qott: where will you run to when they come?
/mtfg/ male to female gen
I'm too lazy to run
I'm isolated
finished Serious Weakness
really good very good read imo loved it
Very good book
yeah I kinda feel like puking and crying and writing but also burnt out
fuck tho it was good
exhausting weekend though, car crash, death in the family, hospital visit, reading a book that hit close to home, nightmares, and migraine recovery
I feel like an empty tube of toothpaste rn
hugs
I'll give you hugs
ty desu
a lot of the cute stuff between Insul and Tria felt so like what I had with my ex bff it felt like getting punched in the solar plexus
I feel sad for tria and I feel sad for the dumb little effeminate autistic gay boy I used to be who was so alone and hurt
feels weird to have genuine self compassion
fard
same
possibly gay and definitely miserable about it
gettin gay is really nice achewally u shud try it
flags are back?
shame issue rly
confusion issue too like i am attracted to men but have never had a good experience with them and so i don't want that anymore
is that the same as being gay? idk
frustrated at the state of transbianism also
for some reason this is the worst of the 3 times i've realised im gay lol
tfw not attracted to men but i date men anyway
also A Cruel God Reigns is another good but emotionally harrowing story that's uncomfortably too close to home if anyone wants to give that a try
Is there an HRT that doesn't make you grow breasts?
wwyd if u woke up as laguna
testosterone
ill never understand people who rage at single player games
autism
Prepare my papers ?
Most DSD and intersex have had their paperwork changed and mailed to them by the government.
Run ? from what ?
It's a crime to harass people in public.
There's a phycology behind people who don't like transgender people.
Understand that and you have the upper hand like Catherine Jenner with Trump.
Attraction can be broken into romantic and sexual. You can be sexually attracted to men but not romantically.
The confusing part of this is that you can be physically into a guy and wanna sleep with them, but the lack of any romantic connection means the experience kinda sucks because you don't feel anything for them in the act. It feels mechanical. It's very hard to have sex if theres not some form of attraction to someones personality or existence beyond their body.
Basically you can be attracted to someone and not enjoy sleeping with them. I imagine it's similar for ciswoman who say that they find a girl really hot or attractive but aren't gay and won't have sex with them.
raging at games is not something that should be done, single or multi playa
I own my own business, everyone knows me.
I don't care about pronouns
in what sense?
hello thread hope you are well
the other day i introduced the person im seeing to one of my friends
and it felt like all of the sudden i realized that my friend and him were much better of a match than i was with him
was a little sad watching them laugh together as i walked out of the bathroom
am still missing the gorls
qott
will hurl myself in front of an express train at the slightest bit of real pushback i am weak
It's a crime to harass people in public.
why are you a boomer?
at least you're a good matchmaker
I think I'm gonna try to make online friends somewhere else but idek where or how 2bh
go into the street and knock on doors
That doesn't sound like a good idea
from my point of view nothing can go wrong
ya :(
U want me 2 die?
Because that is when I was born, I have no say in it.
But the normies are doing bad. Make me happy to see people who hate suffer
at least u have friends
Do you have friend?
There fighting with each other and doing stupid shit.
People are so fucking stupid.
Parasite Churchs and money mooching followers. Are the one causing problems with transgender women.
But the the transgender men are the ones in the churches making problems
flag
I really hate my neanderthalish sloped forehead and prominent brow. Beyond taking HRT, the first thing I'm saving up for after I'm out of college and independent is FFS for orbital rim reduction specifically to see if it can be salvaged.
But the memey tranny bangs actually make me feel better about myself when I see my side profile. I'm actually pretty happy about that. Small step forward.
someday i will have friend
i went wandering and saw some cool things
i saw a new species of lady bug
i found 3 species of mushrooms. one of them was edible and 1 was too decayed to identify but im not going to eat anything
The happiest day I've ever had was biking with my transbian friend and making out in the woods for 4 hours.
I wish I could have that kinda life more often
Read the syntax.
U want to be friend with me? Mby?
New mili song from limbus on Spotify soon btw its decent.
Americans are broke, there giving up on transgender people.
Tell the religious loons
I'm transgender you don't except me, for who I am.
I shouldn't have to change to be excepted or slandered.
Excepted huh...
look at your flag
you have no empathy
You're not getting it anon.
That sounds wonderful. Although that sounds like more than a friend...
Giwtwm ngl
They also said there instead of they're
New mili song from limbus on Spotify soon btw its decent.
youtube.com
this one? seems nice. listening now
you know who benefitted the most from the fall of rome?
christians
when shtf if we stay resolute we can come out of the other end of conflict with more power than we did before. we just have to get eaten by lions for a while and it will get better slowly.
flag
Thats a small mistake compared to excepted. I guess you'd say. I count that mistake as an exception regarding one's Id call out. Ha. Ha. Ha.
Yeah it's good I think not as good as other songs but I think it's just me being disappointed with the story in the game being super slow burn without a big like dramatic ending.
Ruined my life so I can't have this everyday but it happens sometimes and when I'm in my room I cope like this
Wish I had some kind of creativity outlet for my torment
Wish I had some kind of creativity outlet for my torment
maybe take up russian poetry?
Fag.
Just draw or smth
What
do you have to dilate forever after srs?
I put the L in fag
What
huh
no, once it turns you asexual after srs you can let it seal up.
Guess I'll draw but it'll be pathetic like me
technically yes but less and less and sex counts
Not if you get zero depth
You do. You do.
What is that
It'll get good if you practice enough but just have fun with it
show me 1 person that doesnt regret 0 depth
Idk how to practice correctly
I once met a turbo hon that didn't
It's complicated, there's tons of books and vid courses and exercises you can do. Just look it up. Or hope that Paul spawns in and feels like helping you. Paul is a person that draws good and practices a lot btw. He uses the thread also. This is implied though.
the surgeon getting paid 35k to perform it
bleak
Painfully anxious tonight. Almost nauseatingly so. Can't take benzos nor alcohol so no relief for me. Another night of rotting away while awake I suppose.
do you have time to do some yoga?
Yoga at 2 am?
Anyone have any good pop punk bands to listen to?
yeah, why not if you feel bad anyways
can zero depth be undone? pls respond.
My legs r sore and idek how to do it but I could look it up "tomorrow"
nofren you cant have your oebis back
there have been multiple penish regrowth miracles on mtfg. think anonfren cud
What about penis ungrowth
As in can you turn it into a full depth one? The internet seems to say no, but I can't say more than that
mby we can become surgeon
cud
ohhhh long johnson
Will I stop feeling anxious if I stop breathing for like a decent amount of time
So lonely
its better to gently pinch your earlobe and make your out-breath slower
happy pride my beloved ugglies<3<3 *smooochiesssss*
sleep tight
Is this real
yap
Are you sure.
one last (you)
yes its a thing
That's ridiculous. I will research this. Actually I won't. I'm too tired and sad for that.
Try a 5 sense grounding technique. Think of: 5 things you see, 4 you can touch, 3 you can hear, 2 you can smell, 1 you can taste.
Why are you sad and tired?
What kinda bonkers methods are these
the earlobe is where the anxiety is most concentrated
squeeze it as hard as you can while exhaling deeply through your mouthg so that the anxiety concentration within your lungs and blood goes down down
It's designed to ground all senses to eliminate psychological distress
i realised today that i am genuinely loud and proud in a #loveislove rainbow flag way because i am lgbt and love attention. and im tired of pretending otherwise!
Lonely I think is biggest reason.
This feels fundamentally illogical.
why would i lie to you
consider this
what would i stand to gain from lying to you
youre paranoid thinking truly like a person with high amounts of anxiety in the blood
pls be serious. this is important
yes, i meant turning into a full depth one
Well I did it with all these crazy methods and after depriving myself of oxygen for like half a minute ig I feel a bit more calm now. Nevermind. Its already back. That was a nice 20 seconds.
Trolling people is funny.
I miss my benzos
And alcohol. V sad. If I at least had titty to rest upon life would be better. But I'm not afforded the nice cushion of a female titty or the safety of a male titty. I'm afforded a pillow. Thank you God.
sry sry
I had a dream yesternight of me meeting an old school friend and then telling them I'm trans genner and then they hugged me. Very NSFW I know. And then I got one of a street cat I take care of getting rabbies. That one wasn't as good.
eepy time
Imagine sleeping couldn't be me 2bh
Sniffle sob
qott
I won't need to run, I'll just wear a hoodie
:(
it is a cold world anon
have a tissue
Sniffle sobs but with a tissue
one day
stronger than u think
Wa
ta
Hamburger in japanese sounds like hanbaaga I like how it sounds