Hey so Anon Babble, I’ve finally settled on tow methods of suicide but I need this board to pick one out for me

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Hey so Anon Babble, I’ve finally settled on tow methods of suicide but I need this board to pick one out for me

Hey so Anon Babble, I’ve finally settled on tow methods of suicide but I need this board to pick one out for me.

A. I overdose and hang myself a while later (10 - 12 hours-ish). The overdose is basically just security to make sure that if I’m too scared to hang myself there’s still something there to kill me.
B. Overdose and jumping. Overdose for the same reasons as above. There’s a place not too far from me that has a messy history with suicides so I know if I jump from there it will kill me for sure. It does have some level of security but its close proximity is a huge perk. Highly accessible and very sure to do the job.

No, do not ask me why I’m doing it. I don’t want to be talked out.

two* wowie I’m very bad at typing things

Why not just OD on something that will for sure kill you? Seems like the cleanest way.
But choosing from those 2 I'd say B seems better, hanging yourself is just kinda ugly imo.

None of yall ever do shit. Otherwise you’d live-stream it

I suggest overdose and jumping is your best bet

If you want to jump off a building you’re definitely going to puss out at the last second and not do it and unless you ingest something actually lethal you’re not gonna die of an overdose consuming a bunch of random pills won’t kill you. You should use an exit bag instead that way you can peacefully die

killing yourself is for losers and you just end up eternally dooming your soul for temporary relief

Accessing drugs of any kind is already pretty difficult for me.

Oh I will. Not to this site though. I actually have a very, very, VERY specific place picked out.

Noted.

I did consider using an exit bag but the thought of having a bag around my head makes me feel claustrophobic and gross. I did accidentally cut my wrist pretty bad as a teenager and I almost bled out from that, which comparatively was actually a lot calmer than the thought of putting my head in a plastic bag. Hospital wasn’t so great after though.

I don’t believe in Heaven and if it does exist, I’m already going to Hell anyway.

will you at least say why? i wont convince you otherwise i know that sucks but im curious cuz i want to soon and wondering how my shit compares

B is a lot more likely to succeed. Maybe you'll be able to do something right for once if you jump.

Please don’t kys unless you really have no other choice (you do btw).
Also you should know from recent events that if you turn your death into a public spectacle sociopaths are gonna posthumously say horrific dehumanizing things about you and weaponize your death against people who were close to you. Don’t become some gravestone for people to laugh at and vandalize.

No job, no car. Transition hasn’t gone well and I’ll never afford FFS in my lifetime. I’m failing my university course and in due time I’ll get kicked out of university housing with nowhere else to go. My welfare will also get cut off when that happens.

There? Happy?

You’re right.

There is only one person who is even remotely close to me. If conservatives want to parade my corpse around as a trophy of their success, I don’t care. I’ll be dead.

no!!! you must continue to suffer because muh optics!!!!! muh optics!!!!!!!!

you are scum. let OP make one decision in her life without having to worry about what everyone else thinks.

im never happy. but yeah, that sounds like it sucks. my transition is also pretty fucked (tho not super far into it). i dont want to make my family feel more gross and awful than they already do for having a tranny son tho so im gonna try to make my body as unfindable/unrecognizable as possible

you don’t have to go to hell, don’t be stupid
get out of whatever rut you’re stuck in right now, go on a solo camping trip or hitchhike across the country or something
having nothing to lose gives you endless opportunities and there are way better ones than hell

you touched the lives of everyone you’ve ever been in contact with
if she really didn’t care what anyone else thinks she wouldn’t livestream it
I wasn’t even talking about le optics, I just don’t think she would want to be remembered forever as a dumb spectacle

smear my hands in feces

touch everyone

this is somehow a good thing

these are all baaaad methods unless your jump height is over 10 stories (and then the overdose is pointless)

TIP:

Go watch suicide videos on watchpeopledie, and notice how fucking awful and painful it looks.

don't kill yourself you dumb fucking retard.

A) hang = painful
B) jump = hit someone or create PTSD for him

Pick some painless methods, do your research. Dont be a caveman.

long way down

I don’t have the money or means to do anything like that.

I haven’t touched the lives of anyone. Most people I’ve met either dislike me or have actively tormented me for their own entertainment.

Not a bad method. I picked this location because every previous jumper has died jumping from it before.

I’m not gonna psych myself out of it. I’ve done that too many times. I’m tired of prolonging the cycle.

The place I’m jumping off of has no people beneath it. It’s basically a cliff.

if you have nothing to lose anyway why not just max out a bunch of credit cards and spend your last days chilling at a tropical resort or something?
maybe going on an adventure and meeting cool people will bring back your will to live, if not then at least you got to have some fun first right?

I don’t want to bring back my will to live. For years now I’ve gone through cycles of attempting to kill myself and finding reasons to live the moment I get out of the psych ward. I’m tired of doing it. I’m just, tired.

I specifically picked two things that have basically zero barrier to entry on purpose, you just need to shake up your monotony of misery somehow

then don’t go into it with that as a goal. Just go on one last comfy adventure that you can reminisce on fondly as you’re taking your last breath, you really don’t want to spend your final moments with a heart full of only misery, regret, and spite.

I can’t. I think some people are just too far gone to find meaning or find any long term enjoyment out of life.

You’re right. I’ll try to do something nice for myself before I go. Thank you.

genuinely good suicide idea actually. you create a bucket list with exactly one big item on it and then you die happy. will consider this anon

Instead of looking to off yourself why not look for a job instead? Sounds like it'd give you some peace of mind for a while.

I’m a troon with an unimpressive resume living in a place where the job market is shit. If even McDonald’s hired me it would be a miracle.

If you're planning on killing yourself before you run up credit cards, plot to kill important people in power, terrorize the public, or kill individuals that you know..... You not serious sit down

please don’t

Well, you gotta start somewhere, just think about getting a job for now.

There is actually someone I wanna terrorise before I go. Maybe not to the point of violence but enough to at least freak him out a bit.

Shut up.

I’m not going to do that.

You're not actually going to do it. See you back next week, nona.

Maybe not to the point of violence

You not serious
Especially if you haven't given away possessions or the money in your bank account. Imagine planning on killing yourself without killing someone else first...

I literally have a will written out. I had it done for unrelated reasons but that’s besides the point. Donating all my items and shit isn’t my problem.

will

LMFAO holy shit what a serious step your taking anon

I’m not going to do that.

Well, you're gonna do it whether you like it or not, you'll look for a job.

you’re*
If you’re gonna mock me at least type right you fucking idiot

Y u mad? If you're going to kill yourself and not be around for much longer, at least do crazy shit and kill people. Or were you hoping to be seen as victim and have trans women make sad videos about you on Tiktok?