How do i stop being a androgynous faggot...

how do i stop being a androgynous faggot? i look like the left in the picture and while I cannot confidently say that im a complete hon failure I also cant say I look like a girl, it feels like im not masculine enough to be a guy but also i dont exactly look like a girl either im just in some weird middle spot, id say my only true feminine trait is that im 5'3 but that is basically it.

its always been that way my whole life and i thought hrt would maybe lean the scales more towards the female side but im unsure if it really did much.

i can post a pic if needed but no hug boxing please.

im such a hon!

doesnt post what they actually look like

many such cases
post it

unsee cc/album#2Bk6vG9jN8JC

ive posted on this board before but i feel like i got hugboxxed so im trying again

passes

holy shit im gonna off myself you are wayyy prettier than me
girl if anyones a hon its me and ive been on hrt for over a year

not OP but you look like a pretty typical girl from pnw

ur literally fine girly trust

ur hair is so cute ^_^ u pass

you are very pretty and I think you would pass well:)

ill take it

ur hair is so cute

thnx
anyway i think im like a bare minimum pass
or maybe im actually fine and DO pass since i get gendered female irl but the constant emotional abuse i deal with at home from my transphobic family has just convinced me im a total hon
ur still prettier than me though and i wish i looked as good as you

ill take it

no actually after i posted that i really looked at you and you actually look a lot like a (cis) girl i knew in high school. like you could be her sister. i swear to you i'm not hugboxxing, it's actually kinda fucking with my mental. you dont live in oregon, do you?

You're both pretty. ygmi. maybe wear makeup or whatever but you're doing well

Your a girl, if anyone thinks otherwise they are genuinely retards, feel confident passoid.

so i assue this girl had some masc features then?
and no i dont live in oregon im from the midwest
i wear light makeup
moisturizer
sunscreen
pore filler
color correcting primer
occasional blush
and lip gloss
i cant do like "real" makeup since i touch my face alot and cry on impulse so my makeup would get messed up

are you me? I’m in the same spot height and all?

That's fair. You do look nice regardless

nvm, fuck you passoid. My struggle is not your costume!

nta but i bet you look nice

so i assue this girl had some masc features then?

i mean i guess, but she was still pretty obviously a chick. chicks can have a few "masc features" and still be a chick, it's not like there's a checklist out there you have to get 100/100 on to qualify for being a chick. i dont even know what that would look like. probably weird and uncanny. i think you're cute and you pass as you are. but i'm a dude so i guess i dont really nitpick about specific features all that much, sorry if my opinion doesnt mean all that much considering that

even if true, looking nice and passing aren’t the same

how many times are you gonna post that you don’t pass only to have everyone reply and say that you pass?

i like 100% pass to men
but with women its a 50/50 like well at least in public i will get some confused looks from women?
like actually nvm i take the 50/50 thing back idk its just really weird any im probably overthinking
like i may get a confused look here and there from a cis girl but then they hear me speak and then stop so i assume i just look like a boyish girl to them?

fuck forgot link
whatever

Cute!

i think maybe you get imposter syndrome? like you feel like women are more intensely trying to scrutinze you because you're trying to be one? i don't really know how it works, sorry i am but a humble cis male. but maybe you are just more sensitive to what other women think about you. i mean cis women are more sensitive to what other cis women think about them too, girls are awful to each other

fuck maybe
honestly its prob just ptsd from all the transphobic stuff i deal with at home
i think if my mom and grandma and aunt didnt shout ywnbaw at me at least once everyday i wouldnt be this damaged

you may have both. and if you're attractive enough to feel happy, passing just becomes a safety thing.

are you the negative xp fangirl?

i'm sorry you go through that. yeah that will pretty clearly give you a sense of alienation from other women, and probably make you feel scared of women on some level as well. i hope you can escape that situation soon

I’m an actual boy-girl freak unlike op

yeah lol

i hope you can escape that situation soon

hope so
need a man to save me from my abusive household fr

i hope you find a man fren. i'm probably a bit too old for you lol, and once again i live in oregano

Women can spot trans women pretty easily, you are uncanny looking to them. Men are kind of stupid and they are easily fooled