spend whole childhood as the "nerdy girl" among nerdy guys
ratio like 10 to 1
get all their attention
very attracted to them (femrepper cerseimoder)
want to be them
see them do all sorts of cool shit
so obsessed write a huge fantasy novel about nerdy guys doing nerd shit
giant fujo dream
even start making some characters gay to add to it
do some uglification/transitioning of female insert to make as masc as possible
Then suddenly:
tranny and mreppers start making their own fiction (Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Re:Zero, loads of others of the action girl/anime girl trope)
these novels have similar nerdy stuff but it's all about women doing it while also acting like men
male nerds start trooning to live the dream where they can be both cool AND hot AND not have to beg femrepper for sex
she has to watch her way of life collapse, unable to do anything about it no matter how hard she tries
It's like her apocalypse. It's why she cares so much. And it's not a change in her character, it's who she always was. Of course the greatest fujo would be our greatest rival.