What does it really mean to Repress?

nta but where does this misconception even come from. do people think the male body has some special mechanism that detects the estrogen and freaks out ?

Transphobes are genuinely super ignorant when it comes to biology

it's like being psychologically tortured horrifically with no hope of salvation until you become an empty husk, longing for something you'll never have so much that you stop really caring about anything else in life
I would know

It's not ignorance they just don't care if it's actually true or not, pushing the narrative is all that matters. They argue in bad faith constantly.

Awww sweetie. Then you want to be a girl. If you continue to not be a girl the rest of your life will feel hollow and sad. You don't want that right?

yes, I might miss having a dick

You're not a repressed, you're not trans, you're probably pornsick and potentially a rapehon

I've actually cried at the thought of never feeling cute or pretty they way I might if I had been born female

Awww sweetie

nta but convincing people to transition is totally a fetish for you isn't it

pooners are entirely fembrained and want dicks so when you think about it wanting a dick is rather feminine you just got lucky.

Poonahs constantly catching strays lol

That's so sad dear. I can't guarantee you'd be as pretty as you'd like but you can look a lot of time on hrt. You can slowly look more like the woman you want to be, you don't even have to change anything else at first. Does that sound nice dear? I know it can be scary, change is scary.
No. I just want to be kind. My early transition was a very unpleasant process and I want to help guide people in a gentle and caring manner

yes bc a normal male body is totally meant to run on estrogen, I guess we should keep pumping synthetic estrogens into the water supply

cis men are usually testosterone dominate and thats ok if thats what they want. trans women are not cis men and require an estrogen dominated system. in what way is an estrogen dominate sustem harmful to trans women.

trannies aren't normal males
synthetic estrogens polluting the water supply aren't the same thing as bioidentical estrogen used for hrt, what's even the point of bringing that up aside from obfuscation?

how do you know that there is no negative effects of the combination of XY genes and estrogen dominance?

inb4 Cais women

rare and no extensive studies of their particular health problems especially since many cais women are never diagnosed

change is scary

I'm both scared of change and scared that things will stay the same and I'll be trapped

there are plenty of long time troons on hrt, they were researching this stuff a hundred years ago

chud science

yeah ok, people have been doing it for a while now. where are the harms

Repressing is simply having GD and not making the transition. Hope I helped.

Awww but dear things can't stay the same if you transition. They have to change that's what transition is, going from what state to another. Are you happy as you are? You said yourself you're disociatinf through each day. Doesn't trying estrogen sound so much better than that sweetie?
I know it's scary but miss knows you can be a big girl and make the choice. Don't want to make her proud?

every study on trannies, especially long term ones, has a small sample size. I’m not saying every tranny is going to get cancer from hrt but you can’t say for sure that its safe

because that doesn't even make logical sense if you know basic information about how hormones work

can't prove a negative

trannies are a miniscule percentage of the population, obviously you aren't gonna have easy access to large sample groups. Very few people are conducting unbiased research on trannies in good faith nowadays anyway.
even if there was a hypothetical 50% chance of estrogen inducing magical mega aids death cancer it would still be worth the risk for people who's alternative is a 100% chance of living a life of misery that they will never find happiness or fulfillment in

how do you know that there is no negative effects of the combination of XY genes and estrogen dominance?

you do not know anything about anything. it's not like the y chromosome is going to have a spontaneous reaction with the estrogen you dumb fuck. that is not how anything works. humans have very little variation across sexes. the only major difference is primary sex characteristics, which only give way to secondary sex characteristics as a result of hormones. and hell, even your primary sex characteristics are a result of the hormones you were exposed to in the womb.

The funny thing is that most of the supposed risks of estrogen go away if you compare trans women's risk to cis women's

ZOMG all trannies are gonna die of breast cancer

What are the rates of breat cancer in cis women?

The exact same

Are you happy as you are?

no, I'm just comfortably numb

Do want to be numb? Is numb safe? I understand if it is. You can't be numb for ever, the feelings you're repressing eventually boil up. They ferment in until you can't bare if any more. Don't you want life to feel things again? Don't want to have joy?
You'll never be pretty if you keep burying the girl inside your chest. Why won't you let her be free?

So was I and then the “comfortably” part stopped
t. trooned at 30

Is numb safe?

yes

Don't you want life to feel things again?

yes

Don't want to have joy?

yes

Why won't you let her be free?

... I guess I just need to find a way to push past the fear and try to actually start living

Being brave is hard, especially when you've been dissociating your whole life. You just have to take the first step, go look up a informed consent provider near you and schedule an appointment. You don't have to do anything else today, that would be brave enough sweet heart. It'd make me so proud of you anon.
Please let yourself be the princess you were meant to be

This thread reads like op is being groomed by a discord transbian

I'm just trying to help someone do something that'll make their life better.

Another gooner incel groomed by a pornsick rapehon into honning out. Very sad. Many such cases.
Total pinkpiller death

I've been dissociating and think I might be trans

Would you do it if it was perfect

Yes

You should do it

But I'm scared

Then be brave

Some how this is grooming folks

"it'd make me so proud of you"

"sweetheart"

"honey"

"if you'd miss having your dick that means you definitely want to be a girl"

"if you don't transition your life will be hollow and sad trust me"

"I know it's scary but miss knows you can be a big girl and make the choice. Don't you want to make her proud?"

I'm supposed to believe that this is a completely normal way to "help" someone out and it's not just a fetish?

be so fucking for real rn you did not take my pooners one off seriously, folx they aint sending their best

I think that that OP should probably consider trooning but yeah the way that person types is creepy

you read like you're doing an erp anon i'm sorry

no one talks like that unless they're talking to a child, or appealing to someone's kink. the whole 'i'm trying to be your mom' shtick is cute and all buuuuuut it kinda comes across another way. i get being a tranny means you might yearn for that sort of thing but it being on the corner of Anon Babble where diaper threads are a regular thing kinda proves my point

actually you remind me of the anon in Anon Babble who keeps posting AGP threads and if you're them that would be extremely funny

if you'd miss having your dick that means you definitely want to be a girl

I never said this. I don't care to wait until someone's 50 and wants to chop their balls off. Not everyone's genital dysphoria is particularly strong. If you're deeply repressed it's likely there's other things your dysphoria is stronger about. Give them a few years on hrt and they might feel more dysphoric about it.

The life of repressors is sad and pathetic. You don't have to just trust me, talk to any repressor here and they're the most pathetic person you'll ever talk to. Repressing is a fundamental refusal to grow up. Rather than acknowledge you can take responsibility to make your life better you refuse to do anything and then when whine to the void when you become a miserable bitter man.

Posting on A

I feel this is more insulting than saying I'm a groomer to be honest. At least call me a Anon Babble poster fuck
I do this whole shtick because it's the shit that works. I've been her a long time. If you tell a repressor harshly to transition they just shut the door. Though I doubt you care, you seem like either a deeply bitter repressor or someone with very little empathy judging from the content of your image

why are groomer troons like this

Keep on moving forward, one step at a time. No matter how difficult it is, just take the next step.
But also... Don't forget why numbness was, is, and forever will be, so seductive, lest you be lured back in.
When you close yourself off from feeling, from wanting, you can't be disappointed or hurt because you expected nothing to begin with. It's safe. As you said.
When you turn away from numbness, when you open yourself up to wanting, to feeling, you are also opening yourself back up to disappointment and pain.

When you choose to make a change like this, you are the marble, the chisel and the sculptor. You can't do it without pain.
HRT is only the first step of many. I made the mistake of getting lured back in by the numbness and spent 3-4 years boymoding unnecessarily.
I was so numb that I didn't even realize that I could spend the money I had earned to get FFS and VFS. I put it in my retirement savings and couldn't get it back out again.
I could have been passing 3-4 years ago. Granted, I did eventually shake myself out of it, I did get FFS and VFS and now I pass. But still - remember to keep moving forward and don't let yourself get lured back into being numb.

I never said this bla bla

Okay? Dude you still act like a fucking creep

The life of repressors is sad and pathetic

As if the life of a hon / average tranny is any better. Because you never see trannies doomposting / venting on this board.