Life's ambition was to get a pretty girl (age 12-22)

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Life's ambition was to get a pretty girl (age 12-22)

life's ambition was to get a pretty girl (age 12-22)

now exclusively bottom for men.

Did this happen to anyone else? I swear my orientation changed because when I had sex with men before estrogen I could control it for years as just a fetish to kill time while I waited to get a girlfriend. I only started getting down bad for guys once I was on E and girlmoding. It's kind of really embarrassing since I always used to swear up and down that I wasn't a fag and invested a lot of energy into trying to act masculine.

Also, qott: now that ADOR has effectively destroyed NewJeans budding career, what new KPOP group will take their place?

Bumping with miyeon cuz I need to talk to other MEFs

i was always gay as fuck but i get the most attracted to girls and it kills me because they always only like real men and not a failmale tranny like me

Nope. Im mildy agp and have bottomed for many men but still- and has it has been forever, my overwhelming preference is for topping women. Men are just stunt cocks, living dildos.

Top women would be my preference but they do not exist, other than trans women who consider it to be basically gay sex, which is no fun because even if you say "no homo" they still look at you like you're a fag

One of the biggest blackpills is how the cis women who get with trans women tend to be these like land whales with blue hair and pronouns but the 10/10 perfect feminine cis girls literally only want Chad thundercock. Obviously I am exaggerating and there are outliers (and also I was an autistic incel who couldn't talk to women) but this was one of the things that pushed me toward dicks.

Right but is this due to some like masndristic assumption that men are smelly violent ogres who are always chasers and can never respect and love trans women? Cuz i thought that too at one point.

no my life's ambition was to be a pretty girl and now i am that, but no bf so that part sucks

Hello friend, are you perhaps an avid purveyor of internet pornography?

Trannies really are just weird incels

Spicy straight incels.

I haven't looked at porn since I was a teen pre transition, but when I was repressing I would goon to fully clothed Asian idols and also public social media posts of attractive women my age. I would imagine coming out to them and them laughing and watching me bottom for real men. I guess you could say I have an overactive imagination.

Nowadays I sometimes look at pictures of pretty women and feel an envious yearning. Sometimes if they're really hot my dick like twitches a tad but it can't get full erect on its own anymore due to hormones and castration. When I do tug it, not much happens, I need to use a dildo in my ass and by that point in just thinking of cock. I can only orgasm anally and my semi hard 3.5 inch dick just aches and like gives the tiniest of spasms. It's pretty pathetic. I only masturbate like this like 2 - 4 times a year, most of my release i get by having sex with my BF

i mean a tranny and an incel are both failed men, so in that sense yes

Yeah sweety, that's normal. I got sexuality flipped.

About a third of MtF's and a quarter of FtM's experience some change to their sexuality (most common in heterosexuals) from HRT.

pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4192544/

This is actually really interesting... like it definitely fits me that I felt intensely AGP and confused before transitioning but dance transitioning have gotten more and more like a heterosexual woman and just have consistent vanilla interest in men

But it still doesn't explain why I still keep thinking about mef stuff and reflecting on my transition in a fetishizing light like how i was an incel who got forcefemmed by being denied sex with women. Will that ever go away?

It's the same deal with cis men who want to date cis women after dating a trans woman. You get blue hair and 225 pounds at 5'4", or you go back to trans, and the trans get mad that we won't date cis women. I had no problem pulling stacies before I got trans cooties.

I'm approaching 12 months HRT and the mental changes do seem to be calming down a bit.
When you've been convincing yourself you're a boy for a long time it takes a while to accept that you're actually a girl.

It starts with talking about cismen as "them" and ends with talking about ciswomen as "us". Inbetween those two things is transition, no longer a man, but not yet a woman.

That's just my take tho.

No you didn’t stop lying. Quit blaming trannies for your own lack of game, you’re on Anon Babble of all places lmao

I can believe it. Heterosexuals have a way of sniffing out and exiting LGBT people. And dedicated chasers essentially are LGBT as much as they and trannies like to deny it. They're GAMP men who prefer fucking tranny asshole to vagina.

no. its due to me hypersexual but not being emotionally or romantically attracted to men whilst I adore women. oh and im not a tranny

No, not really.
Incels have disorders and trauma which leads them to be as they are.
Transgenderism is a narcissistic disorder and the sufferers cannot comprehend that they might be in the wrong.

they overlap due to their denial of reality.

Also both refuse to accept therapy as a cure for their predicament.

You are a masochist.

that's just like internalized homophobia doe. "Hypersexual" straight guys don't ride on dicks like a rodeo queen and there's no difference between romantic and sexual attraction, Allat is just naive zoomers coming up with novel ways to explain away their sexuality. If you are aroused by and have sex with men you are attracted to men. The whole lack of "romantic attraction" is just a socialized belief that you can't have happiness, love, a family, or be socially accepted if you date a guy so naturally your brain would suppress those feelings as a defense mechanism as it's hugely important to avoid ostracism.

Lol so how come like 10 years of therapy as a repper including antipsychotics and literal conversion therapy didn't stop me from trooning out?

I already know your response will be victim blaming/blaming the patient. You know the real reason why conversion therapy doesn't work? Because trained conversion therapists who have empathy realize throughgh working with their patients that changing them is impossible. That's why there isn't a conversion therapist or a detdsnsing bootcamp on every street corner. It's not due to liberal SJW "activism."

That's how How daddy like's it

i'm fully agp and i'd bottom for women as well can't imagine penetrating with my dick will feel good

why does this attract other mefs
i don't know about any kpop career stuff because i don't follow shit closely just watch the vids sometimes

I would imagine coming out to them and them laughing and watching me bottom for real men.

yeah that's usually what i think about riding a dildo while browsing some insta model's page

life's ambition was to get a pretty girl

Somehow I like dicks too.

Get dicks

life's ambition is still to get a pretty girl

I mean the door has pretty much slammed closed on that fate completely. Idk if you're Trans but like after years of exclusively bottoming for men and getting completely addicted to prostate orgasms, having your balls cut off and your dick only able to get hard with something in your ass it just becomes clear that girls aren't really an option in the same way anymore. SRS is just the final nail in the coffin. Besides I like my boyfriend better than any woman now he is solid and dependable and I like being held and protected.

Inb4 "you could just be a LeSbIaN and get strapped by dominant women!!" Like yeah no that's like trying to find a needle in a haystack and even "dominant" womeb who find me attractive expect me to make the first move. (And also probably top them)

Kpop is basically sissy hypno intended to brainwash white males into castrating themselves so they can serve the superior Asian race. and the cats pretty much out of the bag now, ILLIT even recorded a song called "iykyk" and in the average IVE performance they are winking at the camera suggestively in literally every frame. It's the most potent MEF fuel there is.

Did this happen to anyone else?

Yes. It's actually worse for me because I was a virgin before trooning and gave my virginity to man... I also don't have a penis anymore, just breasts and a vagina, so I know I can never have a cute gf like naive younger me envisioned :(

not true, there are so many cis women like this. assuming you're not like 40 and dating only 40 year olds. even plenty of young cishet women are dominant, i know multiple that top their cis partners and when i say top i mean literally like pegging

nah penetrating with your dick literally feels better than anything else you can do

stimulation around the penis is unpleasant because it reminds you that you have a dick and penis orgasms are lame as hell on their own

the idea of being pegged by a cis woman just seems like a laughable charade. Like women are so weak compared to men I can't imagine a woman being able to really roughly manhandle and fuck me or for either of us to get the same pleasure from a piece of plastic. I also have transbian friends who have asked cis F partners to open the relationship specifically to bottom for men because they can't feel satisfied with the reluctant imitation of dominance offered by women. And that kind of open relationship wouldn't work for me personally.

Radical hot take I've been thinking of lately: maybe both are equally good just completely different? Personally I think you can't beat that "riding the horse" feeling of multiple orgasms. Male orgasms and crushing ass are fun but keep in mind the guy has to exert tons of effort to avoid cumming in 30 seconds. The woman can let go completely through the whole duration.

if youre on hrt penis orgasms get way better. i had enough bottom dysphoria to get srs you dont need to explain it to me lol

no difference between romantic and sexual attraction

t.never had sex

thats complete bullshit. you are either emotionally retarded or have never had sex- which is it?

probably but thats comparing amab and afab. given we are discussing having a penis its all still amab. personally i do actually think afabs have higher capacity for pleasure like you say but if you're amab not so much

Lol. I'm a guy and I do like guys (especially if they have features and act like girls).
But mostly is lust. Not affection.

I mean I've compared sex stories with afabs and I feel like i enjoy sex more than some of them even pre srs. Like many women are anorgasmic or struggle to get any peneteation from vaginal sex, Not saying I have the highest sex drive of all women, BUT receptive sex as a fully transitioned AMAB seems like basically the same thing. I am interested to see how SRS affects this.

I have had sex, plenty of it and I am emotionally mature.

The romantic vs. Sexual divide in attraction is just socialization. Being with a cis woman as an AMAB is vastly preferred because it means marriage, family, social validation. What you identify as "romantic" attraction is just a feeling of relief from the stigma of being a biologically nonviable beta incel faggot. But of course heterosexual relationships experience difficulties due to lack of sustained attraction or interest just like any relationships.

By contrast, LGBT relationships are kinky, transgressive, dangerous and literally forbidden. It is society causing a deep seated shame and fear about ending your bloodline that causes you to have resentment and fear toward those kind the same sex and downplay this attraction as "just a fetish"

But regardless rhe underlying mechanism of attraction is the same: you perceived someone, you like them, you get aroused, you have sex. Everything else is just a narrative that you superimpose on a rudimentary Biological process

Typo, I meant:

*struggle to get any pleasure (not penetration

I had the opposite, I was into guys for my entire life and after being ts for almost a decade I'm almost exclusively interested in women

The romantic vs. Sexual divide in attraction is just socialization

Explain it as you wish but I only suffered oneitis for women.

New Jeans wouldn't be shit without Hybe and their trash performance at Complexcon confirms their baseline mediocre talent.

SRS makes it worse in my experience sadly. also im not just talking about penetration, cis women get a lot more from the clit and other external stuff

Have u had SRS? How long ago and with who?

Also my nips feel very sensitive like I can get really close to cumming just from having them brushed like idk i typically believe the most important sex organ is the brain i.e. having the drive to have sex. And I know plenty of cis women struggle with that.

THANK YOU! Glad someone agrees with me.

Like if I want to listen to mid Kpop... i have le sserafim for that?

i agree the brain is obviously the most important and there will be variations between individuals just saying on average

lmao their singing is really bad. i love cat wony so much.

yes, its been 4 years and i went to bank

I still want kazuha to step on me though

Do u regret getting it?

I mean like right now I'm literally just having anal and we aren't doing anything with the dick it feels like hard to imagine it being harder than it already is >_<