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Official MtFG Edition 28

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I certainly would enjoy to see her again as my true self but I don't think I like life enough to go back and redo things

qott

I have an older sister and she didn't have a great childhood either. I don't think reliving a part of my childhood as a girl would have made it much less terrible.

I'm burnt out on monster hunter :(
Now I don't have anything to distract with

is it hard to make threads on phone?

LMAO who the girl who you're skinwalking down to the name?? She'd be terrified fucking kek

It wouldn've been worse

Hard enough for me to not bother
She was a good friend. And no it isn't her

I'll know as much as I do now, and I will still be as powerless to do anything as I had been before.

alri cassandra

The chaser guy who keeps asking for new Kat pics in thread has been confirmed to be Navy.

Yeah and water is wet

thinking about getting pic related, anyone tried one of these?

Can someone just torture me to death I can't sleep at all

I can do chinese water torture

Is Chinese water really that bad?

yes, in small doses

badum tish

I don't even know if we're talking about the torture method or literal Chinese water anymore but I don't think I want that. I just wanted to like get beaten to death or like strangled maybe tied and kept in some sort of painful position while being like thrown boiling water until I begged enough to please my torturer not just like something annoying enough to make me unlock a new level of anger and ptsd

imma watch a horror movie I thnk

idk about boiling water cause its disfiguring, but all that other stuff sounds fun

What the hell are you reading
Not really too many ways to hurt someone aren't disfiguring in some way

There really is no worse torture method than a life without xanny

for me, it's klono

Shut up blobby

wats klono?

Is there an easy way to make someone pass out

some Mormon cult shit
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fundamentalist_Church_of_Jesus_Christ_of_Latter-Day_Saints
its just amazing how loco americans are

kpins are shit but didn't you quit in 2022

It's more like humans in general are deranged and vulnerable by nature. Have you heard about the cult that was putting like poison all over Japan's metro system?

Aum Shinrikyo was baste desu
but the Japanese are obviously the biggest weirdos anyways, americans just close contenders
dumber, basically
like a lot

They're not weird they're different in the same way a Japanese person might find other cultures weird too

If I'm not asleep in 30 minutes I'm taking the xanny. I cannot afford another wasted day.

yeh just take it shrug

ありがとうございます

Should I tell my future therapist that I will would never tell them about if my suicidal ideation ever got bad because I dont want to be committed?

tell them the truth

えとー。。なに?

So tell them that I will never say if I have a plan or date I plan to sui because I dont want to be sent to bad thoughts jail?
What's so confusing?

The a5 level English. You should've said "Should I tell my future therapist that if I had bad enough social ideations I wouldn't mention it because I don't want to go to a ward"

I got youtube censored. Fucking hell

whatever the truth is

A5 is not a proficiency level on any language proficiency scale

Reminds me of that time I did that with a therapist and magically everyone close to me knew about every last detail

But I said it and I'm always right
Wait I know. I scrambled together English and Japanese language levels and took the (same character)(1-5) thing with Japanese and the "a" level which is the only English one I knew because I'm a2.

Ahem c1. Okay no more acting smart while on a xanny Jesus christ

what the fuck what kind of therapist were they?

I unno it was like 7 years ago I don't remember the details
All I know is I can't trust therapists much anymore

TFW NO PERCY SHELLEY BF

not surprising
fuck that person

Wow so much empathy just for a filthy piece of forgotten garbage like me? Yoh must've mistaken me for someone else

oh he wasn't that great a bf really kinda an ass

I keep a light lit for you guna I hope it works out for you