/repgen/ - made in Romania edition

If you can look like picrel then maybe.

10 years ago my friends and I were all in the same place in life
All at university or college, a couple had boyfriends but most didn’t
Today, all of them are married
90% of them have a kid, some even have two
I now rot alone
I avoid them wherever I can and have deliberately fallen out of touch
It’s just too painful
I don’t want to see their happy lives full of life
And I don’t want them to see how broken I’ve become

imagine cuddling with her... :3

I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

even if I didnt have dysphoria I'd still be a fucked up human. life is not fair.

I just spent 3 days in the desert alone, nothing but nature.
The dysphoria did not go away, even without seeing anyone I felt worse then ever
I cant rep anymore

open Edge one morning

see Temu clothing ad

open b/c triggers AGP

most future ads are fast fashion dresses from Temu like picrel

I could hide the ads ofc, but the dresses and the clothing models are so beautiful. The clothes are relatively affordable, too.

Repressing is hard. Maybe getting a gf I can buy cute clothing for will help me cope.

repping is probably the single worst thing i've ever done in my life thoughbeit
if i had come out to my parents at that time, at best, i would've become a youngshit that had even the slightest chance at passing, at "worst" i would've had any gnc thoughts whooped out of me for the rest of my life
but because i chose repping i'm now a tall mutant freak that's almost permanently dissociated and zoned out

whats the difference between progyanova and permarin

same i was ahead even lol

at "worst" i would've had any gnc thoughts whooped out of me for the rest of my life

NTA but haven't you already tried beating gnc thoughts out of your head yourself by repping?

Perhaps repping (whether self-imposed or imposed by family/community) doesn't help.

As a repper myself, that's scary to consider, because I don't know what other option I have (that isn't transitioning).

i mean literally being hit by a belt or something else by my parents until i'm too traumatized to think about my gender anymore
that could fix me, i think

On second thought you might be right, but couldn't beatings like that also cause us to double-down on these thoughts and just learn to hide them?

Either way, it's too late for us to get beaten by our parents.

Until yesterday, my dysphoria was pretty bad during the past week. It's alright now, but who's to say it won't return?

Idk how else to cope for now besides work and exercise.

not too late to be beaten by a domme though

I had a dream last night. I was on summer vacation with my cute gf. How many more times do I have to go through this pain before I die?

what good would that do?

satisfy your need to be punished

but I don't want to be punished, I just want to be a qt natal corporate nun/office siren.

The problem is my XX RNG was screwed at birth.

im not trans but knowing one day my grandfathers genes are going to kick in and ill look like picrel makes me want to disappear

that's a pretty cool look ngl

gays will be all over you

Were such helpless little women uwu

corporate nun/office siren.

being an hr lady sounds miserable
i'd rather be shut in remote worker

it's literally what boomer chad looked like in the 1960s

I am in fact a helpless gangly man

i'd rather be shut in remote worker

I'm already a shut in remote worker.

It would be comfier as a woman I guess.

Jimmy did nothing wrong

my parents would have beat me which would have been better

Makes no sense. Deranged bitterhon thought process.

feels good

fake repper, get out

in a different timeline where God doesn't want me to suffer horrifically I would have a husband that looks like that

in a different timeline I could have not been spit out by the tranny pipeline like a unfinished being and left a homunculus faggot, you would think the globohomo would get everyone easily why not me do your fucking job shadow government you left me unfinished