/mtfg/ tgirl general

whats the current good t4t dating app. saw an ad for an autist dating app and it got me thinking

hanekawas cat demon? her voice actress inserting the "nya" cat noise into every word possible is something I almost adapted but I was driving people insane with it lol
owarimonogatari is by far the best in the series, close contender is nisemonogatari just for kaiki deishuu youtu.be/-deSKW4_KI8?si=SsFo7KFJLA4GhceC
youtu.be/EiN1aYdMMRM?si=9X3p8vuwaNe8hW0x
(nadeko is extremely annoying tho)

absolutely love the voiceactor and his theme, only nanami from jjk is better

:^)

Realistic or not to try to become a medical doctor at thrirty years old?

do you have a bachelors

idk

I'm close to

then sure. i dont see the issue honestly

Chronicles of Daddick

Combing through the weeks' threads

Thanks, I'll prescribe you super passoid hrt if it works

catholic alterboy to slut pipeline is real

qott: how did progesterone affect you

a year into hrt and i wanna start prog but the girl im kinda seeing is moving away how will i cope with the horny
none just hop on hinge and find a tranny every like 50ish swipes

i say that because some people reitre early. others practice for ten years and quit. as long as you know what the timeline looks like and are ok with it

referencing media created by a brown person

I thought you Nazis hated stuff like that

i don't get the horny but i swallow mine.

its hilarious and well deserved how you are unable to do anything else than seethe :')

hm? I'm just pointing out low iq hypocrisy. Many such cases itt

cry cry cry curryman

honestly it's hilarious how dumb you are....I dropped so many clues....zero perception. Negative even

your lack of intelligence is honestly impressive

ah well you know what they say about the scorpion and the frog

qott: how did progesterone affect you

it didnt

It’s not your fault at all if you are all alone guys. The issue comes from everyone else!

good afternoon

I'm still amazed that not a single person actually cared about me. Practically every person I interacted with I did it to try to help them and I talk to them even when they were saying nothing. And still it's like they were never there. I'm amazed

you are absolutely delusional about your behavior pedro

No matter how low you'll never stop kicking will you?

delusional again

whatever I have better things to do!

bad attempt at misleading breadcrumbs
considering the real one has a particular name carved onto their left inner thigh, bringing up details of that shud invoke a severe reaction when mentioned, but has not once in the past, which makes clear who you are and who you pretend to be, and who you are not.

disagree with first assessment, can confirm final conclusion. some people are just not there, they are AND present as as an abstract of what they believe they should be but this pantomime act is unsustainable so eventually isolation or "silent ghosting" becomes the only method to remove oneself from that false reality they carefully created

Are you certain?
People act like they act because it's the nice thing to do and generally no one will be 100% honest with you I know that but every time I see it again it hurts a little more

Can’t believe they are playing the victims now

being a Catholic tranny is straight up retarded

that truly is the "two-faced and half-hearted" validation, they may somewhat respect you out of core values but they will never stop looking at you as a mentally ill person, a sinner that must be cured

What happened?

Mental breakdown disappeared for like a day 0 people showed any concern and were still just ignoring me I cleaned my account and still 0 people cared I went on another rant about feeling like shit 0 people even replied to those posts its just very bleak okay

didn’t notice much by boofing it. maybe a little roundness on the butt and extra cheek fat. but when i started taking it orally, my sex drive that had been dormant for 5 years returned and now im just so fucking horny all the time. it’s infuriating.

shit, I'm sorry :(
if it helps any maybe some of those people just didn't see it, like had stuff happening at same time
idk
I understand that kinda.. sometimes I get really hurt by something and people don't get why or check up on me and I get very upset due to that
it stings a lot
you don't deserve that

lmaoooo

I clearly did for overestimating what worth people saw in me but it's okay

it's not that, people don't understand sometimes how upset someone is or if they should be concerned, they assume different causes or just usual issues or you know, they don't tend to assume severity
I'm sure they care about you just the same, it's more likely to be just bad judgment on their part than a deliberate act of malice

if it helps any, if they assumed it was just you being busy for a day or caught up in stuff for a day that means they trust you and think of you as a very independent person, far from being them assuming you're doing bad and choosing to ignore you it could also be the complete opposite of believing you to be okay but doing your own stuff, it means they think of you as a very independent person

I don't think this much about things every time they seemed to feel bad I asked about it and tried to have a conversation and if they didn't talk to me I tried to contact anyone close to them
People doing absolutely nothing at all isn't going to be something I take as them thinking I'm super cool and independent and having what I considered friends care about me would be super evil to them because erm trust or smth idk

Yikes,

nta but to add to this: people nowadays in the digital realm, unless they are one of those super psycho "if you don't insta answer u hate me" people, one day just isn't enough to raise much concern even if they actually care about you, and even less so if u don't signal to overs that you need help, and no, screaming to the void isn't equivalent at all

hope ur feeling better... there always will be people out there for you, maybe it doesn't seem that way every day but it's true...

well, I just mean.. don't assume the worst you know? Sometimes people are more likely to be dumbasses than to mean malic.

lilcuz carol is just hugboxing you for his catholic larp

malice
this keyboard really hates typing properly
oh shove off, you spent the last two years trying to push trips to kill themselves and stir up drama and who knows what else
get a hobby

larp

god forbid people be nice

I have been coping with an androgynous boymoders haircut so that I could have plausible deniability, but now that I’m trying to girlmode I kind of hate it.

I literally have no idea what kind of hairstyle would suit me physically and personality wise tho.
I’m just stuck with this mid-ass hair that makes me look more like a boy than it should and idk what to do from here.

ask your stylist or search up people with your same face shape and look at what they're using

Haha
I get what you mean but some of them literally saw me breaking down like there's a point where you've just gotta show some concern at least

where you've just gotta show some concern at least

Only if you care

restful sleep.

now tell me how the hermenuetics of the trinity makes sense.
and if you missed the part about calling no man father/daddy etc

Ee, yeah that's them being rather cruel then :s

be extremely unlikeable for months or maybe even over a year

push everyone away

wtf why does no one care about me

It's because you're extremely toxic and an exhausting person to interact with. Your isolation is self imposed and yet your narcissism blinds you to the cage you yourself have made

It happens I guess
You've never actually talked to me haven't you

Oh sorry I thought you were piggy pedro

Still, don't take it like.. idk don't cut yourself off to others due to this. Find reliable friends, communicate when you're feeling like hell, it'll work out alright in the end

Qott

Made me go from flat chested to D cup after 2 years of hon dose
Too dissociated and emotionally fucked to know how any of this has impacted me holistically. Bigger tits is cool though.

Of course
Finding the right people is the real problem here but sure you're right

How do I know what face shape I have?

In a few days you can try to readd people and explain what happened and yk things aren't over there.. for now should probably try doing stuff you like to take your mind of things and stuff

take a photo of yourself and search up face shapes and compare
or use one of those "AI face analyzers"
or ask chatgpt lol

I think I'll get my mind off of it and just find new people somewhere else

you should still reach out to people, see what happened, at least for some of them it might have been stuff happening to them same time
but also finding people outside like mtfg/Anon Babble sphere is always good

thank you

people here tend to be miserable and stay that way for years, you'll have to be lucky to find actually decent people in this place, 1/1000 maybe or even less

i would certainly not be here if i was happy. this site is a soft way to self harm

worried paul is an ftm

would explain his face

Paul is quite literally a cis female chaser who's part of the Navycule.

completely agree
it's better than cutting I guess...

the only boards where people are decently happy are Anon Babble /na/ and simular ones, the rest is a constant competition to see who is closer to killing themselves and frying their brain for good

I think of this place the same way I think about sad music, it's a way to be validated, to know that someone is as miserable or worse than you and to indulge into that feeling, it's way easier than fighting it

insanely based if true honestly

I wish male chasers were that dedicated to the grind

the only thing Paul is chasing are his kysts

Her name is Ava and she's not trans. And no she is not based, she saves trip selfies and views herself as a lorekeeper. A busybody who injects herself into all current drama because she loves the gossip.

BASED?!?!?!?!?

gossip is the fuel of the soul.....
May we learn from her to enjoy the simple things of life like being a nosy bitch

big AGP energy

I simply don't have an interesting life so I prey on the life of others cuz they tend to be way way more interesting

my mother is the same way but she actually has an interesting life so it may be genetic :p

i think you put it beautifully, it is sort of like a sad song. you know you will cry when you listen to it, but it hurts less to cry than it does to be numb.

i think it’s also sort of validating that the brainworms are endemic, and that we all have similar fears and thoughts. i live in a place with not that many trans people so i lack that commiserating solidarity

Why was Navy posting this rapey shit about Kat yesterday? Does her "second wife" know that she is in contact with her again through a secret discord? Perhaps someone should tell her.

to know the current gossip.... oh how wonderful

some philosophers like Marcus Aurelius talk about gossip as a detrimental to the soul, I half agree

in excess it absolutely is but in controlled amounts you can actually learn from it, it's really fun, but it should never surpass the importance of yourself nor should you do it just for hate which absolutely hurts the soul and social harmony

those who engage more in other's life than their own without bringing any benefit to anyone simply are wasting their time

ok Lya

i live in a place with not that many trans people so i lack that commiserating solidarity

I was in the same situation for many many years

now that I live in a place with exponentially more trans people I still feel alien, they simply are not relatable at all, even more so with the "trenders" nowadays...

and even if I found similar people irl I rather not be the same way I'm here with them, that would be depressing and miserable for everyone involved

like, if I had relatable people irl I rather help them and help myself be happy than indulge in our own misery
sometimes other's pain hurts way more than your own when you understand it

Giw but no she isn't interested in me even as a friend I'm afraid.
Was past tense
Picrel

Please don't reply to Hayato.

been on hrt for almost 2 years and just started birth control (estradiol + progestin) 2 days ago and im already feeling how my breasts r getting bigger again despite my anorexia

He wouldn't use the blurry version of the image. That's an anon pretending :3

Going on holiday in a week
y'all will be rid off me for like 10 days
Carry on then anon-san. I simply do not want that creature worming his way back here ever again..

random changes in hrt regime then to help breast growth for apparently no reason
I would guess it's the drastic change in levels and or composition

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

He wouldn't use the blurry version of the image

???

youtu.be/b0cAWgTPiwM?si=1f3FJhnQHfuffAzy

Good morning
1.) not cis but if youre not open to.more complex views of gender it's not really a conversation for you. I have dysphoria but if you're not woke enough to recognize that than it isn't worth explaining. It's most likely trauma/hormonally induced. I'm mildly intersex and have nonclassic congenital adrenal hyperplasia which is why I "look ftm" as said, the fat placement and facial planes in my face are masculine
2.) not in anyone's polycule and if it wasn't obvious from the several conversations had recently. I have literally not spoken to Navy privately in months because she cut me off (as a friend)
3.) chaser yes probably but that's because trans women usually have the best personalities and not really a physical thing even though I do find them hot
how could you possibly get so far off the bar, ava is the name of a song i liked and isn't even a moniker I've used online, and I haven't kept photos of ppl since I was like. 19

The reason why I am a "lore keeper" so to say isn't actually because I keep anything intentionally it's just because my long term memory absorbs text and useless knowledge at the deficit of my really shit short term memory where I am constantly forgetful, so I just happen to "remember" lore

paul's name is obliviously Paul . you can't run for government with a fake name . or be an apostle , duh

good morning paul :D
hope you're doing well n stuff c:

whats your favorite thread people lore

yeah i think you’re probably right nona. i think it’s just one of those things where you make an excuse for so long that you start to believe your own copium. the only trannies here are hons and john(50)s. then there are the non-trannies that try to be trannies like non binary afabs or femme presenting women with he/they pronouns. i also can’t go to any trans space without being lusted after since i’m a pretty twinkhon