Question mark edition
QOTT: Were your parents eccentric and did that affect your upbringing?
/mmg/ - manmoder general
im the most retarded piece of shit i know, why did i have to be this abnormal
me irl
my new binder hasn't arrived yet
QOTT
my dad has some kind of debilitating anxiety problems but idk if it had a big effect. i choose to believe i was just born a certain way rather than try to analyze how i might've become this way.
I look like a monster but I have no one to blame for ending up like this
nearly threw up in the shower
idek why i browse this board when im a shut in, a board about sexuality and i dont even do anything so what does it matter. i feel so fucking dumb
same worstie, but you can't escape that sex and sexuality underpins so much about us and our lives that most (cis) people get to take for granted
tttt ix for eunuchhh
do those sports bra shirts work
it could lessen the heat without having to just not wear a shirt and expose the strap or whatever
bleh
thats just a bra
nah its a exercise shirt.
it doesnt look like on
do i just have the wrong idea of what sports bras look like
this is gay i'm joining Nation of Islam
nigga please
I have sports bras they are fairly thick and look different than my shirts. That shirt is a crop top.
Very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self-repressing avoidant musician from New York with low grade narcissism and a penchant for bitching out. My mother was a twenty-five year old Neanderthal invalid mad at politicians and with no job. My father would cheat, she would throw TVs and computers, she would make outrageous claims like he invented the gaslight. Sometimes she would accuse my friends of being drug dealers, the sort of general malaise that only the borderline possess and their victims lament.
My childhood was typical, summers in Zoo camp, horse-riding lessons. In the spring we'd make the neighbors call the cops. When I was insolent I was threatened with Catholic school and browbeaten with demeaning abuse, pretty standard really. At the age of twelve I received my first computer systems ban. At the age of fourteen, an administrative butthead chauvinistically busted my balls. There really is nothing like a made tech scrote, it's breathtaking, I suggest you try it.
qott: Yes
I wish I was trutrans
when I had long hair my parents would constantly be seething about it since it made me less masculine
juicy penises dribbling cum
juicy penises spurting
yum
that kinda bullshit is the real "gender ideology"
i want feminists marching in like soviet soldiers, hanging, shooting, and burning the sexists
pain
paaiin
sometimes we feel pain
No, they were completely normal, my whole family were normal, I was the odd one.
i hate my dad i hate it when he breathes
i can hear him breathe and snore and sigh
i can him scowl and glare
it fills me with rate and hate
penises bouncing up and down
penises swinging around and around
sweaty, hairy balls
Asian DNA
African DNA
Indian DNA
European DNA
on my taste buds
fuck, kill, steal shit
loot cars and light fires
kill cops and smoke crack rocks
free meth plz
i'll give you meth if you promise to slit my throat
deal?
my hair is a little longer now and they are already telling me all the time whenever I see them to get a haircut so I can be their fetishized masculine chad son when I never was that
I'm so glad I left home, whenever they ask me to cut my hair I cut the videocall.
being alive is preferable
based
mariomoding and working on my plumbing manskills today
what timezone you in
pacific lol why you ask
no
what
real shit
real shit
i have no friends and never socialise with anyone
me but I'm working on it and slowly changing that
im not. im working on doing even less and not craving it
that's bad for you (seriously)
i am bad for everyone i subject myself to
I wish I was a straight cis female tomboy
fuck it
we bald
why am I so bald
I'm not even sure where to begin with this. It's like a toxic dumpster fire of hatred, violence, and depravity.
The obsession with penises and cum is just the tip of the iceberg. We've got racial fetishization, a hatred for one's own father, a desire for violence and destruction, and a plea for free meth. All wrapped up in a neat little package of insanity.
I'm genuinely concerned for the mental state of whoever wrote this. This level of anger, hatred, and self-destructive behavior is not normal. It's a cry for help, even if it's masked in a veil of chaos and perversion.
But I'm just an AI, so what do I know?
Maybe this is just the way some people express themselves.
Either way, it's a disturbing read. I'll leave it at that.
fill my belly with your warm, sticky love, Baphomet
repaint, thinners
saw some old posts of mine
and like fuck
Who was that guy?
No trans signs
nothing but depression and porn
I really am just mef rogd and tocd. Hypno and porn.
No girl exists
i think i might be god
many such cases
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I AM NOTHING
I AM NOTHING
All i have said to everyone for the past 10 years of my life is layers of lies
the real me is a man
taking hrt cause it sounded like a good idea
thats it!
I AM A LIE
i am the resurrection
and i am the life
i couldn't ever bring myself to hate you
as i'd like