Drawing edition
QOTT Do you draw? post cool drawings
/mmg/ - manmoder general
Not anymore. I used to draw a lot though.
What you mean more people are like you?
Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the streetwise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed
Late at night, I toss and I turn
And I dream of what I need
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Larger than life
Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere, just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder
And rising with the heat
It's gonna take a Superman to sweep me off my feet, yeah
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I could swear there is someone, somewhere watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood
(Like a fire in my blood, like a fire in my blood
Like a fire in my blood, like a fire in my blood, blood)
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Lol
I don't do it much anymore, and I don't really like my stuff.
I'm a woman
I really don't much anymore though I have a notebook with some doodles and rough planning sketches for game ideas and stuff... I did draw a lot of random crap (also mostly doodle on school notes/work that I would progressively add to or over-invest in) when I was an edgy high schooler picrel
damn im starting to hate youngshits
Cute x
hello i'm a youngshit :3
Youre all youngshits:)
you tread an ultimately self-destructive path
im wearing makeup
it looks like shit
:)
me too brother. now come over and eat my pussy.
God he's beautiful
post?
bet it looks 100x better than if i tried it
this what meth feel li—AAAHHHHH aahhhhhh uuhhhhh aaahhh…open your mouth, lil boi; daddy is about to cu—ahhhhh unghhhh aghhhhnhhh uuuwaahhh…this what meth feel like
it's not even jealously, it's more because I genuinely havent met one single youngshit who wasnt arrogant as shit, acting like everyone else is just lazy instead of recognizing they had it easy
let's do meth together?
not even joking, i think...
my parasites and gangstalkers are collaborating
no
opsec
i'm drunk af
hating myself
feel bad as i'll not be able to meet friend later today
have strange thoughts that people should cut me
thinking of visiting psych ward, even tho there's absolutely nothing wrong with me
based! :)
before i'd suggest posting on my disc but now i'm mature (lol) and shit
how do I cope with the heritage foundation being behind or directly connected to everything making my country worse, especially the things that make my life harder just for being a tranny even when I don't honmode and live in a blue state?
Fuck bitches get money
i kinda obsess about scarification around the border of my aerolas... is that weird?
jk jk
move elsewhere? i got a vacancy under my bed...
or in my sofa whatever
it's been almost a month since I last had taco bell
I like this plan
Everybody is like that in some way. It's easy to recognize how easy others have it compared to you. Takes a little more reflection to see what you have easier than others.
u provoke me deliberately
i wake up and this is the first thing i see
why should my consumption of taco bell provoke you?
I've had like 8 pieces of pizza in the last 2 hours.
i don't draw as much as i should as my plan is to go into animation but i made this sticker for a friend a few weeks ago, sorry for shit quality
pizza is sooo good
I kind of want to order pizza... or indian... or taco bell... or just heat up frozen tamales... or maybe starve myself... this happens every fall or winter like I start fattening up, I'm not 200 lbs like I was a couple years ago but I'm stuck in this 170-180 range and too unmotivated to start exercising enough to change it
please stop talking about food
i'll son vomit due tp ingestion of a toxic subtance
Evens - I go to the gym tomorrow and get back on track with my diet.
Odds - I continue the off week with 1 more day of cheating.
Dubs - I kill myself
based
Looks like it's time to lock in boys. 140 here I come.
this is what it feels like moments before you unzip your pants and flop your dick out in public. funnily enough the only person i may have traumatized is myself. i am literally shaking right now typing this. except i can't even say im traumatized because it felt so fuckin good i want to do it again. hahaha this is a funny edgy joke wait no it's real it's real it's real it felt so good i shake when I remember what happened and I feel scared and i fantasize about sucking meth pipes when I masturbate like I'm sucking Satan's cock. i shake and then my dick gets half- hard and and I feel anxious.
METH CHARGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
IT FEELS SO GOOD JUST REMEMBERING
I WATCH VIDEOS OF PEOPLE USING METH WHILE I'M MASTURBATING
I FEEL AFRAID AND THEN I START SHAKING
IT FEELS GOOD WHEN IM ANXIOUS AND QUAKING
it would definitely make me easier to have sex with even though i might regret it later
i can't help it when im on meth sometimes
is it because you want to touch me? when im high enough i would let anyone touch me even if i don't want to i need it i need to i
it just feels so good. i didn't hurt anyone. i should just give up or give in. day 3 of thinking about meth constantly. i didn't eat at all yesterday and are once so far today (it's 8 PM)
t-this is my hole... it was made for me...
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY MY LIFE
METH CHANGED MY LIFE
that day, that moment, i consumed more meth than I'd ever consumed before. how could I forget. how could i not regret something so terrifying? yet how can i possibly regret something that felt so fucking good i couldn't deny the pleasure even if i wanted to ... meth changed my life that day. i took too much and i don't know if this feeling is ever going to go away. i know it's kinda wrong... but the way I'm shaking right now? it feels kind of good. the way my breath trembles in anticipation and fear of how fucking good THAT Much meth feels. I was used to smoking specks. that big rock hit my like a train.
I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
STRONG METH HITS YOU LIKE A TRAIN
and i know it's kinda wrong but I feel it in my dong and sometimes i can't sleep and i think of meth when i touch myself and i—meth changed my life!! meth changed my life! cum in my mouth! look at my dick! shaking in fear! heart racing won't stop! i can't calm down! meth feels so good
tfw you want it to stop because you're scared and never felt this way before or since but it feels so good that you—
tfw just remembering it makes you shiver in a way that blends fear and guilt with pure erotic bliss
the opposite of calm. the memory alone is intense but the experience itself was so intense i doubt memory can even do it justice. this memory that's taking over my mind is itself a shadow of the heavenhell that is the peak of meth, the moment you don't care anymore, when you realize you've lost yourself and want to cry but can't. you want to cry knowing your old selfish would hate what you're doing right now
how i feel when i eat pizza
I feel like shit rn ngl.
my muscles hurt from lifting weight and i can t sleep sadly even though it is almost 7am and i haven t slept all night
it doesn t matter if you do meth or not, the outcome will be the same regardless, you are screwed lil bro
i wish i could kill people in minecraft to get rid of anger a bit
they deserve a beating so much
i wish therapy wasn t so worthless omfg
imagine taking a pill that makes you want to gouge your eyes out and eat them. that feeling of intense fear and pure terror knowing everything you think you are doesn't want this. but also knowing that you will inevitably give in. you no longer, at least in this moment, have a reason not to gouge your eyes out and eat them. you LITERALLY want to. and it feels so fucking good you can't help but think about it. even thinking about it feels good. and you don't know who you are and what is real anymore and you're so scared. but who can you blame but yourself for taking that pill? yet you don't even regret taking the pill because you feel so good right now. you've never felt this good before. yet you want to cry. you want to mourn knowing it shouldn't feel good to do this, knowing you're hurting yourself and the people around you. you're alone in that darkness, cumming yourself for hours and hours gouging out your eyes and eating them. and you can't even regret it. it feels so good, why would you?
by the way i am touching myself and shaking right now. i am literally trembling. I don't understand. it just turns me on and makes me shake in fear. it's been years since i felt this way. I used to press on the space between my balls and my leg. i used to do it until it hurt and it looked like my fingers were inside or behind my penis. and i would cum but it would leave bruises. as a teen, i used to suck my own dick until my neck hurt the next day.
stop making bs up bro
this is not krokodil or whatever shit, meth is pretty common i think
When I was repping I would sometimes go on 3-4 day long binges with zero sleep.
therapy is worthless, what can my therapist even do?
if i don t feel better soon, i am just going to oof someone in minecraft and go to prison in minecraft
god i am so angry now, i hate bursts of anger
Only when i am bored in class really
xD
i mostly draw ponies but i cant fucking stand Anon Babble god. /bug/ is nice tho. i like queen chrysalis a lot.
you're right it's not the meth it's me. meth just unlocked my true self: the sexual predator. shaking and feeling turned on knowing i am a natural-born rapist
should i go to therapy or it is just a waste of money
Meds are more life enhancing but therapy can help if your material needs are already met
having the psychotic break reality fracturing issue when I see my reflection again but it's warm and fuzzy because I like what I see and feel even if I have problems reconciling or resolving that with myself and just end up giggling and repeating "that's me" into the mirror while staring wide-eyed