Tiktock, john

reminder this will be (you) if you are repping in your 20s and 30s

3 kids

How many kids you got anonette? Yeah I didn’t think so. Another repper win

the totality of psychic pain caused by repping must be enormous

God tranny the shit is so cringe and embarrassing, I wish I wasnt one

honestly if Reddit shut down tomorrow there’d be zero boomerhons for the foreseeable future

You could just be a cis man on estrogen

nah im good im through the cringe, ive been living as a woman for years now

me when I don't have three kids that fucking hate my guts for destroying the family because for selfishly destroying their family and WILL vindictively put me in the worlds worst hellhole of a nursing home as soon as they possibly can.

being self-loathing on Anon Babble

welp

honestly passing on the tranny gene is based as hell like lmao stacy your husband is a faggot and so are your kids

Because that's not how you do it, I don't understand how can someone wake up and just say "I'm a woman now teehee".

I spent years on therapy, had to listen to my parent's endless rants about how I could live a normal life if I decided to transition, it was the first thing I told the girl that wanted to hang out with me, and I repeated it every single time she thought she could fix me, like how can you hide that? Maybe from the public but your life partner? The decision to transition can be taken in a day of course but how do you even reach to that conclusion, this shit is life changing, it destroys a lot of stuff, why are they doing this

Why doesn't this retard manmode, at least until he's learned makeup, if he's insistent he needs to hon out?

I just don't get these people, how do you even manage that as a repper?

I know of someone who did it after prostatectomy.
I think that kind of surgery might do it. Imagine a normie normie boomer guy who's always relied on T and whatnot and suddenly has zero T.

manmoding fucking sucks

Oh also personality changes among boomers are fairly normal. I.e. after a stroke like Jon Fetterman.
Brain damage or changes can do a lot. In these cases it's be sudden onset gender dysphoria rather than repping tho

Well no I can't, I just can't imagine how something that ate me alive daily can be handled by them so easily, something that took me years to decide, countless hours of back and forth with my partner, weighing the positives, preparing for the negatives, even after we decided to go for it we stopped e the first time, it was hurting me and took blockers until I normalized, and even that took a lot of time to deal with.

3 kids?

Almost John 50'd. Dumb shit shouldn't have ever had children. How the fuck did she not realise sooner?? Why are people so god damn insufferably stupid?? I knew for years without ever being told anything.

Also can't wait for the latent tranny genes to kick in.

High functioning reppers crack
Low functioning reppers (me) do not crack.

The thought was probably running through his head his whole life, and it just became too much at some point. If he didn't grow up in a supportive environment, this shit gets buried deep.
You know what sucks more? Girlmoding while being too retarded to do your makeup. That's how you get these old fuckers dressed like their internal image of a porn bimbo with caked on clown makeup.

How the fuck did she not realise sooner??

I just don't know I cannot understand it. I will never understand these people

I gotta man up

If I just cut my hair it'll fix me

If I just get fit it'll fix me

If I just meet a girl it'll fix me

If I just join the military it will fix me

If I just start a family it'll fix me

I gotta man up

I gotta man up

How can you just lie to yourself again and again? How do they never think, wait what if this doesn't fix me? When each successive step just makes things worse? People can't be this stupid and naive...

thought

What thought? This shit comes to you raw, it invades your head, it's like your entire body is soaked in dread, I don't know how much can anyone repress but I seriously doubt anyone can handle that and end up "normal" , it basically defined my life, it followed me everywhere and blossomed constantly.

Imagine you grew up in a deeply religious household with said religion preaching how anything even resembling gender non-conformity meaning they deserved to be stoned, surrounded by extremely socially conservative people who will, just casually, talk about how much they hate faggots and how it should be legal to kill them. Hell, imagine you're as old as this guy was, so you probably never even heard of transsexualism until you were already deep into adulthood. In that context, transitioning isn't an acceptable if difficult life choice, it's not even something you consider. Repping isn't just suppression, it's almost life-saving, at least to your psychology. "I can't be a girl, I can't do girly things. That makes me a faggot. Faggots are disgusting. Faggots deserve to be killed. Faggots will burn in hell forever. I have to be a man." So by the time he might've been exposed to what transsexualism is (which might even have been as recent as 10 years ago,) his thoughts and feelings are already associating it innately with homosexuality, and innately association homosexuality with being sub-human. So he keeps repressing. And repressing. Until the growing acceptability of transitioning, even if it's backsliding some now, has completely worked its way through his psyche and combines with his increasing self-loathing for masculinizing and utter fatigue with trying to ACT male and he can finally accept the thought "It's okay that I want to be a girl." Then it all cracks and falls apart from there. And THAT, anon, is how people do it.

Specifically, "Should I transition?" I'm not talking about the desire or the feelings or the innate sense of wrongness and self-loathing for being male, just the little thought that says you have to do something about it.

But then why do they act as if they just discovered it? That's what puzzles me, every single one of them is like "how do you do fellow trannies? Where do I get tits and ass" which is very weird, how do you "discover" that suddenly.

If he didn't grow up in a supportive environment, this shit gets buried deep.

My parents were right wingers, my father watched Alex Jones religiously and kept ranting about how plastic bottles are a government/NWO ploy to make all men effeminate so that there wouldn't be anyone who would fight back when they take over.
All that did was make me want to drink from plastic bottles as a kid before I finally moved out and instantly got on HRT.
So no, having an unsupportive environment is no excuse for repping for 30 years, marrying a woman, and having three children with her and then trooning out

But that comes after you realize there's a way to get rid of the suffering.

All that did was make me want to drink from plastic bottles as a kid before I finally moved out and instantly got on HRT

Based. I remember my grandma told me if I eat a lot of eggs I will get breasts.

I ate a Lotta eggs

They're retarded normalfags who spent their entire life running from the very idea of even engaging in any feminine hobbies, let alone actually looking into estrogen and boob jobs. They're also, being stupid, incapable of googling shit and looking up resources on their own. It's not really 'just discovering' so much as that as soon as they crack, they're too dumb to help themselves and just bleat publicly for every bit of basic information. They're not like the reppers here who are surrounded by information and have probably had their mouse hovering over the payment submission on a diy site more than once, these people just straight out didn't look at ANYTHING beforehand because they didn't have the intelligence to consider it was out there.

I'm manmoding because I will never pass and I don't want to embarrass myself or others

Guy friends actually really admire me because I'm so based I refuse to settle down with some woman I'm not interested in aka all of them because of associated risks. Approached 0 women, rejected all of them.
t. cishetpassing repper

Some people are people pleasers, and not really defiant. By the time I was an adult, for example, I had warped large parts of my personality around pleasing my parents, or at least keeping them from getting angry at me. Combine that with severe depression and anxiety, and instead of wanting to help yourself you just spend years thinking about dying and getting it over with. Especially if you get ideologically captured, and legitimately believe being a transsexual makes you insane and transitioning makes you a bad person. Not everyone can fight out of that. Not everyone who does, does so early.

muh anecdotes

yeah and most people with depression don't sui, doesn't mean there isn't a connection

It'll go differently for me desu.

Okay but at some point you become an adult and get that shit sorted out instead of ruining some woman and her three children's life

I know there's no excuse to not search for information, but I'd say things are a bit different for John40's and you, who is probably not even 20. Information didn't come by as easily as it does now, and for boomers it's not in their nature to ''just google'' stuff. Not to mention nowadays it's more okay to be trans than it was 20 years ago.

And why go to the extreme? They go from completely normal men to sex crazed bimbos in a second

Becoming an adult isn't a magical point in your life when you suddenly change. If you're piled up in repression and depression AND ideology, you need to change out of all of THAT to move forward. That can take all your life. It can never happen. It took me ten years. After knowing for over ten beforehand. Is that stupid, is it cowardly? Yes, but it happens. You're right that he shouldn't have repped so hard he got married and fathered kids, but like I've said, he's stupid. He probably thought getting married would give him his man card and it all snowballed from there.

That, I can't explain. I don't empathize with it. However, the same thing happens when people come out of the closet as gay, so maybe it's just connected with trying to 'make up' for ruining their life?

having kids to prove you are a man

What is wrong with these people, that's the reason I have to babysit kids, men are retards, if I hadn't been pulled into it with the premise that my only responsibility was taking care of them I would have never accepted, I am deeply against keeping secrets more so of this kind, this kind of thing is fundamental to your being, it is part of your essence, I hate that I am being bundled with these people.

90% of you guys are permaboymoder, acting like the kind of person that turns 40 and puts on spandex and a blonde wig and struts into Walmart with the honfidence of 1000 passoids has literally anything to do with you psychologically

I'm 29 now, so yea John40 probably had less information, but at 30 he would have had the same info available I had at 20 so there's really no reason why he kept going for 10 years and had 3 children

I am deeply against keeping secrets more so of this kind

Hey, me too. I hate liars. When you're in this ideological hole though, that doesn't help. It just makes you hate yourself more for being a liar, but being a liar is better than the terrifying prospect of being hated and losing your support network.

this kind of thing is fundamental to your being, it is part of your essence

This is true, but they don't agree when they're repressing. They think "this is some sick thought I can beat." All that said, yes, it's incredibly selfish to go as far as having kids in this situation.

Went onto the account.

reddit.com/user/Alertox/
look at this sperg's reddit account, he posted "She’s trying to kick me out of the house right now" THIRTY SIX times in that thread.

Yeahhhh. Just...woww...

unemployed

Is he retarded? At least he could get a job first so he doesn't fuck up literally everything. He really didn't think this through at all

this is cringe af but I don't think we should bully this person

You're 29 and there were people ranting about waterbottles and microplastics when you were a kid?

self-ids as AGP

Yeah he's actually fucking retarded holy shit

Look at the post history, not just the thread alone. Like...being a member of daddit for ages, being in multiple trans communities only 2 months ago.

I'm normally a lot less of an asshole than this...but jfc, you'd expect a bad reaction for essentially lying your whole life. Idek atp, it just feels...horrid to look at. I'm glad that'll never, ever be me.

I'm not making fun, I don't know what to think of this, the entire thread is full of people that have deluded themselves into thinking they are trans, I try hard to understand their reasons but the most they say is "I am so glad, I am unapologetic", and that is not even a good excuse.

As much as I feel like an ass, its just...yeah. Not like this person'll see it here anyways.

microplastics

Lol no. They were talking about things like BPA, which is a xenoestrogen

there's one thing I don't get though
if they repressed their entire lives due to shame, how did it just disappear now? like, wouldn't the shame be worse today?

Repping does that to you. Its an observed affect.
Wait unemployed?? This is why you are supposed to plan ffs.

They find other AGPs on reddit who encourage them to troon out

I don't know. Maybe it used to be a sissy kink or something that person got off too. Must've dressed in the wife's dress and masturbated one time too many or something.

It’s just a midlife crisis where they leaned into some fetish they had instead of fucking young girls or starting a band..

I'm glad I trooned out as a "teenager", idk how these people repressed while living in the west, I trooned out in the ex-USSR region

Referencing this more.
Genuinely IDs (more likely IDed) as AGP.

i dont understand how you could rep so hard you get a wife and kids. whatever this is its so debilitating theres no way i could do that even if i wanted to

i literally did this at age 28 except im a neet so i didnt ruin lives. i was so scared of people seeing me as a faggot because i got the shit kicked out of me for nonconforming as a kid

Who knows, when I started I basically cut contact with all my old family and friends because I was too ashamed to tell them, and I'm a latershitter.
The US is WAY more religious than Europe. Religion accelerates your opposition to the whole thing to a matter of your very immortal soul. It makes you VERY ideologically devoted to repressing.

Same here, I'm explaining to the people here so they know how people like this redditor happen, even if we're not as bad as that. It's hard some times for people who had the self-will or support necessary to do it when young to get exactly how hard this childhood trauma, and that is what it is, gets ground into your skull.

Forgot this part too. Silly me.

no im fucking killing myself as soon as i possibly can this will never be ne

Anon says ex-USSR

aktshually the US is soo much more religious than Europe

You Americans really need better education, especially about the regions you destroyed. Ex-USSR doesn't necessarily mean Europe, idiot. And lots of former soviet states became horrible places because of capitalism and religion quickly took over again, worse than most states in the US.

Well, I know that the USSR was officially atheist. Sorry for assuming you're European and not Central Asian too. I do know that Central Asia rebounded hard into Islam, but as far as I know most of the European USSR has stayed relatively less religious.

Oh and stupid me, I forgot about the Caucuses, both hardcore Muslims and hardcore Christians on either side, right?

it's because they're not repping, their mechanism for transition is completely different to a high dysphoric youngshit. that's the only possible explanation.

I'm from the european ussr region and yea, religion came back hard, capitalism + religion means for trannies it's a shit situation
it wasn't perfect in the ussr ofc but technically it was possible to transition (I've heard of stories like that)

I'm not even the anon you initially replied to. Even the European ex Soviet states have a huge problem with religion. If you think eastern European countries are nice places for trannies just google "Poland LGBT free zones" for example

check this person's reddit page

self-admitted agp

3 fucking kids and a wife

another family destroyed by a porn-addicted man developing agp and being hugboxed by other men with agpinto thinking that makes him trans

I feel sorry for his wife and kids

Yea that's what I've heard too. I think eastern Germany was also really progressive for trannies at the time. I think they allowed name changes for trannies several decades before West Germany did

treating trans like an on/off switch, like finding out you have a missing chromosome or something, was the biggest mistake of the last decade imo. Should’ve always been just something people can do, not something they definitely are

f you think eastern European countries are nice places for trannies

Well I wouldn't go that far, but like over 80% of the US believes in Creationism.

I was 25 when I decided it, but I spent the previous 8 years expressing myself femininely towards my partner, I told her every single little detail since I met her, I knew all about her and she knew about me, it wasn't even my own decision, she was aware I was planning on leaving home and transitioning before I met her, we basically only went to gay friendly places, all of her friends were gay too, she helped me realize I could still live that way.
I mean even my parents had a conversation with her about it, they were worried she would leave me for that and thought I didn't have the courage to tell her.

You cannot possibly hide something like that.

AGP transbian boomerhons deserve bullying

Creationism

Well that's just Americans being uniquely retarded. You can't measure the regressiveness/conservatism of a population by how stupid they are. Lots of people in Europe are religious and conservative. Look at all the Nazi parties gaining popularity right now. I hate that you Americans always act like you have it so bad and Europe is a socialist utopia

You had a support network, anon. A lot of people don't have a supportive partner and all her friends to help them.

Anon, I think you're just reading too far into it. All I said was that the US is more religious, not that you don't have religious people in Europe

that's not true, the stat is 40%

That's a stupid statement too. 67% of your population is Christian according to Wikipedia, while 71.6% of the population of the European Union is Christian.

Okay anon, I get it, I'm wrong and you had it way harder than anyone else and anyone who repressed even in the bible belt in the US was a stupid retard. I get it.

wikipedia is wrong then as of 2019, the stat is 64%

I cycle between hating radfems and trannies I really can't figure out which is worse

they should all die like John 50 OP though

Stop being a whiny baby, I just want Americans to be a little less stupid on the internet and stop acting like Europe is progressive

I cycle between hating radfems and trannies I really can't figure out which is worse

Same
t.ranny

most women aren't radfems or even identify as feminists in America

there are *far* more of OP than whatever the fuck a radfem is to you

most annoying teen whores grow out of it and get a man a family, OP John 50s take everything from that very woman and destroy her life with trannyism, much worse

I really don't understand why reppers overcompensate. Do they just not experience dysphoria at all?

We bury that shit as hard as we can I can't want to be a woman if I have a beard, I can't want to be a woman if I work out and get buff, I can't want to be a woman if I'm constantly fucking hot babes.

but you're literally in the most masculine act possible (fucking a woman), how does that not make you feel bad

Maybe you’re simply right tho.

women aren't that into me, so it's kinda hard for me to drag my hypothetical wife and kids down in the future

I would kinda zone out during I'd really struggle to finish and havto make up excuses for why I couldn't cum

they're both so emotionally immature
made for each other