Hello i need a word

this is actually pretty interesting. i have a lot of questions.
can you tell if the rituals done anything?
do they seem happy together? do you think there's a chance she might be better for him? do you know why he chose her over you?

they are already together. i have a bond with him that is way stronger and has been around for much longer but he loves her and not me. this isnt even the first girl that drove me made over taking him from me. she whispers all these sweet nothings into his ears as i sit around and carve his first initial into me. it isnt fair.

you should show him your boobs

im not sure if the rituals have done anything because they both operate under this ironic guise of acting like i dont affect them. i like to think that the rituals have done a hell of a lot. and no he doesnt seem happier than usual at all, even if he was i wouldnt be able to take that. she isnt better for him because she is just a distraction and a waste of time, me and him could communicate without even talking. he chose her over me because she is cis and i am trans.

do you know her personally?
have you seen anything to suggest that your spells are putting a strain on their relationship? putting aside the schizo astral projection stuff, what makes you so confident she's ruining his life?

i know him better more than anyone on this planet, as for her im not really sure. i can figure her out pretty easily but no he doesnt allow me to talk to the partners he touts around because i have a lot to say to them. my spells have a history of working, i have no idea if she has gotten sick but i hope she does. she is ruining his life by not admitting the fact that they have 0 actual love for each other and he owns me and not her. she sticks to him for no reason as i cut my body open and lose my mind over him knowing full well that i am his true love and she isnt. if she went away and me and him could be back together again than everything would be okay for both of us. she doesnt know how to please him like i do, she wasnt forced to study him like i was, forced to engage in every single thing he ever cared about with him. shes just some groupie that he wants. its so fucking unfair.

were you and him together at one point?

at a point, we would spend 12 hours a day talking to each other. we could read each others minds, we were so close, closer than anyone else ive known. we never formally declared it but i was his girlfriend and he was my boyfriend. what set him away from me was when he had his first girlfriend before this one and didnt tell me about it and i found out. he keeps the multiple girls he knows in the dark on the others ones. im just the only one who cares enough to thread all the pieces every day of my life and think about him all day. he wouldnt consider us together because he doesnt wanna date a trans woman. but we were together. even if we didnt declare it, what we had was way more important than a relationship. it sucks that i let his stupid relationship with another girl make me blow up and ruin my chances again, but i cant stop loving him. i trudge through hell everyday to get his affection back, so many people laugh at me and stalk me and hate me. but none of it matters if it means i can have him back.

wait does she know you exist lol

yes she laughs at me and makes fun of me to him

Now imagine him inside of her, whispering in her ear

i have already done that. ive gone through every event you can think of and cut myself and blah blah. i just want a word to describe him through this context.

wait is this an internet thing? jesus christ

yes

so you talked to him through the screen and never said "i love you" but you think he secretly hates the person he actually calls his girlfriend, hmm

sounds hot, post it

i dont think he hates her but i know for a fact she has no idea who he even is and he only likes her because shes dumb. she doesnt understand him and how to please him. hed call anything with a vagina that moves his girlfriend. labels are only labels. what we had was more than anything you could even comprehend, clearly.

sounds super misogynistic, you literally haven't spoken to her and you imagine her as this weird bimbo retard that somehow captivated this one in a million person. i'm not failing to comprehend anything, i'm interrogating your sense of confidence that this is the right thing to do.

i dont imagine her as this weird bimbo retard she IS a weird bimbo retard. he sends me videos of her and him and them talking about i know about her, he TELLS me about her. he likes watching me squirm, watching me cry over him. she didnt captivate him at all, he uses her like a pawn like he uses everybody.

Is she hotter than you
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i have no idea what she looks like and ... i find that stuff kinda personal so sorry no. this stuff isnt about looks you stupid gooner

you said you saw videos of them together tho

yeah them talking in a call. this is ONLINE ANONE.... read the OP..... pleeaaaaasssssssssssssfasefg.

wait so he's just dating her because she's a fuckhole, but they also don't even know each other in person

never said she was a fuckhole

never said this was in person

wow so you are saying that hes dating her because shes a fuckhole and they dont even know in person?

you are acting as if the only reason he likes this person is for her body, but they are literally dating online so that's impossibe

they could be IRL fucking each other or calling right now and it wouldnt change a thing. i dont know why he likes and when i asked him he couldnt even describe why. not that this was ever about anything but a word to define him. but yeaaaahhh

or he just doesn't like you and didn't want to disclose intimate things to you about the person he holds dearest, who you have apparently fantasized about hurting

why you now the expert of a situation you know basically nothing about past basic context? you realize you dont have to go full goodwill hunting on me and get to the bottom of my obsession. i never asked anyone to do that lol. you have literally no idea what you are talking about.

i'm interrogating you because you seem insane and i think you need a reality check, i did my best but you aren't really responding to anything honestly

im insane yeah i agree but you dont understand the bond you are kinda just grasping at nothing

yes, i will never understand. in the same way i could never understand the homeless mans paranoia over aliens raping him in his sleep. get some friends and stop cutting yourself. what i'm guessing is that first and foremost he doesn't like you because you act like this toward him, guys like girls with something going on besides them.

you dont know this guy then clearly!

I wonder if she swallowed or spit it out, what do you think?

i dont know or care, sex is pointless unless you are some goontard rapehon

You realize he's not a faggot, right? He doesn't want a man like you.

This
He likely held her and told her he loves her afterwards if it makes you feel better

thank you genius expert on him and our relationship you just cracked the case
i dont care

You obviously care
You cannot keep up a badass unaffected persona whilst crying about how jealous you are for 20 posts straight

no i dont care that he fucks his girlfriend... like... oh my god how times do i have to say this? sex is meaningless to me? its such a pointless thing to focus on... i dont care if he gets his dick sucked. you DO NOT understand the bond we have, its a brain connection. the hottest woman in the world could suck him dry and nothing would change. thats what i mean when i say i dont care.

Why do you imagine it while cutting?

when i said that i cut myself i didnt say "i cut myself because he gets laid by other women" i just said that in spite of it

does she cut for him too?

hell no

what do you think you and her have in common? how can you be more like her for him?

i dont want to be like her at all, i enjoy being me and giving him my entire being instead of just being some basic bitch you can meet 500 times. as for what we have in common i have no idea, having a mutual interest in him i guess? its not really the same though, at all.

well good luck with that. obviously she's figured something out which you haven't. i wish you the best but i don't think i can get through to you.

1. you cannot get through to me on this
2. she knows nothing, by his design
3. thanks for your wishes!! *mwah*