Be me, cis straight male

I hope it's just messed up sexuality and won't get worse.

Seriously, how do I fix this

auto
gooner
philia

Explain

sorry bro. im very sucessful with women but still a horny little agp fuck too....best of both worlds

I guess I envy you. How do you make it work?

I dunno. I just roll with it. Not too hung up on it. its just sexy fun. I am enamored with women and just want to get into some panties one way or another lol.

you need to get laid. even if you have to pay for it.

u need to stop watching porn and find a gf IMMEDIATELY otherwise you risk going full AGP

What is full AGP

Becoming a tranny

so this happened just suddenly one day?

Long time ago, it's been going on for years.

being fucked is the only way i have ever had sex and it's all i can get aroused to...sometimes i wonder if it was a mistake

It's over, you will transition in the near future, and remember, the sooner you do it, the better.

different anon here.

you will transition in the near future, and remember, the sooner you do it, the better.

It might read as a joke, but it's not, it truly is over.
But the thing is, it most likely wasn't really in your control

imagine being her and getting fucked

this is the only way I masturbate

Long time ago, it's been going on for years

If it started around your early teens, and you kinda thought the idea of becoming a girl was cool before that, but was ashamed of it, and at some point over the years it turned to tg or sissy slop - and then you realize you can only really get off to imagining yourself as a woman and someone sexing you - it's trannybrain and it's unfixable, sorry.
I personally tried dating a girl in highschool, who was older and got me to get out more, be more sociable and confident, and pursued a relationship - and I had issues there, sometimes I couldn't cum without imagining AGP shit. I repressed it and avoided dating, tried to fix other areas of my life, but this was always in the background and I pretended it was a fetish and I'm normal besides that - even though when I was honest with myself, I knew I couldn't get off without some idea of being a woman being a part of my imagined scenario.
I eventually trooned because repressing ruined my life, I didn't want to continue living, and I didnt see any alternatives. I'm pretty good now. It's difficult but I'm glad I did it, I just wished I'd done it sooner

Doesn't sound cis to me sis

If it started around your early teens

Yes.

and you kinda thought the idea of becoming a girl was cool before that

I don't think so, I don't remember.

and then you realize you can only really get off to imagining yourself as a woman and someone sexing you - it's trannybrain and it's unfixable, sorry.

There must be a way to recondition myself?

I personally tried dating a girl in highschool, who was older and got me to get out more, be more sociable and confident, and pursued a relationship - and I had issues there, sometimes I couldn't cum without imagining AGP shit.

This sounds very bad.

I repressed it and avoided dating, tried to fix other areas of my life, but this was always in the background

Yeah, it is kinda always in the background. But when I come, it disappears for a while.

and I pretended it was a fetish and I'm normal besides that, I knew I couldn't get off without some idea of being a woman being a part of my imagined scenario.

Yeah, it's how it works now. I don't fantasize about being a man in sexual fantasies because being a woman is so much arousing. I can't even relate to being a man fucking a hot woman, the fact it never happened doesn't help.

I eventually trooned because repressing ruined my life, I didn't want to continue living, and I didnt see any alternatives. I'm pretty good now. It's difficult but I'm glad I did it, I just wished I'd done it sooner

I don't want to troon, but it's confusing.

I don't want to troon

I didn't wanna troon either, not many people do, it's mostly a "I gotta transition because of dysphoria" type of thing.
If you're ok living a male life, that's great

But is what I experience even dysphoria?

is what I experience dysphoria?

I'd test it out in 2 ways, but I would treat this very seriously if I were you, because life is incredibly short, and some things in our lives we don't have a choice in, you have to keep this in mind as you're reading my posts.
Straight men love fucking women. In the pussy, in the mouth. They love penetration and enjoy the "top" energy. To them the idea of being fucked is unnatural. And you seem to be unable to get off to the idea of penetration in the male role, you can only properly get off when you imagine having a female body and being sexy in the female role, being desired and taken. This is straight, but for women. This is tranny brain. Gay men don't imagine having female bodies.
Are there any hairstyles you'd like to see yoursellf pull off? any sort of dresses you'd like to wear?
Here are the two things I'd recommend trying to clear up if what you're feeling is dysphoria:
1. Try having intercourse with a cis woman. Like where you make out and then 2nd base and then you have sex eventually. See how you feel during the parts that have to do with your penis as a central point of the process, like when you're topping the girl
2. Try high effort crossdressing. Get fitting clothes that hide your most male features, get good wig, learn or ask a female friend to do your makeup (I'm guessing you don't have those though). See how you feel when you see yourself in the mirror and feel pretty as a woman.

Then see what's right for you, what feels more real

Straight men love fucking women. In the pussy, in the mouth. They love penetration and enjoy the "top" energy. To them the idea of being fucked is unnatural. And you seem to be unable to get off to the idea of penetration in the male role, you can only properly get off when you imagine having a female body and being sexy in the female role, being desired and taken. This is straight, but for women. This is tranny brain.

Fuck, I hate how relatable this is and how much sense it makes. I don't know where it went wrong for me, but I also never really wanted to pursue women and I don't think it's just shyness or anxiety, but basically when I see a pretty woman, I do feel intense attraction, but there is no response in my brain like "go talk to her, date her, sleep with her". There is just admiration and longing. If I try to imagine "topping" her as you said, I feel more uncomfortable than aroused. However I can't be certain unless I really get into a sexual situation with one, as you say, but I am worried it looks bleak for me, what if it doesn't work out? Won't that be traumatic? But I definitely do not feel gay, feminine or effeminate, this is all like disconnected from who I am IRL. I never crossdressed before, but it does sound hot, like making my favourite fantasy a little bit real. This all is really fucking me up.

To them the idea of being fucked is unnatural

I refuse to believe this is true, straight men have comphet too!

Comphet is the AFaB way because they have to be taught a sexuality

If you are heterosexual, how can you have comphet

Do you want to submit to the mental illness mind virus or no?

Lol devil’s advocate, r/sissyandtransgenderrecovery has a theory that porn makes you focus on the girl and then your attraction shifts from her to what makes her happy and eventually it means your brain is tricked into placing the attraction it originally had for the opposite sex as what that sex wants to be pleased, ie you get turned on imagining what turns her on and then u default to that role in the brain!

Of course, ymmv!

Hope that didnt give ya brainworms, take steroids and be man

So true bestie. Basically, if u were bornt to hollywood faggots youd be girl by now but thankfully god didnt place u with sinners so your soul may not be damned if u stay strong!

This is the inevitable final fate of the yurifag.
Now spread em.

Mental illness mind virus? But I don't even watch porn, so no idea where I got it from.

I had this in my teens and would jerk off to the fantasy of being a girl with a faceless man. This would come and go in waves that would last days but then disappear for weeks or months. Eventually I started dating an amazing girl, perfect chemistry, great friend and great lover. I enjoyed being the man in the relationship, dominating her. Whenever the urges came back I'd also live the fantasy through her until the AGP days were gone, getting twice the enjoyment out of her responses and orgasms. As I grew older the fantasy turned into a more realistic picture of a very submissive bottom with a faceless man. Starting out normal but being transformed by him to be his dressed up femboy doing the role of the girl in the relationship. The attraction was never towards men but towards me being taken by them. I am romantically and physically attracted only to women.

I can imagine the thrill I would get if I decided to go with it and realize my fantasy, but I decided to keep it just that, a nice fantasy that comes and goes. Sex with someone you love is truly a world shattering experience. To hold each other and see in her eyes how much she wants not just your cock but you is something no man can give me. I am describing my specific situation so you can find some answers in it if it resonates with your own experience.

I don't watch porn and I am living the life of a dominant man. The fetish is really just a bit of seasoning on my otherwise heterosexual life. The great thing about AGP is how it showed me what women really want. I enjoy my AGP knowledge even when I don't have the urges. I love to see women respond with pleasure. I'd never take it away because in my case it became a beautiful thing after a confusing teen and early adult phase. Buy yourself lovesense edge 2 and experiment with the long community made patterns. It's a fine line to walk and trying to suppress it fully would force itself back even stronger. Feed it just enough it has caloric deficit. No porn.