No this isn’t a shitpost, I am being completely serious, yes I understand that it’s a little absurd for a Jew to be asking for advice on Anon Babble but this isn’t the anti semitic board or whatever
I’m an 18 year old trans girl who just started HRT, but I’m still very much in the closet about it, only open to one other trans friend and my girlfriend.
When I got to college, my mother wanted to make sure I found Jewish community since I’ve grown up with it and the school I chose had a rather small Jewish population. Because of this, and because of Hillels Zionism and reform belief, I started going to the chabad. The only issue is, I feel like an imposter going there. The chabad is fairly religious so when I go there, I think a lot about my identity, and start to wonder if what I’m doing is wrong. At the same time, I don’t think I’ve ever been happier, or I guess less self critical and angry, since I’ve started HRT. I don’t pass atm since I only started a few months ago, and no one really talks about trans people negatively, so I wonder if I’m worried over nothing or im lying to myself to fit into a community. Any advice?