/mtfg/ male to female general

it's not, b4 I trooned I was only afraid of crazy people. now I'm afraid of groups of teenagers.

Why? Bc they might call you names?

miss from pre-transition

the mcdonalds savers menu was pretty banging ngl

dubs and I start hrt

it's over.
billions must rep

ya I'm a hon

I still don't fear physical confrontation

have had several mtfgers warn me that my comfort level with this will eventually put me at real risk
i'm trying to unlearn but its hard to pretend not to be a truchad ykwim

also reroll

dubs and you rep forever

what's the point if I had been forsaken the first time but sure

dubs?

same two digits
...
I will take this as a sign

blend

my old shrink said I do

picrel reminds of my twitter mutual from 2017.
word if ur reading this fuck you

way too late to save me breh
its ogre sry

Rollin for conetits

Dubs and I'll grow fat tits

Really am off by 1 huh

odds go to sleep early
evens stay up and play a game
dubs go out into town and stay out all night

gn babe

is best one. night :)

Wow. So this is probably going to garner a huge "no duh" "you're retarded" level response from everyone, but holy shit. All of my life I just used standard finger nail clippers to trim my nails and thought nothing more of it. Today, for the first time in my life, I filed them down round and smooth. The ends of my nails are so smooth that I can't scratch myself. Then I applied a base coat+top coat nail polish to each of my nails and now they have a glossy shine and actually have a slight pink hue to them. My fingers have never been so pretty before. I love how my fingers look. Everybody should be doing this. I'm never going to use my nail clippers ever again.

I remember i did this while boy moding and the lady at little caesers grinned at me. it was embarrassing.

Never? Clippers for length, file for shape.

I prefer the like nail scissors cause I can also remove those annoying skin thingies on the side of my nails I hate em

That's cute
Well, we'll see, but up to this point in my life I'd just trim my nails once a week. A week from now I'm going to try filing them back like this again. I'll use the clipper if necessary, but I might not have to.
I have cuticles around my nails, but they don't bother me.

This has truly been a game changer and I feel so dumb that I didn't realize this any sooner. This is how everybody should be treating their nails. It is so fucking nice.

I wish I could maintain nice nails but my job makes that impossible

manual labor girl

I got rediagnosed a few days ago, they no longer think I'm schizophrenic and think it's more likely bpd and ptsd. I fuckin told them years ago it wasn't schizo shit and they didn't believe me, but I was fucking right. FUCK

nah didn't felt anything before don't feel anything now

I'm get nightmare who wanna ve sleep with Mr for money so no more nightmares of being a Chinese ruler with pictures of standing burnt skeletons of people beogging for help placed in the walls no more pleade help

I nono wanna sleep body say yes but I sau nono no more but n so tired

go to bed have nice dreams and be cosy u_u then tomorrow tell me how your dreams went

Nonobo mo NO MORE . nightmares. No more. I can't take it anymore I'm scared no more nightmares no sleeping no nightmares I don't want them anymore nono

uhh are you on something that could be causing that or is it just always like that?

What are you accusing me of. Being some kind of improper drug addicted schizoid. Pardon my previous language for you see my psyche is quite damaged. I am sober as any pure being should be.

idfk even normal medication can cause probably that if the dosage is too high for you
sorry ig

No I'm really not on any medication I just always get them and I hate it. How would you feel if every day that you went to sleep you had sleep paralysis of like a fucki g dude right in front of you with a fucking yokai ass body with with a gun telling you everyone you know is dead and you yell ND nothing happens and and and I don't want to think about it actually.

oh yeah that sucks sorry you gotta go through that, but idk I don't have any experience with that so cant give any advice sorry

QOTD: straight women weren't so judgemental towards me, and being able to be around straight guys without them being weird to me.

Just come over and sleep with me if I have someone near it's not that bad. I'll give you. You know what I'll give you my lilly sr card. The one of her and the little like bug thing. It's at least 10 bucks. If you accept now I'll double it and throw in the wailord ir.

uhh I would but I wont be able to fall asleep for at least another 6 hours maybe even if I tried

desu having someone nearby would be kinda nice tho I'm getting kinda paranoid rn

I'll give you a book and a hot chocolate for you to engage with during that and and also I'll throw in my switch. It has a cute game about a little robot in a post-apocalyptic world and you have to go get things in little roguelite dungeons to feed her and help her grow. Very cute.

Oh damn that sounds kinda nice whats the game called?

Aaaaaauuuuuuhgg don't they teach people not to make idiots think at 3 am on school
One second
I think I'm getting it
It's not there augh I'll get up and search
Void terrarium. Switch and ps4 only super niche gem. You better appreciate this knowledge.

oh that does look very cute thank you! Sadly I only got my PC so can't try it :C
Also sorry for making you think at this hour, my brain is running at like 110% rn so I forgot to consider that.

Well it's a simple game graphically so you could easily run it on an emulator. Citra is probably the best performing one. I think that's the name. If it isn't tell me about it. And what's making your brain go so fast youngin

Ahem I meant Citron. Wow. What a typo.

might try it with an emulator yeah
and medication, it's nice tho

Wow. I hope your body gets used to it soon and you feel better. I would post the sending virtual hug gif as a joke but someone on the moderation team doesn't think I deserve to post or even send images so I can't do that. Imagine it instead.

yeah no it's more of a "misuse" situation, but thanks for the hug I imagined it very well

Oh wow. Don't do that. Abusing meds is very bad. Sometimes I did it with drugs and it was bad. I could definitely go for some cold rum right now though . Hm

meh tame stuff, I never really dink tho don't like it + doesn't mix well. Cold drinks in general are pretty nice tho ig

I love drinking because I have massive chronic anxiety problems and it gets me so relaxed and sleepy. It feels like I can breathe and feel normally. It's so good. That's why I avoid it though, if I get addicted to it it'll be game over for me for realsies. And med abuse is never tame.

Yeah alcohol can be very bad know that from first hand experience, people can totally loose themselves in their addiction. So glad you're trying to stay out of that

Yep well I'm known for being super smart and having the best self control ever. I even managed to be on Xanax for like uh memory loss moment 3 years ? 4 ? No 3. 3 years. No 2. 2. 100% 2 years. Without being addicted. I didn't get memory problems from it either as you can see. I was actually born this dumb. I think. I can't remember.

It's definitively 3 years I tell you. 100%.

ah yes I see, well glad you're over that however many years its been. And I'm trying my best to stay as far away from drugs as I can cause of that I'm a major idiot too you see and it wouldn't end well for sure

The less drugs the better. And maybe you're stupid in the way society measures intelligence but you're very smart. Emotionally. Because you're cool.

awh ty you're cool too

Wow. Thank you. I now need to figure what to do at 3:30 am. To risk sleeping and getting a nightmare. Or to stay up and make reality a nightmare full of tiredness and mental exhaustion. With nothing to do. And nobody to talk to. What hell

yeah same here idk I'm kinda enjoying myself tho

Are you doing anything cool and fun like studying or playing a game

this and that I switch tasks fast so idrk what I'm doing

Waow. Very multitasking pilled. Much awesome.