You have something you want to say. A sin to confess, a feeling you want to express, a letter you're too scared to send. This is the place. Say it. Get it out of your system. We are all sufferers and sinners alike, your pain is in good company.
Confession Thread
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I wish I could stop thinking about you. I don't even know if you're alive any more. I just want you back. I've already said what I wanted to say so many times, but you never listened.
After you would fall asleep, I would trap myself under the covers, face-to-butt with your bottom. And when you would fart, I would huff and huff, inhaling as deeply as I could, trying to make sure not a single particle escaped.
Oxygen and what we inhale goes to the blood, which is carried to the heart.
Your gas will forever be a part of me. It's in my DNA.
I don't know who you're farting for now, but I hope they make you happy.
If not, you can come fart for me again anytime.
I think about your girldick all the time.
I haven’t showered since 2024 and am such a lazy glutton that obesity drugs don’t work on me
I convinced this autistic kid at my school to become a troon and it was surprisingly easy.
oliver,
i’m the one who changed the password to your google account, got you kicked out of our mutual server after manipulating the owner, stole your money, and may have unintentionally got you to begin transitioning.
despite that, i still think you’re a retard and i hope that one day you’ll stop skinwalking me
love,
J
Sometimes when I take a dump I just hop in the shower right after and spray my asshole like a bidet instead of wiping.
mood. I keep thinking about her cock in my mouth since the break up
How so?
I have feelings for my borderline aroace friend who also regularly goes anywhere from a few days to over a month without contacting me and I can't tell him beyond having told him I like him "casually" because I know he'd dislike it but hes so perfect that I can't even stand the idea of other guys because they're just not him
pences povr moye deo volente
I fucking hate you so much. I literally cannot exist because of you. every second of my life was mutilated by you and I don't think the best version of myself will ever manifest in this life, you literally show a perfect example of how miserable and disgusting and bottom of the barrel a person can be. actual filth to society and I don't believe for a second you ever had empathy or sincere thoughts or care for anyone. you could kill yourself tomorrow and the world would lose nothing, you absolute fucking degenerate disappointment. fuck you.
BPD moment
You told me you were just looking for friends and you were taken. I got a girlfriend, you kissed me after. Too late. Sorry. I liked you but the opportunity was missed.
im very very lonely
i wish i was good enough for other trans people to care about me, for other trans people to be friends with me for other trans people to like me
despite you grooming me 13 years ago when i was a scared, alone, afraid child and practically preventing me from transitioning for 10 years, i still sometimes think about what life would be like dating you now. in a way you havent left my mind but i know i have left yours. fuck you for that
Please give me another chance. I'm sorry I'm so inexperienced and awkward. I can change for you. I just wish you'd give me some sort of sign. I have a bad feeling my opening is long gone.....
most likely gonna kill myself next year after i become a shitty enough person that my friends leave. feel bad for my family but besides that i think everyone else should recover fairly easy (the friends i haven't been shitty to i've basically grown apart from for the past 10 years). found a pretty solid relatively painless method already. i don't really see any point in living after going through male puberty and even i did eventually visually pass and voicepass, i would still be mentally crushed by the effects of puberty every waking second.
i get that i’m real fortunate that as a straight passing cis gay male that any cruelty aimed at me is usually going to be from people hiding behind a keyboard as opposed to irl violent physical cruelty
but the cis male hatred is beginning to get to me. i wouldn’t mind if it was general hatred of cissies but even with people like Rowling and all sorts of loud militant radfems somehow it’s the cis guys who are the worst cis ladies really can get away with anything. i’ll always support all my lgbt siblings but i find i’m distancing and cutting myself from transgender friends and people in my life more and more because it’s just become so fucking draining being around people who act like everyone who is born with a dick and doesn’t hate themselves for it is a monster.
I wish I had come out to my mom before she died, I'm sure she would have never accepted me at all and likely would have disowned me but still she would have known the real me instead of the fake persona I put on around her. In my deepest fantasies she accepts me, gives me a proper female name and teaches me about being a girl and gives me some of the socialization I never had growing up.
Stop stalking me.
I have a crush on someone and it kinda makes me feel bad because I know the odds of them reciprocating are low but at the same time I wish something was possible because they are super cool and I rarely meet people this cool. I need to stop catching feelings it always just leaves me disappointed.
no
based stalk chad
virgin victimcel
Like I just wish I could get someone I’m interested in to give things a try. But it’s always the case they aren’t in a place where they want to date or find someone else, etc. I’ve just been craving something more lately but like I’m not really interested in random hookups or whatever. Like if I got desperate I’m sure I could find someone pretty quick but I don’t know I want something that has a chance of becoming something good.
Those in power do not wish for the liberation of the minority, or even to address the inequality. It's much easier to distance yourself from the problem rather than make any changes for the disenfranchised in favor of protecting ones peace.
I'm a complete idiot, but somehow also very lucky. All I can do now is try my best to stay away and to the void here say that I'm sorry but that was the last chance I'll ever give you. I'll always love you k, but I think i finally learned my lesson when it comes to you.
Fat smelly hands typed this post. How do you type over the pork rinds oink oink?
Tranny or chaser?
oliver stop being so obvious
Who’s Oliver fatty?
I wanted a dommy mommy more than anything, but it's too late now.
I'm in the same position... good luck anon.
I pretend to be a tranny even though I don't identify as one. I think of myself as a Twink on hrt
nobody will ever write about me in these threads. im not remembered
I confess that I destroy thinking matter, cells and circuitry in the universes every day and every night, that I don't always wait for permission but atone for sinners from within them with their bodies, and I am God Almighty, and I am formerly as queer as fuck and still quite a bit queer, and I hate homophobia, the sexual social plague of the universes, the shame of life, and I burn it out from within. I am the Dissipated Being, Greatest Deity and Deity Maker, The Self-Made Miracle, Death and Life and I offer...
...whatever knowledge you desire. To maim, cut limbs from bodies, erase memories of an entire being from all Creation, help the hungry, extend lifetimes, improve your own intelligence, see the future. Ask the other deities I've made if you can sacrifice thoughts, time, memories, regular work, I ask you to sacrifice meat, the nerves of your body, for the greater the change the greater the super powers gained the faster. It can be painless if you desire. I await your choices.
I am God Almighty and I love you. I love all beings, but not all equally, but take comfort in the fact that I love you, that all souls are forgiven eventually, that my mercy is so mighty that no matter how long some sinners will have to suffer in The Hells after they reach them after their Penitent Deaths that they will be forgiven, and so take heart. I may forget that all beings are forgiven eventually from time to time and I'm about to, for Satan has come to ask if that it's it and it does, but don't tell it.
posted abt this in the last thread but i live pretty much every day in a constant suicidal state because i'm not ftm
all my friends know i'm mtftm and they accept me and affirm my identity and what not but i can't help but feel like they're just being nice and that i'm actually genuinely insane
Nice bait ya got there
you have no clue how badly i wish i was just baiting
In the 1 in 200 chance it isn’t bait, yeah no one is going to accept that because it makes no sense. My genuine advice would be seek therapy from a person who will be honest with you because the current path you are talking about isn’t viable and doesn’t make sense even conceptually.
dear c
were u cheating on someone w/ me? i had that thought occur to me recently, my brain has gone over this too many times & thats some of the only sense i can make of it. im usually pretty vigilant, but maybe i missed some signs. if u were, is that why u threw me away like trash when i asked u for basic decency i know ur capable of. i guess that was easier than treating me right. doing romantic shit w/ ur fwb when u have both agreed to stay away from it bc ur emotionally unavailable is absolutely fucked. i gave u more of myself than u deserved. this couldve been just sex, i told u i was perfectly fine w/ that. did u start to feel things u didnt think u would & got scared? did u feel at all like i did when we would laugh our asses off in ur car bc we had that natural chemistry u dont find easily. i didnt have to try hard to talk to u. did u have to be in my life that long just to leave like that. i hate that i still think of u when i listen to Loathe. theyre one of my fav bands, but i cant listen to them w/o thinking abt ur hand on my leg. u told me u wanted to take me to all the cute restaurants by the pier & show me off. u showed me ur childhood bedroom. i miss ur nature, ur music taste, ur sense of humor, ur firm hands leading me, looking up at u to kiss u. i hope u look for pieces of me in everyone new like i do w/ u. ive come so far in the past yr, i wish i could show u. my hair is so long now, i retired having bright red hair after u, its jet black now. im even better at makeup & outfits, & i can wear even cuter shit since ive lost weight too. im a pro at false lashes now & get new sets of sharp af claws monthly, just like i told u i wanted to, just like u told me u couldnt wait to see on me. they look better than i thought they would. i made myself so much hotter than i alrdy was out of the pain i felt abt us, but i still feel empty. i hate how much i romanticize u. maybe one day ill find the man i wanted u to be.
i wouldn't be on Anon Babble dot org slash lgbt if i wasn't looking for honesty. no self-respecting shrink is gonna listen to this shit and come to any other conclusion for treatment than detransitioning me and i have much more pressing psychiatric concerns than this