It's time to confess, Anon Babble. Say it. Get it off your chest. Write someone a letter. Whatever your heart desires.
Confession Thread
i am a bnwo soilder >.<
I goon my cute little clitty every day
I'll start with my confession.
I strongly suspect the trans girl I'm in a situationship with right now is going to get molested/raped by someone she told me is harrassing her and if she does I'm going to leave her. I told her what she needs to do, if she doesn't do it and the inevitable happens then I am out. I can't be dealing with that shit again. People should listen to me, they get hurt when they don't.
I hit my tranny gf
thanks for the omori spoilers
NOOOO IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO
I’m gay and transphobic.
i love a guy who doesn’t care
Im so sorry ill never be able to make it up to you
i've been madly in love with a straight trans girl for several years, my heart feels like it's on fire when im thinking about her or talking to her. i haven't confessed because i hate myself too much to be a partner in a healthy relationship. i've since realized that im a repper and now i know the main source for the self hatred and that damns me from ever possibly being with her and it hurts so fucking much i can't stand it but at least from transitioning i'll hopefully hate myself less with time.
I came buckets in my gf earlier and fed her mcondalds and now were playing borderlands
I’m sorry for lying to you little brother, I actually do know where your last chocolate easter bunny went.
please just talk to me again. i miss you so much.
i could be everything she wants if it weren't for my self consciousness holding me back. i can't seem to rid myself of it. i'm a pitiful man that deserves to be forgotten.
i miss her so much
it wasnt even a real relationship, it was only online and we didn't even do voice chat, but the emotional fulfilment i felt just being able to wake up to a "good morning" text is unforgettable, and something i'll never have again
yeah, im a useless tranny whos never experienced physical intimacy, if it wasnt obvious
killing you immediately
I think I want to fuck my brother
i just want him back. i want him back but he wishes i was dead. if he just wasn't interested in me, maybe i could live with that. but he hates me. and i am so alone. i was so stupid to think anyone could ever love me. so so so so so so so so stupid so very fucking stupid and it hurts
Why not ask her to be close again? Was it her decision or yours
i legitimately think i have DID or something like that. no, i'm not going to say i have "alters" or whatever the fuck. this isn't a publicity stunt.
about a decade ago, i endured what i can only describe as true despair. not just sorrow, not just pain and anguish, but the complete and total vacancy of all hope. when it happened, i was initially crying harder than i have ever cried in my life. this wasn't just one traumatic incident, it was a series of traumatic events that culminated in me losing quite literally everything i cared about in life. my entire world was gone. dead. it was dead, laying in my arms without a pulse. i can still see her just as clearly as i could the day it happened.
when that final event happened, when she died, i felt like something broke in my brain. suddenly i stood up and stopped crying, just staring at where she was. i wasn't just sad, i was terrified. i was terrified because i was now truly, and completely, alone. with no future, nothing i cared about, nothing at all shackling me to this world. it was a feeling i hope nobody ever has to feel. i could feel this strange sensation in my brain, and then a sudden lucidity. i never cried about it again. in fact, the years after that all feel like a blur. and now i just feel so very tired. and sad.
I never admit it because I feel incredibly ashamed but occasionally I think about times I've been sexually victimized and it arouses me slightly. It really distresses me because I have never felt arousal in the moment during those events, so I don't understand why I seem to have developed it now. It seems linked with a particularly violent rape I experienced in December since the feelings are new since then, but it just makes me feel gross.
Im so sorry. I feel that strongly… but it may not have been as bad as yours. we should watch a movie
Why not ask her to be close again?
i must emphasize the pathetic nature of all of this
it was multiple years ago, her username was common enough that i couldn't even find her if i wanted to, and honestly she is probably in a much better spot now and could do infinitely better than me
i don't even remember what caused the fallout, but i'd 100% fuck it up again anyway, i have too many attachment issues to not die alone
I think 85% of people should be culled. The world would be a much better place
I broke my perception of self so badly that I can't accurately determine how I look at a given moment. When I look at images of myself I can't help feel the camera is lying because I never look consistently the same.
I just want to be held but the only people interested in me are low value horny men and I think even if that was fine my body will always betray me, i can never live up to how I appear held in still moments.
I debate breaking my mind further, doing sex work, taking shitloads of drugs just seeing how far down the rabbit hole i can go. I feel like I've had it too easy. It's not some fetish thing I just genuinely cannot value myself because I can't identify what I am and I think I need more trauma.
I find myself signing up to work hundreds of hours even though it destroys my mental health just because I want to snap.
i understand why you didnt leave her for me. some things cant be changed. but ill always wish that you did and ill always hate that you didnt
it comes with time. ive struggled with this but I find some days are better than others for recognising myself.
i wanna dress up like a princess
im 31 and have never held a girl's hand
u n me both friend :/
I'm either extremely unphotogenic or schizo about my appearance. I feel cute and nice in the mirror and my bf thinks i look really good, and people said i look good but i look like an actual ogre on pics to the point where i feel shameful to take pics with him. I feel like i embarass him.
Im able to take pics where i look like i think i look but then i get selfdoubt and convince myself i anglefrauded etc.
My relationsship is going amazing but im genuinely dreading getting married to him simply because of the photos that are gonna get taken off me
Sometimes I see posts of a person I suicide-ghosted asking about me on here. I never respond to their posts because I'm not a good person and don't care that they worry about me still after all this time
On here is the board not the thread
I'm in love with my older brother
I'm stuck in a love triangle. On one hand, I've got my loving, caring, drop-dead gorgeous chaser cis boyfriend, and on the other, there's a trans woman that I have a really good connection with. Genuinely, I care about her so much more than I care to admit. She makes me happier than any other person I've ever met. She's incredibly intelligent and nerdy it's adorable. She's always so kind and empathetic. I have a great connection with her. I've talked to her every day for months, and nothing makes me happier than just talking with her. They both live far away from me, but She's much closer. Frankly, I'd rather be with her. She confessed feelings for me, and I finally told her how I felt back. I'm so conflicted that it's eating me alive. I don't think she'd be into the whole long distance thing, and when I thought about it and realized that it might go anywhere with her, I cried like a lot. I don't want to break up with my boyfriend if she doesn't want to advance our relationship, but if she ever asked, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I feel like a horrible person like I should be shot. I feel like I have at least emotional cheated on my boyfriend for that. I'm sorry, truly, but between the two of them, I only have a real spark for her. I think I need to break things off with my boyfriend for what I've done, but then I'll be alone again. Nobody whispers to sweet nothings into my ear again. God, I am a selfish prick.
If anyone cared to read that, please help me. I'm so lost. I don't know what to do.
you should fuck your brother
i secretly enjoy it when my friends ask me to dress up girly >.<
Don't fuck your brother anon
Genuinely this is going to fucking kill me. I didn't sleep at all last night because I was overwhelmed with guilt. I'm a horrible person anons why the fuck did I get myself into this situation. I haven't been this stressed in years
don't get too excited anon, i'm a cis man
he's married and not sick like me
Anon I take back what I said. You need to cuck his wife
coward!
he's married
that can change.
and not sick like me
then make him sick
I secretly like chaser cause I love the way they are so sexual aggressive. I just want them to ram their tounges down my throat and take me.