It never gets any better, does it? You don’t transition as a child/teen...

you're a horrible mean person

can't say i don't partially feel you, i have 2 bald spots on my head from radiation therapy due to cancer. absolutely kills any confidence i have in passing.

god is cruel, we keep living anyway.

But I'm so tired of it all. Literally the only reason I am alive is because of other people and me being a coward.
I just want to "make it" and relax for once, not feel anxious and disgusted everytime I see my reflection.

i wish i had any substantial advice for you in that regard, but i don't. i'm pretty much living the same way. what efforts i make only really alleviate it.

And I forgot to say it in my last post: I really feel for you. Balding is horrible and absolutely strips you of any confidence and self esteem that you have. I don’t wish it upon anyone and I am really sorry you went through cancer and now have to live with that side effect.

it could be worse, i just frame it in a 'at least i didn't die' kind of way.

have you considered wigs or hairpieces by the way? in comparison to the alternative (massive amounts of money on a transplant) they're relatively cheap.

thats not balding thats the hair's colour being lighter you actual fucking spazmenoid

How bad is my hair? Tho, i also just have thin hair

It always gets better. Look at yourself, you post so much on this board that it feels like I know your face better than my own.
In your recent pictures you look way better than just 6 month ago, and 6 month ago you looked way better than 9 month ago.

I hate your face, I hate seeing it whenever I decide to visit this god forsaken website. But I can't deny you look better by each day

Wigs suck. I wore for them for like the first year of my transition, sometimes 8+ hours at a time. They itch, make your scalp and hair sweaty and the combo of wig cap + wig gave me headaches over time. I really learned to hate them.
I've never seen a good hairpiece that isn’t mean for an ugly short haircut either. They’re mostly made for men and those 60 year old women, from what I have seen.
I hopped on duta finally and I hope that + starting minox again will make a significant change, but at this point I struggle to really get my hopes up. I just wand an end. Doesn’t matter how, suicide or passing, just an end to this.

It is balding. I had Norwood 5 in the past and the regrown hair there is still just like 2 inches long after 2 years

I see the exact same face as 2 years ago, just with slightly more hair, but not enough hair to not look ugly and weird.

Tranny has brain worms, more news at 9

Seriously, started browsing this week again after been gone since summer, and I was really surprised about the last few threads you made with face pictures. You look way better than you did just in June/July. You make really good and really steady progress

i wouldn't write off hairpieces, but i haven't actually tried one myself. i'd consider it making any patch of baldness less noticeable a win, and i think it'd definitely help.

i'll probably get one myself soon enough here. i'd post a picture of my head for you but i'm way too self conscious about it to share it in a thread.

youd look a lot better with bangs

This is also from june, outside lighting. Nothing changed, I look like an ugly balding retard

Is this hugbox?

Welcome to womanhood

no just it would hide your forehead a lot so would make you look a lot better.

Put on makeup that is all. All girls look like this without makeup trust me. I know that by fact! Also do a lot of skin care like why isn't your face oily?

JANNIES! KILL HER

I'm wearing light make up in the pic. Mascara, blush and some concealer

Then you are not doing it right. I am not supposed to see your bumbs or acne if you are doing it right. Concealer is literally for that. So yeah you are doing it very wrong get help from some girl.

Doing a full face foundation is so overkill and outs you as a tranny though, because it’s mostly just Arabic women wearing full face foundation here

I didn't say foundation I said you are doing your concealer wrong. Concealers whole job is to make acne look non-existent. Stop giving me bs do this again and I am fucking done. Don't fucking put words in my mouth I said your fucking concealer is wrong. I didn't mention foundation at all I assume you don't know how to do that.

Idk maybe my concealer is just shit. I put it on and it doesn’t cover the spot enough if I blend it in

I mean, I'd agree with you, but then you'd get mad I didn't hugboxx you like the transgirls do

Okay, that is a reasonable response. I think you look good. I don't know why you take bad pictures but you look like a woman. Are you on duta? And what is your aa? get an orchi to help feminize more. Also please dress better. Like wear cute clothes and take a pic with a real smile.

you'll be a unique challenge for the facial surgeon you go to

I take lupron as my AA, with EEN injections, prog and started duta this monday
Excuse the bad angle and posture, my bf was taking the pic and didn’t notice he isn’t in it

I cannot afford any

Do you think Julie posts some of the negative replies herself?

funger/csm friend here, you're pretty! We all have moments when we think we're ugly, but we're not. Try not to get yourself down, you look amazing and you'll pull through this moment. :3

scroll up, I look awful

bald guy with bangs?

I saw all of your pics here, don't be a nerd you're pretty :3

I‘m horrendously ugly

Sleeper agent activated
Operation KrautChoker is underway

Not at all, you're pretty :3

BF

hair longer than yours and uses grindr

"B"F

I wouldn’t mind, but he is happy as a man

probably just get a hiar transplant desu the rest of you looks fem and desu at this point you just look like you have cis woman hair thinning. Than male pattern

I think you've made big strides desu. I think you had a poor starting point desu but youve put in a lot of effort and its shown. Hopefully your hair situation gets sorted with dutasteride. Spend more time with your bf than posting yourself on Anon Babble. I know some ppl come here to self harm but you look a lot better and happier when you have a smile on your face like in that pic.

I don’t have female pattern hair loss though, it’s just not back to normal after being NW0. The hair is like 2 inches short after 2 years. My last hope is min + duta now. I have not been on duta

I would spend every waking second with my boyfriend and never post when I am with him, but we are in a long distance relationship until either of us finishes school/apprenticeship.

after being NW5**

Cute. Then you just have to get to the finish line. You've come this far, keep going.

But the finish line never comes. My hair isn’t growing, I'm not getting any curves, my face is just as ugly…

I‘m horrendously ugly

you're pretty :

is this frau ugly because of the hugbox, or is the hugbox because frau is ugly.

2nd one

idk why Anon Babble has started hugboxxing you lmao, imagine girlmoding like this

I've seen your before pics julie. I'm just saying in your current scalp pics it would be easy to assume you had hairloss from pcos or something. Hopefully duta +min helps but after college you should be able to get transplants.

how the FUCK do cameras work? you go from pretty girl to nordic chad wtf

I took that second pic while lying on my back, head on pillow, flipped camera close to face and using flash in a completely dark bedroom. It was dumb. My phone was prolly closer to my chin than forehead

I hope I don’t have to get a transplant…
:) I didn’t choose to be born male and have gender dysphoria

just do like all other non retarded trannies and boymode, get a job, pay for surgeries and then girlmode effortlessly. imagine spending 2 years getting nowhere making an ass of yourself for the entire internet to see, lmao

to be clear btw I'm the one who was posting you on discord. I don't think the first pic would get anywhere near the negative reaction the other 2 got. if they hadn't seen other 2 personally I would just assume you're some pretty femcel girl because of how little it looks like you care for your hair and don't do makeup

Well unlike them I have a mostly female social circle at uni, a boyfriend, a supporting family and a job and all of them call me Julie and she/her me and I just got my ID changed too. Boymoding makes the majority of this board miserable and is a psy-op as well as only an option for people with mild dysphoria who can bear it

my hair looks like shit because it’s grown out for 2+ years now while only getting the ends cut twice and I desperately need the top to grow longer. Long sides, short top is such a horrible combination

Also, boymoding is LITERALLY THE most malebrained mindset you can have. It’s the typical "just push through and grind, swallow your emotions" that is instilled into young men

are you german? you just look like an average somewhat homely german woman. they tend to have a boxy head/face shape

try minoxidil and get on dutasteride if you arent already. minox is really good at filling in the crown, your hairline looks filled in enough to at least do some curtain bangs or something. it's not over yet

if that's true then why the fuck do you post pics of yourself crying about how shit it is? You're pathetic and have been since the day you found this place.

it is literally the opposite but ok bestie

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please stop with the hugbox

try minoxidil and get on dutasteride

xer is literally on estrogen.

average german women are very very ugly (what you see in the media isn't what typical homely germans look like) so it's a low bar there

julie's posted her dht levels and they're pretty high because her endocrinologist sucks. like higher than most cis men just trying to prevent recession aim for

okay and?? estrogen is a growth stimulant yes but not as powerful of one as minoxidil, this is a fact btw. estrogen doesn't wipe out all T especially if you aren't managing your levels well. as long as there's T there's conversion to DHT. DHT can even be synthesized without T through other pathways in the body and from other hormonal medications (progesterone can be metabolized into other androgens which can then convert to DHT just to name an example). even if the levels of those are low, receptor sensitivity is also a thing. she could have comparatively low DHT levels and still be experiencing androgenic alopecia because the receptor is either genetically sensitive (as is often the case in extreme hair loss) or has become sensitized because of other factors. please don't talk out of your ass to someone struggling

I think julie was on min at one point but went off of it which was fucking retarded especially with how high her dht levels are

she needs both, minox won't lower DHT. any endo worth their salt will at least prescribe finasteride especially with obvious signs of androgenic alopecia even if they're too archaic to prescribe dut off label for hair loss.

I would assume so but julie keeps making retarded excuses in her topics for why her dht isn't nearly 0 and it's always her endocrinologists fault or whatever

and failing that there's like 20 different online doctors at this point where you can go and meet virtually with a doctor to get a script for dut for hair loss: hims, keeps, nurx, etc. or just hrtcafe that shit

dut

hims keeps and nurx will only do fin last I checked but yeah just do hrtcafe or whatever

but julie wasn't even on fin so even that would be better than nothing to dropping her dht closer to 0.
idk a lot of her issue are of her own doing