My guy friend raped me and i liked it

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My guy friend raped me and i liked it

my guy friend raped me and i liked it.
it felt really nice to be desired in such a raw way by someone who knew what and who i was, he wasn't disgusting (physically atleast), and he was pretty polite for a rapist i guess, i mean like he didn't jam his dick into my ass when I asked him not to but he still used my body to cum even though I didn't want him to.

like I know that logically it was rape but honestly it kinda doesn't feel that way. after the initial shock wore off i was getting really into kissing him and sucking him off, i was totally into it and I felt like I was melting and like my heart was gonna explode with every compliment he gave.

i don't talk to the guy anymore because thinking about that and about him makes me feel all gross and slimy but sometimes I still fantasize about it. i sometimes think I should've done more to out him as a rapist because what if he gets it in his head that what he did was totally okay because he faced no consequences and he fucks with someone that'll be genuinely broken by that?

my guy friend raped me and i liked it.

so not rape.
thread closed.

I wish I had a tranner gf that was graped

well I told him to stop and tried pushing him off quite a bit and he just kept coming onto me with "come on, just let me" and "I'm so sorry I need this" so idk I'm pretty sure it was rape.

If AFaBs weren't so judgy of their potential partners, they would have been hit by this tormented frustration and not you

what?

you are free to feel whatever you want about whatever happens to you. you aren't obligated to feel a certain way about things, that's just societal expectations being forced upon you as they always are. if you liked it, then you liked it, and there's no need to justify it

yeah, that's a good mindset to have.
the only thing I really truly feel bad about explicitly is the fact that I never reported him. i really hope he doesn't do this to someone else.

did he actually force himself on you before you says okay and decided to have sex with him?
like I admit duress is a thing but being pushy is not rape

he forced himself on me despite me explicitly saying no and pushing him away, I never once gave consent but there was a point maybe halfway through the ordeal when I started getting into it.

okay that’s rape no question
not sure what to say

Its up to you how you feel about it, i mean if you liked od and fantasize about it... idk. I'm a tranny whod ates guys and sometimes they kind of "force" sex on me where i will say no over and over bjt of course i am loving it for the most part. Yoi can set up a safe word i guess but when a guy is full on in the heat of sex it can be hard to make him respond quickly to a safe word.

bichuds are groping transgirls instead of girls due to access revocation

i don't want it to happen again.
i mean cnc with someone I love and trust that respects me sounds fun but I don't want to be actually raped again.
ah okay
you don't need to say anything, anon

I'm right here anon. I'll freeze up during sex and have no self esteem

Alright, you're my gf now

you are not a superhero, it is not your job to fight crime. if he does it to someone else, it is his own fault.

I heard if you get fucked hard enough, you can become the raccoon

baby deer coded

u were raped

he just kept coming onto me with "come on, just let me" and "I'm so sorry I need this"

This is how trannies should be treated.

i appreciate the reassurance, anon, but I think we all have a responsibility to put forth the bare minimum to help others if we can if we choose to live in a society.
if I saw someone refuse to help a stranger that was drowning in shallow water because they "weren't a superhero" i'd be pretty disgusted.

or I guess a better analogy would be if I saw someone watch a self admitted serial killer murder somebody and the person watching decided not to report it even though they easily could at no cost because

"I'm not a superhero"

and

"any one else this killer murders is not my problem"

I would find that to be reprehensible and stupid behavior to be honest.

i honestly never really thought about it this deeply but the more I do the more it eats at me. this happened like maybe two years ago. idk if anything'll even be done about it if I choose to report it now.
hot

he didn't jam his dick into my ass

how did he rape you if he didn't actually fuck you in the ass?

you have a deeper sense of justice than most.
my ex got raped a bunch, and was too goofy to tesify, and the guy got away and raped someone else's kid, and then he was put away. to some extent, I blame her.
are you mtf?

he pinned me down rubbed his dick on me, groped me, tore my clothes off and forced me to give him a blowjob ig.
when I write it like that it sounds horribly aggressive and I guess it was "objectively" speaking but it didn't feel that way to me.
like he ignored me when I said "no" about 100 times and forced me down and hurt me a little physically but he also complimented me, caressed me and kissed me in a way that felt loving. but that's probably just because I was starved of affection and already had a minor crush on him.

are you mtf?

yeah.

you see, I have come to the conclusion, it might just be easier to find a man that closely resembles a woman, than it would be to find a woman with a sense of responsibility and accountability.

are you cute? I imagine so, as, you know, this thread exists

i don't know, dude. go away lol.

well we both know even if you tell me go to away now, half way through you'll start making out with me and enjoying it
;)

It is far easier for a male-socialized boy to descend into transwomanhood than a female-socialized girl to ascend to adulthood.
Now, in the AFaB's defense, they actually can and have developed empathy for the male condition. They used to be taught how. But there are still women today that appreciate men. Somewhere.

kek gottem!

that was supposed to be fun and flirty, btw.
might have hit a bit too hard.

you know at first i was gonna insult you for unironically propositioning me in a thread where im yapping about being raped and I was also gonna insult you for calling me a man that resembles a woman not because I don't believe that to be the case but because it reeks of nasty desperation on your part and the reminder that im not female and just a toy that people settle with hurts on my part
also the fact that you say I must be cute because I got raped lol, I'm probably overreacting but that feels, just, so insanely gross for some reason.

and then I decided not to insult you (somewhat) because I'd feel bad if I did and i'd also feel pretty dumb because this is Anon Babble. what do I expect?

and then I read this response from you. and I cringed hard. and then I thought about it and I realized you're not wrong.
i would debase myself like that if the opportunity presented itself because I'm that desperate to be genuinely tangibly desired. I'm that desperate for experience and human contact in general.
i'd have sex with someone who clearly does not respect me or actually like me at all because them choosing me to use out of all of the options that they have, even if it's just because im the most readily available one would give me butterflies.

there is no point to this comment, just spilling my guts into the void, your comment grossed me out. the way you write, the things you say, the tone. it's all disgusting to me.
but deep down it made me a tiny little bit warm inside unfortunately.
do with that what you will.

you're fine, i overreacted honestly, harmless joke taken wayyy too seriously lol

you know what I'm going to do with this information?
ask you for your discord. ;)
captcha: gonnr

no thanks, anon

This is what I'm referring to when i say I wanna be raped. Extremely pushy and forceful guy I know not violent painful rape

and miss opportunity comes walking through the door

thanks for playing, now we have contestant #2

we live in a society

does that mean you're done?

if you aren't hot you are not a candidate sorry

I'm a man.
I'm not a chud or inbred looking.
I'm just... forgettably average.
I will be starting my own hrt though, to try to become a chad.

post unsee

I'm da woker babey!
with what?

okay, sending it, be ready

mhm

unsee cc/album#KHvOy5IHGqPu

you told no lies

I could blend into a crowd. Hell I could blend into a crowd in the US, mexico, canada, france, spain, eastern europe. you've probably already forgotten my face

one view

i guess it tracks you're a pussy since you're going after rape vicitms lol

I was going to write out a fantasy about how I want to gently rape and claim a trans girl but maybe I'll refrain from doing that. Doesn't feel proper to start hornyposting about rape in a thread like this.

I'm putting my fingers in all the pies. stop limiting yourself. to catch a fish, you must cast your net wide. my technique is different from each attempt. this one almost worked, I was really surprised. I was an ass to another one, and she added me. look at her response. she was into it a bit. I'm just shotgunning here. seeing what sticks.

shotgunning by setting it to one view

yes. never used unsee before. so this was one net I cast. you seem awfully concerned. I think you want to play hero for the rape victim.
and that's why I limit it to one view. :)

projection

hmm.
desu i guess i'm just mad i'm not hot enough to be raped, and that you stopped me from making myself feel better by seeing that you're ugly too.

I just get the feeling you have some misplaced sense of justice. sorry. I didn't rape anyone, get over yourself.

projection

no. the vril is speaking to me.

not really. rape 100 women, torture them to death, good luck, i couldn't care less. they're strangers. you must feel guilty or something if you keep saying that for no reason.
you just seem pathetic and dorky, and it sucks that wannabe abusers like you generally are, because i want to romanticise stuff like that.

I want to romanticize stuff like that

and the truth is revealed

desu i guess i'm just mad i'm not hot enough to be raped

oh my goddddd you men are so fucking CORNY jesus christ i want to be attracted to you guys i really do but you make it so hard by being like this omg you’re so EMO with your little tripcode! GROW UP!!!!

corny

sorry, try being white
try acting white
trying speaking white

Crying about how men are not appreciated, in a rape threat... Men :)

Men rape monkeys and other animals, it has nothing to do with looks.

You deserve better than some desperate moid. Also think how many times this guy must have done the same thing? Or how he will do it again in future. Tell him that he raped you and cut all ties. There are better people out there for you.

men don't rape on power. they rape on the prettiest thing they can find in a moment of desperation. it stands to reason that thus prettier things get raped. 2/4 of my last gfs were raped. one of my gfs said one of my gfs was ugly. the ugly one wasn't raped. really, it could be 3/4 were raped, but one I never investigated. anyway I could ensure she is never raped again. but women lack agency. truth be told, I want to summarily execute literal rapists, but I am stopped. it is the victims that stop me.

what are you talking about?

I'm sorry, was some aspect of this not understandable?
corny is a word not used by our kind anymore :)

did you forget to put your little trip on for the last post? did you maybe feel a little embarrassed about it

no, I'm a drunken idiot doing the best I can. sometimes I forget. I made a good effort. I applaud myself. I had to wink for those last 2 lines.

it's like a redditor and a chud had a baby.

here we go again with the histrionics

yet is it? those are lies. everything I said has been the truth.

is drunk

forgetful

legitimately tries

closes an eye because I get double vision

the ultimate life form!

no, that’s not what that word means. shouldn’t a white man like you have a stronger command over your own language? you people have really lost your touch… you don’t even study your own masters anymore, their tombs are cobwebbed.

be more clear. what word means what? be specific

I said, “here we go again with the histrionics.” you said, “no, that’s lying. i’m telling the truth (so I’m not being histrionic).” “histrionic” doesn’t mean “lying.”

I like your attention to detail. I find histronics to be when someone is wildly emotional.
I use the example of mrs. soprano talking about how nobody loves her.
instead I was hyping myself up. what do they call this? gassing?
I'm gassing myself up.

you are also talking about how unappreciated (unloved?) “men” (you) are even though you “[make] a good effort” and “legitimately try.” you are not as far from Carmela as you seem to think. and “forgettably average” so quickly being levied as metonym for yourself, after you come up with it as a self-descriptor. you are deeply pathological and terrible at hiding it. please solve your problem before coming on here to harass rape victims with infinitely more dignity and honesty and introspective ability than yourself

no, I'm just trying lots of things. don't think too hard about it

enjoy your repressive spiral, then, it’s your life, man. but please leave other people out of it, it’s not really fair to them

Men rape anything they can get their hands on, animals, children, other men. Most raped demographic is young black trans men.

Men have no control over their urges. Its funny when moids claim that only attractive people get raped, its like they have no clue of how they act

now this is just nonsense