/chasergen/ music

no no please don't show me that it would be so awful please please

dawg |:

what

xano
youtu.be/nS0Lp0p01m4

tonight im listening to my deep inner sadness' internal monologue. and also some asmr

photo

me when everyone tries to stop me from making posts

wtf I really missed koshka

I can show my cock instead?
I will show him my kitten.

youtu.be/G0R7Z2A0XeY?si=gq9LdTZqKAo6stu3
T.T

youtube.com/watch?v=-X628hyoeZw

I think so

im so lonely i wanna die

QOTD

youtu.be/pJxkdmBm010?si=NAiM286M4R08T3Zy

you know, she's objectively very attractive, but I don't think I'll be crying for very long anon.
yeah well they can keep trying to censor me, I ain't going down without a fight
you'll find Mr Right soon, Literally Beautiful

Same

I'm so lonely, but I'm used to it. All is fine.

nothing
voca.ro/1j7A1KIVk0He

I am lonely, but rediscovering my natural wonder with life

im lonely and should become lonelier

That's nice, pleasant even :)

love you

I was used to it until I started trying again, realized I had zero fucking game and got hurt. Now I wanna go back to focusing on myself and not caring too much but I get little reminders every now and then and that kinda sucks :)

You have such a pretty voice <3

Dear Chasergen Diary,

Today i worked out again after a while of being sedentary due to my hurt back. It was nice to sort of be in it again and feel strong. I always enjoy feeling strong so much so that I sorta romanticize this idea of androgyny where strength mixes with archetypal femininity. However in the aftermath, when mental strength wavers the idea of being physically strong leaves me disconnected from myself again. Its weird to be so inbetween on an identity i wish to surround; i can never tell if i want to be terrifyingly powerful or beautifully fragile. Either way they cannot coexist and its always a weird dilema of what do i want? Do I want the strength and all it encompasses? Is there a way for a trans woman to embody strength without diluting femininity? I dont think there is. Sometimes i get so whack i want to punch the fuck out of a bag til my hands bleed, and other times the idea of even being remotely masculine sickens me. Im sure Ill find something out soon, maybe I should resort to just doing workouts where strength can be hidden, and maybe not flaunt strength online.
TL;DR: idk what I am

Sincerely,
Your Favorite Shapeshifter

Lucky for me I have made zero attempts and have instead gotten incredibly good at not thinking about such reminders. Ignorance is bliss.

You're not a trans woman anymore. You're just a normal woman now. You can work out and become as strong as you want and you're just a normal woman. Any masculinity you get it feminine masculinity now.

one thing I realized that I found difficult to be cognizant of when I was in your position, was to not neglect yourself just because you're not putting yourself on the market, you know? Because one day you will be wanting to think about this stuff, and it'll be less of a climb if you're already working out, dressing how you want, etc.

not a single day of voice training i was born with an angels voice

you're a woman, physically and emotionally, the mogger of all woman cis and trans. pure goddess, here's a monkey

I'm physically healthy, consistently active, I dress well. The neglected skill would be that I'm very far behind in social gains, I don't know how to talk anymore at all, and have really no desire to which is the bigger eventual problem.

basiert und rotgepilled

physically strong people can be fragile too. The vulnerability you show whenever you express yourself so frankly is admirable as all fuck desu. Idk, maybe the other anon phrased it a bit curtly that might come across as a bit dismissive, but I find it hard to object to the idea that your conflict is something a cis woman can't perfectly relate to as well considering you've pretty much already made it nobody and nothing can take that away from you.

i have been listening to music that makes me nostalgic about watching minecraft youtube videos c:
youtu.be/jRdgsDx0IP0?si=nL1jYmsDq6NFSo84

I believe you kween
wishing godspeed upon you anon

voca.ro/1jztIHNpvlFG

time for digital self harm and crying myself to sleep night

TEN MINUTE VOCAROO INCOMING, GRAB POPCORN
voca.ro/1lp84pL086MT

Lost me when you started talking about the media you've been consuming and I stopped listening.

ugh can you sum it up

my 8 hour arm workouts

Based fellow gooner

what? when did i do that
tldr; trannies arent afforded the luxury

When you brought up Vi from arcane. Instantly I don't care anymore.

don't be catty lad

I'm not, it's not an insult it's a preference. Many people like that. Meow.

UGH the luxury of what

lol

using a pop culture reference as to how media young teens, especially women, affect real life perception of people

erm dont care hmph

yeah, i got epically pwned

Chasers, is this true?

Thanks for calling me a decent person

Huh?

trans women need to:
-be chained to my radiator

TLDR:
In a nice world trans women would be given the luxury of being afforded a pass to behaving masculine in some ways or taking on masculine hobbies, but because they do not have femininity by birthright, society views it as a betrayal to the womanhood you are trying to attain. Therefore, because trans women bear "the mark of the beast" of being born men, any hobby or act that carries over from that aspect of them is demonized and used against them. Where a cis woman might be seen as a cute hot tomboy for enjoying the gym, when a trans woman does this it is seen as antithetical to what they are trying to accomplish, and stains how they are perceived by men and the world at large. And while cis women tend to admire strength in women, strength in trans women is seen as more of a male strength than a feminine one.

i listened to the whole thing, i like your insights and i don't have anything of value to add
it makes me something similar to sad to remember you're a trans woman? for me, i usually forget the women in these threads are trans. i think it might be that i look up to you as some icon of perfectly passing, transcending all this trans stuff, and to hear it still affects you, to hear that you are still trans despite it all, is strangely discouraging in a way

god fuck the 15 minute captchas. ive had to wait 900 seconds four times tonight

Wouldn't that burn and give burn scars? I already have a scar on my left cheek that I think makes me look terrible.

i am going to kick jonathan m. captcha in the shins

Allow cookies on Anon Babble. Simple as.

Completely Automated Public Turing test to tell Computers and Humans Apart

Meanwhile: cis women

qott

Memphis May Fire - Chaotic

that's a man

The different standard part is fucked but I can see how that is.
I can relate to the feeling strong till the night :/
yes every point

what are you listening to?

youtube.com/watch?v=UM-AQbmcUn4

need gay sex with him ngl

no yeah, i am, ive got cookies enabled. and im using an app to phonepost and that app lets you view and verify the currently cached cookies
but the cookies keep expiring prematurely

fifth round of 15 minutes woo. maybe i can swap my cookies for an old backup and get through (ding ding ding)

Stop phoneposting :)

Make a throwaway email and verify that way, imagine waiting an hour to post on Anon Babble

but i gotta reinforce my bad habits and phonepost from bed!

faggot

I've explained why this is bad. You know it's bad. Good luck figuring out how to be less bad.

sounds familiar

Chasergen, give me your thoughts

So, I used to live with someone who called themselves a "t-girl", who didn't put any effort into appearing feminine. Didn't shave their beard, their body hair, didn't wanna learn makeup, didn't want to voice train. And when I eventually confronted them on this, they said quote.

I'm someone who wants to be a girl, who wants to be a boy.

I told my therapist about in our last session (my therapist is a trans man), and he looked visibly confused by that statement. But told me to just "let it go" as I don't live with them anymore.

I legitimately hate them and think their acts are disgusting. My roommate (who is also a trans woman) agrees with my therapist. But I can't get that shit out of my head. What do you suggest I do?

This mostly sounds like you need to date people that are comfortable dating trans women

this isn’t your blog transbian hon

Yeah, I do think that I am constantly running from a cage/chains that want to be placed on me. As a kid i was a total fag without regard for how i was seen, or how i was told to act. I was abused for it but it was worth it to be genuine. I was literally crossdressing and wearing makeup at like 12. When i went back in the closet, i genuinely didnt think i was gay or trans. I had been groomed and taken advantage of for 2 years for my femininity, and in that time i saw what men wanted from me, and what femininity could offer me in terms of male desire and attention. On one hand i was deeply disgusted by it, on the other i wanted it. from 14-20 i built a character of a man of who i was supposed to be. a paper mache idea of a male to attain attention and appeal. and from 20-24, i have rebuilt an entirely new person from the ashes of a past life. I am so different from my 14-20 year old self that i feel more kin to me as a teen and a kid than i do to even 4 years ago.
Ranting aside, yeah, the label of me being trans isnt appealing to me. I am just, me. I always have been, but I cannot just be me because to be understood by others I have to label and create myself in a way that can be understood and put into a schema. If I could shed flesh and be ethereal, that would be tight, but my body and bones have to be seen as how I wish to be seen, and as such i have to chisel something new which can be misconstrued by many. Sometimes I dont know where to place the chisel and hammer, even if I know what im trying to carve.

Let it go.

Who cares, write them off as a weirdo and move on with your life

Does this have anything to do with chasers or chasing trans girls?

I also want to give sex with this person if that helps

bi, fine long as you're a top

sorry I had to airpop my popcorn and it took forever
voca.ro/1mhKYdpSkfuY

I just made popcorn too

I might make some soon but it's"healthy" popcorn I eat for weight loss

I am a top. We cool here bro?

it's very hard to care about what is healthy and what is a good or bad habit long-term right now, just saying. why bother caring about a null future

Yeah, it's hard. Do it anyway. Git gud.

Bionacle gf

there is no such thing as healthy corn just like there is no such thing as a healthy transbian polygamous relationship, you transbian polyfag

i shouldn't, anon, bionicle is malebrained and it's not a good look for me to have been that into it as a kid / so knowledgeable about it now
i have to leave it behind

I just want you to info dump to me. Is that really too much to ask?

im just embarrassed about it : oh well
im too sad to stay awake, im going now. goodnight you specific anon and goodnight all other anons too

Goodnight, sweet dreams.

Goodnight. I hope you sleep well and have a great week.

yeah we're cool homie

Idk, attacking those or gaslighting those that want to hurt me isnt fun. Id prefer to just, have a little bubble of people i care about and live in my bubble away from the cruelty of the world. for as shitty as my ex was, it was nice to have that bubble. I like being bonnie and clyde and i like having someones back, its cool to know that the world can shoot at you and you have someone also shooting back with you. maybe i would be less caring about how i was perceived if i had someone who didnt care about who i was

Goodnight

Found the third Sophie vocaroo

Holy shit boys this is going hard

QOTT

youtu.be/Hw1t7OCESUw

Ngl I am deep in the rabbit hole now

What's the Sophie vocaroo lore chat?

prob just her whining about her voice when it sounds fine or talking about BBC or something

fwiw I don't think that's a tall order to ask for. At all. In fact I find that to be a fairly easy role to fill considering how I often romanticize that idea, but one I also hope it gets filled by someone for you soon. I think it'll be good for you to have someone to grow with because it would ease the mental load that could instead be used to build that foundation of how you see yourself and your identity.

yeah I'll pass

hi chasergen :)
just popping in before bed to say i hope everyone has been having a wonderful week!

picrel goodnight

Goodnight, sweet dreams.

Goodnight

ty :) i'll be dreaming of my future chaser (husband)
<3

Cute, sleep well frisson!

I wonder how much dps that gato can dish out.

goodnight. I love you

ty :))
ily2 random anon <3

this shit sucks somebody post titties NOW

You missed them

i don’t have any anymore sorry

i didn't ask for apologies i asked for titties

and i don’t have any to give you anymore

I'm sorry tranners I don't think I would ever go to the beach with you unless you're okay with me just falling in and out of consciousness on my folding chair under a canopy tent

bipolar ass bot conversations going on right now lol
when are we gonna talk about how fucking hot this scene is in The Worst Person in the World (2021)?

i forgive you :) but do better going forward

i can’t really if they’re gone

can you shut up please

sorry

thanks love you

I fucking love oatmeal

brother. I also have the oats

more than anything i just want to be taken care of.

are you a big guy? i would love to sleep on your tummy under the tent and just laze the day away with you.

i am a big guy man dude

she won't be posting again soon

hi

qott

youtube.com/watch?v=oYT0-_eui8o
recorded like a few hundred yards from me...

what does being taken care of mean for you?

I enjoyed this one a lot

I just want some one to make oatmeal for me

I just want someone who won't care that I have a quarter-sized hemorrhoid up my butt or that I'm not allowed inside the Dinky Diner in Goldfield Nevada anymore..

how lazy can you possibly be

yaay. i really love john angaiak. super unique voice

I just want someone who can convince me that I want them.

I just want a Pepsi

I just want to be happy

wooo000ooo you want me so bad oooooOOOoowwww

I just want a root beer
Or just a beer beer

all I wanted was a pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me..
same

imiss beer

I just want someone to hold me

I have learned beer +chasergen= bad

Day 10 of consuming less than 1500 calories.

Real
How many days is the goal?

I would hold you until you fell asleep anon
you do become a bit of a silly billy on it, yeah
proud of you, you're doing great

Correct.

sleeping in and getting that headache-relieving coffee in is as sweet as the god's nectar

It's more of a set weight than a set goal.
Thanks senpai. I have lost about 10 pounds so far.

:/ I’ll try to be good next time
10 lbs is big keep at it

in my opinion beer + chasergen = fun. you should drink beer right now

I have lost about 10 pounds so far.

hell yeah
it wasn't a condemnation pal, not like you did anything bad. It just didn't seem like it was helping you
baka

Drinking bad.

i probably shouldn't encourage drinking & posting when i always start sobbing & posting nudes when i do it

I was about to say but didn't wanna be a nag

I just get sad and then decide it’s a good idea to say the sad stuff out loud. I already do that enough sober I don’t need to do it more
I know you good. Drinking only works for me in a social setting. I need people to be around or it goes bad

i miss wine
i dont miss any other drink really

I need people to be around or it goes bad

this is true for me as well. it's enjoyable & comfy with family but on my own it;s just a nightmare

getting sad when you're drinking alone is such a waste of such a fun substance
like when im drunk everything is so mcuh funnier and interesting. have a drink and watch a movie or read a book or something

Feeling sad is a waste in general, you should have fun instead

i think it's a state of mind thing. i can do drugs alone when i feel ok & it's loads of fun but when i'm depressed literally nothing can make it enjoyable

truth
erase the sadness mylin and tread new happiness neural pathways

electroconvulsive therapy electroconvulsive therapy i want electroconvulsive therapy

ya exactly. it sucks but oh well
i started out around people and then after the party I decided to keep drinking at home. bad idea

This but so strong my head pops

why would u want that. or need that? u should try deep breathing instead

Same <3

<3
my heaviest drinking was when I was alone. like you it was very fun to be in that state of mind because I was easily entertained by the things it gave me the impulse to do, or it'd make me wanna hit people up and have deep conversations with them. But after a while I noticed it did that less and less until I felt just as empty as before, but 2/3 of a bottle of vodka in.

there's something wrong with me

i wanna be grabbed by the waist

i want to share a bottle of wine with a cute guy and slow dance

what kind of wine do you like...

ur not a guy. but i like a red shiraz

Wine and dancing does sound fun

Why do guys like me on dating apps but then never respond if I message them? It's frustrating.

That'd be just about perfect.

well i wasn't implying i wanted to slow dance with you either i just wanted to hear your wine opinions. i also like dry reds, i think my favorites are old vine zins but it has been a while since i drank wine

That's just dating apps. It's a meat market, I wouldn't try to divine any meaning from it.

It's not on purpose, it's a depressant

Well I just turned 27, my time is running out to find a man.

28 a few months back. You've got time. At worst at least you won't be dying alone alone lol.

they're either megadumb or megascared

idk shit about wine, I've enjoyed moscatos or zinfandels though

why would it be running out? not like ur eggs are drying up gurl

You have time you are not old

does anyone wanna gaze upon my body

Her boivaries are drying up

We can just talk, that's fine. You don't have to keep getting naked

i think those things have already evaporated

i feel bad just talking

we like you plenty with your clothes on

thank you

I don't know why, you seem interesting to me. We don't actually get that many good conversationalists here

tenting by a secluded coast with a guy and taking 5am beach walks as the sun comes up. riding out on a wave and returning on the ocean's tidal chariot as we collapse and fold onto each other on the bright hot sand

Based.

youtube.com/watch?v=qCK5CLpjjJE

good morn

qott

youtu.be/efTqgsXQ7-c
i wanna make wonky girl+boy duet twee pop but i hate that with my voice i'd deffo have to play the boy

Can smell the salt and feel the spray already

Talking is nice
Less lonely at night

Morning

good post

Why don't we?

thank you. i have issues relating to the self & hold strange beliefs soetimes. sorry
goodmorning

I can tell. You just apologized to a compliment.

i'm going to go shower byebye

link doesn't work for me, probably for others in the US too. Hope your morning is going well though
take care

I think I want to go to a lot more concerts in the upcoming year. I went to a metal show on Sunday and had a lot of fun (made my neck sore too from the headbanging lol), got another in December and one in Feb. I just love how it affects me and those around me, and I love feeling the music reverberate through my body which is something you just don't get at home.

This looks fun:
youtube.com/watch?v=vjcmbmjL8qM

RIP to your ears.

I wore earplugs, though at one point one fell out on my left ear for a minute or two and consequently when I got home it was the only one ringing a bit lol
All fine now though

my favourite gig has been seeing the pavement reunion. im really glad i got to experience them as a zoomie

Almost everyone I know is barely able to hear at all because of damage they did to their ears with loud noises in their youth, sucks having to walk up within 5 ft of someone and yell at them for them to hear anything. Sucks having to repeat every sentence until the other person understands. Sucks having to repeat every sentence until the other person understands.

youtube.com/watch?v=JJFGhFtKxPc
they finished with spit on a stranger and man i felt so nostalgic for a time i never saw

hell yea, gen x'er nostalgia feels comfy. kind of wish the internet didn't happen

Sucks having to repeat every sentence until the other person understands. Sucks having to repeat every sentence until the other person understands.

lol I get that, my old man is half deaf in one ear so yelling is common.

Did you guys know eggnog is allowed? I fucking love eggnog. I steal a sip every time I walk into the kitchen, and take extra kitchen trips just for that opportunity. Mmmmmmm, eggnog <3

Goodnight

this is my favorite post itt
Goon night

Goodnight, sweet dreams.

*kisses you goodnight

Lol, I should buy some nog

i'm wet now

Really jogging my noggin

I'll be over in 10 mins, stay wet

oh right
here's a bootleg rip youtu.be/SZUMEcSbRVw
pic rel

Go away

Really sogging my noggin

what in the bootleg leaveanon is this
and why does it happen during euro hours i thought those were safe

you are not ten minutes away from alaska anon.

years ago i saw a screenshot posted on here of a reddit post where a trans woman was talking to a guy & she showered at his place & he stopped talking to her after she left because seeing her with no makeup & wet hair "shattered the illusion" & since then i have compulsively hidden myself from view after showers

Because you're a transbian. You don't even pretend to like men like rav.
I wish I was though, I'd have you in my arms keeping you warm

I don't mind y'all being a little boyish sometimes

i would enjoy this comment more if it weren't in the same post as a mean comment

kalista as an adc feels like total shit if you have a braindead support (99% of them) i should just go back to jungling

evidently not as I've never had it :/
I guess I should try it sometime
sheep well dude
hi wet now
don't be wack as hell, filter her if it's that traumatic for you
there are just as many stories about cis women desu. being human is not a flaw, shallowness is.

Don't let that sort of stuff get to you. That's usually comin from men with not much actual experience

you don't even pretend to like men like rav

see this is a funny thing, i used to bother correcting ppl when they called me a transbian and tell them that I am actually bi. but that just wouldn't do any good, nobody cared, so i stopped doing it. and now ppl just genuinely believe i'm exclusively gay, lol. it's a lose-lose situation for me, no matter if I correct that anon or don't it's gonna end up with ppl yelling at me

this is why i want a bisexual bf. can maybe relax a little bit
hi bjork fan chaser
is it chaser-of-bjorkfans or is it chaser-that-is-a-bjorkfan...

is it chaser-of-bjorkfans or is it chaser-that-is-a-bjorkfan...

Yes :)

You should mid and I'll play jg and we'll climb to bronze

That's ok you're chill most of the time, but don't attempt to flirt with girls here. Know your place

there's an actual murderer on this board wtf. fucking scary
files.catbox.moe/lv3yqe.pdf

Trannies showing off their tinder messages from Chad in the chaser thread

This was supposed to be a safe space

What in the Schiz-O-phrenia

oh god oh jeez do i seem like i'm flirting with ppl that's a genuinely terrifying thought

Minneapolis

I really don't care for the blacks, me

No that guy is just very mentally ill.

youtube.com/watch?v=gIfDxWkGnpg
im actually stunned. i had thought there were psychopaths around here but jfc
the person in question is a canadian. look through the thread

I'm just messing with you lol. You really go for the bait huh

you just found a really good way to get to me lmao i unsurprisingly have a lot of past bad experiences with people reading what I say as something completely different to what I had as my intent
hit me right in the autistic kid school bullying memories

literally a psychotic chaser who murdered a sex worker and fled to thailand and 'TRANSITIONED' to continue to try and groom other trans women. fucking hell

you're not being very pleasant

do i spend 2k to buy my next set of classes and have the certs ill need completed by april? 4 months of study should be enough right?

rough day, week, year, life. my bad

hey hillbilly, why do you covet teenage boys so ferociously? why are you such a bipedo freak?

That first delicious little faggot is 100% a tranny, as in a proper biological tranny not just someone who is going to troon out

I can show off my HER messages

recheck and redact page 47

it was more a joke, guy unmatched me after i responded hi back, as most interactions go. most men have the personality, charisma, and conversational skills of a brick so if you got more than that youre doing just fine

That's a femboy. Don't be absurd.

i have to go do laundry but my hair is gonna freeze because there's like ten seconds i'll be outside

That's what I said

yeah charismatic guys never stay single for that long, it's genuinely wild how much good just being fun to be around does for a person

No blow dryer?

If he troons out that would be sad of course, but it's realistically the only option for femboys.

bisexual bf

yah so cool when ur bf wants to like fuck men X.X

no it isnt. you guys are such groomers

'men' in this context means someone who looks like picrel.

/chasergen/

If he troons out that would be sad of course

Idek how to groom. I wish cute twinks and femboys could stay that way forever, but realistically they can't and many of them try hrt as a method for looking young for longer.

why are you fags such bipedos? you seriously disgust me
another bipedo. kys

no i always airdry my hair. takes a long time to blowdry plus it doesn't look great
i have no qualms with my boyfriend being attracted to men. why would i?

No worries mine was a joke too. I guess I hope so for when I start dating again, but when girls say stuff like that it kinda sounds like a bit of an excuse to be picky and not feel bad, like if most men suck that would probably mean I do to, but I don't think I'm guilty of the things women mention when they talk about men being bad partners or bad on apps or dates.

most men have the personality, charisma, and conversational skills of a brick so if you got more than that youre doing just fine

I'm in this post and I don't like it
good morning nadia, hope you had a refreshing rest

Guess it's time for me to head out and get some shut eye, goodnight chaseurgenne

total bipedo death

lol both were me :(

bisexual people aren't pedophiles you guys just only use Anon Babble so you onl yencounter pedophiles

i thought that too but then it grated on me and i started pushing him to flirt with boys on grindr and then i broke up w him, hes with another trans woman now tho i feel bad for that girl

sleep well

i differentiate between bipedos and bisexuals
the bipedos always project onto the bisexuals

i started pushing him to flirt with boys on grindr and then i broke up w him

i'm sorry but i don;t think this is a generalizable problem

not rly a problem it was the solution lol

man dates an 18 year old guy

PEFODILE!

wren grooms 16 year old spicebag

.....crickets.......

You guys only seem to care when it's a gay relationship or a straight relationship. Trannies get a pass.

of course the magachud is a bipedo

ur a fucking idiot i was one of the first to bring attention to the fact spicebag is a minor
wren is a freak too
you were probably e sexting spicebag and now want to deflect

why are you saying this to me. what have i got to do with these people

also he was vers and wanted me to top him and he liked masculine guys so so yuck yuck

bi guys who like twinks and femboys aren't even bi to me because its gynephilic and classical

It's just a reaction pic

you were probably

this is when you sound unhinged. ive never texted a tranny. I came close, but it wasn't the right time.

Yeah but if I say I'm gynephilic people will think something is wrong with me

vers

dealbreaker

liked masculine guys

signifies virility

this was ur 6ft blue eyed nordic chaser? kek

Trannies get a pass.

listen anon i don't know any of the people you're talking about and wasn't even here when this stuff happened and yet i keep hearing about this, constantly, you guys won't shut up about it
i don't think they get a pass lol

bi guys who like twinks and femboys aren't even bi to me because its gynephilic and classical

Based

just say ur straight lol who cares

nope? it was a polish guy before him

virility

explain

the fucking thing is that a man will always prefer the company of a man so if your masculine man likes the company of another masculine man you're pretty much on the chopping block with your feminine antics

Goodnight, sweet dreams.

I just say bisexual and figure who cares

i can't explain that without sounding like a huge retard

right...

It's not limited to wren either. I know multiple trannies from this site who groom minors. So no one should call me a pedo for dating 18 year old consenting adults. It's stupid

bipedos be like:
no i will nto build a family, nor search for a life partner with any sort of ambition
i will commit myself to a life of basal lust and an absence of pair bonding

Lol

You're all pedos

let's kill ourselves together

dad just told me he's getting me a psych appointment after weekend yay

i detransitioned out of disgust for bipedos and i will be a powerful high achieving family man in spite

Disagree

wanted me to top him

Don't you have a micro gock?

very dionysian

Retransition

yeah that's why, he wanted a small one cuz idk

no it isn't. making art and finding limit experiences would be dionysian. it's faux-dionysian in order to spite apollonian reason and tradition

Everyone here comes from broken homes, 1 parent homes, dysfunctional homes. Good luck selling the white picket fence/marriage and roses fantasy here lil dreamer.

Let's drink hot chocolate and hold hands instead

i still want marriage & kids

that would be nice. it's snowing right now here

no. i love manhood. you will never domesticate me
you're an ignoble nihilist. i search for apollonian harmony, you will only leave dust and detritus in your pathetic despondent existence

interesting thanks for elaborating

I read your post with a lisp and pronouncing the R sounds as W sounds

are you from there? ive never been, it must be freezing

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Maybe you'll domesticate yourself. A lot of people do. I can wait.

im not from a broken home but i do believe single child households are a failure and all only children are dysfunctional because sibling socialization is a core step

I love manhood

Lol. Cute.

am i from AK? no, i moved here august of last year. it's actually pretty nice now, it's five below. i think an inversion must have uninverted or something because it was -25f most of today

Sex

You're an only child? I have 3 brothers and no sisters. I think that's why I'm a brawling brute of a man and also gay same time

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That's wild. You should transfer to a California school.

i come from an intact one, with mom, dad, and one kid (can you tell lol i have horrible only child stank)
i guess the only fucked up thing is that when my parents met, my mom was ~25 and in university, and my dad was ten years older, working full time, and married with kids. but they love eachother a lot lol.

Willingly moved to Alaska? Tranny life wasn't hard enough for you?

nothing for my major in california i don't think. plus i couldn't make it in the city or in that kind of heat

Somehow even cuter still. Thanks for the appreciation.

i like doing weird stuff. i don't want to die boringly

which row brother are you? the more older brothers you have the more likely you are to be gay, blanchard discovered that

when i was younger my coworkers told me i didnt seem like an only child and ive been riding that high since

Second youngest, im the only fag

Only if the older brothers are right handed bizarrely enough.

So you're the Alaska girl I talked to. That's really crazy because you look too pretty for that major, not to simp. I pictured someone bigger tbhon. You're like a girly girl type

Only children always turn out baked a little funny. Can't imagine only having one kid, but I guess things happen.

interesting, if you have lefties in your family i think something wrong is going on

giwt

i always felt so lonely growing up and wished i had siblings. was so jealous of people with brothers and sisters, and they would always feud and hate each other, i felt like i would be grateful to have a sibling

uhh. giwtwm. also checked.
yeah in my case the reason was my mom got really sick after having me, they wanted another but it just didn't pan out

im getting a doggie after college for therapy so it'll be like i have a sibling finally >.<

oh god yeah same. like i'd be seething seeing my friends bicker with their siblings, thinking if I had one i'd appreciate them and be friends with them
i spent a loooot of time around adults as a kid which kinda just made me horrible to be around for other kids since i spoke like a 50-year-old

thank you. i'm not that feminine. i wear jeans & a tank & flannel most days. also i'm tall & not that weak

There was a lot of both. We've never really been as close as we were when we were younger, but yeah it was really great overall. This is coming from the younger perspective but just having a free friend who is also just more knowledgeable, but still going through similarish things is really nice. Seems obvious, but yeah.

i'm going to bed now it is past my bedtime. goodnight

Night

where is my chaser bf to tuck me in and give me good night kiss and let me fall asleep on his chest breathing in his scent

Goodnight, sweet dreams.

Nite sobe

thats not a good sleeping position at all

youtube.com/watch?v=FY6rS-O7frs

speak for urself i tried resting my head against a guys chest once and it was heaven

ive done it a bunch of times but its good for like 15-30 mins u would wake up with neck cramp lol

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