Is it worth troonsitioning at age 32 if this is what FaceApp generates when I apply hair and makeup? This is NOT the gender swap feature; Just hair and makeup.
Trooning out in your 30s
u won’t pass but u look like a lateshit husshon
faceapp
it’s so over i have no idea why sm ppl use it when the filter doesn’t even give you an accurate representation of what one would look like
Use the existing thread dumbass, that’s the point of having a conversation
The genderswap filter is unrealistic yes, but hair and makeup filters dont change the face shape
Didnt see a faceapp thread, my bad
Whats a hussy ? Why am i that and not agp
I meant the other thread you made. It looks like it’s gone now so w/e.
Anyway, aren’t you the one with a wife and kids? Do you want to possibly get divorced and ruin your social life to feel less dysphoric?
i’m not saying ur a hussy, but i’ve seen husshons that trooned in their 30s that kinda looked like that
Yeah I quickly deleted it because I used the genderswap feature in that other thread and the first reply said its not realistic. Im a good self-janny :)
But yeah, I am that anon. I think I am slowly getting my wife to come around to the idea via frequent half-joking comments about trooning out. The only real hang up is rugpulling my kiddos. But like maybe I can just microdose for mild effects to stave off dysphoria
Fair enough. Also im not saying im not a hussy either. I might be desu
With real make up and hair, you could pass well. You already look like a woman with strong features, I can only imagine how good you'd look beyond using an app. Better to start now than 40.
Th-thanks, Anon. That means a lot to me. I am getting anxious cus the clock is ticking and Im stuck in a predicament
What about the weightlifting muscles? Do you want to keep those?
I don't know. I see trans women that are 35 and hot but they started before that
via frequent half-joking comments about trooning out.
How the fuck can you even joke about smth like that?
Hell no. I am basically anorexic lately. I think big muscles are grotesque on me now, and I want to get slim ASAP. Pic related is my goal
Do you joke about the discreet Grindr hookups too
For example, we like to point out couples that look alike to each other when we are out in public, and recently i showed her that viral webm of the cis het couple where the dude trooned out after getting married. I was like that could be us, we could be the ultimate couple that looks alike. Stuff like that
viral webm of the cis het couple where the dude trooned out after getting married
Can you post it?
i showed her that viral webm of the cis het couple where the dude trooned out after getting married. I was like that could be us
Christ almighty nigga, how often do you make this kind of joke? and how did she react?
You're not going to get that silhouette.
If you are going to ruin your life do it swiftly so your wife can replace you with someone better for the kids. This is brutal. Feel bad for the kids
Yeah kinda; but I also deny that I did it if the convo becomes serious. I am trying to protect her feelings while simultaneously convincing her to let me troon. Its a delicate balance
Whenever the opportunity arises but im not like autistically forcing it
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I know. But i have a really good hip to waist ratio actually. Better than most troons i have seen and even better than some women
Thing is, I probably wont do it, as tempting as it is. I cant rugpull the kiddos like that. If it was just me and my wife, i would probably ask her in earnest and then do it if she agreed. But now that kids are in the picture, I should probably just repress until I die desu. I kind of want to crossdress as an outlet for my gender dysphoria but thats probably unhealthy since i cant take the next steps so its just a tease that will lead to worse dysphoria probably. How can I repress it fully?
how can I have my cake and eat it?
Just be a sissy cd who fucks men in hotel rooms during “business trips”, purges your secret stash of fem clothing and makeup every 6 months, and then troon out at 50 after your kids turn 18 like every other John, 50
How would it rugpull the kids? They had a wonderful and loving mother and father, now they will have a wonderful and loving mother and mother. The care and quality of parenting doesn't change.
Mangione/10
Idk you or your wife. But she deserves direct honesty on this matter. It's not autistic force, it's an important issue that shouldn't be pussyfooted around. Because she will think you're not taking life seriously if you joke about important matters. I get that it's hard to navigate. You can have a discussion with her and decide what to do. You may need to go to counseling together to decide. From what you've written here, you care for her and the kids to the point you're willing to put them before you, which is great to show to her that you are serious about committing to her and the kids' wellbeing, that's important so she doesn't feel trapped and alone. The gender dysphoria thing hits everyone differently. Idk what it's going to take for you to alleviate it. You have to figure that out on your own. If repressing only makes it worse then it's not good. Focus on your wellbeing and how you need to be happy and healthy to be a good partner/parent. Good luck
False dichotomy.
Why not? The chances that your conservative religion wife will be ok with a “lesbian” marriage to a troon are…. Low.
I mean the "transition now or you'll surely transition later" narrative.
I mean, you don’t have to transition later, but that experience is common to late transitioners
How common it really is, is just your guess.
Now youre talking. This seems to be the only realistic and logical conclusion for me. There is a reason every john 50 does the same thing. I just have to lean into being a DL sissy crossdresser and just get really good at hiding. You brilliant son of a bitch, I could kiss for this blessed validation you have given me…
They were used to having a daddy, and I would be killing their daddy. Shouldnt every kid have a strong male role model in their life?
Thank you for the sincere and thoughtful reply, anon. I think I can muster the courage to have a real discussion with her on it, but I really doubt she would ever give me her blessing to take HRT or get surgery. She is very conservative. I also fear that she will think less of me IN CASE she somehow thinks I have been purely joking this whole time and the sobering reality crushes her opinion of me..but i kind of doubt that cus she knows i go on grindr a lot and enjoy crossdressing. Honestly i think my only real option is what said
lmao i wasnt endorsing being a john 50. i was just saying that sad life is what awaits you if you keep staying the course and living an unfulfilled life.
but if thats really preferable to you vs being honest someone you joined souls with then you do you, diva
enough that it was a like a literal case study lmao
I had no father figure and now im trans :(
when you got married were you thinking yeah i can repress forever or were you not aware of these feelings you had
were you looking at tranny porn since before marriage?
I basically repressed my urges for transwomen and something similar happened to me. I've been getting better after accepting myself more.
What's your point?
if you're asking these questions yes just take your pills, but do NOT trust faceapp or anything to accurately reflect what you could look like because it is a cheap generatively constructed fantasy that doesn't obey physical rules
One mans sarcastic fear mongering is another man’s reasonable plan
Im not like john tho. John is a mega repressor and NPC. I have psycho energy and dark triad narcissism. I cheat on her with men on grindr. I wont collapse like he did. I can keep the dl cd sissy thing going indefinitely. I can have the cake and eat it too.
Oh :(
Yeah I have been fapping to gay and trans porn since I was like 12 years old. And when watching str8 porn i was always unconsciously self inserting as the woman, I realize now in hindsight. I thought I could just keep fapping here and there to keep it at bay and out of my system. Never thought gooning would turn into irl gender dysphoria
take the pills
But we want more kids. Its over, anon. I just need to be a secret sissy crossdresser methinks.
But we want more kids. Its over, anon. I just need to be a secret sissy crossdresser methinks.
nope
look into your option
you will troon out later and it will get worse, you're not fucking special or different
And when watching str8 porn i was always unconsciously self inserting as the woman
I am the same and I wonder how can you function and have sex in a straight relationship? Does it not cause problems?
you will troon out later and it will get worse, you're not fucking special or different
False dichotomy, again.
False dichotomy, again.
lol are you a debate pseud or something? no, retard, look it up
There are more options and you know it.
like what? oh are you gonna talk about conversion therapy, sacrifice and self-acceptance of your given role, finding god, and tradition? maybe saving your race? LMAO
Yeah it does cause libido problems sometimes, but part of my brain is definitely still str8 cus I do get it up and pound my wife to orgasm when the time comes. We dont have sex very often nowadays though. Like we can easily go a month or two sometimes.
Repping and status quo is also an option.
lol
based on what? what evidence do you have for that, and what makes you think you're any different from any other dysphoric repressing tranny? fucking retard you are literally saying the same thing every other repper does, it's a cult I swear to fucking god and you can't even realize it until you pull your head out of your ass and start actually (honestly) asking questions
I do get it up and pound my wife to orgasm when the time comes
So lucky, when I had a girlfriend I wasn't able to do that and we broke up. Scared to try again.
How much of a giga normalfag do you have to be to be gender dysphoric and accidentally end up a husband and father
it's a cult I swear
That's a bit ironic
you can't even realize it until you pull your head out of your ass and start actually (honestly) asking questions
Realize what? Do I want it? Yes. Does it work out for many? Yes. But that doesn't mean everyone should do it no matter anything.
so you have absolutely no basis whatsoever for your assumptions, and you're just magically different and will "win" by lying to yourself and everyone around you as you get worse and worse? your best outcome is taking this to your deathbed with you lol
I don't think I am magically different, I just don't think we are all the same. There are many outcomes but sure, what's so wrong about that one?
lmao
I've done this with so many of you and I don't have the patience right now, see you at 50 john
OP here. My brother in Christ, I brought 3 different girls to bed before meeting my would-be wife, and I couldnt get it up for any of them, even though they were hot and naked for me. It’s performance anxiety. Only reason I could do it with my wife is because she made me feel comfy and confident. Full comfort and relaxation is critical. You just need to find the right lady friend who you can be your true self around.
Thanks for advice, but I am worried my true desire is being with a man as a woman and that's why it didn't work.
I have been coming here for years and never really see anything that would change my mind.