/mmg/ - manmoder general

the only thing i ever watched on nick was spongebob and fairly odd parents, both of which got run into the ground
CN better for sure

I simple dont have gd and it is extremely apparent if you just talked to me or read all my posts.

everything online encourages me to transition

everyone says it's never too late

everyone seems to say, go on HRT, get laser, change your name and sex, and come out to your family and friend

my family doesn't like using my new name and pronouns but they out me to everyone even my grandparents and their work friends

actively discourage me from wearing feminine clothing. buy me weird things like "men's skirts" and call me a transvestite

i am now a man with tits and no facial hair, and out as "my nonbinary transvestite son" to literally everyone

lock myself in my room and refuse to go outside from humiliation

let all my IDs expire because being a non-binary nerd with a flowery name is too cringe for the hood

smoke meth and weed and cigarettes in my room, the basement, and the garage for years

lose all my friends

drop out of college

lose my job

the only thing i have left to do now is kill myself. never come out to anyone. never change your name and sex. never share "my pronouns" with anyone

chudette if she were cis

goals

prove you don't have it, go look up the definition and prove you don't have any of those symptoms

I liked both but cartoon network for sure

social transition just seemed like following other people's demands and really stressed me out, it was such a relief to figure out I could just take hormones and still be myself

I don’t none of those ever applied to me

really? none? why did you start hormones, then?

yeah but now i have to tell people i detransitioned. and get asked if im ftm when i show my ID. im literally the man being like "haha—well…my name is Susan" every time i show my id

it is ok methschizo, you would have killed yourself anyway even if you didn t socially transition, i believe in you, you can do it, roping is not that bad or hard

as loud as hell, a ringin' bell / behind my smile, it shakes my teeth / and all the while, as vampires feed
i bleed / i bleed / i bleed

how long did it take for you to get rid of facial hair with electrolysis?

im in love with you
youre the only one who understands me, larry
they dont know me like you know me
when youre away i feel so lonely

Maybe I won't change my name after all

So I can fit in
It was really fake of me to do since I had no real reason to.

really? that sounds like a bunch of horseshit to me, but okay if that's true you would have no problem stopping HRT and forgetting about all of this, including re-masculinizing and getting even more masc as you age

to fit in

no reason

well, this is a fucking lie!

I haven't done electro yet, just laser, and I still have a little bit of stubble around my mouth and some shadow left even when I shave - but it's like 99% gone and that took a few years

Ye
So I guess the reason was to fit in with people. Oh well I realized quickly that I never will but I kept trying to no avail
Sad
Why is it horseshit
Yeah idk why is it so hard of me to stop hrt. Should just get over myself and go back to my life as a retail clerk
Oh maybe additional resin is that I have nothing going on in my life. So I substituted meaning with troon shit.

i like you too, now don t make me feel bad cause i can still feel some empathy guilt and remorse
if you need to go just find a decent way to go, ik that it seems scary and sad when you feel so many emotions and everything feels heavy and magic idk but life is not that wow at the end of the day, all life is worthless and whatever, nothing matters in the end, and for people that are in so much suffering that cannot be fixed, suicide is just a blessing

Do it first then

or maybe you actually have gd, tardo

I’m tired of this

i can t feel properly suicidal so i am stuck living

ok then stop? if you mean having gd, sorry, that doesn't go away

everything is gonna burn: we'll all take turns; i'll get mine, too.

the reason was to fit in with people.

how would taking HRT make you "fit in"?
Larissa, I know you want me. I know we're perfect for each other. I know you're alone and you need somebody who understands you and I understand you. You also need someone who knows how to hit that G-spot; that goat ain't doing shit.

ywn hit larita's goat-spot

does anyone else's xenis get hard when xe think about xyr dad?

true my love, it is so sad that you need to kys asap, it is the only thing you have left to do as you yourself said

[something disgusting and vaguely offensive] [random TERF talking point] [sexual harassment] [drug reference that isn't even factually accurate] everyone look at me! I Am Retarded!! PLZ RESPOND!!1 incest. Rape, Even!

RAEP

HRT make you "fit in"?

Idk I’m too tired to think about it
Just tell make my shitty feelings feel real?
Yeah I should it’s just an obsession at this point

it was love at first sight…i'll never forget the way you spammes /mtfg/ just like i used to…and then posted penis pics…xe's truly my soul mate…balls…can i see your…balls

hmm … sounds like “gender incongruence of adolescence or adulthood” to me. hey!

methy x larry first date idea: livestreamed joint suicide

I should have gone to the army it would have made me into a real man

trust me, you do NOT want to be a real man
especially not the kind the army molds you into

Welp glad we figured it out to bad it means nothing to me

i want to be a real man also

I never cared about being manly or a real man, and people just wrote that off as me being confident in my masculinity... lol...

Sad that I will never go be an artillery guy threw that away ig
And why not? It was my destiny to be a man why would I card

b- but se- sempai!! i d- don't care!! s- sure, i may have gender dysphoria but i don't c- care!

yeah ya do, huh
yeah ya do, huh

Ok but I didn’t say I don’t care I just said that it changes nothing about how I feel

roping is easier than coping here 24/7, ya know

my heart hurts more often nowadays, i think it might be either bc of my stomach, bc i am fatter and sedentary, i am kinda scared concerned

I think I’m going insane

same but i am already insane

I think I've been insane for a while now

Why is it so hard fr me to just be the ttanny I was mean to be then
Why am I so unique in this

LOL you're not, at all

then why haven't you? besides, i'm more likely to overdose on an opioid or shoot myself in the head than fucking tie a rope around my neck and hang myself! how would you rather die (that's rhetorical).

no u

imagine being a fucking tranny lol

ooh, bitch, girl, it's fat tranny winter

mogs me

who is this cute lesbian and how tight is xyr xussy?

you are so mentally ill lmao

youtu.be/e-Zcz9J1UOs

that's beautiful

i would love to suck a fat old man's tiny, hairy, stinky penis. you know why? because i am a homosexual! there's nothing like really getting your tongue under that cheesy, wrinkly, aging foreskin to lick up all the dead skin, viruses, bacteria and dried piss

time for my hourly pseudo-foreskin scrubbing

please place your penis in a glass of water before rubbing it so as not to waste any penis particles. i'll pay you $20 for a glass

you are disgusting

xe'd long since been overcum with prurient curiosity

Cartoon Network hands down. I still love some nick cartoons like invader Zim and SpongeBob, but cartoon Network has SO many good shows.

The chronic use of Meth produces neurotoxicity featured by dopaminergic terminal damage and microgliosis, resulting in serious neurological and behavioral consequences. Ample evidence indicate that Meth causes microglial activation and resultant secretion of pro-inflammatory molecules leading to neural injury.

the release of neurotoxins including pro-inflammatory cytokines and super oxidative factors are the primary neuronal toxic mediators of microglia

penis tastes even yummier when your microglia have oxidized