How do I stop hating myself so much for liking mtfs? It’s eating at my soul. I would like to build a healthy relationship I just don’t want to completely isolate myself from trans shit because I like you guys but I think going outside my help. I really don’t know what to do
How do I stop hating myself so much for liking mtfs? It’s eating at my soul...
why tf do you hate yourself for liking mtfs? are you religious or smth? or scared of being called a chaser? im biased as an mtf but i think (normal) ppl who like them tend to be pretty cool actually
everyone loves us in current year, you really don’t need to be ashamed anymore
This is a joke right?
Yes I don’t want to be a chaser and I’m not fucking normal I’m an autist
ok well what about mtfs do you like so much? is it the dick? the personality? imo youre only a real chaser if something specific about a trans woman (usually the dick) is more important to you than their humanity or womanhood
why would it be a joke? we are very desirable and just about any guy would be willing to be with us
Trans people are a very hot political topic
Their brain so their personalities
I see them like me
I want to be with someone who is like me
lol
ok so then you just get along with trannies, thats chill
yes we get lots of attention and that’s part of what gets everyone so interested in us
I just obsessed over them a little to much aswell
It’s all I can talk about
You sure your not repping? I did that for a while and I just thought I had a tranny fetish or something, then I crossdressed for the first time and I was like "oh fuck". Maybe you should try experimentation to make sure you haven't buried something.
Yeah but not all that attention is good
No attention would be the best for trans people in the future
nooo dont listen to this anon please we dont need another tranny we need another guy who is just nice to us :((((
No I’m not repping I’m more than sure
I’m also sexually attracted to trans women bodies
I mean I haven't trooned yet, but that experience told me that now I need to have a good long think about what I want to look like in 5 years.
no attention would be safer for trannies because we’d be mostly ignored but even bad attention can carry affectionate feelings. they love to hate and hate to love
And that is why I like trans people
I loved to hate you but now i just love you and are filled with guilt
Then your into trannies. Lots of guys are into asians and end up with asian chicks, I don't see a problem with that.
thats fine you can just like trans people stop beating yourself over it idc if you bullied them in the past or whatever as long as you are nice :)
well as a tranny i can say i wouldnt recommend trooning unless youre absolutely sure it isnt that great being like this. i think ppl should be allowed to just like crossdressing honestly while still being men (not that thats what i want u to do but i see it too often)
Yeah but like still i just want a normal relationship at the end of the day
I think what makes it worse is that I never had one in my life
Yeah that is why I stay here as well some of you are really nice and I feel very good. Makes my life worth living
I guess I am functional being a guy, pretty good at it too, no one suspects I am a queer. I don't get too excited putting all of it on but then I get sad when I have to take all of it off, and I constantly look forward to the part of the day when I can get into uniform. I know being a tranny is a harsher life, but something in my heart is just tickling me right now. I have never really allowed myself to explore the faggy part of my psyche since I had to man up, I wish I had now honestly.
it sounds like you just genuinely want to be with a trans woman (or be friends with one), which you can do. why could you not just do that?
if you really feel like it suits you better then transition ig maybe im just jealous honestly cuz i wish so bad i couldve been a normal guy but that makes me want to kms so i cant and now my life is worse :(((
Because I don’t know how to date or even meet them
So I just talk to the trans girls here for now
you're alright anon
I think there isn't anything wrong with turning out as a tranny. Its all these other assholes who make it so shit to be a tranny, if people were as kind as they tell themselves they are I think all the fags and trannies would never want it any other way.
ig it depends on where u live, but talking to trans girls on here is a start! (even if a lot of them are... yknow...) you could try just making as many connections as you can, maybe getting invited to discord servers with lots of trans ppl and trying to relate. but u did say ur autistic so i get thats probably hard. idk lol honestly im kinda isolated too i wouldnt know how to meet other trannies
ur right probably i just wish my family wasnt awful and stuff cuz i really really do just want to be a woman. if theres no one in your life that will mess u up for it then i guess give transition a shot if u want idk lmao
It’s very hard
I simply just don’t know discord sucks on the long term
I want to be physically with them
I hope I am anyway
well i met someone who was willing to drive to meet up with a tranny from discord so if u want to badly enough and can afford it you can try that? where do u live? i mean if its in a city theres probably closer options anyway
In Miami
waow four 4s. i feel like there are trannies there, mayb research into local clubs and events and stuff? idek im kind of spitballing cuz i would also be scared to socialize irl. i just interact with trannies and ppl online with discord and stuff and hope one of them is cool enough that we meet up or smth eventually...
Yeah you basically have my same hopes except romantically
I know it’s not going to be successful but I simply can’t search for trans women in clubs I’m too awkward and shy
then idk... could try Anon Babble or /frengen/ if u havent already. i would ask i u want to add me on disc but i live on the opposite side of the country almost so it would probs just go nowhere
waow brown autistic polcel floridanon it's been so long since i saw you last
Did you miss me
Where do you live?
1/3 chance so I’m guessing Washington
oh so thaaats what u meant by "used to love to hate you" damn
not the coast, its not quite the opposite of the country. im in utah... (rip)
Let’s just not talk about that okay? Let’s just say I use to be a bit edgy
But I feel different and extremely bad now or so I hope
Also what even is there like in Utah aside from Mormons?
everyone is edgy when theyre younger anon i used to say the n word all the time when i was 14. as long as you werent like. a 35 year old screeching about trannies then ur fine. u should not hope to feel bad u got better!! also utah does suck like a lot but the scenery is really pretty. mormonism did fuck me over tho so yeah i would not advise you come here if u ever wanted to
I mean I was young but still just like now I’m here like basically chasing trannies just feels wrong
nice quads
why does it need to be chasing them instead of just being interesting in being in a relationship with them? unless ur like... lusting after their dicks exclusively that would be kind of gross and chaser-y. its normal to have a preference for a certain kind of personality. i think u hate urself too much u should stop u seem like a good person
I mean that is what I am doing I’m I not? I’m actively seeking trans women here out. I just don’t give a shit about dick stuff because I know you guys won’t like it and I don’t want to be weird
Well either way Gn anon may we see each other on some other thread
i mean idk? youre allowed to have genital preference for sure, i just personally feel weird about someone being attracted to that part specifically cuz like dysphora. but maybe u relate to trans women, it would make sense to want to seek them out for their interests and personalities nothing wrong with that
gn!! dont know if i will recognize your typing style but i might be around
They should've kissed.