Hey everyone, tgirl here, I've never posted in this thread before but I need some advice
I've always considered myself to be HSTS until recently, reason why I say recently is I met another trans girl in my city. She's 5 years older than me (24), 9 months DIY, no VT but androgynous voice and Chinese (I'm white). We met on Grindr and we took it to IG, talking about all the shit we're interested in and infodumping to each other, I thought she was really sweet and cool and she asked to meet up to go to the arcade, so we did and we had a great time, but I was still unsure on whether or not I had a romantic interest in her. Pretty soon after that in DMs she started saying really cute shit to me, calling me her 'puppy', saying that she'd hold me down in bed and everything. I became infatuated with her. We went on another date 2 days ago, looked around the art gallery for a bit, went for lunch at a bao and noodles place and then went to the arcade. She's just so sweet and cool, she always has something to say and she's just super kind. Her love language is a mix between quality time and physical touch and she does both super well. I just blush when I'm around her, she's so pretty and sweet. The night ended with us going back to my place where we laid down, watch a talk about the economy of the 80s and then I had sesbian lex for the first time. Oh my God, it was amazing. She kept on calling me her lil puppy, bullying me, calling me a nerd, gave me SO MANY fucking hickies and she let me call her Mommy, it was so fucking tantric and sweet, I love her so much but I'm so scared as this is my first T4T relationship and idk how much trust I should put in this. Any thoughts or advice would be great