Today marks my 8th year of repping

i don't really understand how you can become more comfortable in your body if you don't pass.
i can only imagine that i'd feel like a cronenberg mesh between a man and a woman, with weird, gross breasts and uncomfortably long hair.
i'm glad for you.
what do you mean by shape though?
my hair and skin are already pretty good because i take care of them.
uh oh, busted!

...kys

i like the way i look with less muscle and some breasts.

i'm sorry ;-;
maybe it's just a difference of opinion, because i look in the mirror and imagine all the likely changes on my body, and it upsets me because i wouldn't look at all like a woman.
i know i'd just look gross.

I hope ur actually living like a man instead of just rotting like most reppers

I have friends, I go to the gym, I'm going to university and doing well.
I'm generally pretty happy, except for my profound mental illness.

good make sure you always have lots of stuff to do and a vibrant social life and make sure to always pretend to be happy. I’m completely sure becoming a lonely shut in is what led me to fail at repping

To be honest, I actually don't really like socialising very much since I'm diagnosed with a schizoid personality.
However, I force myself to do it almost constantly, because being alone for extended periods slowly drives me insane.

that’s good you need keep forcing yourself, I have avpd so being social was always uncomfortable and especially after graduating college I put less and less effort into socializing until I was totally alone and went insane enough to want to try hrt

I'd imagine it's probably easier for me to socialise then, given that I really don't get any anxiety and am moreso annoyed by other people than anything else.
It's probably indicative of something that we both experience dysphoria and both have personality disorders.
May I ask, are you still socially isolative, and are you currently on HRT?

meeeeeeee during covid years

yea I’m on hrt and still isolated. Hrt definitely helped with all my body issues but it prob made me even more socially anxious and I kinda regret it bc I just feel like if I had done just a handful of things differently I’d still be a happy repper

i'm taking a million medications now for my mental issues, so i'm feeling a lot better.
i'm pretty confident i'll be able to rep forever.
what's your plan for trying to improve?

Well that makes me feel better about me waiting till I eventually live on my own to start hrt

take your FUCKING pills, retard

i think that would make me commit suicide immediately.

I prob should have tried all those depression meds too but I’m too embarrased to tell a doctor about all my mental issues. Right now I’m kinda in limbo, I could prob pass with ffs but that’s scary and part of me really wants to detroon move somewhere else and try to start life over

i love how youngshits tell us 'theyve been repping for 8 years'instead of just saying their youngshit age

I’ve been repping for 29 years… you don’t know my pain…

just found out I was trans yesterday btw :333

Your repping will be repaid handsomely in the next life as a hot anime girl.

please stop angel
I tried repping for a long time it just won't end
become yourself, you'll feel so much better when you open up, I repped for 10 years until I was 27~ you can do this

fuck that noise dont hon out keep repping and delay ur gratification for the ultimate reward of becoming hot anime girl

literally all maid up nonsense, just live your life and be the best that you can be

You're spreading your mental illness here?

Ironing .. of the ironing…

I really don't get it. You're not going to attract straight guys, if you look like a guy and you're not going to attract any gay guys cuz you look too much like a guy trying to present like a girl. Why do it if you're that fucked

fellow youngshit, what gave you brainworms? I read boku girl in middle school and it festered in me until last year in college when the gd started again

you definitely should try.
i was skeptical and paranoid about them for most of my life, but they really have helped me.
youngshit is pre or mid puberty, which i decidedly am not.
i really don't think i could make myself, i don't have the will.
my puberty is over anyways, so at this point it doesn't really matter.
i don't know, i think it started as anorexia, then slowly morphed over time into something more insidious.
i'm in university now, and it's certainly gotten better with age, but it's still there.
maybe i've just gotten better at coping.

NEVERTROON

just rep on hrt then. mental effects worth taking it.

rep

on hrt

i don't think that's how it works...