Oww wtf

My cis gf can completely immobilize me with one hand now lol

Kek so glad I separated, thats a pretty cute dynamic tho

i havent lost any strength in 20 months on hrt. do i end it?

Glad someone thinks so
My doc actually suggested bringing my T back up a bit so I could perform better and I'm like... FUCK NO I've dealt with those demons for too long I'd rather struggle on my tests. Tho at this rate I might not have to take one again given the impending POTUS wants to ban us out. Fuck iiiiiiiiit

Eh, not really. My job pays way more on the outside and is high demand. Biggest issue is just that I'll dump out into TX once they sep me so I'm gonna have to move to a new state on my own. Trying to convince my command team to move me to IL before it happens but not likely. Gonna lean on my brother and MiL to help with my kids while I sort everything out, so it'll buff.

Long term plan was to get out at the end of this contract anyhow. Just moves my game plan up by 2ish years. Hoping I can at least get my orchi on Uncle Sam's dime before I leave.

Last I heard tricare started covering ffs too, you should look into that if you havent already

were you strong to begin with?
like man tier construction/heavy strong.
like full actualized man.

They do, they cover HRT, top/bottom surgery, FFS, voice coaching... it's actually pretty sweet. Don't think I'll have enough time tho for anything other than the orchi. Trans military advocacy groups say we need to plan to be out by March (worst case scenario) - plus or minus any delays caused by legal actions. And FFS/bottom surgery have pretty long processing times + wait lists cuz of beaurocratic nonsense. Orchi is done in house cuz its a simple procedure so it takes no time to schedule.

i was already probably below-average strength for a man but i should still have lost some strength right?

Good luck anonnette!

what are you basing it on? it wasn't until i experienced how much stronger a cis guy was compared to me that i realized how weak id gotten

a little probably. unless you have been active and maintaining it.
i feel 20-30% as strong as i was at prime man levels imo like -70-80% debuff. .
i didnt do much to maintain it though, and i dont do hard construction labor 12-16+ hours a day like i used to.
like the hardest part of my day now is just pushing wheelbarrows like 500 feet up a gradual hill.
where b4 the hardest part of my day would be like jackhammering an entire floor in a skyscraped day 1 cleaning it up.
mixing like 500-1k+ bags of cement, running concrete hoses through skyscraper stairwells and up sides of skyscrapers etc.
pumping entire floors. like its heavy labor. like grab a cement bag with each arm and walking around with 100-160lbs on me was np. constant hum.
i used to run all the gear to mix cement on my back up skyscraper stairs, it would be like 250+lbs of shit.
boston fire department saw me snaking a concrete hose mad fast in a skyscraper one day andwas like "holy shit you should come work for us."
and i was like"nah."

just tested this out. before hrt i could do like 30 pushups? I was able to do 1...ONE

I don't feel any weaker but that was eye opening

you sounded hot af :p

yeah i was an actualized man like warrior/soldier tier physique/mentality.
i still understand man code/honor 100%
its not foreign to me like it is with women or boys that have never reached manhood.

Wasn't weak before HRT

NGMI

i was already on hrt in this 1 for about 4 months.

about 1 year on hrt 13 months in this 1.

This. I unironically was such a waif pre transition I actually got stronger on HRT. Due to stronger legs and better muscle coordination(idk how this works but like my motor skills drastically improved to j estrogen)

tfw no small trans gf/wife to grab the gallon of almond milk and open the front door to our home as I carry 17 grocery bags in order to only make one trip

ngmi bros.....

17 months 4month break cause my gf flushed all my drugs and hrt. but i dose Anon Babble this day and my gf could tell immediately and was very pissed off at me.
she knew immediately i was on estrogen again that day. and was pissed.

me last week. 3+ years of steady hrt stream.

6 months on hrt

used to easily carry a small lp gas tank around the house, nowadays i can barely carry it and my arms hurts a lot. its nice being cute with estrogen, but fucking hell having no strength sucks.

See a doc if it still hurts tomorrow.

now am just a retarded autistic castrated old man than looks like a boy.
.. ... its dope.

i like that my body is feminized. its comfy.

This.
I used to be able to lift a car up by one end.
Now I struggle with a bottle of wine.
It's INSANE how fast the muscle goes to squish.

this was @ beginning of summer without prog.
they are bigger and rounder now.
my body is very feminized fr.

Yep big mood there. Could pull a 200 lbs man + his 50 lbs of gear off the ground to throw over my shoulder. Now? No way in hell. Getting my clothes hamper down the stairs is a struggle ;~;
I remember you from the other day btw. I pulled out of my dread spiral, needed to sleep it off. Thanks for trying to help, your efforts stick out in my mind.

it nice having a chubby feminized boy body to play with.
my brain is broken and damaged though.
like my body is also.
like the estrogen def changes the brain after some years and it starts to show irl.

i have not experienced this
nothing has changed at all for me :(

strength preserving hrt doesn't exist

reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

why would you want this?
men are supposed to be our mindless brutes to lift heavy things for us

What if you can't find a man?