/repgen/ - repressor general

QOTT: what media do you really identify with as a repper?

I really liked Hard Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World because of this; the idea that the protagonist's brain is split to maximize work functionality in the "real" world while also having a fantasy they identify more strongly with. I need to read more

take your pills, retards

take my cock retard

wya

I wish I had big jiggly tits that men and women loved to touch and grab
I feel shame about this all the time but I cant choose what I wish for

same
I want to be a hot big titted bimbo that men want to fuck.
It's really sad. I look at trannies sometimes and wonder if I'd want to look like them, but I really don't most of the time. Why would I want to be a man with gyno?

I just wish I was smaller
Even if I stayed as a never passer chud looking guy, id feel better being like 5’5 or something instead of almost 6’
I feel monstrously big in almost all situations and being slim doesnt help at all

What about being an effeminate male who doesn't follow gender rules but isn't chemically controlled either?

I never got the bimbo masochism thing. I must be fake.

How about being a male who follows gender roles but is chemically controlled?

i need some help!
what do you take?

same :(

same youngshits can't realize ;__;

open repgen

poonfuel

It's all an elaborate ploy to get me.

the chemical control is a shackle around your brain preventing your true free expression

poonfuel

How is that poonfuel?

take your T, retard

Everyone follows the rules, you don't have a choice.

t. Retard

take my what?

Thinking of making an alt art account where I purely draw simple cute girls and seeing if it helps my feelings at all
Because even if it didn’t it would get me better at art and I could get commissions some day
Pic not by me

Same but not in a bimbo way
I’m a gangly bony man and wish I had some curves and softness in the right places for guys to grab while they fucked me

Descriptions of "big giggly tits" and such.
Honestly getting to the point where I might.

To all men in this thread: You will never be women
To all women in this thread: you will never be men

Thank you

Anyone can draw simple cute girls. Girls can draw cute guys. It depends on if you draw yourself as a girl or not, and if that sort of helps you form a sense of self and an identity.

I honestly don't get the desire to just be a free-use fuckdoll sex object

Repchads what do you think about the folowing infographic?

Even though you're probably memeing I often wonder if evil supernatural entities are the cause for mental illnesses...

There's been some fascinating work by people like Stafford Betty on this topic.

How do you cope with looking in the mirror and realizing you're never not gonna be in this body?

Not concerned since I'm a deranged predatory dyke (repooner) but it does make sense. As a child I believed an exorcism would free me from lust towards women and gd, maybe I was onto something.

can you please make a version for FTMs?

Alcoholism is probably caused by evil spirits so you are on to something.

But you're still not into women in a lesbian kind of way though, right?

At least it's a lust for women as other people and not some weird hentai-fueled meta lust toward yourself.

If I feel schizo enough I will, can only do it from the perspective of an "hsts" tho.
Any way I am into women is a lesbian way since iwnbam and I am unfortunately terminally gynephilic.
In a way I'm worst, the women I fantasize about would be horrified if they knew. Sometimes I feel that I am abusing my position as a female by having access to the intimacy of other women who do not know what I lust after them.
Hentai fueled meta lust doesn't prey on actual people.

I can understand wanting it when horny, but some people seem to carry their horny forward and turn it into a life goal and get lost in the sauce. I've never perfectly understood the typical AGP's mindset, though.

what media do you really identify with as a repper?

You know, I've thought of this, but I've never been able to come up with an answer for it. I'm not the kind of person to project my issues onto a character; they'd need to be an actual repper in the media for me to identify it in them. Instead, I mostly sympathize with characters who've been lost, abandoned, or neglected. Someone who is completely unwanted by others, whether they end up being a victim until the end, or turn that around and become a villain in revenge.

In all likelihood I'm AGP more than anything, but in most regards I don't feel legitimate. But I've always thought of it as just the same me, but as an average girl.
And I'm pretty similar too in regard to fictional characters where in general I just tend to relate strongly to characters with BPD traits.

I don't think I fit into Blanchard's boxes at all. These ideas started before puberty, but I repped and refused to come out (this is something Blanchard doesn't even consider possible for COGD.) I'm not gay or straight, I'm bisexual, something he thinks doesn't exist. I can get off on gender bender hentai, but putting on women's clothing or imagining myself as a woman doesn't make me horny, it makes me depressed at being an ugly male. So I just think the dichotomy is false, or too simplistic.

I strongly related to characters with BPD traits

I never got diagnosed with BPD personally, just depression. Most of the characters I identify with are like, abused little girls and villains with tragic backstories.

In a way I'm worst, the women I fantasize about would be horrified if they knew. Sometimes I feel that I am abusing my position as a female by having access to the intimacy of other women who do not know what I lust after them.

The transbian experience

Is there a way to make gender dysphoria leave me alone for just a few weeks? I'm gonna stop repping soon but I can't be dealing with this constant grinding depression right now. ssris are not an option.

It's weird for me, because I feel like I've never had much of an identity at any point

Despite having clear likes and dislikes, I still get this feeling, because repping meant refusing to behave as or engage with things I wanted to. Like I'm not a completely empty shell, but it's still pretty damn hollow where a person should be. I think that's just the Rotting Derelict from this pic's destiny.

Just suck it up

Holy shit that's literally me

Seems to be the end-state of repping.

women who say they're happy they're women make me cry

min wage in my cunt is 2k

average rent in my cunt is 2k

fucking shithole

tfw all the high paying jobs are located in the most expensive part of the city

even if you get a 100k/year job the rent triples

I fucked up getting my degree and GPA via depression so I'm just fucked out of ever making money.

where do i find a therapist who will understand

i fucked up my life like serious
my health is shit
i have no close friends
i don't know how to function in a society
i can't concentrate on anything and have no real interests anymore
even my superficial charm and quirky humor seems gone

and yet me being a (slightly feminized) lumberjack phenotype is what really hurts

i'm not the same person that i was before puberty
gender dysphoria murdered me and the current me is simply a walking corpse