A better therapist it sounds like.
I hate my bpd tranny life
i cant even afford it. i barely have any money left i spent so much on them. i mustve spent 10,000 dollars on them. that was supposed to be my ffs money before i met them. ill probably lose my job because i can barely get out of bed anymore
amab enby
ohhhh boy i know where this is going
we're poly now
yup
the enby dumps me
uh huh
congrats OP you just learned enbies are universally narcissistic cunts
I can't make it better, anon, all I can tell you is that he took advantage of you and that you deserve better. You deserve that ffs, you deserve that competent therapist that'll medicate your BPD, and you deserve a better boyfriend. Your life isn't over because of a shit breakup, just think about how you're free to find someone who won't use you now.
im a complete shutin. they met me out of nowhere, it was like fate. i thought we were soulmates. how am i ever going to find anybody else when i cant even go outside except to work
they didnt use me. they always told me i was spending too much and i didnt have to. but i loved them and i wanted to make them happy...
I mean yeah he sounds like a fag, but you sound like an insufferable cunt. No wonder he found someone else, anyone would if they had any sense. Just leave the poor dude alone.
do you have like DID or something
i know. youre right. im fucking evil.
i dont know. nobody will diagnose me with anything. why do you think i have that
I'm sorry but I'm really not buying that the amab enby is the good one here. People like us get told we have BPD as soon as we show any emotions or get upset with actually abusive behaviour. Especially if therapists are telling you you don't have BPD then I highly suspect the amab enby was abusing you and you just have such low self esteem that you believe you're a monster (which is common for trannies, especially younger ones who haven't had decades of this shit happen to them). Especially the poly stuff sounds like everything you suspected was actually true.
You can choose to be a better person by letting this person be happy with their new girlfriend.