Over two years on HRT

I look like a man. I have flat ugly man boobs and no hips either. I hate being a stupid ugly inferior moid. I hate being alive like this

picrel

hot af

"woman"

The only thing that matters is how you holes look and how well you use them. Show bussy

I look like a man. I have flat ugly man boobs and no hips either. I hate being a stupid ugly inferior moid. I hate being alive like this

A woman is way more than boobs and hips. This is your dysphoria speaking, not reality

Fuck off coombrained

Gym isn’t going to make my boobs or hips grow. I'll probably just end up losing weight and looking more bulky and ugly again
My boyfriend isn’t one. He deserves better than me though and I feel bad for him because I am such an ugly masculine tranny
Maybe I am the only one with eyes and who is honest
There is no enjoyment. Everytime I see a woman I feel absolutely terrible because I am so inferior. 9/10 women mog me because they have either bigger breasts or hips or a pretty face etc etc. I am horrible in every regard and it makes me so miserable and it never gets any better

dw they're hugboxxing you.
i posted my pre-hrt physique a few months ago (literally this but with more muscle all around) and everyone said i'm ngmi
so i'm passing on the tradition and saying yngmi, and fuck off.

look. you're not very curvy, yes. but you're definitely super cute. i would try to hit on u if i wasnt such a shy person. i'm sincere!

it’s what makes women look like women. I just look like a man because my stupid moid body wants to ruin my life and not change despite the many hormones. Very little women have no boobs and no hips while also being 5'8 with broad shoulders and an ugly face etc

i'm passing on the tradition and saying yngmi

this is the reason you're ngmi

There is no enjoyment. Everytime I see a woman I feel absolutely terrible because I am so inferior. 9/10 women mog me because they have either bigger breasts or hips or a pretty face etc etc. I am horrible in every regard and it makes me so miserable and it never gets any better

You shouldn't compare yourself to other woman. As far as I remember you also have a pretty face, your boyfriend is a lucky guy

bitterhons are just sexless, childfree bitches with dicks

How tall are you? I think you pass, but if you're on the taller side, I could see how your lack of curves would bother you. If you're shorter, you look fine.

I look like a man. My boyfriend can do better than me

im too drunk to understand your point <3

174cm so too tall

honestly you just look kinda depressed. i really hope you can find a therapist or something because the only thing this face needs is a smile

he likes that about you probably, you met him on grindr he was definitely at least looking for a tranny

therapist won’t make me look more like a woman. It’s all just affirmation, coping and teaching you to think and act differently. None of it changes the fact that I look like an ugly moid

My boyfriend can do better than me

He loves you, and from all women he choosed you

my boyfriend doesn’t like men kys
And he can do better. I'm just an ugly tranny that would make his life worse.

Maybe I am the only one with eyes and who is honest

Dysphoria, is very cruel and brutal. I hope you can find the beauty in yourself one day.

This whole thread is mental illness. You pass, and you want people to tell you you don't. Log off.

You are a woman and you makes him happy, he loves you

I look like a man and you’re just hugboxing newfags from twitter and reddit

His mom is concerned because I am trans, he can’t even tell his dad and we can only ever adopt children at best. I am just bad for him

Can't you be happy at his side?

your problem is thinking you need to look more like a woman.
like, your face is cute, your body is cute, you look like any woman and given how anxious you are about your looks you also think like a woman. no one here is hugboxing, you're already a whole fcking woman at 2 years hrt and you still have some years of puberty ahead of you.

i'm a bit sad that you don't see it. you should be kinder with yourself and i really really hope one day you can see how beautiful you are :(

I'm doomed to be an ugly masculine abomination and will only bring misery. He is the sweetest man and could be so much happier with just a normal woman

Fuck his mom and dad

You are not ugly nor an abomination, just stop

I don’t see it because it’s not there. You guys are just hugboxing, the type who thinks anyone is valid and pretty and ohmygosh so pretty uwu. Everything about my body is awful, nothing is feminine or pretty, I look like a disgusting abominable hulk compared to women. I could post pics where I am next to my friends to make it obvious but won’t for obvious reasons

Yes I am. Everything is horrible and my body only ever works against me. I am doomed to be an ugly masculine abomination or dead. The only reasons I haven’t killed myself is because it would break my boyfriend and mother. Every waking day is hoping for changes that never come

But you literally mog me hard dumb bitch. I'm not hug boxing you or trying to be nice, I'm telling you the honest to God Truth. You look like a girl, even moreso if you put makeup on. You will never believe me though, because dysphoria can't be cured with words.

You're mentally ill and think you look like a moid. If it was completely hopeless, I would tell you.

go to fucking therapy.

nigga if you will never be a woman, why are you covering your breasts? men do not do this. fuck off

your boyfriend is 100% gay leaning if he's bi. i bet if you learned what gay face looked like structurally, you'd probably see it in him.

You even have a fucking bf.

You can also get one, you know right?

you think you look like a moid

I do. Taken by a friend at a party recently. Gave me a reality check and made my skin crawl. I want to disappear

you actually pass well here. i think the selfie is just distorting your features? your head looks really small, which actually helps a lot with any masculine features you may have

No I can't, I can't even find the courage to leave my house. I am forever crippled by social anxiety, and self hatred.

Its an unflattering angle for sure, but you still look exactly like a girl to me. But again, dysphoria won't let you believe me. Anyone who compliments you, you consider redditors. You want to validate/"confirm" your own self hatred

wtf is this hugboxing

ffs or something

Just try to make a Tinder at least

lol this isnt even hugboxxing. i think my mom would look a lot like you do at that angle. she's just german. i think it's far more important how compact your face is and how small your forehead is than anything else. you, sincerely, just look like a slightly below average woman and it's the size of your face and head for the most part.

yeah lemme just get 10-100k out of thin air. Easy money

I'm not her but that 100% reads as male to me

Yes because I am a moid. My skull and forehead are gigantic and my face is smaller. I look like an ugly abomination, like an ogre with protruding bones

THERAPY

your features just look smaller in general. at least from that photo. i bet if you measured them they'd be mostly average.

maybe work instead of whining on Anon Babble about not looking like a woman when you clearly pass

clearly pass

I already explained it’s all just bogus that won’t make me look like a woman so it’s pointless. It’s just coping
I am huge compared to my friends who are on average up to 10cm shorter, which is the female average here. Only one friend is 2cm taller than me out of like 20

Julie's back to self defeatist attention seeking posting again? I swear I've already seen this episode.

captcha: XD W0W

Can I be self defeating if nature ie my genes already got me beaten down, lying on the ground? Like there is nothing to beat up here, it’s all dead already

That gives me a ton of anxiety. I would have to make an account, which would require nice photos of myself.

I never take photos, and I'm ugly. If I did that no one would even want me anyways

Just try, you probably cute tho

I already explained

more like you already proved you're seriously mentally ill.

huge

it's called being a tall woman. omg crazy.

It’s just coping

yup. looks like it's what you need exactly

Did you know you can thott on and even show tits/gock/whatever and the mods don't do anything?

Why have you got to attention whore though? what do you benefit from being a "celebrity" on Anon Babble of all places lmao

Fuck off braindead nazi

I don’t have anyone else to talk to about this. My cis irl friends wouldn’t understand and I cut off online trannies because they’re mostly just awful people

Maybe eventually. I'm going to look so stupid though. If I actually meet someone on tinder, they're going to see how much of a weird socially inept freak I am.

The thought of a man/woman liking me feels like a surreal fantasy.

How old are you?

I'm in my Early 20s

you could use grindr it worked for julie to find her straight boyfriend who isn't into men

At this age everyone is a little inept, just go hang out and have fun

Julie found the guy on grindr?

Step 1 get 360 Lipo
Step 2 breast implants
Step 3 voice surgery
Boom you're a woman

my voice is fine

bitch, you can't even tell if your body passes. how the fuck are we supposed to trust you on your voice?

go back boomerhon.

1. get on pio and EAT
2. get on prog and EAT
3. voice train
boom you pass better than most trannys

I am on prog, 200mg boofed at night

voca.ro/1aZ5yd17NNNy

I will test the waters I guess. I wouldn't consider myself attractive though, so it's hard to believe someone would actually want to date me.

But I'm VERY inept. I've been isolated in my room for years at this point

Honestly from just reading these same threads over and over it doesnt look like you think you pass and you're just bragging about it. i feel sorry for you. i hope you can get past this, you've been here for far too long. it's time to graduate from the tranny board like the rest julie.

deutsche? sounds like a fagvoice tbqhon

I literally cried earlier and do so almost everytime I post. How can anyone think I actually like myself or think of myself highly? I hate my body and nothing changes. Ever. It’s so cursed and doomed and I just can’t break out of it and put it behind me ever

this is advanced covert validation seeking, you need to be honest with yourself and seek therapy.

i would say your body is better than the average trans woman's. maybe try more extreme weight cycling. what's the highest and lowest your BMI has been while on HRT? if you're really in this much pain over this, weight cycling is easy

yeah then they became friends for a couple months then dated

Heyo, your csm/funger friend here
I think you'd look cute in glasses :3

weight cycling is easy

I am eating like a pig and can’t get myself to gain more weight. Sitting at around a 22.8 BMI rn. My lowest was 20 when I started HRT and my T dropped and I was hondosed, my highest was 23.8 a year ago. My face got really round and ugly, I was depressed on cypro and shooting up high doses of EEN (6-8mg/week). Currently at lupron, 4mg EEN, 200mg prog, 69kg and 174cm

drop your BMI to 18-19, go back up to 25+, then drop it again

I'm gonna kms if I lose weight and my ribs and veins or muscles show and I lose fat in places I don’t want to like breasts or butt. Like I will literally cry and dry heave for hours. And like I said I can’t get my weight to go up currently at a 22.8

it will be worth it in the end. you look young, you have plenty of time

Can I try to gain some more and then drop weight again, but not that low? Like I genuinely will kill myself if I hate myself any more than I do already and I cannot talk to my boyfriend about suicide again, he has already had to deal with that pain enough.

assuming your levels are optimal, the lower you push your BMI the more masculine fat reduction you're gonna get. and you need to seek therapy, like badly. you have to control your emotions and stuff and really approach transition objectively and rationally if you want he best outcome. it takes time and investment but if you really want to end your pain your can do it.

I don’t need therapy if my body just changes. I can live fine if I just look more like a woman. What stresses me out so much and frustrates me to no end is that I keep on staying alive and hoping and nothing ever changes and gets better. My body just doesn’t become more feminine at all, period.

HRT alone isn't gonna magically transform you into a voluptuous woman. you need to manipulate your weight. hope is mostly worthless. and you 100% do need therapy if you're posting like this on Anon Babble lol, the cluster B traits are so obvious just from the few posts you've made

I'm not narcissistic, BPD or histrionic. This is just the only place I have where I can talk to people about my body and my problems. How would I do that without people knowing what I look like? So I post a picture of my body so people can form their own opinions

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bro it was nearly daily for a long time like it's been years of this shit

most people don't need this kind of external validation, and it sounds like you're suicidal, so yeah you need therapy. you should do therapy whether you have a full blown personality disorder or not.

lol i avoid this board like the plague so i've only seen a couple threads but that doesn't surprise me at all

I don’t need therapy because it can’t change my body and if my body changes then I won’t be as unstable anymore

it's crazy because she's a psych major and too unaware to realize she needs help lol

I just need my body to change. If that happens, I can manage

well you have my advice, from someone who goes to therapy and successfully weight cycled as i explained and is very happy with the results

lmao oof

nahh put on the diaper, it’ll widen your hips a little and make your butt bigger. Plus, it’s cute :3

kys

do it ur agp you know you want to