I am a straight cisgender guy and I struggle to be content being one of my kind.
Men are just so disgusting. We are hairy, sweaty, smelly, rough, coarse, brutish creatures. We are aggressive, and scary, and violent. I honestly don't understand why anybody can feel attraction to men. I don't understand why 100% of women aren't lesbians. The idea that gay men exist is disgusting to me, not because they are gay, but because I don't understand why a man (who is programmed to be attracted to women) would instead seek out companionship from the more putrid sex.
I don't want to be a woman, because I am not one. And I am not worthy of being one. But I wish I was worthy of being born with a female soul.