W I D E edition
/mmg/ - manmoder general
Shut up lil nigga
no backlink
you fool
I'm a woman
I WANT TO HURT MYSELF AND I FEEL LIKE I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE BY TRANSITIONING I THINK I CAN AND SHOULD BE A MAN
i love my hrttitties fuckkkkk this stick figure it literallyme
taking a bath and looking down on my body just to see tits, feminine curves and a dick it's agamp fuel. too bad I cant get that horny anymore
i love them also but my brain screams and says i have to remove them and it’s because im s disgusting male and life would be better if i was a normal safe male with a normal male body. thin and fit and self secure and with a woman’s approval. i don’t want to be queer at all anymore i want to date a woman. do cishet women date formerly homosexual formerly transsexual men
mogs me
calm down and assess the facts, what individual traits do you prefer or miss relative to your transition?
why do you want to be an ugly retarded male
1. more attractive
2. more respect
3. easier to exist in social situations
4. easier culture to exist in
5. i miss connecting with straight men in a 100% normal way
6. i will never pass
7. significantly harder for me to find love
8. i really really really hate myself and j look visibly trans despite also being a never passer
ugly retarded male
Why do you think wanting to be a guy means ugly or retarded?
i dont but it’s better to be an ugly retarded straight man than an ugly retarded gay man on estrogen
standard issue brainworms, understood
I'm clinging to my male social role and enjoying the effects of estrogen
I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN REEEEEeeee I WILL DETRANSITION BECAUSE BEING A HON IS UNaccEPTABLE
1. more attractive
2. more respect
3. easier to exist in social situations
4. easier culture to exist in
7. significantly harder for me to find love
This is why i socially detransed
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thinking about sui, give it one more year or end it now?
been crying almost daily about this shitty fucking body horror life for 10 years now and it sure hasn't gotten any easier, antidepressants don't work and it feels like a waste of time to even bother trying to get my shit together when I'll still be trapped in this goddamn meat prison for the rest of my life
why couldn't I have been born normal
You are too hot to die don't sui
Also don't sui because not being female isn't worth killing urself over
Srry, i know it sucks
all of you
practice makeup
unsee cc/album#3bZHB4TU8cAH
a woman taking a selfie with her cell phone, stunning anime face portrait, long hair with bangs, 2019 trending photo, inspired by Zlatyu Boyadzhiev, mugshot, dirty mirror, tomboy, uncropped, half asian, merged, by Cindy Sherman, tired, reddit post, shirt, widescreen, slightly rounded face
I am so incredibly ugly it's not even funny
past ugly duckling ugly right into deformed quasimodo "keep that freak way from me" ugly
Also don't sui because not being female isn't worth killing urself over
how is it not worth killing myself over when I literally don't feel happiness and every day is really painful
chronic mental illnesses like this should allow you to get euthanasia honestly
will anything fix this?
unseecc
Are there any gay men here?
Hi shannon =D looking good. do you heat styling or rollers?
past ugly duckling ugly right into deformed quasimodo "keep that freak way from me" ugly
Lol, trust me i have great taste and you are not ugly
how is it not worth killing myself over when I literally don't feel happiness and every day is really painful
That is an every day reality for most people in the world, it is something you learn to deal with as you grow... is why the best music comes from ghetto places filled with black people (jazz, rock n roll, techno, etc)
socially detransing doesnt work hrt does too much
hey!
i dont use rollers rn. but i have been looking at doing it
i use this though, usually diffuse my hair. and clean it up w/ the straightener thing
the disaster is every day!
Why not? it is working great for me
The diffusion end for the blow dryer is so good! i curl using the flat iron but it is so bad for your hair, it makes me cringe as i do it lol
so the smell thing is real? I stopped using deodorant and I still don't smell bad after a whole day under the sun
it's true, I forget to put on deodorant sometimes and I don't even notice except that I don't smell extra "nice"
yeah. i still get stinky though especially with good levels i only dont smell when my levels are too low or too high
BO comes back eventually. i got mine back (but less and different and honestly better) after switching from spiro to monotherapy. i think it's spiro that makes odor disappear, either that or bacteria just take a year to adapt to the new skin. after a three-day meth-binge in the heat, i definitely still stink of sweat. but i smell more like a depressed teenage girl and less like a depressed teenage boy
three-day meth-binge
Yuck, !
unfortunately you are now an adult on meth
makes you depressed
ugly
suicidal
violent
emotionally shuts you down
and on top of everything makes you smell bad
why would anyone want to have t in their bodies it's fucking beyond me. may the age of testosterone come to an end soon holy shit
strong
HOT
motivated
violent
emotionally focused on the things that matter
smell sexy to fembrained bottoms
why would anybody NOT want t in their body?
why would anyone want to have t in their bodies it's fucking beyond me
They dont have sex dysphoria probably
Based
you dont believe any of this shit. plus cishet women compliment me about the way I smell way more now
i do believe it i just cant live it. do cishet women really love manmoders? can i lose my poonani virginity still or will i be a gay wizard forever
sexual dimorphism is a curse, either direction
Do you guys think i will ever be a woman?
more than me
Why do you insist on that specific hair style
both of u
do ur hair better
& do makeup
I'm bald who cares and also I only do my makeup dumb and overstylized on purpose when I do it because that's what I like
Grow hair out, healing conditioner. Hair is dry.
Nope not a chance
would it be weird to become a board game / tcg person as a manmoder? do those communities have enough annoying trannies?? are they tired of them and will they clock me even while presenting male
no just do it faggot
im looking for real answers
I think yugioh has a big trans community. Magic from my experience is just a bunch of mid to old geeks. And yeah, I think any one you choose you will probably get clocked by someone.
No you’d fit in pretty well, just don’t insist anyone use she/her pronouns and you’ll be fine
im going to be like the big bang theory :D
I have an irrational hatred for chudette.
that is my real answer, faggot
elaborate
god bless you, son. now fuck off before you get hurt
I have an irrational love for chudette
extrapolate
I am sick of looking at you. I hate being able to recogniss you by your writing style or whatever. I strongly dislike what you do in your life and the fact that you don't feel guilty at all.
I don't like you wearing the clothing that you are. I don't approve of you pretending that you like manmoding. I don't want to see you talking about you liking your masculine features (like your voice). I also dislike you cursing, calling people names and insulting them as part of your manner of speech.
lmaoooo you want his dick so bad bro
lmao what a bitch-ass faggot, I genuinely do love manmoding and getting to have my cake and eat it too when it comes to the absolute involuntary clusterfuck of sexual dimorphism and picking and choosing what I appreciate and lean into or work to change
but please tell me, what is that I "do" in my life that you dislike and for which you think I should feel (of all things) guilty?
i want you to extrapolate your pee pee into my butthole
I'm not attracted to trans women.
I don't believe that you like manmoding. I a sick and tired of people pretending. How they like the bad outcome they ended up in, how their 'acceptance' is completely fake.
Sexual dimorphism is not a given. You can change it but it seems to me as if you have given up. That's what I hate.
About what you do: you wear masculine clothing, like not even a little artistic, slightly colorful. You pick the clothing that makes you look masculine. It's not just about manmoding requiring ultra-masculine clothing. You can wear less depressive colors without honmoding.
I don't like the fact that you are too 'supportive'. You support bullshit like PIV lesbian sex and don't see it as contradictory because of your strange worldview. For you, anything goes, any kind of fake nonsense no one even really believes in. You are a good example of a nihilistic, anything goes kind of leftist.
What you need is to be grounded in reality. To go all in, push in the maximum effort to transitioning and get there one day. Ignore the ideological bullshit the internet has fed you.
i want to get ffs and continue to manmode.
same
ur not allowed to
I don't believe that you like manmoding.
literally explain why?
Sexual dimorphism is not a given
WRONG, we are all slaves to it one way or another
why does me wearing the "depressive" colors that make me feel self-satisfied or even happy, or being a nihilistic or socially permissive person bother you? are you some kind of staunch conservative? all of my views, especially including my heavy leaning towards egalitarianism and individualism, are generally grounded in reality and rationally derived conclusions because I am disaffected and autistic as fuck but with a high degree of openness to new experience and curiosity that drives me to constantly challenge my assumptions and those of others
what can you say of your uptight disapproval of my being "weird," simply that I'm not doing what is normal? that is in and of itself not any kind of meaningful value and for all my formal pedantry and bellyaching over communication I fundamentally reject your traditionalist tut-tut with a basis in nothing but self-referential faith in authority and the way things have "always" been done
that's hot, anon.
the health guy is a repper right?
100%
who
acceptable
literally explain why?
Because I think it's a complex cope with how you think you failed or whatever. I seriously don't think it's really possible to be a manmoder and like it, because the very point of transitioning is a change towards being more female. Maybe not 100% female. But somewhere. You are doing this, but it seems to me as if you decided to stop at this point. It's just a feeling in the end, I don't know.
why does me wearing the "depressive" colors that make me feel self-satisfied or even happy, or being a nihilistic or socially permissive person bother you?
It bothers me because I think you are harming yourself.
are you some kind of staunch conservative?
No, not really. I think that, perhaps not always have I been a good person, but I should still do something when I see someone hurting themselves. I think you have been convinced by the ruling ideology that it's enough to just talk about social constructs and how to dismantle them, but this is all imaginary. It's just something that is not a given and only exists in the minds of people. That is why I think it's pointless to look towards it instead of putting work into technology to liberate us from being transsexuals.
I don't agree with your individualism because, in the end, progressive people, just as conservative people, are brainwashed by ideologies. Whenever someone thinks that they are "being themselves", it's a real sign of capitalist, individualist propaganda ruling over them. There is no real "you" except your biology.
estrogen makes men so retarded
Omg this hon must of forgot his afternoon meds....
I don't believe that you like manmoding. I a sick and tired of people pretending. How they like the bad outcome they ended up in, how their 'acceptance' is completely fake.
Nigga you are retarded
Manmoding is super based and i am the happiest i have been in YEARS
What part of that is pretending
Sexual dimorphism is not a given. You can change it
Wrong- your skull and bones are here to stay
About what you do: you wear masculine clothing, like not even a little artistic, slightly colorful. You pick the clothing that makes you look masculine. It's not just about manmoding requiring ultra-masculine clothing. You can wear less depressive colors without honmoding.
Is being feminine or a woman about wearing bright colors? this take is very shallow and kind of embarrassing
You support bullshit like PIV lesbian sex and don't see it as contradictory
It is a meme.... and why would penis in vagina sex be a bad thing......?
go all in, push in the maximum effort to transitioning and get there one day
Lol ew
Nobody here is a man.
Also, men are by and large subhuman animals.
TRANNIES ARE SUBHUMAN ALSO EVEN IF WE ARE CONSCIOUS OF AND BOTHERED BY OUR STATUS WE ARE BIOLOGICALLY INFERIOR MALES
bro what the FUCK is this prescriptivism? what makes you think I think anything about my transition is failed, and why do you honestly think me wearing the colors I like is fucking harming myself? you sound like my mom did when I tried to express myself as a kid, it's surreal
you have been convinced by the ruling ideology that it's enough to just talk about social constructs and how to dismantle them
what in the FUCK does that have to do with ANYTHING about how I live my life or what I say and do? what fucking "ideology" are you talking about? you sound like a single-minded or even "brainwashed" ideological zealout yourself completely projecting something that doesn't exist onto me
There is no real "you" except your biology.
NO SHIT that's what I mean when I say we're all slaves to sexual dimorphism one way another, why won't anyone pretending to engage with me actually READ what I have to say?
all I'm getting from you is that me unapologeticall being myself makes you uncomfortable because it challenges your assumptions, so I guess get fucking triggered snowflake? I just don't see any material criticism or value in your whining about me literally existing and finally leaning into being myself including dressing the way I like in spite of all this hormonal nonsense and your precious fucking gender norms
no that's insane and brainwormed and conformist-doomer pilled, manmode is not failure for me and I genuinely enjoy being a weird in-between thing because I'm fucking finally ME
if you're not happy with manmode you should do better and move on
are you not even trans?
like why the FUCK are you in MMG?
fuck off retard
chudette
wow, blurph with the bog-standard TERF takes sinking my opinion of you ever lower, as usual
trans women aren't women because, what, you are just because you say you are?
LITERALLY terf rhetoric
you're fucking dead to me you awful self-hating little shit
don't even try lol you're so fucking stupid to think you can "get away with" that or whatever
terfs arent wrong even if theyre assholes
don't pretend you didn't say what you literally just said, I am NOT doing that with you again you fucking moron
yeah they are, fuck off to repgen if you need to indulge in that shit
ok but you cant change sex and you arent safe for women and you shouldnt compete in the same sports leagues and you shouldn’t pretend to speak for or as a woman and you shouldn’t claim any social tendency or feelings makes you a woman
still pretending you didn't say what you said
ok yep you're just pretending OR you're actually that stupid, either way I am not engaging
why do retards want to treat manmoder general like failed transition general or anti-hon general/repgen 2.0? it's not either of those things and you bringing that spirit here makes me want to forget about this place forever
real and true
not listening
I'm gonna take a week off
i hate it a lot. i hate this
just remember blurph it's you, specifically, that makes me keep taking longer and longer breaks with your gross shit
i want a really large aquarium but im a poorfag
is it possible to go one mmg thread without a huge shitflinging contest
no
Then .... , .... stop posting here ?
this isn't what the label was supposed to be and self-hating destructive reppers misappropriating it and repeating the same rhetoric used to oppress us just because they think they failed their transition and project that onto others is really fucking demoralizing, like I don't want anything to do with this label or this place if that's what this is actually about to any of you
i have brain damage but i persevere because colours are that beautiful for me. it’s so worth it. i want to shoot myself in the moma, i want my blood to splatter the weird tentacle couch
how about YOU fucking stop posting here? you're repeating the same SHIT ideologues spew in court to resrict MY rights in half my fucking country
You're the ideologue.
chudette fangs in my neck
substantiate that in any way whatsoever you disingenuous shit
not listening :)
you have to get out of this shit hole. you have to be free
I'm here forever
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Its fun to post here wdym
"murph" is a cis woman here to shit on trans people
please fuck off terf
I like your voice. I wish I could have a feminine half gay/half woman voice.
trans women aren't women
what, just because you say you are, you're a woman?
this is WORD FOR WORD the rhetoric being used to attack trans people and you're casually repeating it and saying yeah that's true like you don't understand
Lol thanks sis
voca.ro
So because part of what i said would sound bad out of context, that makes it evil in the context of my vocaroo? i was defending manmoders to the guy who said "are you even trans"
.......
But all you got from it is that i'm a terf...... im not a feminist and i love trans people.
shut the fuck up you lying piece of shit fuck off with your terf shit nobody fucking buys it nobody cares
I just find it so upsetting that someone can so casually sidle up to you and pretend to understand or relate to you, use the same label as you, start larping about "looking up to" you or some garbage, and then start spewing the exact same shit that the people actively campaigning against your existence are abusing as linguistic sleight of hand to justify revoking your basic human rights and access to the same meds as cis people - and then actively misread what someone says while pretending they don't get it
you're not subtle
please stop
ok but tbf trans people shouldnt saddle themselves and their rights to indefensible positions that border on outright lies. i would think manmoders would see that as we have enough self awareness to be ashamed he/himers
LITERALLY NOT LISTENING, TERF
tell that to the shithead repeating trans women aren't women like any other terf
ashamed
your problem
not mine
not a part of manmode
get that shit OUT OF HERE, nobody benefits from playing the linguistic games r*ghtoids insist on
manmoders dont play those games. because we’re manmoding
this is NOT TERF GENERAL
this is NOT ANTI-TRANS GENERAL
just because YOU think that YOUR transition failed does NOT give you a right to demean, invalidate, or put down other trannies with the same rhetoric and illogic that terfs and anti-trans activists use
if that's why you're "manmoding" then you're not manmoding at all, you're just a normal mtf who thinks they failed, so FUCK OFF
LITERALLY NOT LISTENING, TERF
You can be willfully ignorant all you want chud, does not effect me or damper my happy peaceful life =D
=D
I just find it weird that you tried to cozy up to me and are still defending yourself but then pretend you don't care, like again: I have written you off
you're not fucking subtle
just because YOU think that YOUR transition failed
Did anyone say this? i know i never did....
fuck off
stonecold manmoder
never dressed, acted, called myself feminine
manmode was always the endgame
transition was a total success
still a terf
if you're a normal-ass mtf whining about how trans women aren't real women like every other brainwormed failure you don't belong ITT and I want nothing do with you
Then LEAVE! what is stopping you bitch?
you leave
you're not even manmoding, you're a blanchardist, you're a racist, and you're a terf
fuck off
I will post here whenever i like! if you don't like it go away! I will come and go as i please and you cannot stop me! haha!
ok terf
I mean, I'm convinced you're, like, not even trans?
since you keep repeating the same shit that ignorant cis people say about trannies when they literally don't believe in or could ever understand gender dysphoria
but of course, you're the same person who told me to just stop caring about minorities and other people, so that's not surprising
really gross behavior from someone who isn't even manmoding
I just don't think you're actually trans if you insist nothing ever happens and downplay real cases of things happening to real people because of anti-trans legislation
and I know you're not a manmoder if you believe in blanchardism and repeat the same principles he used to justify gatekeeping trans people and dividing them into two groups of fetishists - after all, you believe you can identify faketrans at a glance and appropriately gatekeep them based on criteria you can't defione
nope, that just makes you another regular old failed-transition hon
never clicking another vocaroo link in this gen because it could be bl*rph the t*rf
ok
I can so easily believe you were never here in good faith so this isn't exactly surprising
Stop fighting kids. Think of me as your mother and I'm telling you, you need to play nice
that's nice hon, I'm telling you you need to fuck off eat shit and die
I'm sorry mommy -.-
sex with Anon Babble Anon Babble manmoder general
I remain convinced that most posters ITT are not manmoders, never were, and never could be and are just here in bad faith to punch down or vent their own self-hate
can you be a real manmoder and vent your self hate itt
it's honestly validating to hear the terf say outright both that he stopped presenting as a woman because he didn't think he passed and assert that same value judgement on others, like that's everything I've been saying in one clean verbal statement
Nasty ass chud calling MY transition a failure?!?! is his apartment too small for mirrors?!?!
Jo
so I have a bad one
And a good one
calling MY transition a failure
lol stop having feelings about things people aren't even saying you tard, holy shit are you on disability
that just makes you another regular old failed-transition hon
not even going back to quote what you yourself said that I'm referencing but it's amazing that you can't remember what someone else typed, what you typed, or even what you verbally fucking said with your own drooling retard mouth out loud into a mic to record and upload
sub-zero IQ posting not even entertaining
but hey, what do you expect from a pro-Blanchardist TERF amirite?
oh right and a racist, don't forget, he explicitly said he doesn't care about minorities in the context of laws that target minorities and make their lives harder
anyway I sure do fucking love being a manmoder and not a failed MTF prescribing what others must do with their lives and transition then judging them for having the gall to display anything like empathy for others in less fortunate positions or dare to go against gender dogma!
voca.ro
When did i say my transition failed ? i detransed because i didn't pass to myself- i passed in public decently. not perfectly (obvious if you've seen my pics) but still.... i am quite content with how transition is going
Plus i started at 21 so the effects have been good to me =D
ok terf
I caught an accidental bullet with this one lol
I can't believe murph admitted he's racist
I can't believe murph admitted Blanchard was right
I can't believe murph admitted he can TELL by appearance which trans people are valid or not
I can't believe murph admitted he suports gatekeeping trans people based on whether or not they've ever cross-dressed or jerked off in a bathroom
I can't believe murph admitted he doesn't care about other people with less fortunate circumstances suffering because of actively passed legislation that has made other people's lives worse because it didn't affect him
what a fucking cuck and worst of all a cookie cutter bootlicker, completely unoriginal and glomming onto a label or general you think is a boutique or interesting avenue for your completely uninspired shit
you disgust me
oh man I'll bet that vocaroo has a lot of protestiing about not being a terf and a blanchardist and actively telling people to stop caring about others even after you typed those words out or said them and posted them, good thing I'm not listening to it! terf
what a fucking cuck
sucked chads cum out of his ex's pussy after she cheated on him multiple times
Ok lol
I wouldn't have given nearly as much of a shit if you hadn't decided to FUCK with me by saying you looked up to me while also asserting your insanely basic takes
creative license only goes so far, your fanfiction should at least be rooted in reality or anything I've said
We all know the truth baby....
bro please tell me you're not actually misremembering what I said or mixing up two differerent stories and periods of time lol are you actually disabled
like actually did you hit your head or what
You ex cheated on your ass MULTIPLE times nigga! you probably tasted chads cum without her even telling you...
I'm sorry, your dirty pussy fetish is none of my business chud ^.^
weird, I guess you are mixing up time periods and projecting your actual cuck fetish or something
anyway my opinion of you is MUCH lower than it was an hour and a half ago and your only arguments have been to misread what other people said while doubling down on literal TERF rhetoric, good job! I now think you're actively malicious and here in bad faith, though I can't imagine why except that it's a small thread with not a lot going on - if you're all that's left feeding here along with the likes of larry and methschizo spam, I don't think my being here one way or another is all that meaningful and I'm sincerely a lot less invested in the place if you're actualy what pretend to glom onto the label and the thread
I don't think my being here one way or another is all that meaningful
Finally a coherent thought, i agree.
it's like you actively try to deliberately misunderstand everything I say
really fucking weird, bro
No u
I really hope all you're left with in my absence is methschizo spam, larry spam, and youngshits whining about how it was over for them at the moment the zygote was formed - maybe you can inject your terf/blanchoid rhetoric more effectively without me around and enable that kind of shit to become the dominant narrative! since that's apparently what you want
youngshits whining about how it was over for them at the moment the zygote was formed
literally me
cool
fuck off
you don't belong here either
Yayoi Kusama
Accumulation No. 1
1962
:3
:3
I'll leave when I fucking feel like it, how about YOU leave nigga since YOU're not even manmoding and don't support trans people?
Nobody belongs here. So everyone does:)
none of you are manmoders
Andrés Jaque
Reggio School, Madrid, Spain
2024
but the least manmoder and the least real of all are the ones of you who spout anti-trans rhetoric and defend terf or blanchoid viewpoints
Youre all cute women. I would kiss you all.
you're all shit I would kill you all
Richard Serra
Equal
2015
so who does then? threads like this are pushing me to just find a community of girlmoders to talk to instead, i wouldn't fit in and it hurts seeing ppl have the courage to do things i can't yet but at least they wouldn't perpetuate my self-hatred as much. these never ending debates on trans women's status as women and blanchard and so on are just painful and i don't get why a thread full of TRANNIES disagree on them so much
threads like this are pushing me to just find a community of girlmoders to talk to instead
GOOD
FUCK OFF
FUCK YOU YOU STUPID LITTLE SHIT YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN HERE IN GOOD FAITH EITHER FUCK YOU
YOU're not even manmoding and don't support trans people?
I am manmoding, the trans girl i am dating even calls me daddy in bed haha
Good boy too after she bites me 0:)
lol, ew
Senga Nengudi
R.S.V.P. I
1977
i'm literally agreeing with you it's crazy how mad you get bc i'm a decade younger than you
I am better than all of you
it's crazy how you don't even try to get others' perspectives
your bait is malformed
you literally just think you're better than me and want to punch down at me, that's the only reason you're here
Jackie Winsor
Burnt Piece
1977-78
imagine pretending to be a manmoder when you're not and just want to hurt actual manmoders, how sad would your life have to be?
you literally just think you're better than me
true
want to punch down
i wouldn't touch you even if you paid me to
ewwwwww
Thomas Lanigan-Schmidt
The Cuckoo Egg Cup Under
Spilling Plastic Flowers
1985
gross
the only thing on me that's malformed is my weird crooked penis
also gross
somebody just be my lover i wanna be your lover be your lover
this place will be better when it's dead
is it nice knowing for sure, of course, after some people put so much effort into pretending they're not just here to attack others and put them down
a woman most of my adult life but I would rather man mode as a female
chudettes neighbors probably think this every day...
but man that's just sad
nice to know what you all think
the saddest mmg ever
the last and saddest mmg ever
larry was right manmoding is a dead end
the finalest and lastest mmg ever
I had a lot of fun this episode tf do yall mean
larry wasn't ever right about anything, manmoding is fine but none of you are manmoding you're just failed mtfs crying about it
Chudette thinks everyone is punching down on him.
no you didn't this wasn't fun it was dumb
nah, often at others, which he takes just as personally
Sandu Darie
Untitled. Transformable Structure
c. 1950s
does this apply if ive never worn a piece of women’s clothing
does this apply if ive never worn a piece of women’s clothing
I don't think that enters into it
do you try to get mine? i'm an intensely socially dysphoric tranny who doesn't look like a woman and who feels too trapped and scared to break out of a male presentation. i'm literally terrified and anxious all the time and i'm early in transitioning, i struggle with imposter syndrome and other trauma and you really think i seeked out other male-presenting trannies to... punch down??? i'm just scared and don't want to think this is a dead end and like, i genuinely don't understand your problem with me when i read your insults it feels like you're talking about someone else you've made up i just don't get it
ty
yeah it was kind of dumb i agree
still had fun defending my points and throwing light shade haha
i still wish the person who i ORIGINALLY replied to responded, it seemed like they were genuinely curious
Clothing isn't gendered. Therfore, I've never worn a piece of women's clothing either.
Mike Kelley
Deodorized Central Mass with Satellites
1991/1999
am i a realmoder or not man
shut the fuck up retard you don't belong here and you know it
am i a realmoder or not man
how the fuck am I supposed to know
Fuck off chud, have some respect when you talk to an actual woman.
lol get the fuck out of manmoder general if you're such a "woman" what the fuck do you think you're even trying to say?
is the thread fake or real or spammers or your personal trolls
you're actually so cruel, i shudder to think what your brain was like on T. why should i know i don't belong here i am a MALE PRESENTING TRANNY. explain
yes
I am defending bee. stop being disrespectful when you talk to her. be rude to me, i can take it, but she is more sensitive i think. have some manners or respect
no, faggot
i am a MALE PRESENTING TRANNY
from what I recall you're literally not
i wish i was a normal autistic tranny that made me watch twitter not manmoder general on Anon Babble
Why can he call me homophobic slurs and its fine
gonna drop squats down to 1pl8 tonight and try to do ten sets of ten, not because that's actually an efficient way to work out (it isn't) but because it's grueling and painful and psychologically uncomfortable and I want to feel something.
faggot
retard
Twinks for trump :*
GROSS, A BOOTLICKER
exercise nigga man shit TORTURE yeaaaah real shit
reminder: you will NEVER be one of the good ones
Chudette on t sounds really scary actually lol
no matter where, "Your bait is shit."
I am one of the good ones, women accept me and children feel safe around me. can you say the same?
holy shit lol you might be serious
Can you say the same?
I was unironically a lot more judgmental and harsh but also far more detached and less emotionally invested in anything
You know what I've been passing as a woman for longer than you've been alive. I don't think about it anymore
I don't pass perfect and I just don't give a damn. If someone acts suspicious, I'll say I'm intersex
Like tbdesu maybe there is a reason women cross the street when they see you instead of smiling
it's not really a macho thing I'm just depressed and nothing's working
oh my god are you trying to neg me lol
ty idk why i engage it's literally bad for my mental health
that's just assuming stuff about my life based on vibes, don't you hate that? i honmode in exactly one place on earth: my boyfriend's apartment. i am not female-presenting around anyone else anywhere
i really hope i can live like that someday, i just have a lot of stuff to clean up in my brain first. hope you're doing well
I just can't understand you, the full diction chudette hateboner poster, like what is your actual angle? you lited off a bunch of puritanical ideologue shit ealier but I know that's mostly hot air
blurph I get more it's a low-iq "I got mine" attitude he tries to push way too hard to come off as cool and I take offense to him trying to relate in any way to me because of that, but you it seems like something about me specifically got under your skin
i honmode in exactly one place on earth: my boyfriend's apartment.
is this actually true?
come off as cool
Wtf are these "cool" allegations that are always thrown my way, i am just a regular joe....
literally me except in republican states where for some reason im immediately clocked and treated like a pariah rapist-in-waiting. also in europe i dont think they have a good concept of trannies let alone manmoding and i do my best soft safe gay guy moding in europe.
it's because you try waaaaaayyy too hard
thats what someone in gaygen accused me of a few months ago.... but like... wouldn't trying to look like i dont give af be "trying to look cool" ? i wear my heart on my sleeve so what
yes? i guess my bathroom when i put makeup on before driving to his place? otherwise i put my boobs away like everyone else, i have an andro voice, i wear baggy clothes. i'm out to my mom and some friends but i barely see those friends and my mom still calls me her son to my face and i don't correct her
my mom still calls me her son to my face and i don't correct her
real :(
see though it's not just me you try too hard and it comes across including in ways that make you say insensitive totalitarian shit, cut that shit out
i can live like that someday
You will be out one day bee dont you worry
This is just a temporary stage in your life i think is why he says you arent a trumoder
insensitive totalitarian shit, cut that shit out
I agree with this, i'm sorry
i don't even know who's who at this point
i'm pretty sure i remember him saying while perma manmoding is what works for him, manmoding can be a transitional stage for some. so i really don't get it. if he's so comfortable with manmoding and his body as we read multiple times per thread, why does my mere existence offend him so much? it hurts and confuses me
100%
i look like nathan explosion
it just sounds like you're sugarcoating being MOSTLY out as a she/her mtf with a female name but some people don't respect that
as with most b*ymoding bdd youngshit passoid menace etc etcs
You are way smarter than you give yourself credit for.
I know we do a little trolling here but like adamantly and in-"character" as yourself as a poster in the context of real-world events and tragedies defending that kind of viewpoint is very frustrating and makes me write that "character" off in terms how faithfully I engage with them, especially when it echoes the same hollow arguments and kind of schoolyard bully illogic used in the real world in an increasingly anti-evidence and anti-reason court of opinion to justify some really dark shit that doesn't need to be happening but is being enforced in actual courts citing those illogical opinions and triggers my autism-brain nerd rage
obviously because you fucking mog me and I literally don't believe you're "manmoding" let alone even "boymoding" because why would you
I'm doing well but it's been a long crazy ride. I passed as a female but I really boy mode in my own mind
I get it and apologies again.. it is really hard to tell tone over text especially as i am super sarcastic and ironic sometimes but then also super serious at times too...
It is a me problem not you and i will try to consider this more in the future
Sorry for insulting you a lot today, i do it when i feel attacked
NTA but
triggers my autism-brain nerd rage
don't you think you need to make some kind of peace with the fact that most people aren't autistic and actually do think in highly subjective terms that often have little to do with evidence or logic, and that for many people this is not only not a bad thing, but a virtue? I mean of course you're going to constantly be in a snit if you take it to heart whenever people think that way, since that's most people's default.
here we go
yes, of course you're right, but when people give the illusion of engaging at more than that cursory vibes level with their degree of responsiveness or language but then fall back on those patterns I feel especially... betrayed? tricked? made the fool? I don't know what it is, it's like I was willing to try and put in effort to connect thoughts or ideas in some form at more than just a 100% shitposty level because I thought that could be reciprocated then getting a wet fart in the face in return
Omg i look like al pacino kind of (heart eyes emoji)
it is a multi-dimensional conflict
cat heart eyes emoji
yeah fair. I can't relate since I'm not autistic but that must suck.
look at the end of the day I can't judge any of you I've been watching random repeat rick and morty episodes and laughing my stupid cringe reddit ass off at it so like take everything posted here for what it is
not true, two people know my chosen name
ty, it's hard to salvage my perception of my own intelligence when i was called a dumb faggot all through school
why would i? why does anyone? i believe i wouldn't pass and i'm not mentally stable enough to honmode rn, i'm terrified/anxious and working through some serious trauma somewhat related to presenting fem, and reactions from some in my life wouldn't be good. you can be petty and spray vitriol at me for "mogging" you (being mean for the sake of being mean) but i can't understand the insistence that i'm an out and proud woman
you can be petty and spray vitriol at me for "mogging" you (being mean for the sake of being mean)
yes I can, and will, because I'm an asshole - but don't think you're clever or cute because I see you trying to rub salt in the wound even as you play victim
but i can't understand the insistence that i'm an out and proud woman
it's the impression you give based on the, supposedly, limited contexts where you are not manmoding
i smoked meth this morning in a dream and i've been high all day with racing thoughts and can't calm down but dream meth isn't real and it doesn't make any sense also i have a headache and have been spamming reddit please help i feel like im pretending to be on meth but being self-aware about it doesn't stop the delusion
r a p e
Ofc she's gonna talk about the moments with her bf where she can be herself and girlmode. Wouldn't you if you had that? You took that and blew it up to her whole life like everything is girlmode and sweet.
does anybody else act out on multiple sites in multiple threads for hours because they feel compelled to reenact the conditions of their trauma
I keep it all on Anon Babble... and mostly one thread at a time...
weird
yeah I know but this way I'm not bothering real people just Anon Babble weirdos
I want to feel again
I wish I didn't feel so much in every direction about everything all the time
unfortunately we’re all very real and your actions reverberate. chekc your karma
rub salt in the wound?? i'm just defending myself bc you make stuff up about me. saying i have trauma isn't playing the victim it's literally just my life
impression you give
so again, vibes? being with my boyfriend is the only joy in my life, when i'm not with him i'm thinking about him. i'm sorry that spills over to my posts, but i have also directly said several times it's not how i actually live my life. if you're happy being an asshole keep doing what you're doing bc god you're good at getting under people's skins and making them cry
ha
I've only ever been punished for trying to be nice or understanding
real :(
Gonna rob a bank like the chaser in dogs day afternoon to buy my tranny wife…. everything (except srs haha)
oh why because you need to gatekeep that somehow or have a terf thing to say about it
how do I get a bf as an ugly neurotic manmoder
or gf idc
i want a fag to bury xyr nose in my ass
No because i like her cock down my throat ?
ugly neurotic manmoder x ugly neurotic manmoder
Girlmoder x manmoder (lesbians)
i'll do anything
A big muscle mommy just hit me up on grindr after I was crying about not having one:) the bangs seem to attract more transbians.
yeah talk to me
i hear multiple smoke alarms chirping in my apartment building from multiple different places
ive been talking to you
i'm too ugly for grindr
I'll literally kiss you.
I refuse to become John, 50
I will become Barry, 63
i'm literally hideous
I’m Mark, 21
Stfu, I make the final decision when it comes to how cute someone is:) you aren't allowed to call yourself that.
i bet you would be afraid to pass me on the street or ride an elevator or public transport with me
YOU ARE RAN THROUGH. YOU ARE AN AGAMP PLAY THING. RAN THROUGH. A TRANS SLUT! RAN THROUGH
I'd clock you in 2 secs and would never be scared.
I top 80% of the time though:) lmao
I've been high all day off the dreamcrack like a wiredGOD, yes. the first thing i did this morning when i woke up? try to go back to sleep and get my cousin to give me another hit. but, in bed, heart racing, palms sweating, mom's spaghetti, i couldn't fall back asleep. goddamn. i been high off the dope i smoked in that dream all damn day. even real crack doesn't last that long. must've been meth. i can't wait to go to sleep tonight (if i even can sleep like this) and smoke some more with my cousin, whatever that was. i can't believe using drugs in my dreams gets me high in real life! bitch, im fucking delusional!! i should get my cousin to give FFS in a dream and see what happens in real life. maybe ill break the idea to him when he passes the crack pipe.
i hate myself because i didnt transition soon enough and im stuck manmoding as even oldshits pass eventuslly and im stuck forever
my penis worm feels so good when im high on imaginary dope
do you think my parents can tell? do i look normal? is getting high off of crack i smoked in an dream when possible?? who wants to see my penis pics? feeling so good rn from the crack I smoked in that dream
please respond to the post I made with my fave on it bu calling me ugly
notixe that inam ugky
i am ugly pleae xall me ugky and insane i am ugly and insane
everyone look at me i am an ugly man on estrogen inam a delusional lolcow i am chrischan i am autism i am rape i am predator i am sex i am a schizophrenia. i am adhd i am addiction i am faggot i lick penises im full of estrogen
i dont think youre that ugly or even really that weird desu
im a jew!! im white!! im racist!! in antisemitic please respond!! i steal and sniff women's underwear... i had sex with your daughter. i am rocking back and forth like im retarded im shacking and crying and sexually harassing steangers please respjnd
normal men don't look this ugly. WHERE ARE THE WHITE WOMEN AT??? by the way, did i mention that im high on some crack i smoked in a dream i had last night?
Schizo is cute with long hair. I'd cuddle and kiss long hair schizo.
everyone look at me. im used to be addicted tk meth I literally have brain damage. meth tunesd me fay. i lick penisses. i am not even gay. im pretending to he fay for attention. im a special snowflake. im non-binary. pronouns!!!!! i am tuning children trans on reddit in grooming im cooming im gooning to porn of innocent lesbians i am on deugs inam dangerous inve been to jail in a criminal
i wish i was you. maybe id jerkbit and cum