Massive ftm fetish and I hate myself for it

I only date ftms and by all means I see them as fully human and full on romantic partner that I wanna treat well and respect and I am supportive (more than supportive) of them getting more masculine or surgeries or whatever.
But I cannot in good faith date them because I fetishise basically their entire existence and transition. It's not just genitals (but it also is). It's the reppers, it's the ones on T, it's the ones with chest surgery scars (fuck I need to lick those scars), it's the hairy apes, there is some kind of transcendence towards how much I yearn for them. There's no way anyone would ever feel comfortable with the amount of abject fetishisation my brain goes through whenever I interact with one and it's fucking over any potential relationship because I keep self-sabotaging myself because I don't wanna hurt them.
But it's too late now. I am fully, utterly, and entirely, uninterested in cis men/women, mtfs and non-bineys. I am cooked. I am so fucking cooked bros.

Where did this come from?

I have no fucking clue.

And it doesn't help that there's some weird fucking tomboychasers on this board that I do not wanna be like or be seen as, fucking hell.

….sure you don’t just have autism anon?

Are you attracted to fully passing FtMs who don't have top surgery scars (due to getting keyhole)? What about men who may or may not be trans, but just kind of look like cispoons so you suspect they might be FtM?

honestly as a bi cis guy while i may be into ftms too i will never date or fuck any of them bcuz their chasers are so terrible and i dont want to seem like one of them by trying to fuck one

Maybe I am missing something but if you don't see them as easy pussy like a lot FTM chasers do then what's the problem?

Do either of you want to fuck their front holes or is the visual appearance of the poonhole enough?

Whoever gives a fuck is being retarded, doesn't matter what you're into, it matters how you treat people and the self-sabotaging is part of the problem in this context. Get some self-respect, or at least act like you have some.

I would be glad if someone was that much into me.

Imagine Ryan Gosling with a big hairy manpussy. Imagine sucking on his engorged roidclit like a baby drinking out of a bottle, slurping out his musky manjuices.

Why wouldn't I want someone who's obsessed with every part of me? You're overthinking it

Never diagnosed but I post on Fortune, so..
Yes I’m attracted to them.
I once had a new co-worker who was a cispoon and I lost my shit till I figured out he was probably cis after all. But the tension whenever I talked to him was huge.
Because people don’t wanna be fetishised so hard.
I love fucking them but the tdick alone makes me melt
That’s the thing. I need someone that is fine with this and I kinda need to know if they are before I can morally proceed with a relationship.

But it's too late now. I am fully, utterly, and entirely, uninterested in cis men/women, mtfs and non-bineys.

Once you date the most high why go back down?

mfw lgbt is becoming just a bunch of straight people who cosplay as the opposite gender

Honestly as an ftm I don't mind. The only kind of chaser I actually hate are the straight ones who only care about getting their dick wet and want to fuck women so they chase after pre/early T ftms. If someone fetishizes my transition but treats me respectfully and likes my masculinity I don't care, it would be nice to finally feel like we're not the worst of both worlds.

It's been like this since day 1

You have seen the light, the next stage in human evolution anon. There is no going back

Same desu. Ftm men are more attractive than cis men anyway (trans people are more attractive than cis people in general), but being able to have sex with a guy without the expectation of being penetrated of penetrating would save my life. But idk how to seek that out without being creepy

What makes them more attractive than cis men?

idk desu. Could be the combination of coarse hair on soft skin. Their voices have some quality that's really sexy.
Most trans men I've known have also been more compassionate than most cis men I've known, and that's really hot if you combine it with some confidence and forwardness. And they smell good

Feminine energy, a delicious wet babycanal, and portable height

God I want to be dominated by a man a foot shorter than me

Based
Cringe, kys now

Why is having a type a bad thing? Think about it - where did the idea that something is wrong with you for liking ftms come from?

this tbhdesu
though i'd rather not bother with chasers at all as the axewound is off-limits and that filters most of them (filters most other poons too desu)
as long as they're honest with themselves about their preferences, who really cares?

This thread is giving me hope I can get a tboyfriend

don't get me wrong, i would never date any chaser, but this entire thread makes you seem a million times better than the average chaser on the board. not only are you into passoids, but you seem to respect that most hate fetishization. i actually think you're kind of based for it
exactly

What are you like anon?

Retarded twinkhon who wants tvoice and tdick and [spoiler]can't have penetrative sex without having flashbacks and dissociating all day :([/spoiler]

And also doesn't remember markdown :((

Well theres more to sex than penetration and anyone who thinks otherwise is retarded

OP here

If someone fetishizes my transition but treats me respectfully and likes my masculinity I don't care

If I know someone doesn’t mind then I feel morally okay proceeding. I just don’t know how to bring it up without weirding someone out
Ftm chasers being the worst cretins on the planet. But also trans people that spoken out against chasers and fetishists.
Nono, trust me it’s way weirder and fetishy in practice. It’s legit every possible aspect of them and the more masc the better

There’s nothing wrong with this. I fetishize them and I am one, so I know it’s possible to fetishize them without it coming from a place of hatred or whatever.
Don’t beat yourself up about it. Go have fun.

the more masc the better

Opinions on forcemasc?

my main problem with ftm chasers is that 99% are straight men and 1% are either bisexual or gay and genuinely attracted to the masculine features, the fact you're into every aspect is a sign of being truly bisexual and while it's a bit autistic (like me and my fat fetish) it doesn't negate the possibility of you finding an ftm bf someday.

Same here. I'm a poon and I fetishize them/the idea of them. Especially stuff like this about a dominant, masculine ftm

Why do you think FtMs don't want to penetrate you? Some of them are ok with bottoming, more are ok with non-penetrative sex, but the ones who don't want to top you at all are very rare.

I don't think most ftms don't want to, but I know that my odds with cisoids are much worse.

What about a youngshit who's already post-phallo, will never let you top or do anything the average cis man would find weird, doesn't talk about his transition much, and will beat you to death with his bare hands if you ever out him or otherwise disrespect him with your words or actions (which would include bringing attention to the fact that he's trans without a practical, non-sexual reason)?

coarse hair on soft skin

Testosterone makes your skin tougher before it makes you hairier, so this combination only exists on gorillahons.
From the fact that no matter your opinion on their ethics, 99% of chasers are dysgenic retards regardless. I once convinced one who DMed me thinking I was MtF that Quebec is a city in the UK and that I'd take a train from there to meet him in London.

So you see FtMs as inherently less threatening?

Doesn't want to fetishize me

I FEED on worship. Look at my sloppy saggy unkempt body. I don't even like men but I do like to be WORSHIPPED and I doubt any other ftm feels differently