Be me ftm 19 and theist

be me ftm 19 and theist

pass 99% of the time, but won't lie if someone asks (they never do, unless i joke about something related to me being a woman before)

recently develop an obsession with the catholic church where i live

start reading feminist literature about the church institution in my country and how corrupt it is

feel God speak to me, and guide me that becoming a catholic priest is the best path for me (for reasons i wont get deeply into)

I know i won't become a priest because the country i live in fucking hates trannies, and would never let one become a priest
i can feel God telling me to become a protestant priest but at the same time it wont be the same

I think you could do it but you might not be ordained until you're very old.

sighssss i know
all my irl friends make fun of me for even having that idea bc "all priests are rapists" and i disagree, yeah, some are but its like saying all trans people are pedos
i want to join the church to change it for the better + ive been having vision of the second coming of jesus (which ive interpreted as a metaphor rather than a literal thing; my relationship with god is pretty funny) and the second coming of jesus was born of a man
which men can give birth?
trans men
eughht sorry i probably sound really schizo

you will be a cute nun instead!

nun

the male equivalent of a nun is a monk. and i considered becoming one but i enjoy preaching too much (on the christian camps i volounteer on im allowed to do speeches)
plus, nuns are basically slaves where i live. the books ive read were about nuns, and how far behind my country is compared to for ex. america. nuns are still forced to wear habits 100% of the time, which is bullshit. they cant own anything, they cant form friendships, unlike male monks. i could become a monk because they dont need to know your history (and my gender is male in the documents) as i said, preaching is my calling

ive been having vision of the second coming of jesus

The signs of the apocalypse are there w/ Trump stuff.
See if he pushes Israel to do it and if they really do build the Third Temple and reinstate animal sacrifice. If they do, guarantee

i hate animal sacrifices
i agree w you anon the apocalypse is coming and everyone is blind to it
tho the second coming could also mean another saving of humanity, since at this point we're so buried in shit and sin that og jesus cant reach us

the voice of god that you're hearing is just a delusional figment of your imagination. It's just you, imagining what "god" would say to you, if "god" actually did exist. But of course, he does not. Once you see things for how they really are, you will no longer hear this voice.

hate animal sacrifices

So did Jesus, tho this incident's also interpreted as him being against vendors hawking animals outside the temple
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cleansing_of_the_Temple

In all four canonical gospels of the Christian New Testament, the cleansing of the Temple narrative tells of Jesus expelling the merchants and the money changers from the Temple in Jerusalem. The scene is a common motif in Christian art.

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In the narrative, Jesus is stated to have visited the Temple in Jerusalem, where the courtyard was described as being filled with livestock, merchants, and the tables of the money changers, who changed the standard Greek and Roman money for Jewish and Tyrian shekels.

Butler University professor James F. McGrath explains that the animal sales were related to selling animals for use in the animal sacrifices in the Temple. He also explains that the money changers in the temple existed to convert the many currencies in use into the accepted currency for paying the Temple taxes

For becoming a priest idk. Go to whichever theological school you can find and get as close to it as possible. Do everything you can to be in as good of a position to become a priest as you can without actually becoming one more or less. Teacher in Catholic school or something could work too. Or deep stealth

Oh and Jews do not allow sacrifice in the present day because sacrifices are only allowed in The Temple.
So if the temple is built yea back on

just because they dont exist for you doesnt mean they dont exist for me
god guides me to do good, and i can always disagree with them. i know theres no proof of god, but theres also no proof that there is no god - there is proof there is no christian god, but there is nothing disproving a higher power in general

voices

Based Joan of Arc moder. Keep at it OP

yeah i heard of that. about the priest thing, i think i might just become more active in church in general
not because i believe in christianity exactly, but because i want to raise awareness of how full of shit the institution is and how far from god we are
yea yea ik

cute nun

adding on, this is a messed up thing to say. a nun is a woman who chose to be celibate, and calling her cute is disrespecting her choices. do better anon

ive just started watching the video, and im just going to say i wont detransition. ive known i wasnt a girl since i was 13, started transitioning socially at 17 and started testosterone half a year ago. god supports me. im not a catholic though. i might be christian, but i dont agree with everything in the bible. i can sense the lack of god in it.
i hate organized religion in general. i believe everyone should have their own god

god supports me

Holy based dood of arc

godisimaginary.com/i7.htm
Read this if you want to understand.
The fact is, there is no way for a trans person to be involved in the catholic church without basically being forced to choose between your trans identity and your religion.
You will never be accepted as a priest, or a man, in the catholic church.
This path leads only to one place - becoming a bitter, dysphoric, miserable, right-wing grifting detranser and pumping out a dozen babies despite how much it makes you want to kill yourself.
There are plenty of examples online, like here:
I would urge you to place your own well-being first. Give the proof I linked at the top of this post an honest read, without just ignoring it.

sorry for the yap session but no, christ doesnt call to you. god does. christ died for us and thats all. he was a child of god and we failed to love him. i believe everyone is jesus in a way
humanity will only reach divinity when no one will have to die because of our hatred

Please stick with the whole "not lying" thing. Angels love that, trust me.

feel God speak to me

get on meds schizo

I'm gonna be real dood, I think it's time to lead the Kingdom of France in a holy war against the British.

i will read it in a minute, im replying while reading something else and dont want to start something new. dont worry, i would never betray my identity for the church. as i said, im not catholic, and being a woman would make me 1000 times more miserable than being a priest
god gave me the ability to shape my world, to love myself and change my body if it makes me not miserable. betraying myself would be the real sin

but because i want to raise awareness of how full of shit the institution is and how far from god we are

This is protestantism

christ doesnt call to you. god does

he was a child of god

This is heresy. Barely even christianity.
Wiki says the only denominations close to this are Unitarians(libs), 7th Day Adventists (cult) or Jehovah's witnesses (cult)

What's stopping you from being a sexy evil priest if they won't let you be a regular one?

Personally, I'm basically done with Christianity. They'll say they're Christians and then throw out the most basic rule. Whatever theology is out there is the lazy feel-good version. But don't worry, if any of this is actually consequential then the implications are completely heretical to basically every extant branch. Shit doesn't matter, then you die* (not die*).

Op here, had to change devices because I've decided to go for a bus drive
Even if i am schizo, I'm not hurting anyone. I can disagree with God, but he never tells me to hurt anyone, nor myself.
I am aware, though protestantism is still organized religion. I would rather abolish it
I don't care, i don't belong to any denomination. I only let God guide me.
Changing my gender is heretic enough
Haha maybe I'll consider that :)
Though, they probably won't let me preach if I do that

It's almost as if humans were created to enjoy life but idk
I don't like Christianity either, but for now the bible is the closest thing to what my god says to me (i won't say what he communicates with me because i dislike influencing others when it comes to beliefs)

im ftm, i would love larping as a priest but its merely cause im a volcel and like the aesthetic but lack any form of faith in god so i saw go for it, just dont do inmoral or questionable things as you are basically our embasssador. hope this goes well

Higher-ups bother me sometimes but I fly under the radar ahehehh

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Like the aesthetic

Yeah the aesthetic is ungodly pun intended

OP I'm confused, there you say you're non-denominational whereas in the OP you say you are Catholic

won't lie if someone asks

NGMI

there will be an "apocalypse" but it's only Earth's life that will perish, as the cascade extinction event we initiated obliterates everything. the universe won't even notice it; its scale is inconceivable both in terms of space and time. the time spot that yahweh earned, in the grand scheme of things, is less than a water drop in the ocean.

yeah likely 8 years after youre a confirmed catholic. is op a confirmed catholic and what is his saint name?

My god agrees with most things said in the bible, and I'm pretty active in my local Catholic community, so i say I'm Catholic to keep it simple
But i am non denominational, yes
Sorry for the confusion :(
Wdym?

I am one :)
I was confirmed as a Catholic at 14 and I chose the name Innocenty (my church was kind enough to let me choose a man's name even though i was still a woman back then)

have u seen conclave?

Yes i have :))
My best friend is very autistic about it and kept begging me to watch it and now i see why

in 1479 at the behest of his patron, Pope Sixtus IV. The book contains the following account of the female Pope:

Pope John VIII: John, of English extraction, was born at Mentz (Mainz) and is said to have arrived at popedom by evil art; for disguising herself like a man, whereas she was a woman, she went when young with her paramour, a learned man, to Athens, and made such progress in learning under the professors there that, coming to Rome, she met with few that could equal, much less go beyond her, even in the knowledge of the scriptures; and by her learned and ingenious readings and disputations, she acquired so great respect and authority that upon the death of Pope Leo IV (as Martin says) by common consent she was chosen pope in his room.

As she was going to the Lateran Church between the Colossean Theatre (so called from Nero's Colossus) and St. Clement's her travail came upon her, and she died upon the place, having sat two years, one month, and four days, and was buried there without any pomp.

This story is vulgarly told, but by very uncertain and obscure authors, and therefore I have related it barely and in short, lest I should seem obstinate and pertinacious if I had admitted what is so generally talked. I had better mistake with the rest of the world, though it be certain, that what I have related may be thought not altogether incredible.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_Joan

stop posting spoilers for conclave

I have heard about her
if you're saying I'm like her, then I'm flattered

???? I didn't post any spoilers for it