Same here
It's easy for people to blame it on porn but I didn't see porn till I was like 13, and I had been praying to wake up as a girl since I was 5
/repgen/repressor general, paranoia edition
take your fucking HRT, retards
YES
None of it matters
I could achieve every single goal I have, in my career, hobbies, learning things, travelling, making good money, fitness, and none of it will get me even a tiny bit closer to being how I want to be
It's all cope, and I can only grind so long before I crash and have a miserable depressed few days, and then throw myself back in again
To continue on what said, it'd be so nice if you could actually just talk to people about this
My internet friends dont care at all about me being a loser, or liking guys, or any of that shit, but if I ever brought this up it'd destroy the few relationships I have
Noone wants to hang around a crazy person
Well, time for some cycling so that I can stay slim and not turn into a grotesque gigantic ogre of a man
anybody else just not care about anything? With the current state of geopolitics and struggling with health + just barely making ends meet I hardly give a shit if I have boobs or not. I don't know if it's a side effect of getting older or what but I feel like an NPC now.
Kind of. I just want to improve my life even a little bit so that I'm not just enduring things.
I don't even need much, just a normal income, some days off, good health and sleep.
If I have all that I think I'll cope better with this stuff too, or at least won't be so damn exhausted all the time which always brings me lower.
I've been feeling pretty similar the past few years, not that I'm completely apathetic but I've been getting to a point where I'm more interested in my own thoughts and feelings instead of what's going on with the world at large.
why shouldn't i kms
I think the current state of geopolitics is starting to get interesting.
That's something you have to figure out for yourself. Why haven't you so far? More of the same probably. ¯_ (ツ)_/¯