be me, twinkhon
got srs
finally get the all clear to have sex
have gone on a couple of dates with this guy I really like
try to have sex last night, feeling excited
I start bleeding everywhere just from him fingering me
can't even get him inside me because I'm too tight
blood all over him and the bedsheets
start crying because I'm so embarrassed and it hurts
go home and cry my eyes out
get a text from him saying it's okay and not to blame myself
too ashamed to even know how to respond
it's genuinely just fucking over for me, of all the IWNBAW moments in my life this is one of the worst
do I just kill myself like genuinely what is the move here