Women forced me to become one of them by denying me sex. Now my sexual orientation has been completely changed and I can't go back.
It's maddening getting rejected by girls over and over while knowing there's an infinite amount of peak attractive and interesting men who want to do depraved things to your body and who will give you everything you want romantically if you even look in their direction. If this were an earlier age where war and conquest and arranged marriage were allowed i would have been given multiple women instead.
The most disgusting thing of all is how smug and coy women act about it. If you're slightly feminine and thin they always just assume you're gay and keep asking if you like guys and spreading rumors that you're crushing on boys. And you can only have real friendships with other women if you both date and sleep with men.
I don't understand how despite being a normal straight guy, the men i was with always just assumed I was the bottom. I thought I could at least be bisexual but since I lost my virginity I've had sex with 15 guys and not even come close to having a date with a woman. Since I transitioned women literally never even show any romantic interest in me. They just all assume I'm straight even though i mention I'm bi if asked! Is there some kind of pheremone that gets on you when you have sex with men that signals to women not to approach you?
I can't even penetrate anymore. My balls are gone. My dick is barely over 3inch hard and is too floppy now and it feels sore when I'm aroused. The worst thing is my mind literally can't even imagine sex with a woman anymore which makes no sense because I always thought about being with girls when I was a guy. But no matter what I do being aroused just instantly makes me have faggy bottom thoughts about men that are so strong and overpowering I can't control it.
Am I the only formerly straight guy who basically got socially forcefemmed?