Does the feeling of being a gross moid ever go away

briefly in fits of delusion but reality has a painful way of reminding us of the truth

If I held you yes.

stupid anon making my brain feel weird

it does. i believe in you anon

get a bf to reassure you anonette

no. that's why I am going to detransition

As one of those "bfs" who didn't know what he was getting into, I can tell you that this is getting really tiresome

you should feel good.

can you elaborate please?

this is what my bf says. I'm thinking he would prefer a girl who knows she's a girl but he also says he loves me

wow fuck you too then

get a gross moid to not feel like a gross moid

?

imo the only time it felt okay was when i was snuggling with a girl that cared about me or loved me. which is impossible. so no.

went away for me, but the constant fear of being clocked doesn’t ever go away despite getting gendered female all the time and never getting misgendered.

trannies aren't for dating
stop trying to turn them into girlfriends/wives

why does the mere mention of being held give me butterflies in my tummy. fuck you anon

cute

I'm not cute, I also feel like a gross moid...

I'll hold you to make you feel better

thanks anon... >~<

Sounds very cute.
Glad I did it.
Now someone else has made the offer.

we can take turns holding her

That proposition would probably drive OP insane.
Wonder who's closer?

The feeling was inside you all along, only you can make it go away by processing whatever trauma/complex that makes you feel this way.

even now that i pass, i always get scared someone will find out .... i wish I was born a girl ..

NTA, but yeah, it totally would. I think my brain would short circuit.

only you can make it go away

lol lmao shes ngmi

it's not that complex. I just dont know how to process that because I was born a boy and because I was forced to go through male puberty, no one, including myself, will ever see me as the person I want to be.

you must be touch starved,

yeah... pretty much. I dont remember the last time someone hugged me.

I'm in IL, hopefully you're close.

sometiems i can forget that im a massive gross moid but it just takes being in public to remind me

i think i will always be disgusting

australia :(

fuck this gay shit stop feeding the unrealistic mentally ill shit that forms from being touch-starved and havin ppl start flooding ur brain

and yea i havent been held over a year that definetely has nothing to do with how i think

i have a bunch of trans friends from OCE, and they are also so incredibly touch starved .... what is going on in OCE ....

bwuhhhhhh ....

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You need it fucked out of you.
You take dick yet?

chat is this real

it gave me a boner

be touch starved

turn into mentally ill reclusive offputting weirdo

I hate this stupid life, at this point I just simmer in my resentment for being born and hope every night I won't wake up. I can't stand the idea of being a moid, I'll never be a true foid, I'd rather just embrace the void

Being touch starved virgin made me trans
That and the agp yuri porn I was consuming since I was 14yo