What's even the point if I'll never be happy

if it happens to them they are the victim, if it happens to others it is funny.

This is like 99% of life in general

i live in regret over what could have been if i transitioned as a gigayoungshit and what is just constant present pain over the evidence of my male puberty. i dread continuing to exist like this

dumbass lesbian

Not even a real lesbian, a gooner sweaty unpassing transbian

dude I am not even joking. I had to baby sit my nieces one time because my sister couldn't find another babysitter and she had to work a weekend so I assumed her husband wasn't home. three hours into it I HEAR HIM SCREAMING AT HIS FRIENDS ON CALL OF DUTY FROM THEIR ROOM. HE IS 30! men deserve nothing but scorn

They do exist, the loving part is just contingent on being young, hot and servile.

wow you're literally me. I stopped trying to meet people over a year ago after failing several date attempts. Passing wont ever compensate the sadness of loneliness and unachievable dreams. Even if I started dating tomorrow I would feel bad over all the lost years and opportunities. I feel BPD really ruined maybe my biggest chance of being happy

I wish there was a way I could help you

How did you blow your chance?

I met someone. I think we liked each other but we were afraid. Then I had a bpd attack because of something he did and I was really mean to him. Later he confessed he liked me but not anymore.
For a almost a week I wanted to die and i'd have done anything to be with him, but I guess its for the better, we're still friends and things are okay.

hey, I am not pro-drowning babies (lol), I got one of my own in the other room, but postpartum period is incredibly hard. you just went through months of having hormone levels hundreds of times higher than normal and then an abrupt crash in them, went through something which ends up traumatic in many people (delivery), and are now running on the most sleep deprivation you've had in your entire life, for month upon month, without cease.

people lose their fucking minds. completely. It is extremely hard for many new parents to restrain themselves from flipping a shit at the baby under those conditions. Protecting the baby there looks like being kind and understanding to the parent and wanting them to have more help at home and access to decent mental healthcare, not blaming them.

awwww they got PLAPPED by the cavemen males they're attracted to because they're retarded height-obsessed foids awww

It changes people, this woman I help is a completely different person, it was so traumatic she went from party girl that even cried if she missed one night out to a very responsible mother, woman not so much, she's still a free soul.

If you can't check your own mental illness you can't recognize what a healthy individual looks like. It's that simple. You can't fool me. And you can't have your cake and eat it to. Show some restraint now and prosper later. Or keep on engaging in the same coping mechanisms and suffer later. The worst thing about being selfish and non empathetic is that you will be lonely even if you're surrounded by people. You will not truly connect to any of them.

I need a crotch gobling to tear up my pussy to be happy :(

You truly are a woman, because you're being seriously retarded right now. Men suck. Find one that doesn't suck as hard and adopt. Or be parents to a heccin doggo if god hates you enough to have made you a millenial

find one that doesn't suck hard

That's the problem, men don't have that kind of instincts, men protect not nurture, meaning they will stay still and do nothing until something happens, so, as long as their head tells them there's no real danger they won't care, babies shitting themselves is not life threatening so get a man but find someone else to take care of your kids, because the kind of men women want to fuck, are the same kind that leave as soon as a problem presents.

The fuck are you talking about? I'd expect biological essentialism anywhere else but on the faggot board, come on

Try explaining why men don't care without saying they are evil, because I doubt there's some inherent bad faith in their actions, and judging by the occurrence frequency we can safely say it's something that all men share, which is their nature.

occurence frequency

Stop trying to sound smart
You're operating from a faulty basis. "Oh they don't care" Bullshit. You're basing this on like one or two experiences, or, more likely, internet ragebait. Incels do the same thing with women. Rightoids do the same thing with whatever flavour of non-white they're angry with that day.

This is a problem that repeats on many households to a certain degree, men are great at taking care of the whole family, providing but they are terrible to the kids, barely even know them, you could cope all you want but this is the most common type of family and you are trying to argue against that?

OP here again, I had a relationship of 3 years with the perfect guy and I fucked it up by being anxious and insecure all the time . Also I kept having meltdowns and blaming him and questioning him about everything (like questioning if he really loved me) because I feel worthless and couldn't understand how someone as good as him could love a tranny like me. After that relationship ended I got extremely depressed and even thought about killing myself many times. Once I recovered I started dating again and had a few relationships that were short because I ended up feeling worthless again so I would just dump them and ghost them. Being BPD and trans is hell.

Depending on your income level and geographical location there’s always surrogacy and adoption. That wont make you pregnant, of course, but it will make you a mom

True. Men all suck. They want women to make babies so that they could have sex with their own daughters

Yes slavery and human trafficking is the answer. You must a gay male

I wish for the same but I have afab friends who cant have kids or don't want kids, maybe we were lucky. The fantasy will always be better than the reality.

You can still have a nice life.

Real and true.

I did the same with women before trying to switch. It was not fun. Self hate/doubt is a difficult thing to deal with.

Think again, I’m afab

ad hominem

Disgusting

Kill yourself. Now.

kys loser

Sounds like me, I had an awful abusive relationship and I lose all my self-esteem, my mother was also very mean to me and i feel worthless. I still managed to be somebody, I pass, i have tons of friends and kinda popular, my relationship with my parents is great now but deep inside I feel Im not worth it so I never really tried to date anybody.
Now im going out with somebody (way younger than me) and I have really tried to not show my BPD, I dont feel loved but I know its because I dont love myself and not matter how many good things he says it will be never enough for my little silly brain.

if you would like to vent i will drop my discord: fbthrowaway