Some families are very close and not at german lutheran cold like yours is

is nothing sacred
you're doing a really good job of making me want to live purely because people like you don't deserve to outlive me

is nothing sacred

I wouldn't be asking that of this place.

I'm more effective than cucks like dude and biggaygloryholeman. I've reignited the fire in your soul. My job is done here.

lmao i guess you did anon. i'm gonna claim the life i deserve because no matter how bad i am there are people who are worse. gonna do my evening routine now and fuck off until my brain explodes again. sorry for whining.

My job is done here.

Leave

TheDude was leavefag the whole time

Mt. Motherfuckin Hayes

what?

It's ok, you're entitled to vent now and then about how you're feeling. Night cutie
take hrt bitchman

back to looking at pics of hot ladies and daydreaming

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No I only tell people to leave with my trip on.

That is me.

you're doing a really good job of making me want to live purely because people like you don't deserve to outlive me

kekd

anyone wanna hear a song i've been working on?

Yeah

w-woa

You haven't watched enough why files anon

i like this alot

Never mind. Am stupid. Sounds good.

ah that's funky, works for me and this other anon apparently :T

thank you anon, i'm happy with how its coming along so far, even though it stings a bit

ah glad it got working, and thank ya

So is this a gay dude or a tranny with an untrained voice

I'm so glad

What about?

Are all humans destined to become the adults that they needed as kids?
Or is it just me that feels that way

i don't think so. a lot just keep needing someone forever, often without even realizing it

This does seem to be some what common. I know i'm somewhat like that. Try to be good at the things my parents were shit at.

what did you need that you discovered yourself able to fulfill for others?

is this the last post

No

Why can't we ban Christmas music until like December 20

If they open their mouths, there is a high chance they are arguing with each other or putting someone down. Some of the most negative and judgmental people.
I do catch myself doing it at times but I try really hard not to be like that.
When I worked retail it killed me to listen to it for 2 months straight.

But we already pulled Mariah Carey out of the attic and dusted her off

Goodnight.

I've had that experience too and it's 2 solid months of the same songs over and over

youtu.be/F7E35anYnao?si=Z7mrjsvTX7IQHYKF

Feel like playing this on the speakers lol

If I never hear that song again I'll be happy

Goodnight creechur

goodnight. I love you

Night
It made me hate Christmas songs even more

Fine, rockin' around the christmas tree it is

I've not noticed you make mean judgements about people, so you must be doing a great job at it pal

Its a lot easier here because typing out comments often allows you to think about it.

Day 5 of eating less than 1500 calories.

eating

ngmi

I will make it through force of will alone.

i was crying but my tears aren't visible enough to attention whore with them
this is bullshit

attagirl, eyes on the prize.

I'm a guy.

I am nearly halfway into NNN and for some reason they hurt today

Please accept my apologies, king.

I am humbled by your shrimp cat. One day I will improve myself enough to be worthy for shrimp cat.

maybe try using this, I have a feeling people will see the sadness in your eyes

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I bet he would pay to fly spicebag out

the red eyes r a nice touch

lmao

<3 ty kween

it still kills me how tim looks like a cryptid in this.

Very based.

my dude wore a beenie to a wedding, imagine being this bald by 30 whatever he is

I love alice in chains, you're very based

I don't get how you can be this insecure and not use your money to get a hair transplant in Türkiye

what's that suit made of
linen?
looks like he got it at Tommy Bahama

too old and scary. He looks like he pressures women to young for him to get absurdly drunk at a hotel bar and make them think going back to his room would be a good idea

Thanks you too. I go between them and Ghost as my overall favorite band like every day. Jar of Flies + Sap is probably my favorite album from AiC.

Stone looks tiny too because of the angle and pants

hey where'd my name go

roger's going for the wasp look and failing, but at least those fabrics look decent quality unlike Tim's

I think he waited too long and has no hair left to use for the transplant. I'm going to get astro hair when I have the money, my forehead is really not cooperating with my look.
lol i just checked and the dudes almost 40, and doesn't know how to buy a proper suit. Beenie/black hoodie/vans 4 life!

I'd go to a chasergen sausage party

and these are the guys who harp on abt traditional values and shit @_@
meanwhile he looks like he's attending a miami vice themed prom night

June tries not to think about rape challenge, when?
The rumor is he's gay dear. That's why he's standing with the very get Roger Stone in that pic.
Ghost is a great band, lots of bangors. Alice songs are fun to play on guitar because they're simple and every one is in Eb or drop D.

lmao

I take whatever ppl tell me to heart and act upon it

Still no nude unsees tho, huh fibber

I thought she was really going to do it that one day to get banned

Yeah lol that'll never happen, despite having the best body of anyone here.

I'd love a sausage rn. I'm at work and all I have is ramen :(

i dont know how to use unsee

also i really regeret the last time i shared nudes with a sngle person, so certainly not sharing them publically. Especially since i found my pics on ""imagefap"" once

lol the one person you trusted and he betrays you immediately, ain't that a bitch

Give me a good qott or some one make a thread

me kinda sad rn, maybe me eep and sad go away. me dreem hug girl and feel wanted

me dreem hug girl and feel wanted

this is what we all want, grug. goodnight, and enjoy those dream girls

think i lost some weight
prolly just water

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