I hate AGP

have unironic agp

”it’s caused by porn addiction, maybe quit watching porn for once”

try nofap

doesn’t work because it’s all bible thumping and shit that boils down to “don’t give into the temptations maaan, these women are testing you”

try suppressing urges

the urges just get stronger

try giving in

the desire for more gets more intense and the threshold is raised up a few notches

i dont watch porn more than twice a week and in every other aspect of my life im normal. why do i have to deal with this i dont want to be a fucking perverted buffalo bill who’s one crossdressing session away from becoming a rapehon for the rest of my life

last time i masturbated i had one hand on my butt and one on my boobs so looking at porn would be really invonvenient so i just masturbated looking at the mirror desu

i dont want to be a fucking perverted buffalo bill who’s one crossdressing session away from becoming a rapehon

restricting yourself from crossdressing is what will turn you into a buffalo bill.
I'm not gonna say what agp means and what it says about what you should do with your life, but I will say this:
you will never be a normal straight or gay man, you will always be like this. Don't blame yourself, don't blame your surroundings, just accept that you're like this. Fighting it or holding onto hope that you will some day will become normal.will make shit infinitely worse

crossdressing is a shameful and deplorable act and i will kill myself if i ever stooped to that low. the whole reason why i don’t do it is because externalizing it is the exact same kind of thing troons do and it would leave me vulnerable to others finding out about it.
do you understand? externalizing it does nothing but harm, even if it’s within the comfort of my own home it will just leave me begging for more each time I do it.

just accept that you're like this

it can't be as simple you need to look at important decisions in life like marriage and kids and the fact that those things don't mix with cd'ing which itself is a slippery slope
but as you start getting more into it you have to jerk yourself awake from that good dream

you will never be a normal man

accept that you're like this. Fighting it will make shit infinitely worse

I said what I said in my original reply, I speak from repping experience, but I see you zoomie whippersnapper decided to totally ignore me and recenter on your self-loathing.
It's ok, it's your life.
Remember me when you John 50 OP, and be sure to check in on a weekly basis to share your gym progress and how it helped you to find a gf and now you are not agp anymore

look at important decisions in life like marriage and kids

great idea actually.
Why don't you tell your future wife what stuff gets you off the best? Tell her what you're going to in concept, you know, don't actually explain what agp is. Just tell her: "I imagine I'm a woman and I'm sexy and a guy who wants to blow my back is fucking my brains out and I'm loving it"
Explain that to your future wife, be honest about what you are, and if the talk of kids is still on the table, great!

you're cursed op sorry I tried nofap for 8 months as a teenager and it didn't cure my agp

nowadays as a 9 year hrt 3 years girlmoding tranny I just cope by telling myself I'm a demon who possessed a young autistic boy and merged with him to become an autistic tranny, agp was just one of the many hardcore brainwashing tricks that I inflicted upon him in order to force him to willingly merge with me, he was strong, but he knew that I would inevitably win and that he should cut his losses by trooning out early, which he did

it isn't so bad, our agp has practically gone away, and now I'm just a token white collar tranny who's treated nice enough by her coworkers

And is it really "curse" if it gave me these lovely pillowy breasts, a soft squeezable face, and the attention of genuinely hot men?

nobody talks like that

Not op btw. I’m not looking to ever cure my agp, I’m just looking to satisfy my basic needs through transition hopefully soon. Is it best to not fap until starting e because whenever I start jerking off again, I never really feel confident or willing to transition?

based and succubuspilled

yeah sure and I bet that my wife will definitely be happing and willing to go along with my parasitic fantasy that definitely won’t break up my family for good

Remember me when you John 50, OP

i won’t, ill be dead by that point, because it’s already ruined my life and the relationships between my close friends

take your tranny pills, tranny

why the fuck would you let the thoughts take over? why would you succumb to the sexual urges?

hrt is nice because it killed my desire to ever look at porn

I don’t understand humans. I jerk off to cuck TSF shit and after my nut I just behave like a normal person and don’t bring it into anything inside my life

This.
I would describe my life pre-transition as entirely consumed by degeneracy. I would masturbate to humiliation and emasculation slop several times a day, every single day.
However, shortly after starting aa's and e, the urge to jerk off went away completely. I genuinely went from jerking off 5 times a day to not jerking off for weeks, sometimes months at a time; not because I was holding back, but because I didn't feel the need to.
3 years later and I can still experience arousal, too, just not the kind I did back then.

yeah and it made you a fatty weak shemale abomination
sex drive is what enables men to do things it's agp that is bad

ray blanchard, the father of agp typology, considers agp to be its own sexuality and not a fetish THOUGH

crossdressing is a shameful and deplorable act and i will kill myself if i ever stooped to that low

Nigga it's fabric you drape over your meat.

was it ever agp, though, if transitioning pretty much cured it?

The shame demon is going to make you put off dealing with this problem until it's too late and everything is much worse, I'll warn you now. Better to get this over with when you're young instead.

what makes you think you've dealt with the problem trannies are miserable

he never said that

I didn't deal with the problem, now I'm old and everything is much worse, as I said, and I wish I hadn't been deep into coping about it ten years ago.

There’s nothing wrong with having a crossdressing fetish. You can find a woman who accepts this and integrates it into your sex life and then it stays there. Just find a kinda dominant woman.

I used to think I was agp, but I think i was just a hormonal teenager (I'm 20 now, hrt since October)
The body changes are cool, but the best change for me was losing sex drive, nothing made me feel more like a loser than jerking off. Now my dysphoria feels valid and I'm much happier.

However, shortly after starting aa's and e, the urge to jerk off went away completely.

how the fuck do you not have any sex drive i still have the compulsion to masturbate after 9 months on e is it just a matter of habits

trooning out killed agp in me and replaced it with meta-attraction to such a degree that i get aroused seeing masculine men. i hope it will stop when i get ffs and can actually enjoy agp.

meta attraction is agp anon it just doesn't revolve around yourself anymore and rather how men make you feel

but it's not the faceless fantasy anymore. the physical traits of men make me horny even outside the context of "feeling like a woman" and it's maddening.

its literally on the wikipedia

Thats normal for cis women too

fuck you want a boutonneire?

wikipedia is a glorified blog

i accept your concession

Just fap whenever you want
Losing motivation to transition after fapping is common, it's up to you to decide whether this is because it's just a fetish OR the dopamine trough after fapping causes you to lose motivation for everything in general

Because I am the thoughts, and the old me didn't have a choice, I was desperate to get in and he knew he couldn't keep me out. Turning his body into a shrine for my arrival was the only recourse, and afterwards it was only a matter of time before my thoughts seeped into his and a new personality was formed...

He lost the second I arrived, because there was absolutely no way to get rid of me, resistance would only mean prolonging the inevitable :3

why would you succumb to the sexual urges

it wasn't just sexual urges, I tortured him with gender dysphoria too, messed up his sense of gender and made him crave feminity as much as he loathed his musclinity~

At least you're self-aware, unlike most people in this board. Just accept it, OP. It's just a kink, same as any other.