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Welcome to being rejected. I’m glad they aren’t fucking with you anymore they know your kind are a cancer to themselves and those around them. Hopefully they get out of there and move so they don’t have to be uncomfortable with a man constantly pretending to be one of them.

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I thought I would get lonely too but it’s so much better being able to control my social battery this way and just going places whenever I want to interact with people and meeting new friends instead of just staying inside with a bunch of assholes that won’t wash their dishes

They prolly think im some greasy incel goblin or something

You perfectly summarized what they think of you.
Not really a surprise, considering that you are a HSTS.

Mansplaining dykes

Huge, tell me more.

Lesbians are pretty degenerate though, if she hadn’t they’d be forcing their roasts in her face 24/7

NTA but I lived alone for the last 10 years. I kind of want to live with other people now. Everyone else is busy doing their own thing and I don't just want to go to a bar to meet people. At other occasions people like me well enough, but I always go back to my place on my own, where people would let me stay forever if I didn't go out anymore. Realizing that just makes me feel like I'm standing by myself when I do things or go places and live life, in crowds or with friends of convenience I feel like I'm always standing alone.

Cis women are evil

sounds to me like you just want a partner or something lol

you should sniff one of the lesbos used panties as retribution

nta but i think for your sake you need to investigate the reasons why you can't form "meaningful relationships" while living as a cis woman and why telling people about your past equates with "being comfortable" in your view. there's absolutely nothing wrong with just letting your transition be your own private thing that you keep to yourself and your very closest friends and family, it's the logical outcome of a successful transition even. i think you might have some weird attachment stuff going on, no judgment because it happens to the best of us. i'm gonna guess you may have had a hard time when you were younger and there's a part of you hoping that if you tell someone you're trans now they'll be the person you needed back then. trust me i know, i've been there.

do you have a good support system in general anon? do you have a few people in your life who do know about your past and support you wholeheartedly? this tends to be invaluable and the kind of feelings you describe are common in trans women who don't have this support because they're looking for it in new people. i'd go insane without my two or three close friends who i confide in. you're unfortunately probably not going to find this in cis women especially not the kind who will only live in "lgbt housing" (insane concept desu) because it shows a certain clannish mentality. in general most new people who you confide in about your past at this point are going to just be thinking "why the fuck did she tell me that". it's unfortunate but it's a lesson i had to learn too. nothing good has ever really come out of me telling cis people that i'm trans, apart from boyfriends really. much love to you sister.

t. straight mtf assimilationist

Honestly they were kind of already doing this but I wasnt sure where the line of friendly touching turned into just groping me and Im rly bad at like asserting myself and stopping ppl doing stuff like that so Id just let it go on
But I havent even been hugged by one of them since so this shouldnt be a problem anymore
I already did before they locked their doors and nothing was rly my scent so its not worth picking the locks
Jk haha c:

That’s why they’re treating you like this. They wanted available meat in the room, not a self respecting straight lady.

Honestly, at this point a platonic life partner would probably be ideal for me.

No I dont have anyone, my entire southern family literally just voted for trump, I moved across the country to get away from them 10 years ago and lost all my friends
I can make new friends and im honestly good at it but they always seem to be so surface level, even when they get a little deeper its so clear to me that theyre like my only friend and im just a person they know. I end up getting insecure and ghosting a lot of people and this is def me self sabotaging but I dont get this insecure when they just know and are cool with me.
Maybe its something I still need to learn, I've just lived this (assimilationist) life so long and its brought me nothing but loneliness friends wise. I recently got like jealous of my friends who arent insecure to be out and partying in lgbt spaces and stuff. Their lives seemed easier, they had communities ready and willing to accept them while im struggling wondering if my only friend will hate me upon finding out who I really am, and having this fear reinforced by people im literally living with fuck
That insecurity is why I seeked out the lgbt housing in the first place, going dyke bar hopping with the girls on Halloween was more fun than I had at any of the retarded cis het parties I went to in college. Youre probably right tho

I get being less touchy but why lock their doors lol they clearly see me as some sort of threat or at least some type of creepy??

Doesn’t make sense though because you turned them down.
I’m thinking they’re just wanting to drive you out.

Or maybe they have some distrust among each other for an unrelated reason?

Why not a romantic dude?

no TIMs allowed in their sapphic witch coven

the average tranny was NOT having conversations like this dont blame me for being 12 when u people were engaging in discourse with the most terminally online freaks imaginable and allowing right-wing propaganda to turn them into the face of the lgbt community as a whole in order to mock and discredit us. i cry at the mere thought of using my dick in a sexual context and so does every other tranny i know. fuck you.

It's too much and unrealistic. If it's platonic then they won't go away and it would be more like having a partner in crime rather than treatment being contingent on desire. Romance has a way of ruining everything or attracting people that are fickle and unserious.
I'm admittedly biased because most of my relationships have felt like a huge waste of time putting up with childish or selfish behavior.

what are the bruises from in picrel? sex?

i don't see what the issue is with going to queer events and being part of the community desu as a third-world tranny thats always been like my #1 fantasy when it comes to socialising

They weren't talking to freaks 8 or even 11 years ago when the board was created. Objectively the trans of the first few years were all feminine types, passers, stealth, and had started through the regular medical path years before the board existed. There were one or two weirdos, but since then it has been all downhill, a lot of masculine types that barely comb their hair, take an angled pic and call it a day. All the most terminally online freaks imaginable start to transition after the board, usually because of the threads, and they pushed out the old crowd.
Outside the thread there were only ever one or two random examples of freaks. The hon scare was always regurgitating the same handful of pictures and links.
All together, that's probably why there was more acceptance of trans stuff 10 years ago. The ones saying the weirdest shit were contained on tumblr, and the ones that look like freaks or just unpassing femboys hadn't started yet.

as someone from a different culture ive experienced this in american culture where sexual attraction is all anyone cares about for relationships and if that dries up they just throw the other person away and find a new one. it rarely develops organically from two people who just enjoy spending time together which is how you end up in relationships where one side begrudges even doing chores or helping the other person because they dont actually like the other person, they only see the other person as an outlet for sexual attraction and pleasure for themselves. if you actually like the other person you would do things for them because you want to see them do well and have nice things, not as some kind of selfish market exchange where you're trying to get th best deal possible for the least amount of effort.

sex is the only difference between a relationship and a friendship but the sex should be on top of a friendship and not be the only thing. i think the sex glorification in this culture combined with the individualist culture of fuck you got mine is what causes the huge divorce rate in this country since the people who actually know how to have a relationship are so rare. its not like this in every culture.

it sounds like you should start by making friends like you said. if anything happens from there you can let it. the only danger is people who pretend to be your friend just to get eventual sex from you when they never were your friend.

Basically, but I disagree that it's just sex. During Covid times I was basically bullied into an online relationship, despite repeatedly saying that I wasn't comfortable with dating online. I told them that I would only ever date someone in real life, and only after actually meeting them first as strangers/online friends. They guilt tripped me that I wasn't accepting their feelings and that they might stop talking to me. It was during the lockdown so I was lonely, and ended up in this "relationship" but it was nothing like a real relationship. They did try to ERP but I resisted and said I needed time to think about it, and then they went down the alt-right extremist pipeline for 8 months. Spending time together was the worst. It went from them being interested in me and wanting to know all kinds of details, which was weird itself, to them barating me that I have to understand all sorts of homophobic and transphobic content creators and not caring about how I felt.
A couple of experiences like that which sucked so bad have made be very skeptical about romance.

Lol this. Monkey retard Americans are like babbling monkeys always screeching about dead bedroom, how to spice up your sex life, how to get the most pleasurable orgasms. None of them even like each other unless they get sparkles every time they look at each other and if the sparkles run out for a single second they run off screeching into the woods like subhuman apes. Relationships require sex and it's not a bad idea to try to make it enjoyable as possible but that doesn't mean sex is the most important part of a relationship, it's still the friendship underneath. But Americans aren't actually capable of caring for anyone besides themselves, everything they ever do in their lives is about maximizing their own short-term pleasure. I laugh whenever I see when knowing they think they're even close to being human.

This has to be a fucking diabolical larp post i cannot believe this shit. I lived with a lesbian in college while still presenting male and she didn't lock her room door. Gotta be bait.

You will never be a woman. You invade womens spaces. You need to stop this mental illness, go out some fucking men’s clothes on and man the fuck up. Stop trying to force your way into women’s spaces you sick fucking degenerate

this is why you never disclose sis.

Or better yet, why you never fall for the tranny lie and ruin your own life.

That still sounds like they were just using you as a sexual outlet even if it wasn't physical yet.

It sounds like you already learned your lesson, but some people are just selfish idiots who don't care about you, they just say whatever combination of words they think is required to get what they want out of you. If they think threatening will work, they'll threaten, if they think pleading will work, they'll do that. If they think acting kind and nurturing and friendly will get your attention (lovebombing) then they do that. They have no real personality besides doing whatever they can to extract what they want from you and they do not have your best interests at heart. Selfish creeps like that are extremely common and you need to learn to weed them out asap and not give them anything. It can be hard realizing that someone you thought was a person is just another one of the animals but you have to immediately cut contact if they start being this way to you. It sounds like you might have some struggles with self-respect, because you're worth someone who doesn't try to take advantage of you like this and you need to recognize that.

it didn't happen to me so it couldnt happen to anyone

Why are white people so fucking retarded? Like actually I'm curious how you end up this fucking stupid?

divorce has been on a decline in america for like 20 years

The way you formulate your concept of being trans and trans acceptance is so unbelievably cringe. Like it's an underground band that got big and all the new fans suck. "The trans people 8 years ago were all stealth I'm telling you" okay hon sure.

He’s right. Back into the closet. Faggot

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Le ypipo bad... God this thread has so much 2015 vibes

I like this, put some feeling into the bullying. It really gets me into the mood. Like life is a movie and we're actually facing oppression from someone dangerous rather than just having my back scratched by another transbianon

Good luck with that one man lol. I'm sure trump will pass a legislation and normify society and then the mobs will come with their torches and pitchforks. I'm actually straight and pass anyway though so I don't care.

Stay seething trash :)

No, I didn't learn my lesson. I already knew it, and I was just lonely under abnormal circumstances of the lockdown, so I took a chance. When it ended I wasn't distraut, I was just tired and felt like most opportunities I get are a waste of time. That's just how people are these days and it sucks, but what can you do?

I've just lived this (assimilationist) life so long and its brought me nothing but loneliness friends wise

it can definitely be lonely, i won't pretend otherwise. it's probably not the path for people who care a lot about human connections and having a big network of friends. i'm extremely introverted anyway and prefer to keep my circle small so it's easy enough for me to say. my personal advice to trans women is to always have a few close friends who know and genuinely accept them, and then just kind of stealth to everyone else.

wondering if my only friend will hate me upon finding out who I really am

well, who are you really? are you a woman or are you a trans woman? that's a question you need to answer for yourself. some trans people just identify more strongly with being trans than others do, there are many reasons for it.

going dyke bar hopping with the girls on Halloween was more fun than I had at any of the retarded cis het parties I went to in college

i mean i think most of these spaces are okay with cishet people existing in them as long as they're respectful and a lot of cishet people do enjoy the queer ambiance more. there's nothing stopping you from going to these things and nobody forcing you to wear your identity on your sleeve if you do.
it's not all it's cracked up to be desu. not for me anyway. i say this as someone from a conservative catholic country who fantasised about this too, then i moved to paris and spent three years going to lots of these "queer" things. the people are often cliquey and standoffish and frankly rude, ironically the nicest people you usually meet at these things are cishet tourists who tend to be reasonably down to earth and are just there because the music's good or whatever. if you're thinking you'd be in like a detransition baby type dollhouse then forget it. if that doesn't exist here i doubt it exists anywhere except NYC.

What concept of trans and trans acceptance? It's just history. Not everyone passed but they were at least feminine and fairly normal, then more and more people started to transition and post more extreme angled pictures of their comb overs. The ones calling everybody on other sites hons were also all unpassing eternal boymoders that just started transitioning in 2013/14/15 when the board was still new. It was a weird coping mechanism, like you now, and it's cringe.
It's not like you guys weren't encouraged to be normal, but you chose to be freaks and now you're pushing revisionist history. I'm sorry but you should disassociate with your own generation if you want to be seen as normal.

It's too much and unrealistic. If it's platonic then they won't go away and it would be more like having a partner in crime rather than treatment being contingent on desire. Romance has a way of ruining everything

Kind of the dynamics I had with the ex. When she made me her bf, her expectations rose and she got a lot more testy when I didn't play according to her expectations. Rinse and repeat the multiple times she'd broken up with me and gotten back together. I'd rather have a life partner I can cuddle with over someone I can't open up to and feel comfortable around.

moved to paris and spent three years going to lots of these "queer" things. the people are often cliquey and standoffish and frankly rude, ironically the nicest people you usually meet at these things are cishet tourists who tend to be reasonably down to earth and are just there because the music's good or whatever

parisians innit

Go fuck yourself

Honestly dont know what cis woman think we can do to them. Ive been weaker than girls for just about my entire life and estrogen only made me weaker. I can get completely immobilized by one hand of a 5'2" cis woman but for some reason everyone sees one roidhon outperform women in the news and we're suddenly violent rapist ogres to them.

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There's no blue ford :x

Google "blue ford meme"

It's the dumpster

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