/mmg/ - manmoder general

Just fuck my shit up edition
QOTT: Why haven't you given up yet?

qott

Gambler's fallacy. I'm going to keep surgerymaxxing until I run out of things to change, then i'll either cope as a hon or fully detroon for good.

QOTT

because FUCK YOU all this is my playthrough and I'm gonna keep it going through the bonus time even after crashing out and having my mid-game respec

despite everything I'm actually really satisfied with how my transition has gone, and I think I've been very lucky in some ways, even if I'm still gonna manmode indefinitely

qott

hormones make my skin soft and its nice

qott

too weak to kill myself ig
holding out hope i can find some little thing to enjoy

It shaved like 15 years off my face

why didn't injecting estrogen eliminate my sexual thoughts and feelings unwanted CIA insertions and natural rape response instinctively i am evil i am violent i hate them i am a bad person i mastubate outside your window

qott

i think life is perfect and there can be no mistakes so i am simply happy to experience this. however i am planning my suicide and have attempted but however again i dont view this as sad and actually had fun during my experience. sometimes i stare at plants and feel less bad about my body

my brain was also damaged though

QOTT

too much media to consoom

QOTT

sheer spite

two troons listening to troon tunes arguing who’s the true troon

too true
me n who

QOTT: Why haven't you given up yet?

I keep giving up and then thinking 'well I'll just try one more time'

A million feet of film,
hovering above Mexico City,
speak of watchers—
not angels,
but architects of anguish.

El Eloh from Lost Children Babylon
took the odyssey:
through shamans and Cherokees,
arrived in Nevada.

Ten miles off,
NASA met the farmer.
He showed me:
Ohioan crop circles,
linked to the stars of the nineteenth galaxy.

And the child spoke:
"There are 57 of them."
A schoolkid's whisper,
reptilian truth unveiled.

Einstein, Tesla,
walking desolate paths,
Iblis dancing in flying discs,
Ezekiel’s chariot becomes
a Zeta Reticulian throne.

Alien spacecraft
scatter like sparrows
across scrolls of prophetic Bibles.

Thirteen discs—
granted.
Kingu tablets—
awakened.
Destinies—unfurled.

Annunaki planted seed
within vortex turbines—
pulling hell into awareness.

Extraterrestrials:
they birthed the Christ
and carry Earth's recorded history
in devices forged
from light and memory.

Harvest begins.
Ancient tunnels run beneath
a government gone feral.
Judeo-Christian ethic
slaughtered by the Hare RMA.

Stonehenge pulses,
Kabbalists chant in bloodlight,
Bnai Elohim look skyward—
they remember.

BEAAK! The seventh seal SHATTERS! Sacrificial… the SEVENTH SON bleeds upon the altar of the void. Look! The seven planets, they DANCE! A twisted ballet in the black, aligning with the SUN’S final, devouring embrace!

RRRIDE! In on the PEGASUS! Its wings are bone, its breath is COLD fire! PREACH! To the HEAVENLESS! To the EMPTY sky! Tell them of the worms that crawl where angels FELL! Tell them the GOSPEL of DUST and the SILENCE beyond stars! There is NO heaven! ONLY the gnashing teeth of the COSMOS! ONLY the hunger that NEVER sleeps! HEAR ME, HEAVENLESS! Your salvation is ASH! Your paradise is FORGOTTEN! The seventh seal is BROKEN! And NOTHING… NOTHING… NOTHING REMAINS!

/mmg/ fell off after our colorful cast of characters moved on for greener pastures

/mmg/ fell off because its just a fucking honeypot full of fakemoders

take the yaoipill. bl is fembrained trust

i can only jerk it to yaoi as opposed to yuri but im only attracted to women

I can't even go to work without having a mental breakdown because my coworker is pretty. I should be locked up

yooo same i think the women at work hate me, and the dudes just do not acknowledge my existence. shout out to that one girl tho, she seems weirdly supportive about whatever i say.

yaoi fills me with a deep sense of loss after having been closeted for so long. yuri on the other hand is cute i guess.

opposite of me do u wanna recreate this pic somehow?

like who?

maybe but I'm a truemoder and I've been here since the start (at least of this iteration in 2020)

im so gay and timid that despite looking like an evil hon man freak beast thing straight women pity me and lesbians are always cool to me also. unless theyre conservative or a girl's girl in which case they hate me and they give me like death stares and also tumblr looking people dislike me i think they know toomuch as well

all men are cool with me usually too because i am very bro like you dig?

worst to best cis women

political lesbian terf < terf < tumblr woke < conservative christian < lesbian terf < political lesbian < bi < straight < woke straight < lesbian

terfs have always liked me because of how much i perfectly conform to their idea of a good feminine male

do they know about the cross sex hormones tho?

tumblr wokes are either the coolest gals you've ever met or literal demons. no in-betweens.

i don't know

reppers hate manmoders in the wild

goofy ahh people

though I still have my anxious scuttling moments I think I've gotten comfortable enough with myself that I give off an air of being relaxed or confident, and sometimes people will take offense to that (I think the kind of people who are just generally offended by me being a tranny too) but generally it makes interacting with others way easier and makes them at least act more like they're placing confidence in me and what I'm saying as a super casual cool manguybro (merited or not)

some afabs in particular, however, absolutely see me and their eyes light up or they start getting weird and nervous or like deeply curious or something and staring or eyeing me up and down lol, and like I can tell it's because I'm somehow novel to them

the really obsessed ones who are often reppers themselves know way too much and will paint the worst of it all in a bad light wherever possible, but most terfism is rooted in accusations toward no-hrt woodshop/gamestop hons being just how you assume every tranny is for the most insane reasons (lot of overlap with general rightoid outgroup rhetoric dehumanizing minorities, for good reason)

i think i can spot reppers reliably but idk about manmoders, fakemoders yeah, but a trvemoder idk bros

K2-18b, also known as EPIC 201912552 b, is an exoplanet orbiting the red dwarf K2-18, located 124 light-years (38 pc) away from Earth. The planet is a sub-Neptune about 2.6 times the radius of Earth, with a 33-day orbit within the star's habitable zone; it receives approximately a similar amount of light as the Earth receives from the Sun. Initially discovered with the Kepler space telescope, it was later observed by the James Webb Space Telescope (JWST) in order to study the planet's atmosphere.

In 2019, the presence of water vapour in K2-18b's atmosphere was reported, drawing scientific attention to this system. In 2023, the JWST detected carbon dioxide and methane in the atmosphere of K2-18b. JWST’s data has been variously interpreted as indicating a water ocean planet with a hydrogen-rich atmosphere, and a gas-rich mini-Neptune. K2-18b has been studied as a potential habitable world that, temperature aside, more closely resembles an ice giant like Uranus or Neptune than Earth.

In 2025, the atmosphere of K2-18b was reported to contain dimethyl sulfide (DMS), a chemical that could serve as a biosignature on exoplanets, in quantities 20 times higher than on Earth. As the molecule is short-lived, the concentration is highly suggestive that DMS is being replenished.[4] Ethan Siegel criticised this statement for its bold claims and flawed analysis,[5] and other scientists point to lab experiments that can produce DMS without life.[6][7]

youtu.be/4dRwEFNyc1w

once two reppers or maybe police officers plotted against me and won through stalking

some afabs in particular, however, absolutely see me and their eyes light up or they start getting weird and nervous or like deeply curious or something and staring or eyeing me up and down lol, and like I can tell it's because I'm somehow novel to them

thats so real, and idk what to do in those situations because low key i really like the attention, but i also am terrible at interacting with people so im always worried im going to say or do something wrong

one time I sucked six in a row

nasty bitch

K2-18 is an M dwarf of the spectral class M3V[8] in the constellation Leo,[9] 38.025 ± 0.079 parsecs (124.02 ± 0.26 ly) away from the Sun.[1] The star is colder and smaller than the Sun, having a temperature of 3,457 K (3,184 °C; 5,763 °F) and a radius 45% of the Sun's,[10] and is not visible to the naked eye from the Earth.[11] The star is 2.4 ± 0.6 billion years old[12] and displays moderate stellar activity, but whether it has star spots,[13] which would tend to create false signals[a] when a planet crosses them,[15] is unclear.[15][13] K2-18 has an additional planet inside of K2-18b's orbit, K2-18c,[16] which may interact with K2-18b through tides.[b][18]

It is estimated that up to 80% of all M dwarf stars have planets in their habitable zones,[10] including the stars LHS 1140, Proxima Centauri and TRAPPIST-1. The small mass, size and low temperatures of these stars and frequent orbits of the planets make it easier to characterize the planets. On the other hand, the low luminosity of the stars can make spectroscopic analysis of planets difficult,[19][10] and the stars are frequently active with flares and inhomogeneous stellar surfaces (faculae and starspots), which can produce erroneous spectral signals when investigating a planet.[14]

Mtf only server
discord.gg/CJBVrnna
Boosters get custom roles

K2-18b has a radius of 2.610±0.087 R, a mass of 8.63±1.35 ME, and orbits its star in 33 days.[10] From Earth, it can be seen passing in front of the star.[20] The planet is most likely tidally locked to the star, although considering its orbital eccentricity, a spin-orbit resonance like Mercury is also possible.[21]

The density of K2-18b is about 2.67+0.52
−0.47 g/cm3—intermediate between that of Earth and Neptune—implying that the planet has a hydrogen-rich envelope.[c][19] The planet may either be rocky with a thick envelope or have a Neptune-like composition.[d][23][24] A pure water planet with a thin atmosphere is less likely.[25] Planets with radii of about 1.5–2 R are unexpectedly rare relative to their expected occurrence rate, a phenomenon known as the radius valley. Presumably, planets with intermediary radii cannot hold their atmospheres against the tendency of their own energy output and the stellar radiation to drive atmospheric escape.[26] (Planets with even smaller radii are known as super-Earths and those with larger radii as sub-Neptunes.[27])

The planet may have taken a few million years to form.[28][29] Tidal heating is unlikely.[16] Internal heating may increase temperatures at large depths, but is unlikely to significantly affect the surface temperature.[29] If an ocean exists, it is probably underlain by a high-pressure ice layer on top of a rocky core,[30] which might destabilize the planet's climate by preventing material flows between the core and the ocean.[31]

Possible ocean
At temperatures exceeding the critical point, liquids and gases stop being different phases and there is no longer a separation between an ocean and the atmosphere.[32] It is unclear whether observations imply that a separate liquid ocean exists on K2-18b,[2] and detecting such an ocean is difficult from the outside;[33] its existence cannot be inferred or ruled out solely from the mass and radius of a planet.[34]

The existence of a liquid water oc

fakeschizo sloppa
discord is gay

is prog worth it

k218b is real

idk im still trying to find out

not at all

Is Brian Cox a manmoder?

the fuck you doin in idaho

work at cold stone

we bumping the new kanye track ofc ^_^
some waspy foid came in and was like umm erm do u know what he's saying???? like bitch idc

REALLLLLL

dumbest timeline gofuckingdamnit

idk i saw coeur d’alene in hotel hell once and went to check it out to harass that bald fat retard but i ended up just moving out here after working remote for a bit

nigger
had to let that out of my system

did this just subsume boymoder gen? was perma-boymoding just a pandemic thing cuz it seems like no one is a boymoder anymore they just transitioned and now there is only this.

manmoding is for failed trannies, not neurotic boymoders

nah chill

ya wats he on abt

zoomerspeak

yikes

calling myself a boy seems creepy couldnt be me

eurghm. yikes

I look like this and say this

I'm Vaush

uncmoder frfr

it's fakemoders all the way down

I want you to name a fakemoder here

it made me crazier but my boobs are rounder so yes

bro talkin bout uncmoder in uncgen

mtf only? how do you verify that someone is mtf? by what specific criteria?

"Hello... Sir! What would you like to order?"

I'm so sorry, also why do you keep talking about /tttt/ don't you know rules 1 & 2 newfag

ohio niggas be like "iwnbaw" skull emoji

those 3 dots mean youre a fakemoder

swagg like ohio

sybau:wilted_rose::wilted_rose:

i hate being an ohio uncmoder i wanna kns

bee before she got deported to CECOT

Those 3 dots are them trying to calculate if I am a threatening hon tranny they have to She/Her or an oddly feminine male that they can relax around

haha right that's prob what happened to that nykka

skibidi gyazzlero :forgor:

hey fakemoders is it true you have to pack it up on bisexuality by 30? like pick a side

Manifesting a decrease in height from 6'2 to 5'7

no one thinks they are a boymoder anymore cuz they think it means passiod in an oversized hoodie so i have a theory they've all come here

manifesting a skibidi rizzmoder

no trannies get to be bi for a bit longer since they have lower smv than being exclusively attracted to either gender

can the below average male height trvemoders please stand up please stand up

trvemoder gyatt >>>>>>>>>>>

its hard to yell at fakemoders because some of them are very beautiful twinkhons, and i want to be a beautiful twinkhon :( but i cant, and yet here they are in my thread pretending to be men. i dont make fun of them so why do they mock me

if a twink hon is a hon who looks like a twink does that make manmoders hon twinks as in twinks who look like hons?

here

you can hon a twink but you cant twink a hon

I actually love being 6'0" and having an imposing physical presence and I would have a complex over it if I were smol

also manmoders are not “twinks who look like hons” who ever told you that lied. you should be post twink death if youre posting here.

Kys

why tho

I'm still jealous of you being shorter, I will NEVER EVER pass, I'm a 6'2 hon

*puts you in high heels*

*dodges*

ok but what if I'm unironically jealous that you're a little taller than me...

I own a pair of heeled boots I never wear lol... they make me tall and I like that

u shouldn't be its just worse

nta 6’1+3/4”

I feel bad about it

well, sorry

i have given up socially transitioning. i will manmode on hrt for the rest of my life.

I can't even ever do anything about it, at least in theory, you can have like hip surgeries or shoulder surgeries in the future, but there is no way to fit my 6'2 skull into the body of a 5'7 woman, it's just not possible and it will NEVER be better, it's just like physically impossible

are u like me with a giraffe neck or am i alone in that struggle

beefy chadneck here

same, strong neanderthal neck not long and flimsy

god I really wish I had a girl biting my neck rn

WHy didn't I transition before puberty
There is nothing I can do anymore

imagine losing your entire future because as an 11 year old you decide to trust the entire world telling you it's just a phase and that all the children who transition will regret it over strangers on the internet and obscure doctors

LOL
LMAO

I MEAN JUST IMAGINE AMIRITE
IMAGINE ALL THE SILLY WAYS YOU WOULD ELABORATE AND BUILD UPON THAT COPE AS IT GOT HARDER TO DEAL WITH
IMAGINE THE SHELL OF A HUMAN BEING YOU WOULD BECOME BY TRYING TO HOLLOW OUT A PART OF YOURSELF TO SURVIVE
XD

That is literally what happened to me, I think I could have DIY'ed, but how was I supposed to know who to trust as an 11 year old???

so when did you start 18 or something?

im sorry guys :(

really glad I started hormones anyway but fuck me, I just wish I had known better and hadn't internalized the idea that it was literal fantasy to do anything about it so hard

I started at 30

it's okay, but try and understand that you literally can't understand it if you're a youngshit - it fucking ruins you as a person to repress and go through life like that and it takes a lot of work to even begin to undo or recover from that

im a fellow manmoder

you can always re-evaluate later

damn i guess i was luck to have no idea that transitioning was a thing you could do. 11-30 is fucked

I'm not the anon who posted about being 11 but I was definitely around that age when I found susansplace along with other repfuel lmao, it was actually at 6 years old that I committed hardcore to repressing and managed it pretty well for a long time I think (just at significant cost)

pop culture and a lack of education was not on my side, and the fear of ever being non-conforming in any ways that would draw scrutiny from my mother was paralyzing

yeah, thats life tho. it was getting better, now its getting a bit worse. on the whole i think it will trend towards better than worse. doesnt help me much, but id rather this be a relic of a bygone area rather than the norm

I WOULD RATHER DIE i want to feel real pain for ruining my younger self’s life or to punish my younger self or just to punish myself either way i need to flagellate

this is why I will die on the pro-youngshit hill (even though they wound me by coming here and being fakemoders)

No one even understands manmoders, like a literal man complaining about looking like a man? It just never computes

actually ive found people are sympathetic to manmoding, like exceptionally so

it would be more radical to love yourself desu

useless
do something more constructive or at least interesting with that energy

i already made my bed and i do have to lie in it eventually

i would rather die than socially transition

Like who?
I hate being perceived as a man, but I also hate hate hate talking about this, I don't want to be a tranny, I don't want to say socially unacceptable things like "I wish I was a woman", I don't want to say it in my male voice
If I was at least a bit more feminine, it wouldn't feel as bad

literally everybody who has found at im manmoding

I feel like saying you're a manmoder breaks manmoding, they will instantly feel like they have to make you feel better because they know calling you a man hurts for you

i suppose but there’s no point in denying it if somebody asks and besides trying to make a person feel better is a sympathetic reaction

what i mean is even extremely conservative bigoted people who would sneer at a hon talking about wanting to be a woman would recognize a manmoder as a vulnerable confused person with a genuine medical disorder

When I explained manmoding to conservative people online I was told to stop taking estrogen and to start working out and be a man

Online
I want to start going to a therapist just to complain, I don't want therapy, just someone to complain about my shit life to

therapy is disgusting because a person you pay is giving you support instead of a trusted community member. i hate capital it's gay and even dare i say retarded

I am literally hiding "myself" from the community, the community which hates trannies

well yea because we live in the kali yuga

show me celery man

literally me

literally me

Do any of you bind?
I don't really need full FtM binding

yes

i use athletic tape when i wear a shirt that shows bra lines

Well what do you use?

I bought a cheap binder that doesn't work well, I'm looking for something else now for the summer though

used to post in these threads. been girlmoding since feb, 2 years 1 month hrt. had to quit job when i did, had been kicked out by family when I started hrt and came out, struggling with trauma and finances rn

BUT

I have a reason to live now. I know this wont be the case for some of you. but for the ones that, life is hard, its shit, it sucks, but you have to fight for your happiness. love you manmoders, you broken broken girls.

fuck off
Love you too anon <3

This will never be me because I'm 6'2

this shit is so weird and ugly

I AM SO ALONE
FUCK ALL OF YOU FOR BEING FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER BUT NOT ME
I AM THE ONLY ONE YOU REJECTED
WHY
WHY ME
everyone rejects me
everyone hates me
everyone leaves me
everyone makes fun of me

nope, sports bras since year 1

I went to dm you on discord after Anon Babble went down but it was deleted (and I think we talked on tagmap anyway)

how do you know who everybody is

i bind
i'm the only one who binds
i'm the only one who suffers
i am crucified
over and over and over and over again
they throw stones at me
they call me Christ
i am the final Jew
i am the prophet

based and movingonpilled, manmode isn't for everyone and doesn't have to be permanent and you shouldn't cling to it if it's not working for you

same way other people recognize me when I post, I spend WAY too much time here lol

why would you try to talk to me when you know the prophecy i am the Sun of Satan by God's decree
it was revealed to me

But what if you can only choose between manmoding and honmoding, and honmoding is worse?

I went to dm you on discord

why would you lie to me?
just to humilate me!
when i go to the liquor store they humiliate me
they ask me for my ID
they look at my face
they say they accept me for being nonbinary and have my back
just to shame me and make fun of me in front of everyone

but you don’t know me

then you probably don't overshare and typify yourself here enough to be recognizable from shorter posts

do you ever recognize anons who always anon

sometimes, yes, and I only started tripfagging after I had been recognizable as a 100% anon for a couple years

worrisome

even as a standalone complex you exist among, within, between, and beyond a seething ocean of observing and observed conscious networks

i don’t like that at all anon

too real

poon, goon, or gawk? what's your poison

i imagine their are a few poons/reppoons. but like straight up cis f, terf or something? i remember a terf getting all mad when i asked for advice on turning myself into rapebait for theyfabs, was that u anon

I’m sorry I was lying

no keep larping, i need to believe

no keep larping, I need to cum

dog with a blog

nowadays its tucans with an onlyfans

Ofc the tranny would bring up bestiality

ayyy ayyy its all men here

it's like 90% fakemoders here

i have never been she/her’d once except a woman cashier accidentally calling me maam and then getting red in the face