Almost three years of HRT for this. I'm so disappointed and frustrated

I am more concerned about my body
I am not confident lmao and that’s despite seemingly passing to people irl
I played soccer. It’s not my parents' fault, in a small town there is immense peer pressure to play soccer to fit in and I was already getting bullied
hon ramblings
I was skinny enough at the start of HRT and If I lose weight now I am afraid of hating my body even more

like you literally completely invalidate and ignore dysphoria with what you are saying. Dysphoria is LITERALLY the difference between how you feel or identify and what you see on yourself or in the mirror. Really stupid argument

Then weight cycle as you are it's not like you could fridgemode harder.

I wanna try but gaining additional weight is proving hard at my current weight. My WHR is still like a 0.73 but my upper body sucks, especially the lack of breast

Try harder. Your ratios wont change unless you change stuff.

Where the FUCK does this twink live
I'll personally put an end to this BOOHOOOOOOO posting

Dysphoria is LITERALLY the difference between how you feel or identify and what you see on yourself or in the mirror.

this is what i mean by cis people misunderstanding or misrepresenting gender dysphoria. if you really believe that's what gender dysphoria is, then you're a part of the problem. another rogd case.

the mismatch isn't between how you feel and how you see yourself in the mirror. the mismatch is between how you see yourself and how society receives you. hence it was considered a delusion, traditionally. we would have people adamantly proclaiming they were the opposite sex, but observation said they were not.

your ignorance precludes identity is a conscious act rather than a subconscious manifestation of your ego. that's why you don't understand what gender dysphoria even is. gender dysphoria is ego dystonia, a mismatch of the ego (the subconscious's idealized version of the self) and realized self.

you call it hon ramblings because it's rooted in the old school fundamentals and it doesn't conflate the modern narrative that anyone can be trans so long as they want to be trans. the idea of wanting to be trans misses the while point of the condition in the first place.

The only self-satisfied transwomen self-identify as transwomen

cis people dont understand

but cis people 50 years ago did

Whatever helps you sleep at night. If this makes you feel like a special little tranny, then go for it sis

i once saw her on grindr when i was looking near hildesheim. not sure how accurate it was

yes I understand your concern, and what I am saying by that is that your body passes perfectly fine, cis women aren't built like porn stars u know, plenty of cis women have a body like yours so especially if you face pass you pass fully end of story

your body passes perfectly fine

NTA but can you show me one example of a cis woman built similar to this?

nta but i have this

these are not comparable shapes. this one looks androgynous, but OP is distinctly male looking. It's not like life ruining she can just hide it with clothes, but they're not the same

is also fixable with surgery btw OP so just start saving if you want to pass naked eventually

You're gonna make me cry and self harm, "distinctly male" hurts

sorry i don't mean to be rude I'm just trying to be objective, it's not life ruining and it's fixable with surgery. lots of us needed to do the same. just start saving and you'll feel better

that's a flagrant misrepresentation.

it's more like: cis people never understood. where 50 years ago they were more exclusionary it resulted in more authentic cases. today's overly inclusive approach is equally as toxic because it has significantly muddied pool.

i'll give you an example. say we're studying the brains of so called trans people. why then, would you include people not on hormones or that haven't had srs within the trans category? that would lead to inconclusive results, but if you don't include them then the activists get all uppitity.

just as exclusion can be toxic, so too can inclusion be toxic.

you don't like the gatekeeping of 50 years ago because you wouldn't have been accepted. the problem is the backlash trannies are enduring societally stems from excessive inclusion. toxic diversity.

it's not cis people learned or cis people had a better understanding. it's literally the module went from respecting the privacy and dignity of the individuals to people thinking they should be on the cover of vanity fair for coming out.

people could respect the legitimacy of cases when there was no incentive to transition. now that there is a /community/ and people get special privilege points for being trans we saw a huge surge of new cases. worse, the surge in new cases was predominantly ftm's who had chronically much lower transition rates and have actively inflated both detransition rates as well as rates of regret. so where the detransition rate used to be like 2% of the population, now it's like 7%. the detransition rate increasing means looser diagnostic criteria of modern transgenderism has resulted in more people getting it wrong. if the intent is truly to do no harm, then enforcing rigid diagnostic criteria is to stop people from doing things that are neither mature enough to do nor informed enough to pursue.

i just don't think lying is helpful. you're still going to feel the same way you do if I lied about it, but i wanted to let you know there's still hope to change eventually if that's what you want and if you just present yourself properly now no one will notice

cool. I don't really care. go actually do something about it if that matters this much to you instead of schizoposting on Anon Babble which will do nothing

Saving for surgery doesn’t give me any comfort or hope as it’s not something I can do now or anytime soon. I am in college and my minijob barely gets me enough for food + small expenses. Besides that, BA honestly sucks and I have only heard negative things about BBLs from people who got them. I guess I just want a naturally feminine body.

I think I look passable dressed or if I pose, but my naked body in neutral pose makes me so dysphoric

lol

you underestimate the influence schizoposting has.

the whole reason you call it schizo in the first place is because some one started the trend.

meaning: you're not a trendsetter, you're just a follower.

I can't imagine what skeleton-melting surgeries would be needed for THAT though

I only agree with the last paragraph everything else is lmao worthy hrt is needed trust me if it didn't work for you then you are a forever hon and should deal with it!

let me guess: you're a non-op riding the pink cloud.

at least you don't look like this

this thread is blesséd by another juicy chubtwink

fuck off, you mog me and you know it

Nope, I am scheduled to get srs in a year or two having a dick is the 2nd reason I hate life the 1st reason is not being born a girl and living some fucked up hyper-religious life that I actually want but would prefer to be a girl and have babies and live with a husband because the truth is that I can't make it as a man I was never supposed to I am short I am very feminine looking in high school people thought I was either a very feminine guy or some girl who is forced to dress like a guy. I always had long hair and I still do to this day. I could never grow facial hair but I did transition young so it's eh. I always had a feminine stupid voice that made playing halo back then a mess when before I even wanted to transition I was picked at, called hot by some pedo online when I am just trying to get snipe kills and trust me I was a hardcore gamer so having all my teammates tell me sexual stuff, give me free items I didn't want because I work for shit. And party up only because they want pictures of some little boy who got an Xbox just to play as a space marine. Like wtf. I hated going to school and people thinking I was some unicorn trans man. So I will just say I wished I didn't have to go through all of that either make me a real man when I start over or a girl with no in-between shit. I hate men and women, a bunch of rude people and women say only men talk over people but they all do it to me every single fucking day of my fucking life. I live in easy mode but I don't want it.

nah we are basically the same except you have smooth legs

I guess I just want a naturally feminine body.

okay but you don't have that, so you take HRT to improve it, and you will need surgeries to get further if you don't want BA you can do just the fat grafting for more natural look, or BA with fat grafting to still look natural but larger results than just fat grafting would have

You clearly have what looks like more breast tissue, a smaller ribcage and wider hips. Like you can just see how my waist fans out into the ribcage and once again up towards the shoulders. I have like wide trochanters but yours are even wider

in a year or two

so you're not scheduled. go it.

smaller ribcage and wider hips

not even

girl stop you have wide ass hips

It is a year out fucktard and that can change because of random preferred boomerhons with way more money I mean I can ask my parents for 50k but I don't like begging them for more money ffs and vfs was the lowest I could go and having to lie and say “oh yes I used all that money you gave me for school to instead get a house far away from you and I also dropped out of school but I will go back if I had ffs and vfs” and they caved. I can't just say “ oh about the going back to school well if I had a vagina I would definitely finish my degree” they will not have me in their will but I am also scared that they already removed me fuck this life!

lol fuck off

zamn this is trvly a Juliemoder chubtwink

MORE

that is neither chubby nor a twink and juliemoder makes even less sense

are you an alien why is your chest so smooth and no nipples

THEM TWINKHIPS THO
so fvcking ZASED

yep this is going on my list of retarded chaser moments

so you're not scheduled.

boomerhons don't just go to the front of the line when they open up their check book. they get monitored for a year of rle just like you. even those that go to thailand have to effectivley win a lottery.

basically: you're an abuser that stole money from their parents and feels no remorse. a narcissist and a psychopath (you sacrificed your long-term relationship with your family for short term monetary gain).

Bitch shut yo German ass up you could always be built worse. I don't even look soft

yes

ya but is the purple cat from sailor moon or tenhi muyo?

It's the cat from sailor moon yes

Why couldn't my gf have hips like yours ... and you're fucking complaining while looking so breedable.

god is cruel

you could do a bit of weight cycling and i think youll make it. your hips are pure sex.

who is your favorite character from sailor moon?
if it's anyone other than tuxedo mask you can fuck off.

hourglass shape

complains

i fuckin hate passoids so much. kys bitch

I looked like OP before amphetamine abuse

I didn't steal they gave it to me wtf lmao. “Hey here is $50 bucks” and then you come along “no you can't accept that because that is stealing you should totally work your butt off and make some old guy rich because um I have too” fuck off and yes they can open their check books but see a lot of boomerhons get a consultation then wait for a couple of months and when things are busy and people liked need surgery they all mass schedule and pay the surgeon some bribing money. I have seen this and I had a nurse who worked for my ffa surgeon to agree with me and admit that they do this. I know it is true but also it is scheduled my surgeon schedules things a year out like a fucking said big mouth oh was that mean well you deserve it shitface oh I am not sorry asshat!

this is a straight up woman

Stop trying to kill trannies by posting women, I know your scheme

I can't shake the fear that it'll just go to my belly. I already have that stubborn lower belly bump that refuses to die

hi molly

<3

notice how the narrative slowly shifts over time. this is how you can tell someone is a liar engaged in an active lie. first it was a year or two, then it solidly became a year out. when there's subtle pieces of their story that don't add up it calls into question the legitimacy of their narrative. if it was schedule: /i'm scheduled for march of 2026/. that sounds much more believable than /a year or two/.

here's the important part: if you're going to lie, then you need to have just enough details to be believable without over divulging irrelevant information. when they start going off about this that and the other thing that aren't relevant to the point you can tell they're full of shit.