Hi channers!!!!!!!! Do I put on a dress as a form of self harm to remind myself I’ll never be a woman? Your vote matters! Please vote!!!!
Hi channers!!!!!!!! Do I put on a dress as a form of self harm to remind myself I’ll never be a woman...
Just remember Charlotte.
That's all
yes and post pics please
I’ll remember her. Every day for the rest of my life. It’s a weird comparison, but there’s a Vocaloid producer I used to like who’s known as Siinamota/Powapowa-P. It’s likely he killed himself and he was only 20. By that point several of his songs had become famous and had been performed at official Miku concerts. To this day I wonder why with so much success he chose to do it. Maybe it’s an insensitive comparison but when Charlotte’s suicide hit the mainstream, I wondered the same. Why would someone who’s gotten on HRT at a young age and seemingly has a lot hole life ahead of them choose to kill the selves. There’s no answer. Wherever she is now, I hope she’s happy.
Not fucking doing that, leech.
eh its not me so maybe?
Explain your reasoning ma’am (or sir why am I assuming is it woke to apologise for that?)
Can u record a video of u jerking off and leaving a big messy wankstain in the dress
Enby, but mostly i don't think its okay if you let Anon Babble control you life so ofc maybe
Fuck I’m not woke enough I forgot the third possibility.
I don’t let Anon Babble control me. I let insecurity control me. And admittedly some Anon Babble stuff plays into that.
nigga what
now if it was me i would say "eh fuck this shit" go to sleep and start a new day of suffering because everyone is fucked
nice name btw
I’d usually do that but atp every day is the same.
My name is inaccurate. I’ve cut to styro countless times, beans multiple times, and laffy taffy once. That one time I was in so much pain I walked to hospital (I live right next to one) and begged to go to the ER. I cut an artery once and my parents found my bleeding out. Not a good experience. TLDR I’m lying about being the catscratchanon because it’s easier to cut deeper when I convince myself I’m not trying hard enough.
lying to yourself
I dated a trans girl before and she lied to herself everyday so i know
Good.
Side note but the night sky looks so pretty when I’m high. I wish I could appreciate all these things while sober. Maybe all it takes to die is a few edibles, some painkillers and a rope. I’ve really been overcomplicating things.
true but take pics of the sky (its helped me with alot of stupid shit)
how tall are you?
charlotte
who is this?
You think so? Might be worth a shot.
5”8. Not a heighthon but defs a shoulder, rib and facehon.
a girl who jumped either to TF2 or alot of self hate
Twitter trans girl who commit suicide and was subsequently made into a meme by heartless conservacucks.
i would pay 2 buck to see a right winger get cucked
rib anons can just waist train. facehons can get facial surgeries.
shoulders are more complicated.
how shoulder are we talking?
also, just by making your hips and breasts big, the eyes will naturally not see the shoulders so easily.
Waist training is pseudoscience for middle aged soccer mums. I’ll never be able to afford ffs. I’ll spare a shoulder pic for those who wish to see it. Be warned, it’s an old pic and I’ve gotten fat since then.
Hips and breasts are very masculine. Face is worse. Before the allegations flood in, no I am not a BDD passoid.
RAGHHHHHHH I NEEED YOU Raghhhhh (the enby whom like ur discord lol)
Wtf how do you know my discord
Also my face is genuinely atrocious I look like one of the nerds who works at a game store or movie theatre in a film
i need ur discord not i have your discord
You’re not getting it because I’m a gigafacehon
I DO NOT CARE (i look hella ugly)
Waist training is pseudoscience for middle aged soccer mums.
it isn't. stop being retarded.
holy fuck. you do know you can reshape cartilage with time to a permanent form? that's how an otoplasty works.
gotten fat since then
then slim back down.
you know why I like tranners? unlike women, they have agency. you're like a cis woman, you lack agency.
I’m worse than you on every level. When I share my body with people they always expect a BDD passoid or a twinkhon at least but I can promise on everyone’s soul I’m not either of those things.
Literally every article I have consulted has said waist training is a temporary, unreliable solution.
Also, I’m trying to slim down. I only eat every second day and on the days where I do eat, it’s 1,500 calories or less.
Literally every article I have consulted has said waist training is a temporary, unreliable solution.
k, you do you.
Source a peer reviewed, scholarly article that backs waist training, and I’ll listen to you
no.
keep being a ribcel.
Stop being a faggot. If you can prove waist training works I’ll lock in but every source I’ve looked at, HELL, even the people I KNOW who have tried it, have said it’s unreliable bullshit.
no harm in at least giving it a try, I vote yes
your shoulders look good here desu, you're being too hard on yourself catty...
sorry, I only talk to good girls who do what daddy says.
This just in: none of the dresses I actually own are dresses like I remembered and they’re all agp skirts I hold onto out of regret for my failed transition. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha so fucking funny please laugh please fucking laugh please.
My shoulders look like the grand canyon in width. Don’t lie to me.
Fuck off chaser. I’m not a fucking passoid. Everyone thinks I am. I’m a hon. A gigafacehon of the worst kind. I could ask someone I know on discord to prove it but I’m hardly rushing to get a verdict from him. Besides, he’ll be there to confirm it when I’m dead.
so you're just in a race to suicide?
why even talk to me?
why talk to anyone?
Because obviously I don’t want to kill myself. I’m looking for reasons not to. But not a single person has raised an intelligent reason for me to continue. I’ve posted countless threads asking for help but all the advice I’ve gotten is the same. It’s all about resting or getting a hobby or taking a holiday to find a renewed zest for life.
But I can’t find any of that. Suicide is my endpoint. I’ve tried. I really have but I’ll never be a woman, and in my case, no life as a man is worth living.
then post face. you're gonna kys anyway, what's it matter?
Because I’d rather die with dignity than post my face online.
do a flip
I'm not lying catty, that looks like a bunch of the girls in my classes. Maybe face fucks you, maybe it doesn't, but the rest of your body looks fine there. Might be why everyone thinks you're a passoid.
do you go into withdrawals without enough attention?
i wonder how long until the entire board begins to recognise and hate you, like everywhere else you tried to make yourself the centre of
I know it’s why people think I’m a passoid. If I had the bravery to show my face people would stop thinking that.
I do. There’s only one person in the world who loves. With no time, no hobbies and no friends, you’d go crazy too.
Also I’m just gonna assume it’s you. What’s the matter? Did the gymmaxing not fix you? Shame. I’d hope with all the progress you made you’d have the smallest ounce of self confidence by now.
I'll never afford ffs, waaaah
step #1 get a chaser bf
step #2 both of you save up for a surgery per year
step #3 each year get another surgery until your face is feminine
ALL I SEE ARE EXCUSES
NO SOLUTIONS
HERE'S A SOLUTION
DO A FLIP
Okay. Let me engage your hypothetical. First, I AM TOO MUCH OF A FUCKING FACEHON FOR ANY WEALTHY CHASER TO BE ATTRACTED TO ME. To attract chasers you need to be a semipassoid at minimum. Second is negated by point one. Third is also negated by point one.
Finally, yes, I might do a flip. Depends on if I jump or gang myself. Waiting on the final verdict.
sure idc man
Both are shit methods because you only act suicidal for attention and haven't actually seriously considered dying.
you don't have to be wealthy.
what part of save didn't you get?
I didn't say get it all at once.
I said you and your bf, both of you, SAVE for a year, then get one (1) surgery on your face. after a few years, it will start coming together.
certain surgeries are better done out of the states as well, so that can save you some money. never TRY to save money on plastic surgery, but in this case, the better option on some things can be cheaper.
I have genuinely attempted suicide multiple times. One instance involved me jumping and breaking three of my limbs you fucking Anon Babble or Anon Babble refugee.
No, actually. I’m a jobless welfare leech so at least one person in the relationship would have to be somewhat wealthy. And again, wealthy guys don’t go for hons like me. AND, I live in Australia, you fucking Americoid. Even here, your average FFS costs $8,000 minimum.
my gf's nosejob alone was 15k.
yawn.
idk what kind of back alley butcher charges only 8k for the whole face.
I mean, stop arguing with me. just do a flip!
Finally some honesty. I’ll do a flip in your honor anon. There’s a certain ausanon I plan on streaming the ordeal to.
Regardless of the attention seeking, I do like seeing you around, catty. You're one of the few people on this godforsaken site who feel like real human beings. Take care of yourself, yeah?
atleast you have a neat trip
I've been honest this whole time.
if you and your bf can't each save 5-10k per year, wtf are you doing?
get a job you bum.
I’m gonna die within the next six months. Probably within the next three.
My trip is shit and misleading.
I can’t get a BF. Also, I have a lacklustre resume with very limited experience. If KFC hired me it would be equivalent to the second coming of Christ. I would get a job if someone was willing to hire me.
I've attempted too so I guess I'm in no position to talk you out of it, huh?
If you ever stop showing up here long-term, I'll assume you're in a better place. Hopefully one in this world.
Update: I hate khyleri because he’s an edgelord pedo but this art made me cry so now you all have to see it.
khyleri is based wtf
only rapehons hate him
If that gives you peace, by all means.
Khyleri is a stonetosscore agp pedohpile rephon. This is the only piece of his that has done anything for me.