/gaygen/

right bottoms

The top shortage got worse :(

I got varicose veins for my 30th birthday

Xanthippe: Maybe just a baby until you turn it into as yes !

Debaser: Mhmhm I would eat baby.

Delta: I farded.

shes a comedian

what if one day you wake up and switched bodies with a black woman?

homogay bf plz

if i knew i would eventually switch back, i would fuck around consequence free
i would drink drive, suck dick, eat a baby, take out a bunch of loans and send expensive gifts to my home address, just wild out

Go find my old body so I can have sex with myself obviously

Delta when he hears baby talk: *rips a stink one*

off-topic and doesn't pertain to being gay

there is the stereotype that white gays do apropiate black women culture and vocabulary, thats why I asked as a joke

Made an amazing apple risotto. So creamy. Immediately got sleepy.

30 and on Anon Babble

god i will never turn out like you.

nice zogslop

My cookies? Almond. My soap? Almond. My shaving cream? Almond. My amaretto? Take a guess bitch

kinda felt he was but good for him

hole almond too?

I fucked clappingdaddycheeks 2 weeks ago
the sex was mid

thats a secret for the initiated only

I will kick that creep deltoid's ass for real this time

oh he got outed

is there anybody who can satisfy u???

I believe that you won't.

almondpilled???

at least make your jokes make sense

An ex-bf (only dated for 2 weeks) keeps sending me random text messages...

"Ok so this is the part where I get fucked up,
text you, explain myself so adequately
with sculpted prose, scraped from

my dull teenage skull,
that you instantly become intrigued

and shine mild attention
towards this greasy heliolatry wreck
that I've become

another thing to add to whatever anxieties I'm failing
to mask

this, isn't. even. a. poem.

These phoney words
are the exoskeleton of whatever emotions I'm failing to convey"

I don't know how to respond to them so I just ignore them. Do you get weird messages from your ex's or hookups?

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based hyrax poster

Why are gen z straight men turning homophobic?

So comfy.

that roof is in terrible condition

Tell him he should do open mic

is cuddling with a guy better than petting your dog?

do both at the same time, and if u cant ur a failure and ur life is a failure

lol okay might do that, another message of his...

"Love won't protect you. Other things - the sky, the wind, anything else that might sound profound - they can't protect you. If you say that you've never thought about fucking your friends then I know you're a liar. There was that whole period when you kept telling me that you were losing interest and you couldn't see me. The deys after you left were weird. I'd accepted things already but I think things were still mostly abstract but the pain still hit in complicated ways. I still can't stomach the image of you leaving the room for the last time. I want this text to be as much of a catastrophe as I am."

We only saw each five times over a two week period.

same thing

straights want to be victims so badly they see a leather daddy at pride and cry "OMG THE CHILDREN"

I have to wear compression stockings now they make me feel like a little school girl

sexo white boi

what is even the point of this miserable existence
like you are born, you suffer and for what even?

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how old is this guy?

Gotta push through it and trying to be the best person you can be. Hopefully afterlife is real and being a good person pays off and if it isn't well we won't exist to bother.

hurry uyp and end it then if its so bad spare us this boring ass whining dude fr

A lot can happen in two weeks. Clearly a lot happened for him, anyway. Maybe he'll write a book about you. Imagine that. A whole book. About you.

I wonder how much strength and muscle I can build if I visited the gym
3 times a week again

Honestly I'm going to go through with MAID if they allow it for depression if they make it legal

he's 18 now (long story short he lied about his age when were together and i broke up with him once i found out)

you are so annoying and look so obnoxious too
you are a narcissistic attentionwhore but i don t even know who you are, sad

"To be the eyes, ears and conscience of the Creator of the universe, you fool."

homogeneous sub fem boyfriend

giton is cute

i can be an attention whore ngl but at least i try to do it with stuff that could be somewhat remotely interesting not just whinging + moaning
homogenous ultrapasteurized boyfriend

shut up larry

i didn't say he looks bad, i said he had a punchable annoying obnoxious narcissistic gayface, 10/10 on i would punch scale
idc buddy, you need to learn to not tell me what to do next, i am the boss here, i own this gen from now on, if i wanna fill it with whinning then i am going to do that

rrrr..

shut up and marry me

We spent less than 24 hours in total together. He has an exaggerated sense of emotions.

Something recursive I'd wager. I don't work with them, you'll have to ask Mandelbrot if you want to understand them.

Hexagons are the prime form of nature, bees and wasps and stuff build their nest in it. Organic chemistry also relies on hexagons. Hexagon shaped street grids would also for three-way intersections - with 120 degrees sightline in each direction. You could, in theory, make a hexagonal Ouroboros.

Allwissend

As if. Nobody likes a knowitall. But thanks.

do you have fat thumbs

Yeah that can happen with some people.

i wanna be yuor last first-kiss

18

The feeling of being loved/in love is a powerful drug. This can be proven scientifically.

I fell in love with Deltoid one night when the moon was full
I was unwise with eyes unable to see
I fell in love with Deltoid, with love everlasting
But Delta tried to dox me

dont get corny on me i cant resist and its not fair

I need to get back in the gym and pump up my chest Arnold was right
It does feel better than cumming

I just want to know what general location you're in

This does not, however, imply more relativism. On their contrary, his awareness of their mutually determining nature sharpened the intensity of Milton's distinction between good and evil. He was an extremist by nature, to whom the middle ground was foreign territory, and his writings are notable for their radicalism of opinion and vehements of expression. How can Milton's fiercely partisan approach to every issue that he considered - from whether day is preferable tonight in a student exercises, to whether God is more admirable than Satan and Paradise Lost - be reconciled with his constant conviction that every concept, and everything, is defined by its other? The answer lies in the distinction between concept and thing. Milton believed that the kind of knowledge that can be attained but the human mind was necessarily contingent, or limited. It was limited by cultural and historical context colon the ancient greeks, for example, had been culturally unable to arrive at monotheism. But it was also inherently limited by its internal properties. The human mind is designed, or has developed, in such a way as to live in time and space. To exist outside time and space, the human mind would have to become something different than what it currently is. The same goes for such ideas as causality or extension; without the capacity to think according to these categories it would be simply impossible to have any kind of recognizably human experience. We do not, therefore, experience the world as it really is, we experience the world as it appears to human beings. And we know that this experience is contingent upon -limited by dash the inherent nature of the human mind. It follows at the concepts we form of things, the way they appear to us, do not correspond to the things themselves. They are thus two kinds of Truth: the truth for us, and what modern philosophers call the world a phenomena, and the truth in itself, in what it is known as the world of nomina.

dont you want my credit card so you can travel here too >:|

you're too far away anyway

delta in pizza tower

delta in comet ping pong

Homogays.

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you’re not even a real boomer

uwot

pizza tower is a video game, comet pingpong is a pizzaria that is a part of a conspiracy theory about paedophile politicians

delta was jimmy saviles apprentice

Wake up

Mutts are posting

Worst day

is me being as boring as I am really so much of a problem for you that you have to keep calling me a sex offender

im not that anon, im just a helpful lil fella

pls help me pls
i am too fat and tired

Can't the yanks go to sleep now?

its 01:47

it's 09:50

I are the boomiest.

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can someone give me like $800 to get stuff to learn how to fish sew bike and get a cat and do photography. i need a hobby

I like you. Sounds wholesome.

pls help me pls help meeeeeeeee
why are you ignoring me
go away bozo no one cares
those are lame ass hobies, what are you a hipster??

rn im gonna listen revenge subliminals cuz I cannot let that fucking bitch get a pass to get away with it

spent 82 bucks at michaels

I will always ignore larry.

If posts claiming he was just shot and needs an ambulance, if he says his house is on fire, if he posts from an overpass and says he is ready to jump, I will still ignore larry.

I will always ignore... whatever his name was.

You better make some cool paintings boy

that's a lot of crayons

why

shallo sitting on the floor in his room, innocently eating his crayons.... and then i walk in

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pls help me pls don t ignore me

im tryna paint munsell color sheets right now so i can test mixing every color and see where my pallette needs more chroma if anywhere

you cant just repurpose posts you made at haribo to me

I will always ignore do-not-ignore-me poster.

talk about gay topics for once you crybaby. this is like going to a wienerschitzel to ask for psychiatric help.

what is a chroma

I'll think of an original sexpest post for you baby, dw

my eyeballs hurt from lack of shallo torso

if you would have offered me empathy and emotional support for my pain, i would have been nice
i suffer heavily from trauma and pain, daily 24/7 and i am angry aggressive often
i talk a lot abt gay topics but you all are way too fixated on talking on the same boring mentally ill top this bottom that twink this bs, i am tired of it, literally the same convo over and over

wienerschitzel

Now we're talkin

its like describing color in a how colory is it type way. So the peak chroma in Red would be the reddest red. and when you talk about chromatic value when it comes to paint pigmants youre talking about how Red you can get with what you have available. Red is a bad example because nobody mixes red but orange for example. if you need a really orange orange you might have to buy a new tube for that orange if the yellow and reds at your disposal cant mix orange enough for your needs.

pls no food, i am hungry and fat hideous subhuman ugly already, pls no

im skinny again

death to all attractive people, i hope they slowly die in pain

lots of great influential people are unattractive or weird looking to a degree

i want someone with no standards to fuck me :/

I fucked shallo 2 hours ago
he lay there like a dead fish and didn't make a sound, it was weird.

larry, everyone becomes ugly eventually. Most start that way. Those who dont have their own problems. Everyone has problems. So you may as well at least enjoy your food. Good food is a blessing.

mood, that is kinda why I also dislike the tiktok british bi guy

that doesn t mean jack shit amd brings no comfort, life is still shit if you are ugly even if you are influential and successful, the pain from ugliness is innate and doesn t go away no matter what

how skinny

This looks so good, but American veal is a scam. I want to try this in Germany or Austria

my clothes looser

me me me

shut up bitch

ur hole looser after we rendezvous

smart that way the niqab is more effective at preventing you from leading men astray

cope
seethe
you'll die here

i'm 49 and am on the chanz
...
remember you are here forever!

did anyone play those fischer price computer games based off the knights or pirates sets?

Well home cooking is always better. Good luck finding anything in a modern diner that wasnt frozen and processed first. People pay more for ambiance and think chain diners are making real food, But they are mostly just reheated edible sculptures made to look and taste similar to the foods they are identified as. You wouldnt believe how many entrees are served that are just frozen and reheated.

Thats why Five Guys charges so much for something as simple as a damn burger and fries. Real food has gotten so expensive and everything has gotten so commericialized that people are normalizing drive-through microwaves as eating out.

cope, it is not abt being ugly, it is abt feeling unlovable and being rejected by everyone that hurts, you can have money and be successful and it won t matter, people won t love you for you, just for the stuff you have or you do for them directly not just bc of your mere existence, you are naturally unlovable and that is a fact, only pretty people are truly loved and you cannot buy, earn or get that shit, you are born with it and is unchangeable, it is pure luck and this is what sucks, the hopelessness of it all and the inability to do jack shit abt it, and no, most beautiful people remain beautiful even with age
whatever, it is good that i bitch here instead of taking my anger in other ways, i would do a joker scar on a pretty person to disfigure them if i could get away with it, i am bitter asf but idc, suck my nuts bitches

I fucked Durian 10 minutes ago
the sex was mid despite the hole being loose

are you really 49?

did his hole smell like durian? I'd knock that down to low from mid

i never cared about anything

weirdo!
... i mean is that really a thing? was a long time since i played with fischer price....
yes. yes sadly, am mentally 5 so it's ok :P

stop complaining abt being ugly, it sucks bro but you can always be kind nice funny and work on your personality to please others so they stand your ugly mug

wow, so you want me to be both ugly and a cuck? if you do compromises for others so they tolerate your existence just bc you are ugly, you are a loser cuck, screw others, no compromises, i would rather screw them over and make them suffer as much as me than simp for them

You're pretty chill for 49 and yet larry is a sour cunt at 22. He could learn from you

i mean i like big things and trained properly so...
kinda disappointed you didn't fist me as you promised >:(

AAAAAAAAHHHH FUUUUCCCCCKKKK
the british bi guy now is on live :s

I know absolutely nothing about color theory and I went to art school. You're thinking while you make. I should try that sometime. Thanks.

oh wow nevermind the live just ended lol

But this is not true. Have you spent no time at all thinking about why people are attracted to good looking people? As you say, people who are good looking are known to be able to influence people. It inspires the imagination about ones own image. Even for simple friendship. Its why pretty people cling to each other in cliques. They are high on their own imagination about who they are.

You are acting as though looks themselves are substance. You are validating your own imagination this way. I think you are perhaps mistaking infatuation with love or lust.

larry is a wiener ngl

life just ended? wtf? is 4chun the afterlife?!?

I break pasta to spite my ex

This is why no one talks to you.

Its still a teachable moment showing my personal weakness, the 'hurt puppy' dynamic. I am often drawn to people who seem like they just need a friend or some help. Unfortunately, I later learn why they have no friends who will help.

But people like wieners.

lol this must be a thing because youre the second person Ive heard say that.

true... but i'm talking about the brain :|
ps i heard you have nice wieners... business makes strange bed fellows... what if you slipped a wiener into my pocket? ...

people are attracted to hot people bc biology also wtf are you even saying you are basically agreeing with me that no one likes ugly people and everyone loves pretty people even just for friendships, ugly/average looking people settle in relationships with each other just bc they can t do better, that is why most couples are looks matched, if they could get prettier people they would do it, it is all abt looks

you don t want to be a simp cuck and bend the knee you ugly subuman fuck???

that is why no one likes you
bruh

Legalize pastatution

gimme a color to try and mix

No. Nobody is 49. People don't live that long.

friends is not real
love is not real
loyalty is not real
no one truly cares abt you, abt me, abt John Doe, abt anyone, we are all alone in this hunger game called life and we have been dealt a hand that we have to play to the best of our abilities, it is just that you got a better hand than me, so fuck you

prussian blue

this voc did not get the attention it deserves

are pressure cookers/instant pots a meme?

root beer brown

i need like a swatch or something to copy

n-word please
suck my manly nipples?

if you cook a lot they’re very handy

i am a good person
you are the evil ones

You're the exact kind of guy that's always trying to fuck me so maybe

lol this reminds me of a bf in high school. He introduced himself by following me into the restroom and asked to borrow my comb that I kept in my baggy hip pocket. Then he would give it back by slipping it back deep into my pocket so he could rub his hand past my boner, smirk and hurry out.

I am mostly just re-telling the story for larry to read though, so he knows what its like to not be born fug and have effortless teen romances that will never, ever happen for him, and that such experiences missing from his humanity are tantamount to being born without a limb and will never, ever get it back or know any other life than being a circus freak.

white boy bussy pink

so pretty

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are you tiny or are those brushes gigantic?

i'm sorry :(
yeah i heard of old freaks hitting on qt's and whining about age being just a number etc
me, i fucking feel sick when finding under 40 hot or otherwise attractive :C
lmao! damn i think i like you!

im tiny

take the same pic but lose the pants babe

really? I've seeing some recipes and they don't look really different from recipes made the regular way, some even look like a hassle to make compared to normal ones

I'm gaygay not playgay

hm i wonder if your waist fits into my hands

i told you i was going to sexpest u

I think these most recent posts are an opportunity to get rid of larry, if you know what I'm saying

i am just kidding
i will never do anything like that i am just edgy and trolling looking for bait, just for the record, i am extremely harmless. you are the ones without empathy cruel, i am just sad whining here

Bro you wouldn't even hit those 9/10 twinks begging for it on grindr i capped and posted. You'd kidnap them, get them home, and then make them watch you sashay around the room in women's clothes because that's your actual sexuality.

keep in mind that the police here doesn t give a fuck abt abuse to women, let alone faggots haha

I'm gonna move there fuck your problems bro

test

poke and make the suffering person suffer more

i wonder what are they going to do

wow
i am too dysphoric to have a sexuality
fuck off

There's a lot of guys there with pink nipples and white skin. I didn't know that until grindr lol

join new gym

day after my first session receive an angry message from ex about me "stalking him" by joining "his gym"

place is literally around the corner from me while he must make like 40 minutes just to get there (meanwhile his old gym was 5 minutes away from him)

Why are bottoms so delulu? Was he trying to preemptively gaslight me (before I first saw him there)?

As larry struggles with his fantasy of being a psychotic woman trapped in a broken mans body, he will never know what it was like to be an androgynous twink frequently mistaken for a girl without even trying, drawing drunken, increasingly crude flirtations from curious homophobic jocks at parties, beginning with rude questions, fascinated and disarmed with my patience, going from down-low innuendos to blunt brutish propositions.

Larry will never know getting higher than deserved grades from unmarried teachers, envy from boys jealous of my coterie of giggling girls between classes, or being invited by older bad boys to secluded hang outs with ulterior designs. He will never know the simultaneous privilege of comfortably being a male and yet coyly watching the fixated, predator stare of slack-jawed country boys, certain they seeing something female in my smile, and watching their eyes betray their imagination.

He will never know or experience any of these things, because he never deserved them, and never, ever will.

i hope all of you get brain damage and are in pain every day and i will wish curses on you daily instead of whining, though not even a person with brain cancer suffers even 1/10 as much as i do, i suffer so much that it is not even smth you privileged fucks can even imagine
fucking kys

not experiencing that doesn t bother me at all lmao
you don t even know how to hurt me

they let you cook food faster (and i think some things like beans taste better when cooked in one) but that’s really it, if you don’t cook all that often they don’t save much time

you know what, it is way more sad and pathetic that you ended on 4chinz while being that, i mean in my case it makes sense since i look subhuman but in your case is just sad, i pity you

if you read this you or someone you care abt will get cancer and die in horrible pain

eating yogurt with oats at 0:33 AM is kino and comfy desu

so what

it seems the british bi guy from tiktok read it cuz his mom died this month and he talked about health problems lmao

youtube.com/watch?v=KnkCSbN-N28

Imagining Larry having friends and fun like this
laughing my ass off
no, Larry, thats not for you

god i fucking hate you all

why are you even doing this? why not offer empathy and support instead?

god hates romania sicko fag nation

stop stalking tiktokers weirdo

you are horrible and awful
where is your empathy?

we were mutuals and such so I dont count it as stalking but non interactive following
and im not gonna stop until I get what is right

bro, i am mad that i am not chad thundercock, a succesful hot man, not your faggot, your faggot is not desirable for reproduction by women

hmmm I see, the only things that it would be useful for me would be lentils and rice but those are super easy and fast to make imo
the only advantage would be the programming function

if that's him I would date him but with the condition of masculinize him

i only care to be attractive biologically in the way i was meant to be, i no longer care abt being a woman as much as i did and anyway my trauma is related to not being attractive as a man so obviously that is what hurts me.. cause i was bullied abt that..

It's not. He looks like a rat

let's see u fatso, that boy is sex

stop this, it doesn t even bother me, you are weird
post hot chads having it all if you want to make me sneed, not some lame subhuman fags

wish they hadnt memory holed the shallo crop top photoset

to me any feminine faggot = subhuman
if they are not attractive in a masc conventional straight way, i don t see faggots as human

nothing disappears in the archives

who asked

what's your end game?

There really is justice in the world. I am comforted knowing that larry has suffered every minute and day that he has existed, but that god knows its not enough, and that every day it must be more and more, until larry understands that it is the same thing, and even then it is not enough.

And the best part is that it can only get worse, as poverty grinds away any hope for escape or diversion. And then better still comes the physical pain of age and a lifetime of increasingly nightmarish memories. Worse and worse from every direction, until his mind is too numb to even become insane. Just an empty stare into the abyss that keeps him captive in life and waits for him in death. No escape, ever.

Just think, there are worms in the freezing dark depths of the ocean that never see light, feeding on shit. Even they have good days. But larry gets none of that. Nor should he. Ever. Thats what he deserves for annoying gaygen with his crying and the cowardice of living to wake up day after day. He is owed more shame and contempt than he can ever pay for in one lifetime.

Just imagine, people who keep aquariums will make a trip and pay for the company of such hideous beasts in their home. But no one will listen to larry even for free.

i can even make a profile with a face pic
i bet you will find that
aslo stop hating me, the same way you hate me, i hate others, exactly the same pain, i get it, you do exactly what i do

hot

i can t* even

Larry, you can not be chad if you cant even be a man, or even an ugly woman. Even human is aiming much to high for the likes of your kind. Maybe you can make art with dog turds as some sort of inspiration.

are you in touch with him? cuz an anon said that he was messaging him but latter admited that he just wanted to see how I would react but that left me with the doubt if any of y'all get in contact with him

person starts as very nice kind but the world bullies them hard and bc of that suffering they become evil

oh wow, you deserve your pain for being a pos larry

bro, chicken or the egg? i was for most of my life a very good person, i was described as being too kind and sensitive.. you are bullying a good person that was so tortured by god fate, people and an unfortunate unlucky existence that they died inside.. seems really sad to me..

lmfao i got you good

Idek who you're talking about tbhon. Post a pic of him.

Larry is here for the same reason he makes contact with any people, so they can remind him that he is less than dirt.

Even manure is useful to farmers, but larry is of no use to anyone or anything at all. At least not until he is dirt again.

shouldnt you be dusting your greasy wig

tiktok.com/@isaiah_23_01
yea you got me that time lol but I think I have to thank you cuz because of that possibility I aint gonna reveal much details

Do not reply to me, dirt.

Wait, why can't he be used as manure tho?

chill out bros, it is too much, i am laughing too much
i want you to suffer, if i suffer you suffer too

Ok that's neat jeffy

I like larry, I think you're all mean to him because it's easier than feeling sad for his shit

i can smell this picture ={

it is only bc i am fat
fatphobic bastard
have some empathy i suffer so much daily and no one loves me

put a shirt on ffs

i'm gay for a guy

I was fat too before u can lose weight .

i'm straight for one

ooh reeallly

ya, but that won t solve my past pain and trauma, that will always be there, that pain will never go away, unless i die inside completely

i don t want anything from here or people to do anything, they can t do anything to help anyway, and even if they feel bad for me and express support, i just can t feel it and it doesn t lower my pain, the pain is too unbearable so i can t help myself and i just come here to do a pointless compulsion to feel better

nigger im from California and you're from the 3rd world and you sound like a hippy faggot wtf lol what's your pain and trauma like? you didn't get to be a futa princess and get clapped by Chads?

being rejected ignored and hated by almost everyone since i was born? being alone sad depressed all my life without anyone to care? is that not enough?

Yeah it's not enough. Where's the real trauma?

that + being sexless loveless forever? those are basic human needs, what are we even talking abt, i will never get my youth back, those were supposed to be the best years of my life and i spent them depressed alone instead of having normal formative experiences..

Trauma is like being molested, being physically abused, being homeless, being an orphan or losing your parents, being in a wartorn country.

Trauma isn't

I'm ugly and refuse to do anything about it, have no friends and refuse to do anything about it, unemployed and refuse to do anything about it.

uwu

needbf

i wrote a long answer but fuck you since you will invalidate my trauma anyway since it doesn t fit your agenda and is not your traditional obvious trauma, idc anyway abt you validating it, ik i suffer and suffered heavily

did u finish your drawings?

i didnt start none

need seltzer

do you drink them by themselves?

what have u been doing

is it just like fizzy water?

Just spent a lot of money. Bought some Ancient Greek plays from oxford world classics via Barnes and nobles gift card I received a while back, as well as a translucent masturbator, and a Loomis book on drawing.

pretty much

nice. i have two of his but theyre more for show cause i didnt read em

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you are hating on me the same way i hate on others, it is the same pain
you deem me as privileged and having/had smth that you wish you had so you hate on my ass and dehumanize me with a passion the same way i look at pretty people and i do the same and deem them as privileged and hate them with a passion, it is exactly the same just in your case you are actually hating on someone very unfortunate unlucky and not privileged at all so your hate is not justified while mine is..

All roads lead to sucking dick. Looping in and back on itself again. Recursive. Sucking dick. Snake eating tail. Ouroboros. Sucking dick. Your own dick.

need cock..

Have they left a place for you where you can jerk it? Interlinked.

What's it like to hold your bottom in your arms? Interlinked.

What's it like to play with your ass? Interlinked.

Do you feel that there's a part of you that needs filling? Interlinked.

Do you like to put your penis into things? Interlinked.

What happens when your anus is broken? Interlinked.

Have they let you feel a prostate orgasm? Interlinked.

All you care about it looks, physical appearance, and that's why you don't deserve to be attractive. You should be in college trying to improve your education, why aren't you?

2 min away he says 5 min ago

don't do it, i don't trust him. he sounds black

there are different kinds of trauma. loneliness can be traumatic.

i have a bachelor already, i just dropped out of my masters sadly bc i feel too horrible mentally and i cannot function and i don t only care abt looks, i value personality more

why aren't you?

i am way too dysphoric depressed to function, i can barely get out of bed and have to force myself to brush my teeth

they came i hath paid

Your loneliness can be cured if it's not the result of trauma. Trauma is something you carry around with you for life.
You're depressed because you use this board 10 hours a day for dopamine hits, when it's not working anymore. You have internet addiction, ok that's valid let's get that treated and go back to school. There's a plan for you.

chronic loneliness leaves scars even if cured. you can develop abandonment anxiety that interferes with your life even if you do find people to be with.

siiiiiiiigh i'm just burdened by the weight of my vast intellect... i see everything wrong with the world you know... that's just how it is with an IQ of 105...

chicken or the egg
i am miserable bc i am here or i am here bc i am miserable

are you going to be festive this year?

Abandonment issues are real trauma, and tied to your developmental phase as a child. If you're having trouble bonding with people because you fear abandonment, that can be addressed with a therapist who will help you. I share this specific issue too, fear of abandonment.

no, but I'm making tank a Christmas card. hbu Mr. Shallo?

I'm not your caretaker larry, i told you what you should do already

im probably going to smoke crack on Christmas

I abandon people before they have the chance to abandon me. Take THAT, you fuckers!

anyone here into the whole pride lgbt culture? I dunno but some of y'all give me the "not like the other gays/one of the good ones" kind of vibe so I wanna know if any other here actually likes pride month and mainstream lgbt culture in general

The thing is, we're right though because they will abandon us. We're just smarter than they are and get to the punchline first.

I'm sure normie gays have more fun and are better adjusted but I don't like that culture of making gay the centerpiece of your personality like it's a religion.

A gay friend and I were talking about guys and sex after a couple drinks and I shapchatted him saying if he's ever DTF with someone else I'm more than happy to scratch that itch

I don't like being in relationships because it's like trying to fit two extremely complex jigsaw pieces together, it'll never be perfect, or even close to perfect, and I just hate compromising

you dont like quismos? i wanna get an apartment and have a pathetic litttle tree to call mine own

when do you usually?

I'll may be working through christmas and new years because I only have until the end of march to get this project finished. Or not, if I don't get the stuff I need before then.

ughh

that's life. perfection is impossible.

you dont like quismos

never celebrated it when I was little, so it's just a regular day for me. I do like the lights tho

i need to get a chaser bf
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big salty balls

why didnt you celebrate it?

Wow

grew up poor

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how you doing now?

posting for bump limit

much better, I think

its nice getting gifts for people

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