Out shopping with mom

yeah sorry i have a bad taste in music
yeah family isnt all that happy with me trooning out
i look the same each way i take photos
not to be like rude or whatever but your reply seems kinda like a hugbox
like surely my brow bone gives it away

nta but yeah a little hugbox but still clocky pass

you’re fishing for complements

your mom is a stink loser bitch who needs her frontal lobe ripped out

pls pick one :3

like enough to use the womens bathroom and not cause a scene? the more supportive side of my family says i should use the womens one with them but im still too scared
not really complement fishing just spiraling about my appearance

built for THICK chaser cumloads

by thick wdym like dadbod?

heyyyy give me your phone number? lol

:/
girls like me who are riddled with self harm scars and have their brain ruined by mental illness arent the best for relationships

yeah probably because ur definitely not clocky enough that even if someone was suspicious of you being trans they wouldnt be confident. theres no really big thing that would clock you

i dont really care, i just wanna show you my covers of weezers blue album

y do u go out shopping with a mom like that?

nta but i really dont mind self harm scars, theyre really textually nice and provide aesthetic interest

oh ok!
cool
i was in a good mood for once and i wanted to go out instead of rotting in bed and cutting myself

i just want to fuck you

mine are all over the place i doubt they are aesthetically pleasing

yeah i know
thats really all i would be good for

I'm sorry your mom is a piece of shit, anon
She's wrong and coping because she can't deal with the reality of you being a woman and perceived as a woman

yea pretty much. its good youre self aware and don't do anything to change that

i like it, sh scars in general just dont look bad to me. at worst neutral but theyre just sorta nice to look at.

literally frothing at the mouth kicking screaming and puking rn, you’re so hot(if ur 18 of course), your mom hasnt been mentally present since high school. this shit pmo. its kinda cunt to be a little clocky anyway so dont stress in the meant time. Things do get much better and youre already taking the necessary steps to achieve this. So just keep doing what your doing, its what makes you you.

Do you have a support network thats not Anon Babble? you really should be getting validation from irl people if you can <33

i was in a good mood for once and i wanted to go out instead of rotting in bed and cutting myself

going out is nice but isn't there anyone who isn't troonphobic u can go out with?

pretty eyes. nice lips. Could be the angle flattering you, but as of now, would.

i guess
she always wanted a son so i feel like she feels "betrayed" bc im trans
she always makes it clear that she never wanted a daughter
are you a cutter too? everyone else kinda just stares when they see my scars or ask if im ok
im 21
anyway no real support network like really the only person in my family who at least calls me she is my aunt but she has asked me not to talk to her about tranny issues since she doent understand
so all i have to bitch about that stuff is Anon Babble and all my validation comes from here too since i obviously dont really get it from my family
no friends either so im kinda just stuck like this

but isn't there anyone who isn't troonphobic u can go out with?

aunt
she was busy today though but most of the more "girly" things i do like getting my nails or eyebrows done i go with her since my mom would just make her little comments

nice lips

you think? i have a habit of biting and picking at them so i think they are kinda ugly

Heavy creamy loads

oh
um
ok

you're built for them

it really sounds youre stuck and there is room support for your adult growth from any of your family. if i were you, i find tranny friends you can rely on or getting a boyfriend too. it probably if you just stop cutting immediately and stop receiving attention on Anon Babble and grow a personality that can help you find friends you can be comfortable with. its really sad just to see another tranny just rotting in their room and cutting themselves and make threads about it. get a hobby and make yourself available, this helps you to get out of your moms place

yeah i used to but i havnt for about a year tho ive been thinking about it lately.
also same im always biting my lips it sucks ;-;

Um is your hair in a bun?

0_o
im bpd i could never make or keep friends
my aunt gave me similar advice and even helped me meet some people but every relationship i had blew up in my face and ive been too discouraged to try again
her plan was to have me make friends first and then she would help me find a bf but obviously i didnt even make it through the friends part so she stopped pushing me
also i have a personality but obviously its just terminally online stuff that people who arent losers who spend all their time online know nothing about
those people dont listen to negative xp
those people dont spend entire days on Anon Babble
etc its all so hopeless
i hope you stay clean
are you on any sort of meds? my doc told me the ssri he put me on may help with my tendencies to cut but honestly i havent noticed a decrease
um in a pony tail that i just pinned up with a hair clip

ponytail

oh ok
Buns are cool too though.

i agree!
i did a bun once when my hair was a little longer but its alot of effort honestly
the hairstyle i do now (same as the pic i posted) takes me like 5 mins to do
i have to do something with my hair since its too warm out for me to wear it down and i overheat easily

thanks but i cant decide whether sh or drugs are better but im done with dxm and too broke for weed rn so i might.
i was on zoloft but it stopped me from crying and i started having anger issues because i couldnt cry so i stopped. i should probably get on another one.

I don't think you understand what I'm saying.

i should probably get on another one

yeah i assume zoloft was the first one you tried? i was on 2 other ssris before i finally got one that "works"
very unlikely you would get the right medication the first time

probably not...im kinda dumb :/
are you trying to make like an innuendo or something?

Your hair color is so pretty I want to dye my hair to be that color…

No. I like trans girls. I like hairjob. There's no innuendo, it's pretty obvious. Good luck out there!

omg thnx!
i did it this weekend
color is picrel btw
thnx?

you are very very pretty and your mom sounds abusive I'm so sorry

thnx
i know deep down shes abusive albeit only verbally and she has been that way my whole life but im just too dependent on her to ever do anything about it

ur welcome.
um.
show bunhole?

-_-
best your gonna get

in that case you are so fucking hot holy shit i cannot wait for you to drop all those fuck ass losers and leave to a new state !! you are literally going to shine so fucking bright omfgahajqowIHVSOJSBS

okayyy so my best advice is to try and establish a support network of trans and cis women through and app called HINGE, its very accessible with tons of queer people, everyone in LA uses it !! it doesnt have to be in your hometown just look for people you feel comfortable expressing these feelings to that you can come back to consistently.

next
move
like asap, to LA, NY, Seattle, SF and theres so many resources that will help you with this there are some out of states wellness centers that can issue you a free case manager who will help you relocate so it doesnt feel so scary

if you have any questions about getting the help you need ill try and check back on this post every other hour but im going to take a nap so hopefully i dont miss ya. If i do, i want you to know that theres so many resource out there that will get you anything you want you just have to dig for it !! <3

also hinge is not like an exclusively dating app !! its mainly for friends and its dominated by queer ppl who are in the same situation as you! <3

Late reply but I must remind you that nobody gives enough of a shit irl to notice things like "brow bone." I'm a cis man, and my gut feeling tells me WOMAN when I look at your face. What else do you want me to say?

liiiiike fuuuuck you would literally eat up new york, theres bitches all over the east and west coast begging to look like you, be so ffr lmaoo its so obvious you have no trans interaction accept for Anon Babble, no offense babes… seriously tho that environment is rotting your brain ToT

Bruh I am so used to this angle that any picture that is taken at it immediately registers as penis-haver in my brain lmfao